Chapter 511: The Gap Between Husband and Wife
In the original trajectory, Li Qingzhao's miserable life should have started with Zhao Mingcheng coming out again.
Zhao Mingcheng went to Lailai and Ziren Zhizhou successively, but left Li Qingzhao in Qingzhou, which was more than ten years. Among them, there may be a relationship between Li Qingzhao who has a pure heart and few desires and does not like officialdom, and there is also a relationship between her who can't give up the many gold and stone calligraphy and paintings in Qingzhou, of course, there is another legend, that is, she has been infertile for many years, which causes tension in the relationship between husband and wife.
No matter what the situation, it was a node of transition from a happy little woman to an independent, self-reliant, isolated and cold woman, and with the end of the Song Dynasty, her situation became more and more miserable.
Gao Feng understood this process, and he also came for Li Qingzhao, so he naturally had to help her arrange it unconsciously.
"Sister Qingzhao is too worried." Gao Feng comforted, "Once the "Golden Stone Record" is published, it is a certificate to win the trust of people, I believe that there are few people who can surpass your understanding and research of Jinshi, that is to say, your wife is the leader of the current Jinshi research, and your opinion is also the most authoritative." ”
Although Li Qingzhao sounded a little excessive, Gao Feng himself thought that he was not exaggerating, because he knew that this "Jinshi Lu" was very remarkable, and it also had a huge impact on future generations, and this was precisely the credit of the husband and wife, so it was unreasonable to say that they were not authoritative.
Of course, saying that they are at the peak of their authority does not mean that they are incomparable, in this era of literati talents, there are still equally outstanding figures, but those people do not have the conditions for the two of them, and they cannot have outstanding results.
Gao Feng continued: "With prestige, there is a foundation, and at a certain time, you only need to raise your arms to respond in groups, so why worry about the lack of gold and stone research at that time?" Not only that, but even some like-minded people will join in, so that there is the power of research, we only need to integrate these forces, and we can naturally push the cause of Jinshi research to the peak, I believe that by that time, "Jinshi Lu" will definitely be the world's first monograph since Jinshi. ”
Even if they had conceived of Gao Feng's initial proposal, when Gao Feng said his imagination, Zhao Mingcheng and his wife still gasped. They have never only focused on the research of gold and stone itself, but they have never thought of doing them as a career, let alone the idea of becoming bigger and stronger as Gao Feng said.
Now that I have listened to Gao Feng's words, it is like an initiation, and I instantly understand the starting point and focus of their work, if it is really as Gao Feng said, what is the difficulty of "Jin Shi Lu" becoming the first major album?
Of course, being famous is only one of the benefits of publishing a book, as is raising funds for research and educating the world about the importance of gold and stone research. With these benefits, the book came out really worth it.
It's just that no matter how big this cake is, no matter how excited Zhao Mingcheng and Li Qingzhao are, the couple still have some concerns, which are just as worried about Li Qingzhao before: Who will take care of this matter? And how to deal with this?
If the husband and wife are just scholars who study gold and stone, then Gao Feng's proposal is a commercial activity, and they are not good at this kind of activity. Therefore, no matter how good Gao Feng said, it is only like a flower in the mirror and a moon in the water, which can only be seen and touched.
Li Qingzhao finally stopped hesitating, she said loudly: "The tall man knows that the contemptible couple is talentless, incompetent, and even less ambitious, just want a safe life, why do you want those false names?" Also, the husband is about to go to Laizhou, this situation is naturally not comprehensive, how can he continue to succeed Jinshi? ”
Li Qingzhao said it tactfully, but he also said the true meaning. Gao Feng's idea is good, but it is not suitable for her, she still likes to live her ordinary life, and the main thing is the second point, Zhao Mingcheng is leaving, without Zhao Mingcheng, no matter how good things are, it will be in vain,
This is for Gao Feng and Zhao Mingcheng. When he said this, Li Qingzhao's eyes showed a trace of helplessness, and then it turned into a sense of perseverance.
Not to mention whether Gao Feng could understand what she meant, anyway, Zhao Mingcheng heard her mysterious voice, it was a grievance, it was also a confession, and it was more of a reluctance.
The two are about to separate, and Li Qingzhao, who is emotionally delicate, is naturally reluctant to give up, but she is really inconvenient to reveal this situation, so she can only talk about things through the conversation with Gao Feng.
It's just that the more Zhao Mingcheng understands, the more opinions he has on Li Qingzhao. Li Qingzhao didn't go with him, he was also uncomfortable.
Maybe the husband and wife have discussed it a long time ago, but they didn't say a word at this time, as for the contradictions in their hearts, maybe only they know.
However, the peak of the demeanor of the two of them was in full view, and he was not surprised by this, nor did he break it, and said with a smile: "Lord Zhao went to take office, isn't there still Sister Qingzhao?" The same can be continued from "Jinshi Lu". ”
Gao Feng said this, but he was carefully observing the emotional changes of the two of them, trying to see the two of them thoroughly.
In fact, you don't need to observe Gao Feng to know that the couple has developed an estrangement, which is not big or small, but it is actually caused by the constraints of traditional Chinese concepts.
Li Qingzhao hopes to live happily with her husband and return to the original quiet and tranquil life, and Zhao Mingcheng has to run around because of his official career, plus the two have been married for more than 20 years and have not given birth, that kind of knot surrounds Zhao Mingcheng's heart, and it is difficult to let go for a while, so he took this opportunity to take a concubine to inherit the lineage, but Li Qingzhao is unwilling to work with her, so there is an estrangement.
The simple way to break down the barriers is to break down the barriers between them. It's just that this is not enough, Gao Feng wants to improve Li Qingzhao's status, so that they will have more balance between each other, and Li Qingzhao will have more weight at the same time, so as to reduce some harm.
Gao Feng's proposal is based on this reason, but he doesn't dare to have too much hope for this proposal, because as Li Qingzhao said, she is "not ambitious, just seeking a safe place", so Li Qingzhao still doesn't know if he can be convinced.
Of course, how can you know if you don't try, Gao Feng decided to give it a try.
He continued: "Does Sister Qingzhao think that she can't act independently because she is a woman? Do you think that if you are a woman, you can't take charge of the overall situation? Do you think that if you are a woman, you should not be ambitious? I think this is a big mistake. ”
Gao Feng's sudden change in words immediately embarrassed Zhao Mingcheng and his wife, but they saw that Gao Feng was serious, and they also wanted to hear what he said next, so they all stared at him with big eyes.
Gao Feng cleared his throat and spoke sincerely.