Chapter Seventy-Five, Jin Yiwei's Conscience? (Ask for collection, ask for recommendation!) )
But before that, he should have a good talk with Shen's father and Shen's mother.
Just as he said to Liang Baihu this morning, if he wants to enter the Jinyi Guard, he must say hello to Shen's father and Shen's mother.
Ask for their opinions.
For many people, embarking on the path of Jinyiwei does not mean glory, but also death, such as the Jinyiwei Han Zongqi he met in the woods when he first crossed.
He left his life in this Taiping county.
But men have an instinctive yearning for power and power, like their own biological instincts, the stronger the better.
And he chose to enter Jinyiwei, of course, part of the reason is because the "system of punishing corrupt officials" has not yet been fully activated. ”
It's more to protect the safety of his family and gain the right to control the trajectory of his life.
Although he didn't know what the mastermind behind the scenes wanted to achieve by instructing the thieves to kidnap the little sister of the Shen family.
But although the little sister of the Shen family has been recovered, she can't sleep until now, which shows that even if he wants to make a truce now, he can't do the whole thing, so he can only accompany him to the end.
It was only a few days since he crossed the border, and he and his opponent had invisibly exchanged hands a few times, but because of the asymmetry of understanding the opponent's information, although he had made some achievements, he had been at a disadvantage, and so far, he still couldn't figure out the depth of the enemy.
This state inspired the anger and arrogance in his heart.
He understands that if he wants to really understand the depth of the other party, he is not a superman, and he can't do it with his personal strength, so entering Jinyiwei is also an inevitable choice for his current state of existence.
Although this path is most likely a point of no return.
"What, Mu'er, are you going to enter Jinyiwei?" When Shen's mother heard this, she screamed in surprise.
She originally thought that her son was solemnly going to tell her about finding an antidote for Ying'er, but she didn't expect it to be such a message.
After hearing his plan, Father Shen did not speak immediately, but looked at him from head to toe with a scrutinizing gaze.
It's like assessing the price of a piece of goods.
"Yes, Daddy. I don't want us ordinary people to be under the hands of the powerful people all the time, and we are powerless to resist, I also need a knife in my hand, I need to use it to protect my sister, protect my father, protect all the people we know well. ”
Shen Mu did not flinch in the face of Shen's father's scrutinizing gaze, but bravely greeted him and replied.
In the past few days, when he faced Shen's father, he always had a sense of emptiness that occupied the body of other people's sons, but now after experiencing so many things, he decided to treat him as if he was really Shen Mu of the Ming Dynasty, and as if this Shen Mu was his past and present life, he should truly integrate into this era, and no longer be a cold bystander.
"Mu'er, you have this idea, could it be that you have seen too much of the majesty of Jinyiwei in the past few days?" Father Shen finally spoke.
He remembered that his son didn't have much of a good impression of Jinyiwei before, but he was very yearning for the style of those literati.
I feel that those civil officials are like Zhang Zai in the Song Dynasty, who are the kind of people who "set their hearts for heaven and earth, establish their lives for the people, continue their studies for the saints, and open peace for all generations".
As for the Jinyi guard, he is arrogant and domineering, treating the people as pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep, how to bully and oppress him.
But what's the matter now, but just a few days later, my son's mind has changed so much,
"Dad, of course, there are reasons for this, but my son really doesn't want to stay in this small county town for the rest of his life to be a mediocre person, and his son also wants to get ahead, glorify his ancestors, shade his descendants, and be prosperous and rich."
"But if your father tells you that as a newcomer to the Jinyiwei, you may not have all the scenery you want, but you need to do something you don't want to do, and you will face the exclusion of the old man of Jinyiwei, and if you don't get it right, you will become a chess piece that can be abandoned at any time, or even lose your life, do you still think that being a Jinyiwei is very majestic?"
"Dad, what you said, my son doesn't know it, but can our little people live a relaxed life? Many people eat bran vegetables on weekdays in order to make a living, and when they encounter a famine year or a serious illness, they even have to sell their children and daughters to survive, even if our family's life is better, but my father is not casually accused of being imprisoned.
If it weren't for the coincidence this time, Jinyi Wei Liang Baihu came down to investigate the cause of Han Zongqi's death, then, even if his father relied on him in Nanjing City, sometimes he might not be able to save the near fire from far water, if the people of the county government caught his father, he killed his father on the charge of arrest.
The crime of a ruffian gangster who killed someone and resisted arrest seems to be completely in the past, at that time, where will his son and mother cry?
Of course, the son also knows that in a place like Jinyiwei, the people in it are not good men and women, and the emperor does not allow Jinyiwei to become a good man and a living Bodhisattva, but the son can at least stick to his own heart within his ability and do less things that violate his conscience. ”
Shen Mu said this, not to say that his personality is magnificent, in fact, the experience of his previous life made Shen Mu feel that his moral value has not been high, but he still has a conscience to be a human being, so he can't stand the itching feeling of his hands constantly stained red by blood, so he chose to free himself.
In this life, he also felt that he would not become a person with a great personality, let alone a Jinyiwei with a great personality.
In order to complete the task of the system, in order to return to the previous life before his parents died, he may be more treacherous, more ferocious, and more unscrupulous than those corrupt officials.
Since ancient times, thousands of bones have withered, and officialdom is also a battlefield, and those swords and swords, conspiracy and calculation are not easier than the battlefield.
The most important thing is that there is a special note under the system of punishing corrupt officials, that is, the system he has, if he not only does not punish corrupt officials, but also helps corrupt officials and evil officials to do evil, then the system may deduct his health into a negative number in a short period of time.
This means that when his reputation value is negative, if he can't accumulate reputation as soon as possible within the time limit and turn back to a positive number, let alone accumulate reputation and exchange it for the ultimate gift package, I'm afraid his life will immediately enter the countdown, and when the deadline expires, the system will automatically wipe him out.
This is the real reason why he said this to Father Shen.
"Humph! Jin Yiwei's conscience? Immature! If you really want to enter Jinyiwei and want to live for your mother and me to retire and die, don't hold this childish idea, Jinyiwei's conscience? When you really enter Jinyiwei, Liang Baihu will tell you that the last thing Jinyiwei needs is conscience. ”