Chapter 379: Chasing Wife Crematorium
Tolerance took me into his arms, and the tighter he embraced.
I cowered unconsciously, afraid that he would notice that I had someone else's breath on me, and wanted to break away from him, but I was reluctant to leave his warm arms.
"Ge'er, I made a big mistake and I don't know how to make up for it. Rong Ji took a deep breath, and his low voice was lonely.
After a moment of silence, he let go of me slightly, and just reached out to wipe the tears from my face, I subconsciously hid back, and my mind was full of images of the Divine Monarch's violent and cruel abuse of me.
He saw my crampedness, and the look of guilt in his eyes became even more palpable.
I stared at him in amazement, from his narrow eyes, to his thin pursed lips, and then down to the silver python brocade robe that the Divine Monarch wore through. The strings in my heart suddenly broke.
"In the past forty-nine days, you have never left?" I suddenly felt that his handsome face was as disgusting as the silver fox mask.
Rong Ji bowed slightly, and stopped talking.
"So, you are the one who poured my tea, you are the one who treats me as a humanoid candlestick, you are the one who pushed me off the stargazing platform, you are the one who smashes me half to death, you are the one who keeps saying that I am dirty, and you are the one who forcibly usurps me?"
I suddenly felt ridiculous, obviously I was hurting myself, and I was just worried about whether he would accept that I was being taken by others. When did I humble myself to such a point?
"It's me who is not good. Rong Ji was so questioned by me that he couldn't answer a word, and it took a long time to hold back an apology that didn't look like an apology.
I don't know how I got over these forty-nine days.
He was tormented and worried about whether he was in danger. Maybe he really can't control his emotions, and I won't be angry with his initial criticism.
But when he took a bite of "the heart mirror is cleaner than me", it was really over between us.
Rong Ji looked at my increasingly cold eyes, obviously a little overwhelmed.
"Ge'er, give me a chance to atone for my sins, okay?"
He leaned forward, ignoring the terror that flashed in my eyes, and embraced me into his arms. Xu was afraid that I would slip away, and he strangled me until he couldn't breathe, and in the end, he only muttered weakly, "Don't leave me." ”
I leaned against his heaving heart, the tip of my nose lingering with his breath.
For a moment, I even wished that he could change out of this obtrusive outfit, when nothing happened, as usual, warm as a warm beam of sunshine, sparing no effort to save me who was struggling in the dark.
It's a pity that he came to me unabashedly as a god.
"Do you think that as long as you take off your mask, I will gladly accept what has happened in the last forty-nine days?" I looked up at him.
"I never thought of it that way. I never expected that my out-of-control consciousness would torment you in every way because of the love in your bones. ”
Love in your bones?
I sneered, "Then you keep saying that I am dirty because of the disgust engraved in your bones?
Probably because I'm so sensitive now that I can't hear the word "dirty" at all.
I pushed him aside and said word by word, "I can live without you." If you're disgusted, get out of here. I don't want to delight myself for being bored and staining your eyes, so please let me go, and stop disgusting me, okay?"
"I just hate myself for not protecting you. Rong Ji's face was gloomy, and in addition to panic in his eyes, he was more distressed.
But now I don't need anything more than his distress.
"Didn't you just fail to protect me, the one who spared no effort to stick a sharp blade in my heart is obviously you. Forty-nine days of torture is not enough, and I have to be dealt another critical blow. Why didn't I find you so cruel before?"
"Song doesn't want me?" Rong Ji's voice trembled violently, looking at his appearance, he was not much better than me.
I couldn't see him sad the most, but this time, I really couldn't accept what he had done.
For 400 years, he has indeed spoiled me to the fullest. But it is undeniable that he is the one who has injured me to the fullest.
"Don't look like you've been abandoned. Ask yourself, since I fell in love with you, I have never done anything to be sorry for you. But what about you? A hundred years ago, I was displeased and locked up in the fairy world and abused me for several days. A few months ago, you indiscriminately suspected me of having an affair with Tianyi, and still treated me in the same way. ”
I don't like to go over old accounts. At the end of the day, it's not because I haven't really let go of what happened before.
Rong Ji's thin lips were pursed, and I was so blocked that I couldn't speak.
I took a moment to catch my breath and then said, "Today, you are even more terrible. Didn't you see that I was stunned by Qi Yan in the heart mirror? How can I talk nonsense with my eyes open, distort the facts, and say that I am pandering to him? There must be a limit to jealousy, you have to wipe out my last ray of vitality when I am at a loss for the six gods, how can you ask me to forgive you?"
I wanted to say this a hundred years ago.
It's just that at that time, with Xiao Liang, I naturally ignored those things that affected my relationship with him.
A few months ago, I was angry, but I kept making excuses for him.
At this moment, I no longer have the strength to blame him, resent him, hate him, and only think about staying away from him and never seeing him again.
In his mind, the black box said in a deep voice, "Host, the king of Donglin is indeed hateful. But before that, he was not as heinous as you say. You are spoiled by him to the limitless, and you are the best of heaven and earth. He is angry and can't hit you, so there is only one way to solve his anger every time. He must have regretted what happened today. ”
Regret useful?
I know in my heart that he is much gentler now than he was a hundred years ago, and I also understand that the reason why he is going berserk today is because of the resentment and evil spirit in the Bloodstone.
But I just couldn't convince myself to forgive him, and even if I looked at him more, I would remember everything that happened in front of my mirror.
"Ge'er, I know that you have suffered a lot for me, and I don't have the face to beg your forgiveness. I just hope you can give me a chance to make up for my mistakes, and don't push me away, okay?" Rong Ji said with deep affection, and there was watery tenderness in his amber eyes.
In the past, I did like his eyes that only fit me.
But after so many things, I no longer want to care about what is right and wrong, I just want to push him away fiercely, abuse him over and over again, and let him taste the taste of being humiliated.
He tried to get closer, tried to take me into his arms again.
I didn't push him away, thinking that this would be the last time I had intimate contact with him, and I had to remember that feeling.
But as he approached, I suddenly felt so sick that I vomited all over his body.
Rong Ji was in shape for a moment, then came back to his senses, patted my back, and smoothed my breath for me, "Ge'er, is there anything uncomfortable?"
"There's not a place in my body that doesn't hurt. You should ask me if I'm comfortable. With seven or eight points of strength, I lifted him out of the dark cave with one palm, and warned him sharply, "Don't let me see you again." See once, fight once, and never be soft. ”
Rong Ji spilled blood from the corner of his mouth, and he didn't get up from the ground for most of the day.
I gave him a scornful look, "I'm not going to love you anymore, what's the use of bitter meat tricks? From now on, it doesn't matter to me whether you live or die. ”
"Ge'er, please, don't leave me. ”
Tolerance struggled to prop up his elbows, and his amber eyes looked at me steadily through the misty night.
The despair in his eyes was unmistakable.
"Ge'er, I can't live without you. I'm wrong, you can do whatever you want me to do, but don't give up on me and throw me away, okay?" Rong Ji half-knelt on the ground, depressed and embarrassed.
Therefore, his eyebrows frowned slightly, standing in front of Rong Ji, and his voice was cold, "You bully the pearl?"
Rong Ji ignored me, still slumped on the ground, begging me bitterly.
"It's like that of the world. Lost Fang Zhi cherished. Therefore, he shook his head, ignored the taboo, held a huge lotus leaf in one hand, and bowed into the cave.
With a wave of his hand, a curtain of water slowly fell from the entrance of the cave, forcibly separating the sad and uncontrollable taboo outside the cave.
So he walked towards me slowly, he moved the lotus leaf in his hand in front of me, and said softly, "Lotus leaf wrapped mussel, do you want to taste it?"
I just vomited and vomited, and now I have no appetite at all.
But seeing that it was a crystal clear and transparent eye, I really didn't want to live up to his kindness, so I took the lotus leaf and tasted it.
"Isn't it delicious?" asked softly, leaning over and sniffing the lotus leaf clam that he had painstakingly poured all night.
I smelled the faint fragrance of lotus leaves, but I remembered being drugged by the "Divine Monarch" at an inopportune time. Knowing that I am not feeling well, I want to inject medicine in that way, which will really torment people.
In this situation, no matter how delicious the lotus leaf clam is, for me, it can only taste the same as chewing wax.
"Don't cry Pearl, it's a big deal. So he comforted me softly and handed me a clean brocade handkerchief.
"I have become the Lord of the Phoenix God and the Phoenix, and I should be high-spirited. But why am I so sad?" I stared at the curtain of water at the mouth of the cave in a daze, unable to see the appearance of the taboo, but I could see it faintly, and my heart ached so much that I couldn't breathe.