Chapter 207: Dependent on each other
"I used to think that this Liu Kanzhi who was familiar with poetry and books must be a Swenzhong person, but I really didn't expect that he would be so barbaric and actually beat people! That's ridiculous! I really don't know people but don't know their hearts, and I think it's better not to associate with such rude people in the future! ”
In the room, Zhang Shunqing looked at Fan Jin's panda eyes, both angry and distressed. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIf in the past, these two men fought, she might be angry on the surface, but in fact, she would be a little happy in her heart. The fact that Liu Kanzhi was willing to fight for herself was enough for her to be happy for several days. Regardless of what he does and says on the surface, he must be inclined to Liu Kanzhi a little more in his heart.
But after several changes last night, her mentality has changed greatly at this time, and she has already tacitly accepted in her heart that the man in front of her is her future lover, as for Liu Kanzhi, she originally just wanted to be a brother. But now that he sees Fan Jin's embarrassed appearance, he naturally can't even be a brother.
Fan Jin comforted: "Brother Liu is probably also angry for a while, anyway, he has already apologized, and sent Zhang Guqin to you the sword to me as an apology, forgive him." Be a man and leave a line, and see each other in the future, no matter what, he is also your brother...... Hiss...... This grandson has a lot of strength. Forget it, his most precious treasure was robbed by me, and I was unhappy, and it was already very face-saving to punch me. You can also see his ability, he cut off the branches with a sword, and if he had cut me with a sword, I would have become eighteen by now. ”
"How dare he?" The girl raised her eyebrows, "When will I become his baby?" I am my own, I choose the prime minister, and I also use him to do a lot of things? Just take a sword and a guqin as an apology? Am I lacking these? Really, I don't want to look at the piano, it's okay to give it to anyone after thinking back, I won't want it anyway. ”
As soon as people's mentality changes, nothing is the same, Liu Kanzhi, who used to be good in everything, is now in the eyes of a girl, and the evaluation is greatly reduced. Fan Jin shook his head and said, "Don't say that, Brother Liu...... He's a good guy. ”
"Good guys? Only you, a bad good person, would say that, being punched by someone, and saying that he is a good person. ”
"Of course, it's a good person to let you out of the village, anyway, we have all gone back to the city, and we don't have to live in that flower village anymore, which is also to miss him for some benefits. Okay, you hurry up and rest, I'm just getting a punch, it doesn't matter. Lie down and I'll cook for you. In the past two days, I asked Zhigao and Guan Qing to clean up the kitchen, drink some porridge and rice first, and when the kitchen is renovated, I will cook some really good dishes for you to ensure that you are satisfied. ”
After Liu Kanzhi punched Fan Jin, he left, and with his departure, Zhang Shunqing had no resistance to leave the village. After Wei Yongnian's attack, Huazhuang actually regarded Zhang Shunqing as a hot steamed bun, and it was naturally better for him to be willing to leave. As for whether she really had smallpox or whether she would be infected when she returned, these people didn't care at all.
Based on Zhang Juzheng's identity and authority, Zhang Shunqing did not worry about finding a house to live in Jiangning, not to mention the incident last night, he also helped the Xu family a lot, found the murderer who plotted against Miss Xu Liu, and even Wei Yongnian's failure to poison him, the root cause of which was also the result of Fan Jin's warning in advance and letting the Xu family strengthen their vigilance.
Whether it is for friendship or to repay gratitude, the Xu family will not be stingy with Zhang Shunqing, and the other courtyard where the Zhang brothers and sisters originally lived was still given to Zhang Shunqing to live. It's just that although she said that she was not smallpox, she showed the same symptoms as smallpox, and her subordinates did not dare to send it again, and if she did, she might not dare to stay. In the entire courtyard, there are only four people, including Fan Jin's master and servant plus Zhang Shunqing, in a sense, now Zhang Fan and the two of them feel a little dependent on each other.
Now Fan Jin is in the boudoir where Zhang Shunqing was at the beginning, and the layout is almost the same as when she left, since she only left for a day, the room will not be dirty. The layout here cannot be compared with the Zhang Mansion in Huguang or the Zhang Mansion in Shamao Hutong in Beijing, which was originally not in the eyes of Zhang Shunqing, but it was just a temporary residence, and it was just a place to stay.
But at this time, it seems that every grass and tree here is so precious, she can't bear to stagger her eyes, after losing it, she knows how to cherish it, and the person who is most worthy of her love is the person in front of her.
The once lively and noisy courtyard is now only Fan Jin in front of him. After experiencing the blow of the phoenix turning into a sparrow, Fan Jin has become an indispensable part of his life for Zhang Shunqing. Even if the man in front of him is not famous and achieves nothing, as long as he can know each other by his side and accompany him for a lifetime, it is enough.
She shook her head and said, "I'm not tired yet, I want to talk to Brother Fan for a while, if you talk about rest, I have already rested enough in Huazhuang yesterday." As she spoke, the girl took out the brocade box, spread out the words of the treasured paintings, put them on the table, and said:
"When I lived in Zhuangzi, all the gold, silver and jewelry were carried by Chunxiang, and I only kept this one. Because this box is more precious to me than all the jewelry, or gold and silver. There will not be a man in this world who is willing to do this step for his little sister, changing his ways to make me happy and make me courageous. Even if it's a brother, he can't do it. In Zhuangzi, the one I wanted to see the most was Brother Fan, but after waiting for a day and not seeing anyone, I thought it was ...... Brother Fan also followed his brother and they left, and went to Beijing to take the imperial examination. ”
Fan Jin sat down near the girl while looking at the painting, and found that she had no intention of avoiding it, so he dared to get closer to her.
"How could I leave? You're still sick, how can I have the heart to take the exam. At that time, I thought that if you were really smallpox, I would steal you out of smallpox, find a country place to stay, and serve you until you get well, otherwise I will accompany you to get sick, and the end will be with him. But you also know that the precautionary laws I set up in Tianpox Village are heavily guarded. I didn't have an internal response, so it was more difficult to get in, so I had to find an excuse to pretend to be a woman and sneak in, and I didn't dare to ask anyone, and I had to avoid the patrol, but when I arrived at the place, I was a little late, and you were frightened. It's all my fault! ”
Zhang Shunqing shook her head, "Although the little sister is rude, she is not an unreasonable person. No matter what you say about this, you can't blame Brother Fan. In fact, if it weren't for Brother Fan's timely arrival, Xiaomei might also die with Wei Thief, and Brother Fan can be called Xiaomei's life-saving benefactor. ”
"Well, it's good to know that it's a life-saving grace. To be a man, you have to have clear grievances and grievances, and you must repay the kindness you owe to others, right? The best way to repay the grace of saving your life is to make a promise...... Patients are not allowed to hit anyone! No matter what method you use to repay the reward, you have to get it right first. Let it rest also, and let it not be tiring when a man is sick. You rest first, and I'll make you porridge. ”
Zhang Shunqing boldly took Fan Jin's hand, bit his lower lip lightly and said, "Brother Fan, my illness ...... Although we ourselves say that it is not smallpox, who can say clearly how powerful this pox poison is. In case of...... What if it's really smallpox...... And how? ”
"Smallpox...... Then cure it, although Miss Six's condition has recurred, but the main mood is depressed, except for this layer, everything else is easy to do. Even if you have smallpox, you can be just fine, it's not a big deal. ”
The girl shook her head and said: "The woman's name is not revealed, and she tells her name to her, and she has the heart of entrusting her life." The little sister is in Brother Fan's heart, and she can learn from it every day, and there is no change in this life. But if I really contracted smallpox, I couldn't hurt Brother Fan to marry a pockmarked woman. If that's the case, the little sister will do her best to find a good match for Brother Fan, and as for herself, she will end up at home, and the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha will have the rest of her life. ”
"Shunqing, your heart for me is the same as my heart for you, no matter what, it will not be easier, I will marry you as a lady, even if you have smallpox, I don't care! If you become a nun, I will become a monk!" Let me tell you, I have been living in the Heavenly Realm Temple for the past two days, and I am very familiar with the presiding officer there. When the time comes, we'll live next to each other......"
The girl sneered at being amused, "Brother Fan, you are really lacking in virtue." You let the people of the Heavenly Realm Temple know this, I'm afraid I don't want to fight with you. ”
"Let him go, I still secretly roast dog meat in the temple to eat, where are they afraid? Anyway, as I said, I'm already entangled with you, and I don't want to get rid of me. When your illness is cured, we will go to Beijing and propose to Xiangguo, if Xiangguo does not agree, I will stalk and go once a day until he agrees. ”
"Scoundrel." Zhang Shunqing snorted, but took the initiative to lean her head on Fan Jin's shoulder. When getting along with Liu Kanzhi, both of them take into account their identities, and their contact with each other is always kept to a certain degree, although they are close, they both draw a gap in their hearts, and no one will cross it.
But in her relationship with Fan Jin, the girl didn't feel the existence of this gap. Maybe it's because he's very casual, maybe it's because he doesn't have any fights, as far as a girl is concerned, getting along with Fan Jin is just doing whatever she wants, without paying too much attention to it, this kind of bold move is naturally done.
Fan Jin naturally will not let go of this opportunity, he is not a moral gentleman like Liu Kanzhi, and he will not let go of the cheapness of the door. The girl is currently seriously ill, and there are no relatives around her, no matter how strong and wise a woman is, she will become fragile at this time. As long as a man's conditions are not too bad and the means he uses are not too rough, he is likely to take people down.
Speaking in detail, of course, this is suspected of taking advantage of others' danger, but what does it matter? Take the normal route, with the Fan family's family, it is impossible to climb the high gate of the Zhang family. The previous strategy of frying fish with a simmer slowly figured it out, digging the wall slowly, but now the wall has collapsed, and if you don't take the opportunity to pick the flowers, you will become an idiot. Therefore, Fan Jin unceremoniously hugged the girl's slender waist and said softly:
"Scoundrel? You mean the surname Wei, he is now enjoying the special hospitality of the Xu family's guards, I am a gentleman, not a scoundrel. ”
"A gentleman wouldn't treat a girl like that." Zhang Shunqing said: "Brother Fan is neither a gentleman nor a scoundrel, but my confidant...... Xiaomei said that the most ideal lover in life is a confidant under the pillow and a husband and wife on the pillow. I originally thought that this was just a dream of a woman in the boudoir, and it was difficult to do it. But from the time Brother Fan appeared last night, I knew that God still had eyes and gave me a good brother, a good confidant, and a good husband. Even if I find out that Brother Fan is really a scoundrel in the future, I will admit it. But...... In case of...... It's smallpox, what should I do? Even if Brother Fan doesn't dislike me, others will gossip. And will I infect you with smallpox...... I'd rather die in Smallpox than let you bloom. ”
"It's good to bloom together, I'm not afraid. In fact, I think that you don't have to be afraid of flowers, although I am not Langzhong, but I also know that since the Mu Temple, there is a way to plant pox in the southeast. Wei Yongnian's poison is actually similar to the principle of pox, so that you will get a slight smallpox, and then you will be immune for life, and you will not leave any mark. It's supposed to be a blessing in disguise, but I just don't understand why your situation is so serious. It feels like ...... The other drugs on your body are fueling toxicity and making the reaction bigger, which shouldn't be,"
Zhang Shunqing's face changed slightly, what Yu Fan Jin said should not be, she had already thought of a reason. All the puzzles that plagued me in the past, I thought clearly this time, but then, my heart became cold. Looking at the blisters on her hands, she raised her head, stared at Fan Jin and asked, "Will that be fake smallpox and real smallpox?" Even if it wasn't smallpox, would it really be pockmarked? Is it really going to be ugly? ”
"Not necessarily...... I mean, no, it's a little sin. It's good to rest and rest. Don't think about it, get a good night's sleep, maybe everything will be fine. ”
"Brother Fan, do you believe that there is a word for retribution in this world?"
"How?"
"If, as Brother Fan said, Wei Yongnian's poison is not enough to make me like this, then the only explanation is that the little sister killed herself. I used drugs that shouldn't be used to make myself like this. It's actually a secret, and I don't want to tell it. But now that I think about it, maybe it's because of my careful thinking that I became like this, and if I hide it from you again, it's my fault. Listen to me......"
used smallpox as a means to test the feelings of two men for themselves, and even before the ending was known, their hearts did not make a choice between the two. This kind of difficulty between entanglement and trade-offs was once like a boulder, pressing on the woman's heart, making her heart depressed. Even the serious illness at the beginning was actually caused by this depressed state of mind.
In large families, there are also some women with similar diseases, the more beautiful or talented women are, the more likely they are to suffer from this kind of depression. The mood is depressed, the body gradually deteriorates, and most of them cannot escape the end of their lives.
Saying these things now, for Zhang Shunqing, it is naturally of great physical benefit. But in her relationship with Fan Jin, it is unpredictable. After all, this kind of behavior is suspected of playing with people's hearts, which will inevitably make Fan Jin feel hurt. And it is precisely because of this test that not only did both of them fall into a dangerous situation where they could be infected with smallpox, but also possibly caused Fan Jin to lose the opportunity to end up in this department, which had a great impact on his fame and future. The root of all this comes from one's own vacillation.
Originally, when Zhang Shunqing thought about this plan, she didn't think so much, but it wasn't until she said all this that she realized how wrong she was, and she felt embarrassed. The palms of his hands were full of sweat, the small drum in his heart was pounding, and the sequelae that he had not thought of when he made the plan broke out together.
A girl who has always been smart has no shortage of city governments, and if she grits her teeth and doesn't say anything, there must be a way to hide all this. But she asked herself if she couldn't do this, she could deceive everyone, but she couldn't bear to deceive the man in front of her. Even if telling the truth will cost him all this, I can't lie to him.
In the interaction between the two, Zhang Shunqing has always been a strong party, and Fan Jin has always acted according to her will. But this matter involves a man's bottom line, a woman admits that she once had two men in her heart, regardless of the weight, for men, it must be a little hurtful, and too bold, he will definitely be angry...... Definitely. Zhang Shunqing only felt dizzy, her ears were buzzing, and her heart was beating faster and faster.
Everything is self-inflicted, everything is self-inflicted. The girl thought so, and her heart was uneasy.
Now that it has become like this, it must be that Xue Wu's poison disguised as smallpox and Wei Yongnian's poison have had some kind of correlation effect, making him like this, and no one can say what the future will be. He may be able to accept himself disfigured by smallpox, but can he accept himself who is disfigured because he can't choose to be fair?
Zhang Shunqing, who has always been above the top and does not put the men of the world in his eyes, unconsciously entered the role of the weak party in the relationship with Fan Jin. This kind of change, the girl can't feel it yet, or thinks that the fault is on herself, and it's normal to be weak, and she hasn't noticed that this kind of fault is in her own thoughts, which appeared for the first time in the relationship between the two.
Unconsciously, the position of the host and guest of the two has changed.