Chapter 1: Fifty Years of a Dream 1
It hurts! it hurts. In pain, she forced herself to sleep again. So much so that the voices around him were blocked, only pain, and the pain was suspected of being in a dream.
Liu Hong regretted it when she put her legs on the strange delivery bed, she thought that the child would come out naturally when she entered the delivery room, but she didn't expect it to be a hundred or a thousand times more uncomfortable than in the outside ward. Mom said that when a woman gives birth to a child, she is going through the life and death barrier, which is already very scary when it sounds, and she really begins to experience it, but she can't tell what life is and what death is.
There was still a person lying there across a delivery bed, very quiet, not like Liu Hong's constant calling. Liu Hong glanced casually in the bright light, and she also looked at Liu Hong with a friendly smile.
Liu Hong didn't understand how that woman could still laugh now that she was in pain to death. I didn't bother to pay attention to her, and another wave of pain hit, accompanied by the cold wind in the autumn night, which made Liu Hong feel painful.
Originally, it was still very warm during the day, but why was it so cold at night! And why was the window still open in the delivery room? Liu Hong's courage was so small that she didn't dare to open her eyes in the dark when she was young. I always felt that there were shadows shaking in front of me, and there were many fluorescent lights on in the delivery room now, which made Liu Hong dare to open her eyes and watch with a stomachache.
The autumn wind rustled the pale blue curtains on the windows, and occasionally the curtains were blown up by the autumn wind to reveal the night sky outside, and the tall trees outside the ward, the branches of which were like an introduction to reverie. Liu Hong was scared for a while, the stomach pain was ignored, and there was only endless fear.
She thought wildly, avoiding the things that caused panic, thinking about whether the child to be born would be a boy or a girl, whether it would look like her big hairy eyes, or like her husband's small eyes. What does the child do when he grows up, whether to be his own line of work with a group of kindergarten children, or to be a worker like his father.
When he or she grows up, he or she will also get married and have children. Thinking of this, Liu Hong felt that her stomach hurt even more, and she had a feeling of wanting to poop. It's been a whole day, and every time I go to the toilet, I can't pull anything out. Liu Hong doesn't care anymore, only by constantly thinking about things in her heart can she drive away her fear. She wanted to call a nurse to accompany her, but she couldn't. I turned my head to look at the woman who was separated by a delivery bed, only to find that her eyes were closed, and her face was wet and sweating. Liu Hong admired it in her heart, such a brave woman, who would laugh at it after a few shouts, why endure it.
Another gust of cold wind on an autumn night blew open the curtains, and Liu Hong saw the leaves falling from the branches in the night wind flying, and the bigger and bigger they became, the more terrifying they became. Liu Hong even wanted to imagine what the leaves were flying in the night wind, like what? She was even more frightened, and quickly pulled her imagination back to the child who was about to be born.
Oh, it's time to think of the child's marriage, but Liu Hong can't imagine what her son or daughter will be like when she gets married. has a successful career and is very rich, but he still spends his life in a dull way.
Cut, it's really fanciful, I have just passed my 25th birthday, how can I think of when my child is old, and I don't know what will happen when I am old? Liu Hong also learned from the woman on the delivery bed, closed her eyes and thought about when she was old. The moment I closed my eyes, the bright white light of the fluorescent lamp still remained on the retina, like the strange fluctuations that blew into the window with the cold wind of the autumn night, and this fluctuation covered the willow red.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts in the chest. On the other hand, an old soul is experiencing life and death. She remembered that the medicine for heart disease was within easy reach, and she seemed to have it and felt like she had eaten it in her mouth. The pain has been reduced a bit, and it doesn't seem to hurt at all. She felt that she had easily flown into the clouds, just like the plot of a novel she wrote on an online platform, and that feeling was very wonderful. Perhaps this soul, full of regrets and unwilling journeys, has never woken up at all.
Another heart-rending pain struck. She was confused, hadn't she already taken the medicine, and it would be painless soon. Why is it still hurting today, not only the pain above, but also the outrageous pain in the stomach, what's going on?
"Ahh
"Ahh She screamed again.
"Don't kill a pig, this is where it goes, just endure it for a while. A woman's impatient voice came from outside the door.
"It hurts, you can bear with it for a while. She said casually.
"It's not that you're looking for scolding, just give birth to a child, now I know it's called, why was I disobedient at the beginning, and the basket is a dish." The middle-aged woman's voice was very displeased.
"Aunt, Liu Hong must be about to give birth, don't blame her. Whoever she marries is also going to have children. ”
"Hmph, that's what you always say, long live understanding. Everything is up to her willfulness. Yes, the pain is also deserved. ”
"Ah, what's going on? Giving birth, who is going to have a baby? Is it me. She was messy, she was flying well in the clouds, but she couldn't fly all of a sudden. Soon another sharp pain struck, and her limbs were weak in pain, as if her arms and legs had been lost.
"Auntie, I heard from the nurse that Liu Hong has been wandering in the corridor all day, and my cousin-in-law didn't expect Liu Hong to have a baby today, so don't be too anxious. ”
"Can you not be in a hurry, I sent someone to find it at home, and I didn't have a fart. ”
"Auntie, if the fart comes, aren't you even more angry. ”
"Yanzi, that is, you can make your aunt smile, this girl with no conscience probably doesn't know who is here to accompany her. ”
"Liu Hong is also embarrassed, don't be angry. Just now my cousin-in-law said that Liu Hong's pelvis is relatively narrow, and she may have to toss a little longer. ”
"Hmph, let's just say that the humanity of the old Cheng family is not good, this girl just doesn't believe it, this time it can be verified, the daughter-in-law gives birth to a child, and no one is present. It's still a human thing. ”
"Auntie, Liu Hong's eldest sister went to the hospital twice to deliver food during the day, and the doctor on the day shift said that she couldn't go back tonight. ”
"Yanzi, you are the object of my son, why are you still talking to them. The middle-aged woman turned her face faster than she could turn a book.
The conversation between the two women outside the delivery room came in word for word, which made Liu Hong on the delivery bed ignorant for a while. The head is like a flood, bursting the embankment, and instantly submerging the whole person.
"Ahh There was another pain as the man on the bed screamed and opened his eyes and looked at everything in the delivery room in confusion.
The walls are white, and the lower half is painted with a blue wall. The doors are yellow, and there are fluorescent lamps that have almost been obsolete... This is a hospital. Well, the village clinic. The scene in her mind changed rapidly, and Liu Hong finally found herself. The people who are talking outside should be mom and future sister-in-law.
"Mom, haven't you left yet?" asked Liu Hong tentatively.
"Why are you still confused when you enter the delivery room, it's not that your mother can have anyone who cares about you, and she doesn't sleep with you in the middle of the night. And your brother's partner hasn't left either. ”
"Sister Swallow. Liu Hong greeted in a low voice, and then closed her eyes again, her stomach was also painful, but it was far less shocking than the scene gave her. Aren't you dreaming, thinking that when you are old, you will have a lot of memories of old age in your head?
This is the hospital, and it is also such a white wall, blue wall enclosure, yellow door, and handwritten hospital rules and regulations. The only person who stayed outside the delivery room that night was Yanzi, the object of his mother and brother, and the person who delivered the baby should be Yanzi's cousin. The scenes in Liu Hong's mind kept beating and changing, like a camera flashing in a movie, and Liu Hong understood that this was the overlap between the soul of her later life and the soul of the present.
"Cousin-in-law, when do you think Liu Hong will give birth?"
"Don't worry, the so-called melons are ripe, and they will naturally be born when the time comes. Family members are not allowed to enter the delivery room, and you should not transmit your nervousness to the mothers inside. The doctor's voice.
"Doctor, what else do we need to do?" asked Mom.
"I'm preparing some food, canned food or something, and I'll have some energy for the mother to eat later. ”
"Cousin-in-law, it's midnight, where to buy canned food. Swallow asked.
"Tell other mothers that many people prepare these things early in the morning. ”
"Yes, as far as my daughter's ignorant in-law is concerned, she can pick up the water and slam the door for every penny. That's what Mom said back then. Liu Hong in the delivery room thought.
"Auntie, don't worry too much about this, didn't Liu Hong eat on time during the day, the problem is not very prepared. "Well, that's what my cousin said at that time.
Liu Hong in later generations was really reborn, when Liu Hong gave birth to a child that year, she was twenty-five years old and a few months old, which was a rebirth back to fifty years ago. Thank God for letting her live again to make up for her regrets. I have written so many time-traveling novels, and I am reborn in the Nth dimension of reincarnation, all of which are made up of stories and brains*, and now I am the real experience. The old soul inside thought with joy.
Everything is the same as back then, and it is my mother and future sister-in-law who accompany me to give birth, and I am also my future villain. My husband didn't come, and no one from my in-laws' house came. They are all busy, their in-laws are busy doing business, and the eldest sister delivers food to herself during the day and goes to the ice fruit shop for night shifts at night. Cheng Qing, you weren't at home at this time, your brother didn't find you, where are you? I didn't ask back then, but then I didn't ask about it.
Now, the souls of his two lives have coincided, and everything has to be clarified. Strangulation that shouldn't happen is in the cradle, and what happens is properly disposed of. The young soul also thought happily.
At the age of 25, I stood at the starting point again, and at the age of 25, I wanted to continue the ups and downs with the vicissitudes of 50 years and re-manage my marriage and family. The glory of old age is still there, and it will still illuminate the journey of this life.
The person I love will not let go, just as I deeply admired the hard pursuit, and must have a lifetime.
The souls of the two worlds merged alternately, and a simple and innocent woman changed. The beauty is still exquisite, and the years are still sublimated!