Chapter 310: Nirvana (I)

When Zheng Chan walked out of the door, the time was already in the hour. In the early days, when she was at home, she was an extremely diligent woman, getting up before dawn every day to take care of the family's food and daily life. For most women in the Ming Dynasty, life was meant to be like this. Take care of your parents and siblings when you are not married, take care of your husband's family after you get married, get up early and sleep late, make a living with peace of mind, meet a good husband if you are lucky, and have no choice but to endure being beaten and scolded when you are unlucky, everything is fate, you can't complain, and you can't try to change anything.

Although Zheng Chan came from the market, she also received this kind of education since she was a child, and she had the consciousness of becoming the pillar of the family very early, so she became more and more diligent.

In the past few years of being locked up in Zhu Guochen's house, although she can't do anything, she still insists on waking up on time every day. After all, the room where she was being held was also lit up, and by observing the daylight, she could still estimate the approximate time. She herself can't actually say what the point of waking up is, it's just a behavior that she wants to keep after it becomes a habit. Today's late start is a very rare case for her, and she can't help herself.

His head was still dizzy, and his steps were weak and weak. She has been locked up in Zhu's house for several years, and she has rarely seen sunlight for a long time, and she can't eat enough, so her body is very weak. In addition, if you are pregnant, your body will have to be discounted. It is said that in her case, it should be common for her to lie at home for a few days to recover her strength, or even rest for a few months.

It's just that she has a strong temperament, and the daughter of a poor family is not so qualified to talk about conditions. She didn't want her family to worry or feel sorry for her, so she maintained the image of a strong woman in front of her family, desperately holding on and not showing it. Whether it is emotional or physical, she behaves completely fine, as if she has only gone to work in other cities in the past few years, and now that she has returned to her parents' home, nothing tragic has happened to her.

In order to behave naturally, and in order to show her strength in front of that man, she disregarded her physical weakness, struggled to get up early, take care of housework, and made a big fuss outside the gate of the Metropolitan Procuratorate yesterday, and her body has actually reached its limit. When she got home, she had a seizure, and she thought she was dying several times in a trance, but she finally came back to life.

For the first time, she felt that walking was such a hard job, top-heavy, dizzy, as if someone had hit her head, dizzy and painful. Venus was circling around in front of me, and my heart was churning, as if I was about to vomit at any moment. Calculating the time, Fan Jin should have been on duty in the Criminal Department a long time ago, so she didn't have too many scruples. In addition, his body was really uncomfortable, so he didn't dress up, and walked unkempt to the room where Zheng Guotai was resting.

Zheng Guotai's injuries have healed most of the time, and now he mainly needs to recuperate, Zheng Chengxian got better earlier, and now he can move like an ordinary person, but the speed can't be too fast. Zhou Langzhong took the time to come over to have a look, mainly to bridge the relationship.

He threatened Zhu Guochen and others before, asking him not to treat Zheng Guotai, including deliberately not treating Zheng Chengxian in the past, wasting the Zheng family's money, all of which were instructed by Zhu Guochen and his gang. Now that Zhu Guochen's gang is finished, he naturally has to find a way to make up for the relationship. Even if Zheng Guotai doesn't need Lang Zhong at the moment, he will volunteer to go to the outpatient clinic, provide some advice, and give some free medicine to speed up the recovery from the injury. The purpose of Zheng Chan's trip was to find him.

She needed a pair of abortion pills to knock out the baby in her belly.

In fact, it is not the first time she has been pregnant in the Zhu family, and the first two times were when Zhu Guochen was not at home, and she tried to let the child flow away. This time, Zhu Guochen was extra careful and didn't let her find a suitable opportunity. She didn't want to give this villain a long time, and she never regarded him as her own man, and as for now, it was even more impossible to give birth to such a child.

Because of the previous miscarriages, her health has deteriorated, and now that she looks like this, she doesn't dare to toss like in the past. Grab a pair of medicines, as long as it's not too expensive, you can solve this trouble. Thinking so, she faltered and struggled to move towards Cheng Guotai's room. This short journey is unexpectedly difficult for her, every step she takes, she has to put in a huge effort, and she sweats profusely, and people may faint at any time.

Hang on...... You must pass this hurdle, and a better day is just around the corner. Zheng Chan said so, clenched her teeth, and pushed forward.

It's getting closer...... A voice came out.

"Don't worry, sir, the villain will change his mind this time, and he won't dare to be like in the past. I can swear to the medicine prince, if you send the villain to the East Factory and skin the villain as you did in the past. ”

"Peeling? Where did you hear about it? ”

"Where else could it be, didn't Zheng Dashao tell the villain. Master Fan peeled off Zhu Guochen's skin, and I heard that he would use human skin to make a lampshade...... The villain used to be involuntarily, coerced by these villains, and had to do something that lost his conscience. But in the villain's heart, he never thought of harming anyone, Master Fan, you must not be like the villain, spare the villain's life......"

"To spare or not to forgive, it's not for me to have the final say, Old Man Zheng's family was so miserable by you, spare them or not, you ask them. Now, if you do a good job for me, do what I have to do, and I can intercede for you. Otherwise......"

Zheng Chan's heart suddenly rose to her throat, and this voice was too deep for her memory. Although she hadn't known each other for a few days, she had never experienced anything she had ever experienced in her less than 20 years of life. Whether it was to participate in the interrogation in the Imperial Prison, to brand the villain with a soldering iron with his own hands, or later in the Jinyi Wei Yamen, drinking tea there, eating snacks from the Jinyi Yamen, and then going to the outside of the Metropolitan Procuratorate to complain. These experiences are not something that ordinary people can experience. Only this man can change his life and let himself get out of the current class and enter a higher level.

With his own family, encountering something like Zhu Guochen, even if he was rescued, the result was not very good. Either to become a nun, or to marry a widower or an old bachelor who is much older than herself, and to endure the other party's white-eyed scolding and beatings, and she can't hold her head up in front of her husband for the rest of her life because of her experience. This is fate, and there is no escape.

The appearance of this old man Fan pointed out a new path for himself. A way to get out of your own circle of life and go to a new environment to live. She believes that that kind of life is difficult to achieve even if she did not meet Zhu Guochen that day.

She is a realistic person, and the grinding of life has polished her longing for romance as early as possible, and only the most realistic considerations remain. It is best to let the family live a good life and make yourself live like a person.

A scholar who can drink tea and talk with the Sanpin masters, and can make the master of Dali Temple disgraced, is naturally worthy of his own attachment. Even if he was a white-haired old man or an ugly man, she didn't care, not to mention that he was a young scholar in Yushu, so what was there to hesitate about.

But she also knows very well that the other party will give this kind of opportunity, but she must also do something. The other party is not related to him, why do he help himself so much, just because he is pitiful? There are many poor people in Manjingshi, people will starve to death every day, and he is not a bodhisattva.

She is not a woman, and she will not take advantage of the night to knock on the door and climb the bed in order to ask for this opportunity, but this does not mean that she does not want to attract Fan Jin's attention. Although there is a woman next to Master Fan, that woman is not as good as herself in terms of appearance or age, and I heard that she is still from Qinglou, so she is not as clean as herself. Even she can be favored by Master Fan, why can't she?

To achieve this goal, you must first show your best image in front of the man, and at the same time, you must let him know that he is not a casual woman. In the current social environment, a woman who has failed to make a mistake can easily give a man the illusion that it is already like this anyway, and it is easy to get started. If you give those two men the illusion that they are asking for something, even if they can refuse, it will be very troublesome.

So she deliberately made her unkempt actions so that the two would not be interested in her. But why...... Why didn't Fan Jin leave? Isn't he doing big things, isn't it time to see today, just like everyone in the casino is buying and leaving, it's time to see the treasure, why doesn't he go to the yamen, and still talk to Zhou Langzhong in the room? If he saw himself like this, would he be bored with himself and take back what he had said?

Her mind was in turmoil, her mind was in chaos, her ears were buzzing, as if hundreds of flies were circling around her at the same time, so that the words in the room could not be heard. Listen again, and only hear Zhou Langzhong's assurance. "Master Fan, don't worry, this is a trivial matter, when Miss Zheng came back, I had already checked her pulse, although her body was a little weak, but it was not too much of a problem, as long as she cultivated for a period of time, she could recover as before."

"It's not enough to cultivate alone, you still have to make up for it, she's too empty. You go and prescribe a prescription for Miss Zheng, don't be afraid of spending money, as long as you can make up for yourself. I wonder if she should get up at this hour, Xiaowan, go and see if your sister is up. ”

He...... Sure enough, I'm thinking about myself. Obviously, for him, he is not as simple as a passer-by or a friend. This is of course good news for me, but how can I see him now? When he saw his ghostly virtue, he was afraid that he would lose any thoughts.

There was only one thought left in my mind: go back and dress up nicely. The man turned around in a hurry, desperately trying to run towards the room, but his limbs were not as flexible as he had imagined, and after only two steps, he felt dizzy. There was a sound of the door opening behind him, no, Wan'er is coming out, is Master Fan also there?

In the panic, the balance of the body became even worse, the feet became weak, the head was dizzy, and the body fell forward uncontrollably. The ground magnified infinitely in front of her, rapidly closing in. After hearing Zheng Wan's voice, "Sister! After the scream, the person lost consciousness.

When she woke up again, she was already lying on the bed, with some pain on her body, and when she looked at the painful place, she saw that more than a dozen silver needles had been inserted in her body. Zhou Langzhong was stabbing more needles into himself, and behind Zhou Langzhong, there was the man she wanted to see very much, but definitely didn't want to see at the moment; Fan Jin.

The two looked at each other, and an unprecedented shyness came to their hearts, which was originally a hot and spicy temperament, but at this time, like those ladies, she shyly turned her head away, not daring to look at this man. I'm so ugly...... It's so ugly, it's much uglier than that money girl, and he must have seen it as a joke.

She was thinking crankily in her head, and for a while, many thoughts came to her mind, and her mind went blank. I only heard Fan Jin say: "Mr. Zhou, how is Miss Zheng's situation?" ”

"As long as you open your eyes, you'll be fine. In fact, it was the villain who said that she was too weak. I should have had a good rest in the past two days, but I was tired again, and there was a small one in my stomach, how could I be so tormented. If you don't find out early, I'm afraid that something will go wrong. At the moment, it is difficult to say whether this child can be saved. ”

"No......" Zheng Chan originally closed her mouth and didn't want to speak, but at this time she had to speak: "Mr. Zhou, I beg you, you must ...... Don't protect this child. ”

Zhou Langzhong looked at Zheng Chan with stunned eyes, reached out and touched her head, "Don't you have a fever?" Miss Zheng may be wrong, you say it again. ”

"I ...... I'm not wrong, I said, don't protect this child. I don't want this seed! ”

Zheng Chan plucked up her courage and shouted loudly, her eyes tightly closed, and tears flowed down her eyes. His hands were clenched into fists, and his body trembled. The silver needles on his body shook violently with the trembling of his body, as if he was about to fly out at any moment.

Zhou Langzhong hurriedly said: "There are needles on the body, this can't be moved!" Big girl, I also know your difficulties, but your body is too weak, and if you take the child now, I'm afraid your body won't be able to stand it. Or...... Look at it again? ”

"No, I don't! I'd rather lose my life than this seed! Please ask Lang Zhong to prescribe medicine, even if he dies, he can't blame Mr. Zhou. ”

Fan Jin said at this time: "Mr. Zhou, if there is an old ginseng outside the Guanwai to make up for it, can this body be transferred?" ”

"If there is a ginseng tree outside the Guan, what do you say, take the ginseng soup alone, and you will be safe and sound. But...... Master Fan, do you still have a ginseng? ”

"It's not one or two, take one first, make soup for Miss Zheng to replenish her body, what other supplements do you need, please trouble Mr. Zhou to make an order." When Miss Zheng is in better health, we will talk about prescribing medicine and aborting the fetus. This kind of thing always has to be decided by the woman herself, let's not mess with ideas. You give her the needle first, and we'll talk about it later. ”