Chapter 057: Sitting Still

"Madame asked the slave to accompany her for a while, and then sent someone to send the slave back here." Yunyan still noticed a hint of something strange from his impassability, and with a feeling of bitterness and loss, he reached out and grabbed his arm again, and smiled at him reluctantly.

Qin Shen didn't want to brush her anymore, so he followed her support and walked to the couch to sit down, looking at her sideways in a daze.

Under the forced gaze, Yunyan stared crampedly at her toes and was uneasy, although she was unemployed and had not seen Fengyue, but what kind of meaning and purpose the man's gaze contained, she could still clearly distinguish.

At least at this moment, the gaze of the person in front of him no longer appreciated and possessed before, but seemed preoccupied.

"What are your plans for the future?" In her apprehension, she heard the almost indifferent question of the person in front of her, and a burst of desolation swelled up in her heart, secretly regretting whether she shouldn't have spoken out to break the ambiguous atmosphere, or even take the opportunity to take the initiative to give her arms?

But after all, she is just a serious woman who has only been in the backyard of the Qinglou for a few days! How could she be as indulgent and bold as those women who were accustomed to seeing scenes, without shyness?

Alas! Maybe this is providence, or fate? Yunyan smiled bitterly in his heart, and replied in a low voice: "Nudan, according to the general's orders." ”

"Are you really at my command?" Qin Shen's eyes became intriguing and looked at her for a moment, and his tone was uncertain.

"Hmm." Yunyan replied in a low voice, a little unable to guess what he meant, and then said in a whisper: "The slave has fallen into the Qinglou, lonely, and has no relatives, thanks to the general's mercy to redeem the slave, the slave thinks, the general must have arranged a place for the slave to go by doing this." ”

Okay, I haven't said anything yet, you should take me first! Qin Shen smiled harmlessly, but it made Yunyan's heart tremble for no reason.

"No! I did have a place for you to go. ”

Hearing this, Yunyan could no longer be indifferent and bravely raised his head to look at him, just in front of his eyes.

This was the first time she made eye contact with the other person.

In the Qinglou wing, she had a glimpse of the shadow, and in the Qinglou hall, she had also silently watched everything, and at the moment when the two were alone, she could finally look at him carefully without hiding, and she was no longer shy.

His face was like a knife, his facial features were distinct, angular, and his eyes were so deep and bright and clear, that he was not at all a murderous general as everyone described, but like a childlike child.

His eyes seemed to contain a trace of confusion and confusion, which made people can't help but want to explore and gently smooth them.

Is this the man I am going to entrust to for life?

Yunyan like a lake as calm heart suddenly fell a stone, ripples, she has seen his heroic, she has also seen his handsome and graceful, she has experienced his gentleness and thoughtfulness, she is extremely convinced, committed to such a man, the future only has a smooth road, no nightmares.

But he's confused! What is he confused about? Confused about how to arrange me?

The pounding mood that had just risen with this thought regained apprehension.

Facing the slightly uneasy look in the anticipation cast by Yunyan, Qin Shen was not in a hurry to say the answer, but bowed slightly to the other end of the table on the couch and said, "You sit down first." ”

Yunyan hesitated for a moment, but approached him as if he didn't understand what he meant, silently knelt beside him in reverse, wrapped his hands around his waist and slowly lay down his soft body, his head gently rested on his thighs, and gradually closed his eyes, looking like he was picking up.

Wen Yu was full of arms, drunk and lost her sex, and Qin Shen, who quietly watched her do all this, really didn't want to think about anything or think about anything for a moment, but he couldn't do that, because it contained a kind of responsibility.

After all, the women of this era are very different from the later generations.

Except for a very few women like Ba Widow Qing, more of them need to be attached to men in order to survive, he believes that at least the clouds and smoke in front of him are like this, she may have a little admiration for herself, but is it really to the point of fighting for her feelings?

She is so compromised, all kinds of mental means, all she wants is just for a stable life, right?

What a humble wish, but it has to pay the full price! In an instant, Qin Shen no longer had the intention of blaming the other party, and all he had in his heart was great sorrow for this era.

But what about yourself? He's not a savior, he's just an insignificant mere mortal in the multitude.

Yunyan closed her eyes and pillowed Qin Shen's warm and thick thighs, feeling the strangeness of his body, her heart was like a deer, and she felt extremely peaceful, maybe this was the life she wanted, but after a while, she didn't wait for any of the movements that those women in the Qinglou often discussed.

Her heart gradually became uneasy, she opened her eyes slightly, and was facing Shang Qin Shen's gaze with her head down, before she had time to feel shy, and heard the ruthless words that made her tears continue to cross her ears after a while.

"Since you are homeless, why don't you stay in the Wu Mansion?"

"Why?" Yunyan squeezed out the dream-like words with all her might, and gently turned her head, and suddenly, she didn't want the other party to see her tearful appearance again.

Qin Shen himself sighed without knowing what it was like, and said without explanation: "Brother Wu is very good, he will never bully you, I will ask him to find a family for you in the future, and ensure that you have no worries in your life, what do you think?" ”

Yunyan remained motionless for a long time, and finally turned his head to look at him, and said with a little pleading in his eyes: "Is it so difficult for a slave to enter the eyes of the general?" ”

Qin Shen shook his head slowly, sighed helplessly, and said, "You are very beautiful and charming, but I am by no means a good match for you. ”

"Why, why ......" Yunyan muttered, as if his liver and intestines were broken.

Qin Shen couldn't bear the pity in his heart, and hardened his heart: "It's just because I don't want to have any emotional ties." ”

"Slave doesn't need any feelings, slave ......" Yunyan's whispered voice was bitter, stubborn, and sour, and perhaps even she herself could hardly know what she was talking about at the moment.

"But you need a stable life!" Qin Shen interrupted her slightly rudely, and asked in a soft voice in a slow tone, "Isn't this exactly what you want?" ”

Saying that, he sighed, couldn't bear to avoid his gaze, and said as if he was talking and explaining: "I won't tell you, the last resort I mentioned to you today is not to deceive you, I am in the military camp, life and death are unpredictable, so how can I give you a long-term and stable life?" I got into trouble with a mysterious organization, and now the other party is chasing and killing me all over the world, maybe tomorrow, I will be in a different place, can you accept such a result? ”

"Even if you could, how could I bear to put you in the middle of it?" Seeing Yunyan's mouth open to speak, Qin Shen cut it off first, smiled bitterly, and continued: "Or God has mercy on me and allows me to fly away, when that time comes, how do you let me choose?" Don't forget, I'm just a mortal, I also have selfish intentions, rather than dragging my family to die in Huangquan, if one person escapes freely, can you understand the hardships? ”

Yunyan was silent for a moment, and said firmly: "If the general is really unfortunately killed on the battlefield, the slave will keep the festival for you for the rest of his life, if there is really a day to escape, the general can just leave alone, and the slave will never complain, in this way, is the general willing to accept the slave?" ”

Looking at the tears that slid down her cheeks again after she finished speaking, Qin Shen was moved, but secretly sighed again.

Maybe she really has a deep affection for herself, how can the thoughts of women in this era be compared with later generations? Is it really good just like that?

Qin Shen pondered for a while, and didn't dare to look at him and said: "I'm afraid that my conscience will be uneasy, and I will live in guilt for the rest of my life, I will spare my life, and I enjoy a happy and simple life more, I say this, can you understand what I mean?" ”

"This is the original intention of the slave, and what does it have to do with the general? Why should the general feel guilty? Yunyan choked and persevered.

"That being said, it's so hard to actually do it." Qin Shen sighed faintly, and said resolutely: "Rather than doing this, it is better to break it off as soon as possible." ”

Knowing that he had made up his mind, Yunyan no longer spoke, but wept silently.

Qin Shen waited for a moment, and sleepiness struck her in the upsurge of alcohol, and helped her up and said: "It's not early, and it's inconvenient for me to trouble others too much, you can rest here for the night tonight, and tomorrow I will ask Brother Wu to arrange a room for you, you ...... Do you sleep in the room, or here? ”

When asked about him, Yunyan lay on the side of the low couch as softly as if he hadn't heard it, not saying a word, not crying or making trouble.

Qin Shen shook his head with mixed tastes, went to the back room and took out the futon to cover her gently, and then quietly observed for a while, seeing that she was still motionless and unresponsive, he had to sigh gloomily, and when he returned to the back room, he lay down, and carried the wind trick to resist the wind and cold, and fell asleep after a while.

It's dark.

Qin Shen finally woke up from his sleep on time, heard the slight movement outside the hospital, and got up and opened the window lightly.

As he expected, he was instantly confronted by two flower-like smiles in the faint morning light and a neat and consistent "Childe is up", in addition to Xiaobai's slight and excited hum.

Maybe it's because Xiaobai was by his side when he never opened his eyes, so he was very affectionate to him.

Qin Shen beckoned, Xia Zhu Qiuju immediately got up and sent Xiao Bai who was teasing into his arms, during which he glanced quickly at the room, and then a trace of surprise and doubt flashed in the eyes of the two.

Qin Shen, who was busy comforting Xiao Bai, didn't notice their movements at all, until Xiao Bai in his arms finally calmed down from the excitement, and then pointed to the outside of the two of them.

Xia Zhu Qiuju didn't understand why he didn't want to speak after getting up today, seeing his gesture, the two looked at each other, and both shook their heads to show that they didn't know what they meant.

Qin Shen thought that the two girls had told him that Yunyan hadn't gotten up yet, so he thought for a moment, handed Xiaobai to the two, and then turned over and climbed out of the window that was not too big.

The two women looked at his strange movements dumbfounded, and only after a while came back to their senses and looked at each other, they both felt a little scared, and they wanted to laugh a little, but they didn't dare to show it at all.

Leading the two inexplicable women out of the hospital, Qin Shen said in a low voice: "Go and fetch water to wash me." ”

"Poof", Xia Zhu, who had a more lively personality, couldn't help laughing after being relieved, covered his mouth and giggled: "Why doesn't Childe wash in the house?" also made the maid and Qiu Ju worry for a while, thinking that the son had hysteria. ”

Qin Shen coughed lightly in embarrassment, and said with a "shhh ”

"Huh?" Xia Zhu and Qiu Ju were surprised, and said in unison in disbelief: "Childe slept in a separate room with her last night?" ”

Qin Shen looked at the two of them with a fuss, and the two of them hurriedly stopped their various expressions, but they still couldn't help but look at him secretly with a strange look in their eyes, and Xia Zhu said: "But the lord ordered, please go to the backyard for dinner later."

"So?" Qin Shen thought for a moment and said, "Then you go and wait for Yun Niangzi to get up." ”

Xia Zhu nodded in agreement and walked inside, but in less than a moment, he rushed out and shouted, "It's not good! Yun Niangzi is not in the house! ”