135: Do you regret it?
Li Zhanxiang and the others all came to the conference room after changing their clothes.
Several people sat side by side in front of the camera, their hearts were bumping into each other, and their nervous palms were sweaty.
The thought of these videos makes my parents even more nervous.
"Don't be nervous, everyone, we're all veterans." The comrades of the Propaganda Department said jokingly.
"Here are a few questions I would like to ask you, the first is how many years have you been serving here?" Comrades from the Propaganda Department began to ask questions.
"I've been here for five years!"
"I'm five years too!"
"I've been around for four years!"
Everyone replied one by one.
"Then have you ever regretted it in the past five years here?"
Speaking of which, several people looked at each other, turned back and nodded at the camera.
"Why do you regret it?" The comrades of the Propaganda Department did not expect that they would all regret it.
"I remember the first time I regretted it was when I was a recruit, we went out to rescue a drowning girl, the road was very congested, we couldn't get past the squadron leader and took us out of the car and ran forward, and when we rescued the girl, she was already ...... I regretted being a firefighter at the time, I felt so incompetent, and whenever I saw someone choking and being burned to death in a fire, I regretted that I was a firefighter and I couldn't save everyone's lives. Li Zhanxiang cried as he spoke.
Feng Kai, who was beside him, put his hand on his shoulder and rubbed it vigorously into his embrace.
After hearing his answer, the comrades of the Propaganda Department understood what they meant by regret, not regret coming to be a firefighter, but seeing that there was life in front of them and disappearing like this, they were sad.
"Do you regret the same as his?" The comrades of the Propaganda Department looked at Feng Kai and asked.
"Almost, every firefighter should be like this, we train every day, keep training, but there are always some things we can't stop, I remember it should be three years ago, that winter there was a particularly heavy snowfall, that night I remember very clearly that the weather was very cold, at 11 o'clock in the evening we received a call to the police that there was a serious car accident on the provincial road, when our squadron leader took us to the scene and found a baby stuck in the car, The squadron leader ordered us to get the baby out at all costs. ”
Feng Kai also choked up when he thought of this.
"Then we managed to get the baby out, and he was still breathing, and then because it was so cold, we took off all our clothes and wrapped him up."
"The weather was particularly bad that day, and with the traffic jam, the ambulance could not reach the scene. In the end, our squadron leader ordered me to run to the ambulance as fast as I could, and I remember that I ran, ran, and said to the child in my arms as I ran, 'Hold on, hold on,' but the child didn't hold on in the end, and he died in my arms, in my combat suit...... Then there was a time when I used to dream that a little boy was asking me, 'Uncle, why can't you run faster, uncle, why are you doing this?' ”
Speaking of this, Feng Kai couldn't cry anymore, and everyone present shed tears.
Feng Kai wiped his tears vigorously: "I really wanted to retire from the army during that time, I really couldn't bear such a dream." ”
Chirping! Kang Ming pushed open the door and walked in.
Normally, everyone would have stood up, but this time they hugged each other and cried.
Kang Ming has always been outside the door, and they don't know what Kang Ming said, because he was still in school at that time.
He walked over and leaned Feng Kai's head in his arms, tilting his head and trying not to let his tears fall.
After a long time, Kang Ming turned to look at the camera: "Every firefighter's heart will have a life will not forget something, today I heard what they said, I feel that people in this life are always growing up in choice, what kind of life to choose, what kind of job to choose, what kind of attitude to choose, and ...... There are too many, our choice is to endure this pain, stick to our posts, and face this city with our blood and enthusiasm! ”
After Kang Ming finished speaking, the comrades and cameramen of the Propaganda Department stood up one after another, and they clapped their hands at Kang Ming.
Kang Ming turned his head and patted Feng Kai on the shoulder: "Brothers, don't say these words, our parents are likely to see this video and say something good." He whispered.
Everyone wiped away their tears and nodded.
Kang Ming comforted them a few words and left the conference room, and the moment the door closed, Kang Ming ran back to the office quickly, lying on the table and crying.
Because he also thought of the moment when he regretted it, Kang Ming's first rescue was also a car accident, a man dragged his arm and begged him to save him, saying that he still had children and a wife, but Kang Ming finally rescued a corpse, which has always been buried in Kang Ming's heart.
Not saying it doesn't mean that I don't have pain, I have to smile and maybe hide this more pain! Firefighters can't tell their parents or their wives when they go home, because they don't want their families to feel more sorry for themselves, what they can do is to chew up these sad things and let the pain follow them silently for the rest of their lives......
Feng Kai's interview continued, and everyone said a few words of blessing to their parents.
In the end, the six of them stood up, sorted out their military uniforms with each other, and faced the camera: "Mom and Dad! I'm a Chinese firefighter! I am your son! The six shouted.
"Salute!" With Li Zhanxiang's shout, brush brush! All of them saluted to show their respect to their parents and their families.
The interview was over, and everyone walked out of the conference room and returned to the dormitory to change into their military uniforms.
The comrades of the Propaganda Department came to Kang Ming's office, pushed open the door and looked at Kang Ming, whose eyes were red, and knew that he must have cried, and he must have cried heartbreakingly.
Sitting in front of Kang Ming, the camera was set up: "We want to interview you." Said to Kang Ming.
Kang Ming wiped his eyes: "My eyes don't seem to fit, right?" Some said with a crying and laughing.
"It's okay, we'll transfer it to you later."
"That's fine, then you ask."
"We know that the chief captain came to you twice and asked you to go to the special service, but you didn't go, can you tell us why you want to stick to the eighth squadron?"
Kang Ming didn't expect her to ask this question, and after hearing this, her brows furrowed tightly, and she stared at Xu Hui in front of her with two incredible eyes.
"How do you know that?" asked coldly.
Xu Hui smiled: "Don't be nervous, many people know this question." ”
"A lot of people?" Kang Ming was even more surprised.