Chapter 243: Wounded Parting
"Pingping, this is your favorite braised pork......"
"An An, for me to go to school, you and your eldest brother have worked hard all these years, eat more!"
"Jiawen, you also eat more, I hope you can marry your eldest brother as soon as possible, and I can call you sister-in-law as soon as possible......"
Yang Kuan said, and kept serving vegetables to everyone.
"Second brother, we already knew about you and Sister Bai!"
Yang Ping chuckled: "If you really like it, just bring Sister Bai back, the family will not disagree with your marriage to Sister Bai because of your temper......"
Song Jiawen also smiled and said: "When the family eats, what are you polite about......
Yang An clearly remembered that when Yang Kuan said that he wanted to go to the new school, he was also diligent at home during that time, but it was far less attentive and thoughtful than today, so he was extremely sad, and said in his heart This time, I am afraid that I will ask for more money than the last time - when the time comes, will I give it or not?
Listening to everyone's words, Yang Kuan didn't say anything, just warmly greeted everyone for dinner.
Although Yang Yi has not come back yet, this meal is very lively, and there is finally some harmonious family atmosphere.
After eating, Yang Kuan accompanied everyone to talk by the fire, until everyone was tired and fell asleep, without showing the slightest annoyance.
In the past, Yang An went upstairs and went back to the room early, to memorize medical books, and to consolidate what he learned during the day.
But tonight, although Yang An didn't say much, he kept sitting by the fire.
It wasn't until Yang Ping and Song Jiawen went upstairs to rest that Yang Kuan glanced at him and said: "It's so good to be like this, family, if you have anything to say, you have to hold it in your heart, you are wronged, and everyone who sees it is uncomfortable!" ”
Yang Kuan looked at this younger brother and smiled.
This kind of look made Yang An purse his mouth, and took out a small yellow croaker and handed it to Yang Kuandao: "Save some flowers, although there is a little money at home now, but these money are all earned back by the eldest brother's hard work, and the province has to save some ......."
Looking at the little yellow croaker in his hand, Yang Kuan smiled dumbly, and then his nose was sour, and he wanted to cry a little.
“……”
Seeing his expression, Yang An was anxious: "Won't it be enough?" What do you want so much money for? ”
Yang Kuan sighed, rubbed Yang An's head and said: "It's not about money, Pingping is still young, Jiawen, after all, you haven't passed the door yet, you wait for the eldest brother to come back and tell him these words, don't tell Pingping and Jiawen for the time being!" ”
Yang An was suddenly awe-struck, he knew that there was probably something really big!
"I'm going to Yan'an!"
Yang Kuan said in a low voice: "Bai Lan, there are some classmates who go together, I don't know when I can come back, when I am not there, the family will rely on the eldest brother and you......"
"You hate our family so much?"
Yang An's face turned hideous instantly, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I know that you have always been very unhappy about what is happening to your eldest brother now, but you don't want to think about it, what is the eldest brother doing so much for?" It's not for the sake of our family's life! ”
"What's the hurry, don't be anxious, your temper should be changed!" Yang Kuan said displeasedly.
Yang Anyi, in his memory, the second brother had never spoken to him in this tone, with a tone of lesson-he used to talk to Yang Kuan with this tone.
"I've always understood what my eldest brother did, and of course I admit that I don't like him like this!"
Yang Kuan said: "I went to Yan'an this time, I have nothing to do with my eldest brother and family, I just think I want to do something, not just to live, but for this era, for the future to do something - to live, it can't just be to live, right?" ”
Yang An is very smart, young and old, and has more eyes than many adults.
But Yang An's words at the moment were a little incomprehensible, because he was only thirteen years old after all, and the world and people he saw were all the people around him, and he had never stood at a certain height to see the world and this era.
In Yang An's view, to live is to live, to live for yourself and your family, what does it have to do with this era of this world? My family lives so hard, where can I take care of anything else?
"When you get older, you'll understand!"
Yang Kuan smiled, took out a letter from his arms and said, "Give this to the eldest brother, I believe he will understand me after reading it!" ”
"Won't I be able to talk about you in the future?"
Yang Andao, making the last retention, suddenly found that this second brother had begun to be a little unfamiliar.
"Fool!"
Yang Kuan laughed, rubbed Yang An's head fiercely and said, "If I leave early tomorrow, I won't live at home, and Pingping will ask me in the future to help cover up a few words......"
After that, he stood up, looked at the small building carefully for the first time, and said with emotion: "If my parents knew that our family now lives in such a beautiful house and lives such a life, how happy they should be......"
As he spoke, his eyes became wet.
Hearing this, Yang An finally determined that the second brother left this time, not because he wanted to flee in anger, but because he really made his own decision.
"Second brother, you wait for me!"
Yang Andao, rushed upstairs and almost took all the money left by Yang Yi, he knew that when he went out, there were many places where he needed money.
It's just that when Yang An went downstairs, Yang Kuan had already left, but the gold bars he had given before were taken away.
Yang An chased to the door, suddenly smiled, and said with tears in his eyes: "You really have grown up......"
He suddenly wanted to grow up quickly, because for the first time, he realized that he had never understood the adult world.
He was thinking that if he grew up, he might understand what the second brother said to him tonight.
At the beginning of the day, Yang Band took Bai Lan, and Su Yuanxing and more than a dozen other students left the school gate and went out of the city......
Zhang Ruxuan watched from afar, and was also bathed in the sun.
Looking at the departure of Yang Kuan and others, looking at the rising sun, those hopes in my heart also rose, and I saw that this ancient land was full of vitality again.
The land left by the ancestors has nurtured so many Chinese people and created so many glories, but because of this, the people of this land are depressed, shrouded in too many stale atmospheres, and indulge in the glory of the past and cannot extricate themselves.
Zhang Ruxuan hopes that those who have the same patriotic aspirations as himself can rejuvenate and revitalize more young people, so that they have the courage to catch up with the footsteps of this era, even if they need to sacrifice and shed blood, they are fearless.
In that case, there must still be hope for this country, this nation!
He knew he wouldn't see this day, but he believed that there would be such a day!