0183 Avalanche-like sinking, endless sorrow.

Suicide note: [When the motherland is about to perish, and the whole meaning of my life is destroyed, I can no longer live, my age and the course of life I have gone through give me the right to die, and I fight to the last breath of my life. The country is in the midst of a catastrophe, the country is divided, the economy is collapsing, and the morality of society is decaying, this is the truth. However, the corresponding measures were not taken in time, and I think this is also obvious to you. Although everyone understands what to do, I would like to emphasize that sooner or later someone will be responsible for the split of the USSR. This is not the logic of rebellion, it is the inevitable price of harshness. 】

"This is my answer, when the motherland is about to perish, when the whole meaning of my life is destroyed, I can no longer live, my age and the course of life I have traveled give me the right to die, I fight to the last breath of my life."

Wang Liang's expression is resolute, just like that of former Soviet Marshal Sergei Fedorovich Akhromeyev.

During those difficult war years, he struggled to survive.

But suddenly an era of chaos came, and the faith and morale of the country and the army collapsed at a rapid pace, and many people chose to remain silent and choose to wait and see.

But he can't, for a veteran who has fought all his life for this country, what could be more sad and desperate than dedicating his life to it, but watching his faith collapse and his country perish?

He can only, must fight, like a warrior, to defend his faith.

Fight to the death.

What does it mean that a veteran does not die?

Eventually, people will die.

But there are some things that are immortal.

Wang Liang said: "The first note was left for his family, and the content was [For me, the main duty is always to be a soldier and a citizen. You're on the back burner. Today I am the first to fulfill my first responsibility before you. Please be brave through these days, support each other, and don't give the enemy reasons to gloat. 】”

The night before the marshal's suicide was spent at the house of his youngest daughter, Natalia, and no one knows what the veteran's mental journey was like.

Natalia recalls: "My father came home from work very early that day, and we sat down to eat together as a family, and we bought a big watermelon, and we talked for a long time at the table. My father told us he was waiting to be arrested. In the huge Kremlin, no one dared to approach him on their own initiative. My father also said, I understand that it will be difficult for you, and now so much sewage is being poured on our house. But I can't help it. ”

Before going to bed at night, the veteran also promised to take his granddaughter to the park for a swing tomorrow.

The veteran is still worried about who will pick up his wife from the airport tomorrow.

Before hanging, the veteran sitting in the Kremlin office also received a call from his daughter.

The daughter remembers that her father's mood and voice were normal throughout the call, and he was even talking about what to eat when he came home in the evening, whether it was broth or beetroot soup.

How can it be?

How could you possibly think about it?

After just a few dozen minutes, he committed suicide?

How could he be willing to give it?

Wife, daughter, and lovely granddaughter, how happy is a happy family?

He's fought for this country all his life, how can he just leave?

Why did he leave? Because his country is gone, he wants to go with her.

Here he could no longer find his soul.

When a soldier full of idealism and romanticism descends in the face of a banner printed with five stars, sickles, and hammers.

When a huge armed force of six million people tacitly accepted the reality of the collapse of the superpower, the Soviet Union.

For four months, this veteran spent his life making the final struggle and struggle, but he regretted that he had failed to wake up this army that had terrified and frightened the German fascists and Japanese fascists.

No matter how many film and television works and literary works emerge one after another, no one will ever be able to understand the psychological feelings of that veteran when he parted.

Wang Liang doesn't make much evaluation, only states the facts, merits and demerits, and has his own conclusions.

It's not about singing a requiem for that superpower, it's just about letting everyone know what it really means to be a veteran.

That unforgettable connotation.

The former Soviet Union had veterans like Akhromeyev, but China didn't?

Yes, but you don't know.

If Wang Liang hadn't left, sooner or later, he would have known.

Wang Liang said: "The second and third sticky notes are for Sokolov, the content is: Please help my relatives deal with my funeral, don't let my family grief for a long time, my departure will definitely catch them off guard, but I think it is also the best choice." ”

Cervantes' Don Quixote vividly depicts the contradiction between ideal and reality.

Don Quixote, the protagonist of the novelty, lives in an era when knights have been extinct for more than a century, and because he is obsessed with knights, he often fantasizes that he is a medieval knight, and then proclaims himself a guardian, pulling his neighbor Sancho to be his servant.

has made some behaviors that are contrary to the times and unbelievable, and the result is naturally to run into walls everywhere.

Full of illusory ideals, armed with a spear to fight the windmill, this is Don Quixote.

This is not the case with veterans who have hanged themselves, using the senselessness of Don Quixote to block the sorrow of the sinking of the motherland and the army.

Wang Liang introduced: "Sokolov was his comrade-in-arms and marshal of the Soviet Union, but at that time Sokolov had been dismissed for many years and only served as a special adviser to the Ministry of Defense. The third note asked Sokolov to help pay off the 50 roubles he owed to the Kremlin cafeteria. ”

Comment section.

"At this moment, I seem to understand something, and I understand what the old chief wants to express."

"People of faith deserve respect."

"This is the integrity of a veteran! The integrity of a soldier! ”

"To be able to sacrifice for what we believe in, putting aside anything else, is worthy of our admiration."

"Veterans don't die, they only leave."

"I understand, when the country perishes, when faith collapses, and you are old at this moment and have no power to change, there is only one way out: death."

Avalanche of sinking, endless sorrow.

The fourth note was the suicide note.

The last note, placed separately, is the veteran's suicidal reflection: "I am such a terrible expert when it comes to choosing suicide tools. The first attempt failed, and the rope broke. I try to repeat it again......"

A few days after Akhromeyev's death, in the noisy and chaotic streets, only a few old men with old medals on their chests held a funeral for the suicide of "Marshal Sershal F. Akhromeyev".

Before the coffin was closed, the marshal's wife gave her husband a final kiss on the cold forehead and spoke bitterly: "He has participated in the fight against the German fascists since he was eighteen years old, but now our country has been conquered from within by the democrats. ”

25 December 1991.

Four months after the veteran's death.

It wasn't cold that day, it was far from the icy weather of the veterans fighting bloody battles in Leningrad.

On that day, the sickle axe flag was discarded like waste paper.

When the magnificent bells of St. Basil's Cathedral rang again, the soaring souls took one last look at the country in the reverberating bells.

A country that once defeated fascism and created countless human glories has since perished.

Looking for and seeking, cold and lonely, miserable and miserable.

Bleak and sad.

But one thing is gratifying, the country has at least one faithful veteran who went to her funeral.

Although just a few days after the veteran's burial, his cemetery in Moscow's Troekurov cemetery was destroyed.......

After speaking, Wang Liang took a long breath and said: "Just like his long-time opponent, an American general, who was evaluated and written on the veteran's tombstone: here is buried 'a real Communist Party member, patriot, soldier, Marshal of the Soviet Union.'" 'Veterans don't die, they really don't die. ”

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PS: This chapter is difficult, there are too many things to express, Wen Qing is also sick, and the effect of expression is not satisfactory, I hope there is resonance.

The avalanche-like sinking of the country and the army left the veterans with endless sorrow.