Dark San has always been a smart person, and when he saw Gu Yunsheng's annoyed expression, he felt a little clearer in his heart.

"Third Miss, I don't know why you ask that, but it's quite happy to have someone to make you cry. ”

Gu Yunshang was stunned when she heard this, and hesitated for a while.

"I'm just curious about what kind of mood it will be like at that time."

Dark San was silent for a moment, a complex look like a memory flashed in his eyes, and he sighed for a long time.

"My subordinates were originally from a family in the fairy world, but my father did not have an immortal relationship, and he was a mortal, so he was assigned by the family to the cultivation world to manage mundane things. Later, the family was slaughtered by the enemy, and fortunately my father was abandoned by the family to barely escape, and when he was tossing and turning, he lived incognito with a family in a small village, at that time there were many brothers and sisters in the family, since he can remember, the first memory of his subordinates is that quiet village, and the family is not very rich. When I was a child, there were times when I couldn't eat enough, I was hungry and wanted to cry, and I was bullied, and I wanted to cry..... When I was young, I always cried and rolled in front of adults for a bite to eat, sometimes I got what I wanted, and sometimes I was full of disappointment......"

"After being sensible, I will cry and complain about my family, why I don't even have enough to eat, I can't finish my work every day, and I don't even have a new clothes to wear during the New Year, now I think about it, I feel that as long as I open my eyes, it's all dark and misty, and there is no hope at all, I don't understand what despair means at that time, but I have already experienced that taste first......."

Dark San chuckled lightly as he spoke, but his tone became a little lower.

"In fact, at that age, how do you know that there are more terrifying things in this world, for ordinary people, a big flood can wash away all your willpower, and people who have not experienced the four words natural disasters and man-made disasters will never understand its meaning. At that time, my father died, and my mother only had half a life left, the third brother was washed away by the flood, and the younger sister was sick and gone, and there was only my mother left in the family, the eldest sister and the second sister and me......"

“....... Our family of four followed the crowd fleeing the famine, trying to find a way to survive, but how could it be so easy, there was no food, no clean water to drink, hunger every day, and some people even ate their own children in order to survive. There are cries and wails everywhere, there are countless people who die every day, for a bite to eat, the eldest sister was beaten to death, my mother died if she couldn't get up in one breath, and the second sister sold herself in order to let me live, and fell into that dirty land, I was left alone and the only bucket of rice in my hand, and there was no one to rely on and cry after that. ”

“...... Besides, at that time, there were no more tears to fall, because I cried too much, and I knew that crying was useless, and God would not spare you because you cried. ”

Until one day, he met Childe at the grave of his eldest sister and mother, Childe said that he had a fairy fate, and he did not hesitate to grab the hem of his clothes and did not let go, so he was taken back by Childe.

Facts have proved that he is right, although the training is very hard and tiring, and even one will lose his life if he is not careful, but he can eat and dress warmly, he can become stronger and stronger, he can take his second sister back, and he can give his only relatives a bit of peace, so even if he wants to die, what does it matter? Anyway, his life was picked up.

Later, the companions around him left one by one, some died, some were eliminated, but he was lucky to stay, Xu is his family's talent has been transferred to him, his cultivation is getting higher and higher, and his status is becoming more and more respectful, he is now more than once lucky, that day he grabbed the hem of the child's clothes and grabbed this life-saving straw.

"Dark Three...... I'm sorry, I didn't know ...... you."

Gu Yunshang didn't expect that the deputy envoy in front of him who was calling for wind and rain in the secret gate had such a miserable background, no wonder he could become the third chair of the secret guard, and he could break free from such a situation, and he was also outstanding in thinking about it, the cultivation world was very cruel, and the secret door was even more cruel, their rankings were all real, and the mortality rate and elimination rate were only higher than those cultivation families and sects, and they could be favored by the song, how could this person be simple.

Gu Yunsheng has never been in contact with people like Dark Three in her two lives, even if she was in the organization at the beginning, most of those children were born in orphanages or bought, but they have never starved, and they were even taken to the master after remembering, and they have never been short of money, but one thing she empathizes with Dark Three is that she has to fight for what she wants, in this world, the only thing she can rely on is herself, what kind of hardship she has to pay if she wants to live, but even so, she can't understand that kind of despair, it may be that she has a flawed character, Gu Yunshang shook her head helplessly, she really didn't know how to answer Dark San's words。

Especially reliving a life, her sharp state of mind was worn away by the concerned eyes around her, and her temperament gradually calmed down, so she would cry in the arms of the song and die, but in the end it still made her a little different, otherwise she wouldn't have asked the dark three.

"Third Miss, don't feel sorry, no matter what, my subordinates have survived, and now that I have reached this position, it is no longer the same, after all, my sister is because of me, and the second half of my life has been rich and honorable, which can be regarded as smoothing out the resentment in my heart. In fact, if you think about it, there is no hurdle in this world that you can't get over, it's better than a day, and you won't cry. ”

Dark San's face was full of lust at the moment, after all, after so long, who would still think about those things about Chen Sesame and rotten grains, besides, he is a man after all, and he is so old, where will he cry at every turn. Of course, he won't say this to the third lady, this is also the dark three's smart and dog-legged room, otherwise, with his strength, in fact, the status should be above the dark two, but every time the big is bent under the dark two, although it has dropped a rank, but the days are much more comfortable than the dark one.

Suddenly, Dark San shook his spirit, and pulled the corners of his mouth a little embarrassed.

"The third lady asked her subordinates, and her subordinates went to talk about others, and her subordinates didn't have the knowledge of those ups and downs, but they knew some words, and the truth they said may not match the examples given, but the subordinates just said to the third lady, it is quite happy to have someone to let you cry, the most terrible thing is that you want to cry, but you don't have the object to cry about. ”

Like what...... He was ..... back then

Gu Yunshang was stunned, thinking of when she was a child, when a thousand children were thrown into the rainforest at the same time, and in the face of those strange creatures in the jungle, those children were very scared! But no one paid attention to them, only Gu Yunshang watched all this coldly, without shedding a single tear, and since then, he has not cried......

Now when I think of this, it suddenly dawns on me - the reason why I don't shed tears is because no one cares, and when someone cares, it will suddenly flood.

Dark three looked at Gu Yunsheng's face with a little understanding, and his heart was relieved, as a qualified subordinate, he naturally wanted to share the worries of the master, but the third lady was embarrassed and affected the relationship with the son, the dark three took out his unbearable past for comparison, of course, the result was still very satisfied.

Gu Yunshang lowered her eyelids, looked at the dark three as if she didn't have anything, and said softly.

"Dark Three, what does your face look like under your mask?"

After hearing this, Dark San suddenly felt a little numb in his scalp at this moment, and hurriedly confessed and ran away, is he considered a good intention and not rewarded?

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