Chapter 195: Affectionate Parting Since Ancient Times
That night, Zhao Ji's heart was like a knife, I don't know how much wine he drank, and he was drunk and unconscious. () Zhao seemed to see the high-spirited imperial brother, because a woman was willing to fall, borrowed wine to drown her sorrows, and her ambition disappeared, and he was heartbroken, and sighed silently: "Is it really worth it for her?" ”
Zhao Ji was so drunk that he was unconscious, and he didn't know what Zhao seemed to say, if he was sober, he would definitely answer: "It's worth it!" ”
Loving someone is a painful thing, especially to give true feelings, and fall in love at first sight when you meet by chance, not simply possession, but really tempted. Knowing that it was a fruitless love, he would still jump in like a moth to the fire without hesitation.
Love can make or break a person, and it has been the same since ancient times!
In the past, Zhao Ji was broad-minded, in his eyes, everything was the most important thing in the Great Song Dynasty, and women were just giving birth to children, and they didn't know any feelings, they only knew how to possess. Now, Zhao Ji understands what it means to be heart-pounding and what it means to really love someone, he understands it, it's too late!
Zhao seemed to see that his brother was depressed and confused for a woman, and he didn't know the east, south, north, west, let alone the former pride, and his heart was also painful. In his opinion, even if he loves someone again, he will not abandon the country and ignore it, and he can't figure it out, so he can only bow his head and remain silent.
Zhao Ji went on in such a state, he was afraid that one day he would be ruined, as his younger brother, how could he watch his brother so depressed. Even if he knew that the bell had to be tied to the bell, it was still not good to go to her, just because that person was the wife of the eldest brother, and he didn't want Zhao Ji to fall into it again, so he had no choice but to leave as soon as possible and return to the capital to let his brother stand up again.
The next day, Fang La arrived as scheduled with Nangong Yuluo!
Fang La's face is full of spring breeze and smiling face; Nangong Yuluo's hair accessories have been changed, and her hair is combed into a woman's appearance. Seeing this, Zhao Ji's body trembled, looking a little lost, and helpless, silently comforting herself: "She is already married, she is already married!" ……”
Fang La saw the three of them from a distance, and said with great joy: "Two virtuous brothers! ”
Zhao Ji felt very painful in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it, so he could only hide it in his heart and barely smile; Zhao seemed to see Zhao Ji smile, relieved a little, and said in unison: "Brother, sister-in-law!" ”
"Sister-in-law!" The two words shouted, Zhao Ji had mixed feelings, and he didn't know how to face Nangong Yuluo; Nangong Yuluo's gaze stayed on Zhao Ji, seeing that he looked haggard, his face was pale, his heart tightened, and he nodded lightly.
"How did he become like this? Is it because of me? Nangong Yuluo's flat face couldn't see any change, but he was worried in his heart, and thought: "I have married my senior brother as my wife, how can I be worthy of you treating me like this?" We are fated to be inseparable, so forget about me! ”
"Seeing that she is living happily, I am relieved!" Zhao Ji looked at Nangong Yuluo carefully, saw her showing a shallow smile, and silently blessed her.
"Yesterday's wedding, I'm really sorry to let the two virtuous brothers wait here!" Fang La smiled apologetically and continued: "Today, our husband and wife came to have a drink with the two virtuous brothers, which can be regarded as practice! ”
Zhao Ru smiled: "Brother is polite, the joy of the big wedding is a happy event in life, why should it be so!" My brother and I didn't know, we didn't prepare a small courtesy, and I hope my brother is not weird! ”
Fang La said: "Brother, where is this right, the two of you have come all the way here, it is a generous gift, and you have received it!" ”
Zhao Ji didn't say a word from beginning to end, a reluctant smile hung on his face, only a few people knew the reason why he didn't say a word, but it was not easy to say anything, and Zhao seemed to answer.
After a few words of greeting, Fang La asked, "Two virtuous brothers, when will you leave for Beijing?" ”
Zhao Yi replied: "I'll leave tomorrow!" ”
"So early?" Fang La looked at Zhao Qi in surprise, and then looked at Zhao Ji, he knew that the two were leaving, but he didn't want to be so fast.
Zhao Ru said: "Our two brothers have been away from Beijing for many days, and now that my brother has also gotten married, I won't stay longer." If you delay the trip, I'm afraid that I won't be able to explain, so it's good to go back as soon as possible. ”
Zhao Ji never said a word from beginning to end, everything was arranged by Zhao Ru, his eyes secretly glanced at Nangong Yuluo, and when he saw her indifferent, he sighed secretly. He knew the meaning of Zhao Ru's words, and he also knew what he was worried about, if the time was delayed for a long time, on the one hand, the Queen Mother would not be able to explain, and on the other hand, he would be himself.
If the time passes, Zhao Ji's thoughts will be deeper and more day by day, so if something really happens, it will be difficult to explain. Zhao seemed to want his brother to cheer up and leave early, which would be good for him, so he made his own decision to leave tomorrow.
When Nangong Yuluo heard what Zhao Yi said, his eyes froze, and he quickly calmed down, covering it up very well, so that people could not see any changes. There is no change on her face, which does not mean that her heart is still calm, she is restless, and secretly urgently: "Leave tomorrow?" It's good to ......."
Even if she was not calm in her heart, she didn't see anything unusual on her face, and her eyes quietly glanced at Zhao Ji, and when she saw that he didn't speak, she hurriedly withdrew her gaze and read silently: "I am already married to my senior brother and his wife, how can I think of him?" …… He didn't speak, presumably because he had made up his mind, but he was afraid that if he said goodbye today, he would never have a chance to see each other again in the future......"
Nangong Yuluo knew the return date of Zhao Ji and the others, and she felt a sense of loss in her heart, and even she herself was a little surprised, secretly angry with herself. However, her heart was trembling, and after two chance encounters, Zhao Ji had already occupied her heart. Now, her heart hurts, as if her heart is torn apart, but she doesn't know what to do; I wanted him to stay, but I couldn't say anything.
So, Fang La drank bitterly with Zhao Ji and Zhao Ru, and Nangong Yuluo accompanied him. Generally speaking, men drink alcohol and women need to avoid it, but there is not so much red tape on the rivers and lakes, and it is more respectful. Master Fang Zheng left in a hurry, just because he attended the wedding yesterday and was not in the temple, and there were a lot of things that needed to be dealt with, so he retired first.
Nangong Yuluo didn't stick to the wine, but he still gave enough square lain face, broke the vow for the first time, and felt dizzy after drinking a few glasses, and then he always replaced the wine with tea, and no longer drank more. How did they know that Nangong Yuluo would drink when he was a little disappointed, and it was also a blessing to Zhao Ji, Fang La thought that Nangong Yuluo would be like this for him, and he was even more greedy when he was in a good mood.
Zhao Ji saw Nangong Yuluo drink the contents of the cup, his face turned crimson, his face flushed, and he coughed a few times stimulated by the spirits, he was a little worried in his heart, and he kept suppressing his concern. Fang La was also distressed, and constantly took care of Nangong Yuluo, Zhao Ji saw the pain in his eyes and heart, and poured a mouthful.
Zhao seemed to see that his brother was drinking more urgently, and couldn't help frowning, knowing that Zhao Ji hadn't put it down yet. In order not to let Fang La see the clues, he also took a big sip of the wine glass, and pulled Fang La to drink it together. Just because he knew that after the brothers separated this time, there might not be a day of goodbye in the future.
Zhao Ji is drinking stuffy wine, and people are not in this place; Zhao seemed to be drinking bitter wine, and he was worried; Fang La drank the parting wine, as well as his own happy wine, which was mixed. The three of them got together, their hearts were not together, and they only cared about drinking. During the banquet, Nangong Yuluo persuaded Fang La to drink less, Zhao seemed to laugh, Zhao Ji also showed a bitter smile, Fang La calmed down a few times and continued to drink with the two of them.