Chapter 45: Broken Dreams

The feeling of suffocation surrounded by water is slowly fading, as if fresh air is slowly injecting into the heart, the legs and feet filled with water are slowly being released from bondage, and the dullness of the mind is disappearing little by little.

The faint light slowly soaked into Lin Qing's moving eyes, it turned out that everything was a dream, he had already passed the carefree days of high school, the young man had already grown into a young man, and even the time and space in which he was located had changed, and even the gender was no longer the headless and brainless hot-blooded man he used to be, and a sense of loss soaked through his whole body and flowed in Lin Qing's chaotic brain.

Suddenly, my mind was dizzy, as if I had been poured lead, and before I had time to think, memories poured into my brain like a tide, and from the fragmented picture, I could vaguely reproduce the scene of last night.

Lin Qing's brain was dizzy, but the anger in his heart was out of control like a volcanic eruption, and the picture of Chen Xuanyuan lying on himself last night flashed in his mind from time to time, as soon as he thought of those scenes last night, he couldn't help but feel nauseous in his stomach, as if there was sour water in his stomach, and it went straight up.

When he opened his eyes completely, the dizziness of his mind was slightly reduced, his eyes were slightly off, and he saw Xiaohuan and Yiyi sitting on the edge of the bed, and the discomfort in his heart was slightly relieved, and he wanted to make a sound in his throat, but before he could make a sound, he felt a dry and tearing stinging pain from his throat to the nerves.

Lin Qing's brows suddenly furrowed, a trace of tangled strangeness flashed on her little face, and the sore throat made her temporarily forget to call the two girls, and moved her legs slightly, trying to make a movement to attract the attention of the two girls. Suddenly, a painful tearing sensation passed from her lower body through Lin Qing's fragile nerves to her brain.

Because of the pain, his brows furrowed, a white and tender little face wrinkled together, his face was as pale as white paper, Lin Qing was blinded by this heart-wrenching pain, and his eyes were confused for a moment. Gritting his silver teeth and desperately resisting this heart-wrenching pain, a layer of mist floated in his big eyes like water, as if there would be droplets of water dripping from it soon.

Lin Qing's infinite hatred for Chen Xuanyuan appeared in his heart, a trace of coldness appeared in his watery eyes, and after a while, he was broken by this heart-wrenching pain, and the slightest crystal teardrops slid down the pale little face to the bed, and the slightest teardrops soaked into the sheets, and finally evaporated in the air, leaving no trace, only the tears left on the pale little face showed this heart-wrenching pain.

Frozen his legs, which originally wanted to move, he opened his misty eyes motionlessly, looking at the plain white curtain, as if he had lost focus.

She can't bear a man doing this kind of thing to herself, although she is now a daughter, but her heart will always be a bold man's heart, and she hopes that one day she can recover her male body, although she knows that this hope is very slim, but what if it comes true, Lin Qing has never wanted to think about her gender when she comes to this world, she hopes that she can maintain a good attitude, she hopes that she can unconsciously forget about her gender transition,

Although Lin Qing has learned a lot of things that women will know since she came to this world to change gender, in her heart, she only thinks this is an experience, a learning, she can't accept using this woman's body to behave like a man, that will make her awkward to death, and will make her look down on herself, so she has been silently learning to be a woman, at least before returning to her original body, she must be a normal woman, at least it doesn't seem to make herself uncomfortable.

There is no discrimination between men and women in her heart, women can hold up half the sky, women don't have to be weaker than men, but for her, men's bodies have been used for almost 30 years, she is used to it, people can get along with people for a few days to give birth to a strong friendship, not to mention the body that has been used for almost 30 years, she is used to it.

But yesterday, Chen Xuanyuan finally took her body, which broke Lin Qing's heart that was originally displayed in the glass bottle, making her have to think that she is a woman now, and making her have to admit that she has become a woman.

The disbelief and fear in her heart finally made her collapse, when she was stunned by Chen Xuanyuan, she was immersed in the nightmare of a young man and didn't want to leave, but the nightmare was just a derivative after all, when it touched Lin Qing's fragile nerves, it finally made Lin Qing break out of the nightmare that she didn't want to wake up.

Tears washed Lin Qing's stinging heart, but the pain can only get deeper and deeper, just like a thorn, the more you pull it, the more it hurts, maybe time can heal such a deep and shallow scar.

Because of the stiff legs, the pain in the lower body was slightly relieved, and the eyes were narrowed, and a coldness slowly occupied the original elegance, although it was still lying delicately on the bed, but the temperament of the eyebrows was quietly changing.

Carefully moved the hand wrapped in the quilt, and moved the entire futon slightly.

Xiaohuan and Yiyi helped Lin Qing tuck the futon again, and waited quietly on the edge of the bed, but after all, Lin Qing slept in the nightmare for a long time, and the two girls stayed in the front hall all night. So the sleepiness gradually came to my heart, and the two girls were still young, and they were sleepy at the age, so the chicks pecked at the edge of the bed like millet.

The light tugging of the futon pulled a handful of hair scattered by Xiaohuan on the edge of the bed, Xiaohuan's eyelids moved slightly, but she was too sleepy, and her heart gushed with sleepiness, and she gradually calmed down slightly.

Suddenly, Xiaohuan suddenly raised her head

"Niangniang, you are awake" Originally, she wanted to sleep again, but suddenly realized that she was in Niangniang's room, and immediately looked up and opened her eyes, and saw Lin Qing lifting her arms with difficulty.

Because of Xiaohuan's cry, Yiyi also raised her head in a daze, and then looked at Lin Qing, who was awake, and suddenly woke up.

"Mother, you're finally awake... Woohoo..." The worried Yiyi saw that Lin Qing had woken up, and suddenly couldn't hide the tears in her eyes, threw herself beside Lin Qing, and cried.

Lin Qing's originally cold eyebrows and eyes, seeing the two excited girls, a trace of tenderness poured into the corners of his eyes, and he murmured in his heart: I am not lonely, I still have the two of them. When they called for help last night, the two of them immediately rushed in, not thinking about who was in the house, although they couldn't save themselves, but their hearts were warm, just because they had themselves in their hearts.

"Niangniang, are you uncomfortable there" Xiaohuan looked at Lin Qing worriedly and said softly, the worry on her eyebrows warmed people's hearts.

Lin Qing curled her expression slightly, not wanting the two girls to worry.

"I'm fine, don't worry" The voice was a little hoarse, as if it was forcibly squeezed out.

The two girls watched Lin Qing speak, turned their heads to look at each other, and saw that the corners of each other's eyes were full of indescribable joy.

"You go and prepare hot water, I want to take a bath" Lin Qing warmed her heart, looked at the two girls softly and said, but the sound of hard squeezing was a little hoarse after all, the two girls didn't hear it, Lin Qing woke up and they were so happy.

"No" The two girls immediately replied, and then ran out together to prepare bath water for Lin Qing.

Lin Qing looked at the backs of the two of them leaving, and moved slightly, the stinging pain was like a claw scratching, and the originally gentle eyes became cold as if they could drip water.