50. Confide
Xu Yang said: "Liu Wu, you mean these are all made up, right?" ”
Liu Wudao: "Is it made up, don't you have a little count in your heart?" ”
Xu Yang said: "What can I count in my heart, I hated Liu Da very much at the time, but he sacrificed himself for his mother, he has always been such a willing to sacrifice person, I loved his character at the time, so I have no reason to hate him, I just wanted to protect him as much as I could, but I couldn't protect it, when the news of his death came, I hid in the dormitory of the Modified Spirit Hall and cried all day...... Xu Yang said, wiping away the tears that kept falling.
Liu Wu knew that it was impossible to tell her clearly about this matter for a while, and immediately said: "What are you telling me about this, and why did you come to the capital to find me?" No matter what the truth is, my family has nothing to do with yours anymore, you should understand. Therefore, I don't want to see anyone from your Xu family, and I don't want to see any of them. ”
Xu Yang said bitterly: "Liu Wu, do you really hate us so much?" ”
Liu Wu knew that the fault was not her, seeing her so painful, he couldn't bear it in his heart, but his family was harmed like this by her family, his relatives died, scattered, if it weren't for the memory of his past life that he had gotten this ability to make a living, I am afraid that he would have been unable to survive for a long time, and this hatred could not be eliminated by him, no matter what, it was caused by her parents. He could not hate her, but there was no need to have anything to do with her. It's just that his essence is kind, and he can't say cruel words to Xu Yang, just silent.
Xu Yang said: "Anyway, this matter is over, Liu Da died, I heard that when he died, he left three hateful words, he left with hatred, and this hateful word also took away my heart." I'm looking for you, just to find out what Liu Da's hatred in his heart is, whether I have a place in his heart, and whether everything I have done for him is worth it. ”
Liu Wudao: "Haha, is it worth it, do you really not count it in your heart?" Why did he hate it, why did my mother die, my father and my elder brothers, and my eldest sister all died one after another, why did my two younger sisters and I flee from our hometown, each of us went one way, and we still don't know about each other, why? ”
Xu Yang said: "Liu Chong and Liu Feng, are they really not with you?" ”
Liu Wudao: "No, don't ask." ”
Xu Yang was stunned and said, "Liu Wu, do these have anything to do with my family?" Do you really think that my parents are responsible for everything? ”
Liu Wudao: "What do I think, but what if not?" The death of a family, the separation of a lost family...... All I want to know now is, what are you going to do with me? Do you want to be like that Wang En, and throw me into the lion forest to feed the lions? ”
Xu Yang said: "Lord Wang? How could she treat you like that? She kept saying that you had eaten her milk, and she treated you as a son......"
Liu Wu almost vomited. But Xu Yang is right, when he was born, his mother didn't like him very much, and he didn't even bother to feed him, he grew up eating the milk of many people, including Wang En. At that time, Wang En smiled sweetly, spoke loudly, and came diligently, and her mother regarded her as a friend, but she didn't expect that behind all this, there was such a vicious and ruthless dagger - of course, if his mother Liu Xian had not lost power, this dagger would never have been revealed.
Liu Wu didn't bother to explain anymore, and said, "I came to the capital to find me, was it your mother's idea." ”
Xu Yang said: "We didn't come to the capital to find you, but by chance, I just let me know that you are here." ”
"Is it such a coincidence?"
"That's right, last night, I accompanied Sister Lu to listen to the song, because of my mother's advice, I didn't follow up, just sat in the car outside and waited for Sister Lu to come out and go home together, but after Sister Lu came out, before we went home, I just saw you coming out of there, I recognized your shadow, I just couldn't believe it, but back to the place where I lived, I thought about it, or decided to come and try my luck......"
Liu Wu was stunned and said, "You, Lu Bu together?" ”
Xu Yang smiled bitterly and did not answer immediately.
Liu Wudao: "It seems that your mother has been promoted again, right?" ”
Xu Yang said: "No. Alas, let me tell you the truth, in fact, this time I went to Beijing, it was me and Wang Ken, Wang Ken, do you remember, it is the eldest daughter of Lord Wang En, and we are here to respond to the matter of Dong Xiang choosing a wife for the eldest son of Dong. That is to say, Mr. Dong wanted to choose a daughter-in-law by throwing hydrangeas, and my mother and Lord Wang accompanied us. ”
"What is the hydrangea throwing to choose a wife, and men also play this kind of hydrangea throwing game?"
"What do you mean that men also play this, it's always men who are getting it right? I didn't plan to come, and after Liu Da was gone, I was not in the mood until now...... My mother said that this time, Prime Minister Dong asked the daughters of officials of the governor level and above to come to the election...... So, Wang Ken and I came. ”
"So, Wang En has also become a governor?"
"Yes, it came up in the summer."
"It seems that no matter which world it is, the wicked are still lucky...... Lu Bu is Dong Wu's general, she wants you to accompany her, does it mean that you have become the lucky one? About to become the daughter-in-law of the Dong family? ”
"No, I'm just one of the fifteen candidates who have passed the primary selection and selection, ten of them are from other places, the night before yesterday, Dong Xiang took special care of Sister Lu to accompany us and the mother who accompanied us, and traveled to the capital at night to relax, I didn't expect that when I arrived at the restaurant, your singing attracted General Lu, and returned to the car, and said that it was rare to hear, and I planned to listen to it for another night, last night everyone said that there was something, and no one accompanied her, so she asked me to accompany her......"
"So, did she say anything when she went back this time?"
"Said that she just sent the little mink boy back, the little mink boy is handsome and sings well, she never expected a man to sing so well......"
Okay, is this the reason why Lu Bu stopped going to the restaurant to explain later, and gave five hundred dollars, and it was not in vain to only listen to the song of the little mink? Liu Wu felt very uncomfortable.
"Didn't she mention what happened in the restaurant?"
"Didn't say a word."
Liu Wu smiled bitterly, as the invincible Lu Bu in the restaurant, he almost suffered the first defeat in his life, but it was a miraculous reversal, such a big thing, for her, it was not as impressive as meeting the mink and listening to the mink singing?
Xu Yang said again: "Liu Wu, I don't know what you think of my father and mother, and I can't say who of you is right and wrong, but I have always regarded your brothers and sisters as my own relatives." Your family has suffered bad luck, one accident after another, and finally you three little ones suddenly disappeared without a trace, I have always been thinking about you, I once asked my mother to help me find you......"
Liu Wu's heart was a little sour.
"On this trip to the capital, I also thought about whether I would suddenly see your brothers and sisters here? I didn't expect to actually see you. But at the time, I couldn't believe it, because you grew up, I didn't sleep all night last night, and decided to come to the restaurant this morning to ask, and I was basically sure that it was you, so I came to find it. ”
Liu Wudao: "Then do your mothers know about me?" ”
"Not yet, I wasn't sure it was you, so I didn't mention it to her."
Liu Wu breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, I beg you for one thing, don't let your mother and that Lord Wang know about meeting me...... All right? ”
"This ...... Do you really think ......"
Liu Wudao: "The heavens can be learned, except for the fact that I saw your mother humiliate my mother to death, everything else I have seen with my own eyes, my family has come to this point, and there is not a single thing that is not due to your mother and that king...... Sister Xu, I will call you sister again, because I choose to believe you, but I will never forgive or forgive your parents and Wang En, in this life and this life! ”