Letter of apology

Dear readers,

Alas, before I became a so-called "author", I was first and foremost a reader, and in my life as a reader, I hated nothing more than the writers of the works of eunuchs; And if one of the most hated ones were to be selected in this most hated circle, I think it would be those readers who suddenly stopped the watch for a long time and didn't say a word, neither said when the change was broken, nor whether they were eunuchs, did not advance or retreat, and hung up as innocent as me at that time, which is really hateful.

However, one day, I became the object of my former contempt, which was really ridiculous, and I felt inexplicably ironic and frightened.

In fact, the initiator may not have imagined that it would develop to the point where it will be. What was I thinking about the first two or three days of the stoppage? I think I'll take a break for a few days, and look up the information, and then regroup and make up for the updates that I owe, but this break is seven months.

As for people, it is difficult to develop a good habit, but if you want to fall, it is the easiest, because good and bad work is rooted in the nature of a person's bone marrow, Uncle Hei can be cited as a precedent, so the acquired education, environment and efforts are particularly valuable, Xunzi's words, today I think so.

The book "Liu Xuande, the Son of the Han Family", has been in the bookshelf of my starting point reader's account, and it has been on top before, and I frequently click on it to see if there are any new messages and data, if so, my heart is happy.

After the break, it seems that a week or two has passed, I moved it to a small classified bookshelf and let it be buried in the pile of old books, but sometimes I don't know whether it is true or unintentional, and click on it again, the first thing I did at that time was to immediately close the chapter and talk about it, and I never dared to look at it in the comment area.

What I am afraid of is not invective remarks, and if that were the case, I might feel better in my heart; It's just disappointing comments, and the people who have encouraged me, I really don't know how to deal with it, so it seems that I can only run away.

For seven months, I slept in, read novels, went to UC, played games, oh, and the water dragon, and my life was back to its old ways, but there were some uneasiness that always popped up occasionally, and although they were not frequent, they always gave me a long silence after each time.

It wasn't until around the New Year that I clicked on the long-lost book review area and saw a new comment saying hello to the New Year, and the commenter was "Yu Wuyan", and I couldn't tell my specific mood at that time, because it was a mixture of tastes, and it could be described in non-mere words.

But on the eve of the start of school, the idea of "writing again tomorrow" that had been lingering in my mind more than a dozen times in the past few months finally came to fruition.

There are a lot of things to do at the beginning of the school year, and with the change of the policy of the present and the future, the internship has also changed from autumn to spring. On the 18th, I was about to go to Xi'an to take the train to Turpan, and then start a semester-long career as a primary school teacher.

However, despite all this busyness, I still managed to write more than 30,000 words, or 11 chapters. In fact, there are some things that I can never deceive myself, just like my update speed of "Liu Xuande, the Son of the Han Family", what information is difficult to check, what is difficult to write, and what is not leisure...... There may be some of these reasons, but what percentage can it have? I'm afraid there aren't many.

Because in essence, these reasons are just the internal causes that induce me to be "lazy by nature and weak in perseverance", and it is always the internal causes of things that determine something.

Next, let me talk about my plans for "Liu Xuande, the Son of the Han Family", first of all, I will finish this story, and it will definitely not be perfunctory, as I said, this will be a different Three Kingdoms novel; And until this book is not played, I will not open a new book, and certainly not play with self-righteous cleverness such as changing vests.

Secondly, I still have six chapters of manuscript to save, but for the time being, I will update it every day, because there will be a lot of trivial matters in the future, so in order not to break the update, I have to grieve the readers who are still reading this book.

Speaking of breaking changes, although I really want to make a guarantee of "never stopping", I always feel that this seemingly responsible word is actually a great irresponsibility, at least for my current situation, it has some such meaning.

However, even if it is interrupted, it will definitely explain the reason (no nonsense), explain the time limit, if it is more than a week and have not waited for the update, then you readers may wish to call a certain number, saying that an unknown Internet writer seems to have died accidentally.

Finally, I apologize to all readers, the Demon King paused, paused, paused.

2018.3.8 p.m