Chapter 330: Little Woman's Thoughts
"Actually, I betrayed you at first." As Chen Lai spoke, she suddenly straightened up, and her expression became serious, as if she remembered something when she talked about Dai Li.
"Really? You tell me about it. After Chen Lai got out of his arms, Sun Yumin was a lot more relaxed, but when he was blown by the cold wind, he felt a trace of cold.
"When I first arrived at Poplar Shop, I hated you very much." Chen Bu said: "Brother-in-law, at that time, all I thought about was my sister, and I regarded you as a sinner and a wicked person who was abandoned. ”
Sun Yumin didn't make a sound, he felt what Chen Lai said, and he was "scared" by her several times during that time, so that when he saw this little girl, he was afraid to avoid it.
"At that time, I often went to the county seat, just to contact the military commander, and I reported all the eyebrows between you and the New Fourth Army, including the first day of the Lunar New Year, when you drank for a day, and said a lot of things that should not be said during the banquet."
Hearing Chen Lai's words, Sun Yumin's heart tensed inexplicably, and he was also a little nervous, and asked, "What did you report to Dai Li?" ”
"What you said, I reported it, it's been too long, I can't remember what I reported at that time." Chen Lai replied, she tilted her head, as if she was trying to recall the content of the report at that time, but when she saw Sun Yumin's nervous appearance, she burst out laughing: "Brother-in-law, don't worry, you didn't say the wrong thing at that time, it's just that the regiment commander surnamed Yang has been pulling you to go to the Seventh Regiment, and the commander surnamed Gao, although he is not like that Yang regiment commander, I can see that he also desperately wants you to go there." Although I hated you very much at that time, when I reported to Director Dai, I still didn't take it seriously. ”
"Yes, if you declare a personal vendetta, Dai Li will definitely take the opportunity to stab me and pull Mr. Chen off the horse by the way." Sun Yumin smiled,
"yes, I'm glad I didn't." Chen Lai also smiled, this smile is very similar to Chen Yun, and there are indeed many places between the two sisters who are very similar.
"Let's go back, standing on the street in the middle of the night in the cold wind and talking, people will say that we are insane." Sun Yumin laughed at himself, he directly took Chen Lai's little hand, and said as he walked: "You haven't told me yet, why didn't you report Lu Man's matter to Dai Li." ”
Sun Yumin is most concerned about the answer to this question.
Chen Lai glanced at Sun Yumin with a sideways face, did not answer his words directly, and said slowly: "People say that time is the best tool to test everything, I didn't believe it originally, but now I believe it." After living with you for a while, I found that I seemed to be wrong, and you may never think about who untied my knot. ”
"Isn't it me?" Sun Yumin didn't know why he took her little hand, and he didn't know how he blurted out this joking sentence. This is not his own style at all, not to mention that after two years of precipitation, even if it is put on him during the teaching corps, it is impossible to say such things, is it imperceptibly influenced by this little girl?
Hearing Sun Yumin's words, Chen Lai turned his head in surprise, his eyes were obviously shining, she was very surprised to hold hands, and now this sentence surprised her even more.
"You also have a reason, I have never seen a commander like you, who would be so tolerant and cherish his subordinates. Although you have a lot of good qualities that surprise me, it is my sister who really unravels my heart. As Chen Lai spoke, she leaned closer to Sun Yumin's side, she still felt a little cold in Sun Yumin's coat, not to mention Sun Yumin, who was now only wearing a single shirt. He will definitely be cold, and with this reason, Chen Lai leaned forward "inch by inch", like a girl in love, and the whole person seemed to be hanging on Sun Yumin's arm.
Lin Yuanping and Wang Youcai originally ran over with two coats, but when they saw this, they were stunned, and they didn't know whether to send the coats up, so they had to follow them silently.
"Your sister? Did she give you a dream? Sun Yumin asked, he remembered very well that when Chen Lai and Chu Jiu first arrived, he would dream of Chen Yun for a long time, and the sentence that he dreamed day and night was really reasonable.
"It's not." Chen Lai said: "Brother-in-law, do you remember that I brought a newspaper clipping? ”
"Hmm." Sun Yumin nodded, he had flipped through the newspaper clippings a little bit, because it was all himself, so he didn't finish reading it.
"It remembers all my sister's love for you, all my love for you, and all my thoughts about you." Speaking of this, Chen Lai stopped his steps, also grabbed Sun Yumin, looked up at him with his head up, and said, "Do you know? She never hated you! Even after the news of your marriage to Lu Man reached her ears, she never hated you. ”
"Isn't it just some scraped newspaper on it?" Sun Yumin asked puzzled, did he turn over the newspaper clippings.
"You only see the newspapers that record yourself, but you ignore the sister's heart under each newspaper clipping." When Chen Lai said this, there was some reproach in his tone.
"After returning to the poplar shop, I want to take a good look at this relic left by Yun'er." Sun Yumin was a little embarrassed, the newspaper clipping had been on the table in his room for a long time, although he had read it, but he really didn't read it very carefully to feel it, he originally thought it was just an ordinary newspaper clipping, but he didn't expect that it actually contained all the feelings of a woman for herself.
"You won't see that newspaper clipping anymore," Chen Laiben had stopped crying, but when she said this, the tears fell again, and she said: "After the first battle of Yangshupu, the newspaper clipping will never be found again." ”
Seeing Chen Lai's sad appearance, Sun Yumin's guilt became stronger and stronger, and it was only at this time that he understood that even if he was so ruthless, Chen Yun still had a deep love for herself, not only did she never hate herself, but she never confided in the slightest sadness, she was all in her life, so she would die to give birth to the ninth year of the first month, so that her feelings for herself would continue in the little life.
Sun Yumin understood that Chen Yun's hard work was too late and too late, and when he wanted to make up for it, Chen Yun had already died, and this woman who gave birth to the ninth year of junior high school for herself would surely become the pain of her life.
"Brother-in-law, remember what you said tonight, you have to cherish Chu Jiu and me, you have already made a mistake once, don't make the same mistake again, okay?"
Chen Lai will really find an excuse, what she said made Sun Yumin, who was in extreme guilt, unable to refuse, and there was no reason not to nod and agree.
"Now I can tell you why I didn't report the identity of Lu Mangong to Director Dai." seemed to think that Sun Yumin had become a dish in her bowl, Chen Lai said mischievously, the two of them had already stopped, and when they talked about this topic, she pulled Sun Yumin and began to walk forward.
"Well, I'll listen, you say."
"Because she can't pose a threat to me anymore, how good Lu Man is over there, she has no chance to rob me at all." Chen Lai said with a smile, obviously it was just her joke.
"Rob?" Sun Yumin regretted it after saying this word, he didn't understand the meaning of Chen Lai's words at first, and as soon as the words came out, he suddenly realized, who is robbing and who can be robbed, isn't it obvious.
"Okay, I'm not going to tease you." Chen Lai suppressed his smile and said seriously: "I didn't report it at first, I just wanted to see with my own eyes, what kind of woman would make such an excellent sister fail, the idea at that time was just to meet her in person, and after seeing her later, after coming into contact with her, I wouldn't report it anymore, the reason is very simple, she is a good person!" Although I don't know why Lu Man would abandon his pampered life and devote himself to the Communist CD, but from the perspective of the same woman's thinking, she is a good person, and she can even devote herself to the daughter of her rival in love, how bad can this person be? As long as it can be good for Chu Jiu, then to hell with everything else. ”
Although Chen Lai's words don't make much sense in it, it very well shows that she is just a little woman, and she will not have extremely lofty ideals and beliefs like Lu Man and Chen Yun, some are just a woman who wants to firmly grasp her happy thoughts, and the rest of the things are useless to her.
"Then why did you join the military command?" Sun Yumin can understand the thoughts of what Chen Lai just said, and he can also accept her statement. But then I thought of why she was dyed in the big dye vat of the military commander since she was a little woman who had no quarrel with the world.
"The reason is simple, just seeking refuge. My sister and I don't have such a prominent family background as Lu Man, but we are both born with a bit of beauty, if we don't find a shelter for ourselves, in this troubled world, do you think we can survive? When Chen Lai said these words, he clearly looked like a young man, which made Sun Yumin feel very surprised.
Sun Yumin had to admit that this little woman's words had her truth, such a world, if there was nothing to rely on, it would be really difficult for a woman like them to survive. Just like Chen Yun, she joined the revolution, and she may not have the mind to find a support and backing for herself, and Chen Lai is the same, but she chose the opposite path to her sister, but no matter what choice the two sisters made, it was actually the helplessness of being a woman.
In this slightly cold early winter night, Chen Lai, a little woman, gave herself too many surprises, she can not only snort like a little girl, but also calmly analyze like a calculating adult; Sometimes she looks like a weak and weak woman, and sometimes she can show the demeanor of a general who can stand alone. In this short conversation, Sun Yumin felt her multifacetedness, which made him completely change his perception of this little woman. If it weren't for this world, maybe she would just be an innocent and innocent little woman who has no quarrel with the world, this thought made Sun Yumin suddenly have the idea of protecting her well, even if she was wrapped in the first nine years in her words just now.
Lin Yuanping and Wang Youcai, who were not far behind them, although they were puzzled as to why the boss would hold Chen Lai's hand, did not come forward to disturb until they heard her sneeze, and then hurriedly ran over and put two military coats on the two of them.
When he returned to his lodgings, Dongfang began to show the whiteness of his belly.
"Brother-in-law, I still have a question for you, does the lieutenant general surnamed Zhou, who followed Shang Zhen, know you? How did I notice that he didn't look at you quite right? ”
Chen Lai suddenly stopped Sun Yumin, and his words brought him back to reality who was contemplating his eyebrows.
"Why do you ask?" Sun Yumin pretended to be curious and asked, in fact, he felt that Chen Lai had already noticed his jealousy of Zhou SC.
"Look." Chen Lai pointed to the front, and next to the two straight soldiers standing in front of Sun Yumin's residence, a man in a military coat was pacing around.
"Xiao Lai, you go to rest first, he should have come to me." Sun Yumin let go of Chen Lai's hand, and after whispering a word of advice, he walked over, although he knew that no matter what he and Zhou SC said, Chen Lai would not confide in, but he still wouldn't take her with him, the reason was very simple, he didn't want to let anyone around him get involved in a whirlpool that shouldn't be entered.
"Commander-in-Chief Zhou got up so early." Sun Yumin greeted him from afar.
"General Sun, you got up earlier, Zhou originally thought that it would disturb General Sun's dream, but I didn't expect that General Sun, you would have already taken the beautiful woman out for a morning run."
Sun Yumin's face was a little feverish when he said the three words "beautiful woman", he smiled awkwardly, made a gesture of please, and said, "Let Brother Zhou see you smile, please sit inside." He threw the coat he was draping on his body to Lin Yuanping, who was following behind him, and said to Wang Youcai: "Go prepare some breakfast and send it." ”
The room was obviously warmer than the outside, but Sun Yumin, who had taken off his coat, still found a coat to put on, and beckoned Zhou SC to sit while making tea.
"Brother Yumin, don't be busy yet, I have something I want to ask you."
He suddenly called his name and called his brother affectionately, which made Sun Yumin a little surprised, and the boiling water was poured out of the teacup.
Zhou SC noticed his subtle movements, and also noticed that this title didn't seem appropriate, and hurriedly said, "General Sun doesn't mind if I call you that, right?" ”
"Of course I don't mind." Sun Yumin brought the tea to Zhou SC, and then sat down. Originally, this kind of thing should have been done by the adjutant, but Chen Lai is resting now, as a guard, Gang Lengzi is now completely invisible to people, and he is about to become Zhou Shanjun's guard, and others have long been angry, but Sun Yumin turned a blind eye, in his opinion, it doesn't matter if he has one less guard, but if he can have more soldiers, then he will really make a lot of money.
"Brother Yumin can be in a high position at a young age, which is really enviable."
Sun Yumin just smiled slightly, and didn't say anything, he knew that Zhou SC came to visit early in the morning, and he definitely didn't come to praise him a few words, he chose this time, he definitely wanted to know something from himself, or he wanted to get some answers from himself. He couldn't figure out the purpose of Zhou SC's coming at all, so he simply didn't speak, and just listened quietly.
"A friend once said this to me." Sun Yumin did not have politeness and hustle, which was beyond Zhou SC's expectations, he glanced at the calm young man opposite, and saw that he did not mean to be disgusted, so he spoke again: "The central key to victory in this war of resistance against aggression is to develop the war of resistance that has been launched into a comprehensive war of resistance of the whole nation, and only this kind of all-round war of resistance of the whole nation can make this war achieve the final victory." ”