Li Zhiyan has reached this point, if De'an continues to ask, it is obvious that he has already crossed a boundary that a courtier should abide by, so he is silent and no longer speaks, but turns around and asks Li Zhi:

"Then Niangniang, don't you really want to tell her about Nurse Zhang?"

After thinking about it, Li Zhi finally shook his head and said:

"There are some things she still doesn't know right now......"

Yibi said, he frowned, and said gloomily:

"It's just...... No matter how long it takes, she still can't escape this ...... If I could have known that the old man was uneasy, if I had ...... earlier"

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Dean reminded softly.

He was silent, and in the end he could only be silent. In the middle of the night, I looked up and let out a long breath:

"Pass the master into the service! I want to meet him. ”

……

But half an hour, the two temples slightly white Li De Award has hurried in, first served Li Zhi's order, since he did a few tricks with him, a pair of monarchs and ministers, master and apprentice, then put aside the sword in their hands, in addition to the gold armor and silver mirror, from the side of the small pavilion, warm wine to make tea, and knees to talk.

"Alas, the Virtue Award can be seen, the Lord summoned the Virtue Award today, but not to test the sword."

In front of Li Zhi, Li De Award has his own proportions, but such proportions are not to restrain his arrogant and sincere nature. Therefore, he soon broke Li Zhi's mind in his own way.

Lowering his head and smiling faintly, Li Zhi raised his handsome face:

"Sure enough, it's the master who knows me best."

He propped up, got up, looked at the white clouds flowing slightly in the sky, and said softly:

"The master is a very affectionate person, so I really want to ask the master...... What kind of man is a good man? ”

"This ......"

Li Decheng pondered for a moment, and then said:

"A good man is actually just a man who can pick up his shoulders, support his palms, stand tall at the waist, and stand on his feet."

Li Zhi turned his head to look at him, and suddenly laughed for a while:

"Sure enough, the master is the master, and one sentence cleared the fog in my heart......"

He turned his head, raised his eyebrows and looked at the bright sun in the sky, and smiled indifferently:

"Shoulders can be picked...... It can carry the burden of the world......

Palm can be supported...... Can help his wife and son......

The waist can be straight...... can be quite loyal to the minister......

Enough to stand ...... Keli Eternal ...... No, it doesn't have to be eternal. ”

He suddenly laughed again:

"Why stand for eternity? The so-called eternal ones are just eternal in the eyes of others...... I only have to stand in this life, and if I stand in my heart, I will already stand between heaven and earth. ”

He nodded and laughed:

"Good! Good! Good! ”

Then, stride away. Only Li De stood in place, his expression went from stunned to natural, then to angry, and finally happy.

……

At the same time.

In the Hall of Eternal Life.

Mei Niang held the book in her hand, and was a little stunned for a while, and then hesitated for a while:

"You say...... Who did Jiro meet? ”

"Niangniang, it's the Zhang Cambodia who writes about the big fish of the sea."

Ryan said lightly.

Mei Niang was stunned for a long time before she suddenly said:

"He has an old family member who used to be a nurse in the Yingguo Mansion in Bingzhou?"

Ryan was stunned, and his eyes immediately widened:

"Mother is saying...... He's ......"

Mei Niang shook her head, and her face turned slightly pale after a while:

"At this time, he is afraid that he may not be out of Luoyang City, you should put down the matter at hand first, go to find him, be sure to find out what he is doing on this trip, the sooner the better! The sooner the better! I want to know better! Got it? ”

Ryan swallowed his saliva and said lightly:

"Mother, why are you in such a hurry? When the lord saw him, most of them asked about the current situation of Zhang Nanniang, which was for the good of his mother. And what's ......?"

"If so, why haven't you called me to him for half a day? Jiro has always been the most careful person. He wouldn't be so negligent, and neither would your brother...... So if it comes to this point, I'm afraid something big will happen! Go check it out! ”

In the last sentence, Mei Niang almost screamed out.

Such a beautiful girl, not to mention that Minghe, who was so frightened that he immediately knelt on the ground and didn't dare to get up, had never seen it, even Ryan, who had served her for more than ten years, had never seen it, so she immediately responded loudly, turned her head and ran out, and hurried to the front hall.

In this compartment, Mei Niang just came back to her senses, took a slight breath, and didn't wait to comfort Minghe, who was shocked, so she ordered him:

"Spread the words of this palace, from today onwards, if there is any news of this Zhang Khan Zhang Qing, it will be transmitted to this palace immediately! Got it? ”

"Yes!"

"Go now, don't wait!"

"Yes!"

Minghe immediately got up and stumbled out of the door, leaving Mei Niang alone, sitting heavily in the circle chair, clasping her palms together, silently chanting Buddha - she had always thought that she had nothing to fear of losing except for Li Zhi and a few children...... But today she found out. She still has something she can't give up and can't leave behind...... And in the depths of her heart that she never imagined, there was still such a little old thought. Mu Niang...... You don't want to be fine......

Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.

……

It's night.

Li Zhi sat in front of Mei Niang's couch with a gloomy face, looking at Mei Niang, who was already asleep in his arms, but still stained with tears. Then he looked up at Qin Minghe, who was standing on the side, and asked:

"How?"

"Niangniang was too injured, so she fainted for a while. Actually, it's not a big deal. Now that the minister has been injected with his mother, he must wake up in a short time. It's just that now that Niangniang is pregnant with a dragon heir, it is inevitable that this calming medicine will not dare to use it and cannot use it. Therefore, I have to ask the Lord to comfort the mother a lot, and never be hurt again. ”

Li Zhi nodded and asked him to prepare some more medicinal soup to protect the fetus, and then told him to go down.

As soon as Qin Minghe received the order to leave, Mei Niang woke up in Li Zhi's arms. When she opened her eyes to see Li Zhi, her eyes were only fixed, and tears suddenly welled up like a spring.

Li Zhi's eyes were red, and before he could comfort her, he saw that she was like a three-year-old child who had been wronged and in pain, and threw herself into his arms with a cry of pain, and grabbed his clothes tightly, mourning non-stop.

Li Zhi felt sore and pity in his heart, so he hugged her tightly in his arms, patted and shook her gently, comforting and persuading this stubborn woman who had never easily shown weakness in front of outsiders and was helpless. Pity her for suffering so much, hurt her for being hit by this, hurt her and lost her loved ones, and comfort her that she can finally cry...... The heart is bitter, painful, hurt, and comforting, and for a time it is a hundred tastes, a thousand feelings, all ups and downs in the heart.

Mei Niang was in pain, and even such a pain, she herself had never expected it.

Originally, she always thought that over the years, she had been facing the back court in the past few years of ups and downs, and life and death had been churning several times...... Since she can forget her own mother and sister like that, then in her heart, except for Li Zhi and a few children, at most plus these people around her, there is nothing to worry about. But she didn't expect that in the past so long and so far, she still had such a little grace, never repaid it, never repaid it, and once it became such a big injury in her heart.

Therefore, she also regretted that she regretted why she hadn't repaid these favors earlier, and gave this kindness...... So she won't have such pain and regret today.

But there is no what if, anything, any word, no one, once you have made a choice, then there is no turning back. So she can only regret it, and she can only be painful.

Li Zhi looked at her like this, and he couldn't bear it, but he had to endure it:

Yes...... He ended up following the same path as his father......

For her and the children...... He had to and was despicable, step by step, calculating her future and firmly tying her to the Tang Dynasty...... And every time he thinks about this, Li Zhi has the pain in his heart, the resentment in his heart, and the bitterness in his heart...... It was like a poisonous blade, slowly, one by one, cutting the most painful part of his heart, torturing him, making him almost breathless.

But how to hurt yourself, how to complain to God, how to suffer fate...... That's all he can do.

He didn't have a choice, he had to force his mother...... For her sake, he had to force her like this, let her cut off all undue concerns, and make her reluctant to give up all useless entries...... Make her really strong. He had to push her like this. Li Zhi closed his eyes, trying to restrain his heartache, restrain his unbearability, restrain himself from telling her, all this, the impulse he already knew-

Yes, he already knew the news of Zhang's death, and in the afternoon of the next day after Zhang's death, he had already received the meteor express from the shadow guard who had been arranged to be close to the Zhang family and secretly pay attention to the ancestors and grandchildren of the Zhang family.

And at that time, he had just learned that he was destined to live forever. It didn't take long for Mei Niang to make up her mind to let Mei Niang never worry about him again.

- He wanted to make her strong, so strong that it seemed to have the power of both him and her, two people at the same time. Only in this way can she save her own life and the lives of her children when he left her one step earlier.

So he made a decision at that time, a decision that he would still feel extremely cold when he thought about it: in any case, he would never tell her that Zhang, the nurse she regarded as her mother, had already died.

Of course he knew what it meant to Mei Niang.

The love between husband and wife has been more than ten years for him, so he knows very well that Mei Niang is far from being as ruthless and resolute as she thinks. On the contrary, her heart was softer and more vulnerable to hurt than his—and it was easy to hurt her by whomever and how she could have grasped her weaknesses. So the first thing he has to do is to make her weaknesses disappear one by one, or...... One by one, it becomes her strongest and most invincible advantage.

So he wouldn't tell her that he already knew about it, but he wouldn't deceive her, or take advantage of the death of the nurse Zhang, to do something, say something that would make her feel that he was taking advantage of her.

- For Mei Niang, he just needs to look at her, he can endure his heart, watch her regret, watch her suffer, watch her discover her weaknesses bit by bit, watch her dig out these weaknesses one by one, dry them in the sun, dry them, and harden them......

In the end, it became the strongest sword in her hand, and she could.

All he had to do was watch—

But it was this kind of looking at it that was the most painful and unpersuable for him.

Several times, he suddenly woke up from the nightmare of Mei Niang's decision to leave him in the middle of the night, and sat beside her in a sweat, looking at the woman who was held in his arms with all his might, and did not dare to let go, he almost shook her awake and told her this fact, but in the end, he was afraid that she would really be hurt, humiliated, and painful for half a life after his death, or he firmly gave up such thoughts.

It's just that such firmness was earned at what price did he pay for......

No one will ever know, and he never wants anyone else to know—

Especially his Mei Niang.