Chapter Ninety-Nine: Cutting and Sorting Out Mess 2
Cheng Qing lay on the bed full of worries and did not feel a little sleepy. There is still a breath on the bed after the husband and wife were happy before they picked up their daughter, which supports him and he still feels that his heart is alive, but he is already repentant and self-blaming, he can play with Liu Hong on the scene of life, but he can't face his daughter's disdainful expression, and that sentence is not the first time... Could it be that my daughter has experienced such a thing, and when did it happen?
I don't know how long it took, but I felt that Liu Hong went to bed in the dark. Lying on the outside of the bed gently, Cheng Qing didn't dare to move, for fear of frightening his beloved baby, but Liu Hong snuggled up.
"Did you sleep? If you didn't sleep, let's talk. ”
"I didn't sleep, everything in the house was fresh and warm. That's how you live every day. ”
"Yes, more than ten years have passed in a flash, and you just exist in our hearts. And how did she scare the child? She was suddenly very unhappy. Liu Hong asked softly.
"It's me a bastard, don't ask. Will my daughter still respect me?"
"I can't answer that, and I don't know why. Husband, it's not that we worry about how to remedy it after the fact, we have to think of the child every step we take, we bring her into this world, not just enjoy filial piety and have a responsibility. Although we do not have the right to decide what path she takes, our words and deeds are an example for our children. ”
"Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry, it's me who is a bastard. ”
"Well, this is not something that can be made up for with an apology, there is still a long way to go in life, and we have a lot of opportunities to keep the truth from the false. It's okay if you're sorry for me, it doesn't matter which of us leaves. But sorry for the child is unforgivable. Sleep, I'm tired. Liu Hong regretted that she was so involved that she didn't know what was going on. turned his back to Cheng Qing and said indifferently.
In the morning, Yuanyuan seemed to have forgotten about yesterday's events and happily went to the park to play. Cheng Qing also wanted to perform well for yesterday's incident, so he took the camera and went to the park with Liu Hong and her daughter.
There are several parks in the provincial capital, and this Liu Hong and Yuanyuan are here for the first time. The park has an artificial lake, a flower house and a zoo, and a children's playground is also huge. Yuanyuan was happily playing with her parents, as if yesterday's events hadn't happened. In this case, Cheng Qing felt that it was okay, but Liu Hong's heart was hanging, Yuanyuan was not such a playful child, and today's abnormal performance made Liu Hong feel that her daughter was deliberately creating something. When she finally came out of the flower room, Liu Hong opened Cheng Qing, sat in a rest area with her daughter, looked at Yuanyuan and asked.
"Yuanyuan, you are a big kid in high school, I hope we can talk like good friends. Mom knows that you care about our family and the feelings of Mom and Dad. Mom, like you, wants to maintain this family and stick to this family. If there is anything unhappy, say it, Mom will solve it with you. You forced your smile like this to make my mother's heart ache. ”
"Mom, it's not that I don't want to say it, it's that if I say it, I'll go through it again, and I don't want to. ”
"Daughter, escaping is not a solution, nor can it solve the problem. You don't have the courage to face the reality, and your mother bears it with you. Yesterday's incident happened after you looked at Dad's suitcase, can you tell Mom what you saw?"
"Mom, yesterday was not the first time, I saw it once two years ago, I had nightmares for a long time, I easily forgot it, I saw it again yesterday, Mom, I know it's not a terrible thing, but I feel sick and uncomfortable when I think of the consequences of these things, and even deep fear. Mom, am I sick of something?"
"Yuanyuan, can you tell your mother what she saw, since you all know that it is not a terrible thing, there is no need to be afraid, you are afraid because of your own association, in fact, this is all to scare yourself. You don't want to think about who your mother is, and if there are any things that your mother can't solve? Liu Hong looked at her daughter easily and said that she wanted the child to tell herself what she had seen, so that she had such a terrible association as a nightmare, and the child could pass this level in her heart.
"Mom, it's not a terrible thing, you remember that time we came to the provincial capital to see my father, and then we stayed at my uncle's house. ”
"Remember, we stayed at your uncle's house, and you were very happy. Mom was so careless that she didn't notice anything wrong with you. ”
"Yes, I was happy at that time, because I could leave that little room and leave those two things. ”
"Yuanyuan, what the hell is it?"
"It's, it's the bra that my mother also wears, and the small panties, the lace ones that are still very thin. Mom, as soon as I closed the door that day, I saw those two small clothes hanging behind the door, and there was a strange smell on them. I was afraid that my mother would find out and get angry, so I stuffed it into my backpack and later into the gap under the bed. Yuanyuan's memories brought Liu Hong's thoughts back to that time, what she saw was a red hair, and what Yuanyuan saw was the underwear after the joy, judging that it should be Xiao Qing's thing according to the time. Thinking of Xiao Qing, Liu Hong thought of that little boy again. I didn't expect a set of underwear to have such a big impact on the child's heart. No wonder after returning from the provincial capital, Yuanyuan studied hard and must go to the provincial capital to study in high school. The daughter wants to use her own efforts to bring her parents together. In an instant, Liu Hong fell into deep self-blame.
"Mom, I know it's not your thing, but when I think of my dad being with a woman wearing that dress, I feel disgusting, and I have a lot of dreams that after mom you know, she will divorce her father, and I will become a person who is looked down upon by my classmates, and I have become a child of a single-parent family, and then I gradually forgot about it when I was nervous about studying.
Yesterday, I saw that kind of underwear in my father's suitcase again, and the scene that I had almost forgotten came again, and I had another nightmare last night, and I thought that if I had a good time today, I would forget about those unpleasant things. Mom, am I acting abnormally?"
"Child, it's because you're so good that your mother finds out that you're abnormal, and you're not a kid who likes to play crazy. You listen to your mother, your father's affairs are known to your mother, and the maintenance of a family is not a simple matter. The relationship between husband and wife is not simple, eating and sleeping together every day. Sometimes people live under one roof, but their hearts are separated. These things can only be experienced when you have a family. It's hard to define whether your dad is a good man or a bad man, but your dad's love for you is not miserable at all, that's for sure, and it's true that he hasn't changed his mind about mom. Yuanyuan, everyone must have a tolerant heart, your father and I will not divorce, and our family will not be separated. ”
"Mom, I know that Mom has always tolerated Dad for my sake. All I could do was study hard and not let my mother know more. Mom, I'm afraid that my parents will quarrel, I don't have the ability to bear Junjun, he said that he is not afraid of his uncle and aunt fighting at all. He doesn't care at all, it has nothing to do with him whether he divorces or not. But I can't, my parents are my heaven and earth, without heaven I will be hurt, without earth I will sink. Mom, I'm not a strong kid, am I?"
"Yuanyuan, you are a very strong child, and your mother has always been careless and doesn't know how many things you have carried for your mother. You're still a child, and even though you've grown up, it's not up to you to take care of these things. In the future, my mother doesn't want you to be like this, so you can tell your mother about something, although your mother is not very strong, the two of us are together, and there is no hurdle that we can't overcome, you know?"
"Mom, I remember, I feel better after saying it. Let's not tell Dad if it's okay or not, I'm afraid Dad will be embarrassed. No matter what he did, she was my dad. It's a very capable dad. Yuanyuan snuggled in her mother's arms, her eyes were red, and the tears just didn't fall in her eyes. Liu Hong couldn't bear to look at her daughter's face, so she just hugged her daughter tightly, giving her strength and comfort.
Cheng Qing, who came back a long time ago, didn't listen to the conversation between the mother and daughter very clearly, but vaguely knew that it was related to him. He felt that he no longer had the face to face his wife and children. He wanted to escape, but he couldn't. While he was struggling in his heart, he heard the abrupt and annoying shouts of the woman who had come back with him in the distance.
"Brother Cheng, we are really fateful, I was worried that I couldn't find your house and couldn't get my underwear back, I didn't expect us to meet in such a poetic place. The woman's shouts attracted both Liu Hong and Yuan Yuan.
"Dad, who is she? Is she the woman who is very shameless to stuff her underwear into your suitcase?" Before Liu Hong could speak, Yuanyuan stood up like a little leopard and said.
"Who am I asking your father, I didn't stuff my underwear into her suitcase, we came back together. ”
"Yes, then I would like to thank you for comforting my husband's lonely heart and longing for comfort. That set of your underwear smells too strong, and it has been cremated by me, you have to look for it when you go to hell, and you will see it when you go to hell, and you will be wearing comfort to Lord Yama when you get there. Liu Hong spoke fiercely for the first time. Thinking in her heart that she had nothing to do for her daughter this time, Liu Hong stood behind Yuanyuan, and the mother and daughter stood side by side, facing the woman who was not good.
"You're just an outdated yellow-faced woman, it's useless to say cruel things, and you have the ability to tell your husband not to go to another woman's bed. ”
"Why stop such a thing, gentlemen have adult beauty, not to mention that it is my husband, I am his root here, as for any woman outside, as long as that woman is cheap enough. When you have saved enough money under the man, you can make another film and sell it for the first night. The last thing I lack is money, my husband can make up for it if he doesn't have it, the key is that my husband doesn't grieve outside. The world is really different, when a junior can still be so arrogant, can you tell others, what is your confident capital?"
"Because your husband loves me, that's all there is to it!" the woman said shamelessly.
"Gillian, you're enough, I've never loved you. You are greedy for money, I want to feel, this is our relationship. Cheng Qing angrily pulled up the woman named Gillian and said as she left here.