Chapter 173: The Road Is Still Firm
A fresh breeze from the cold night slowly penetrated through the door, blowing Tian Jian's skin cold, and the unknown emotion from his heart filled his whole body, and the dark crown he was wearing had some inconsistencies.
It was put on in a hurry, even if there was the best embroidery of the beautiful girl of Qi Guo, but the feeling of needle prick brought by the thread was indeed vivid on the skin, arms, thighs, back, this cold thorn made him want to howl in pain, but he had to bear it calmly.
The dim palace lamps spread their own light and heat everywhere in the sky, and the flickering and long figures on the floor were somewhat eye-catching. Even if Qi has a candle made of whales, it doesn't make people feel a trace of warmth at this time.
Tian Jian put down the file in his hand irritably, his immature face was full of vicissitudes for the first time, his dark eyes seemed to be sighing, and his slender fingers were crossed together in annoyance, he knew that his heart was very messy! It's a mess!
I don't know where to start, I don't know who to say to.
He is a man of flesh and bones, but the blood in his heart is gradually cold and silent, and the boiling blood is increasingly condensed, and he is not sure what his goal is?
For the sake of power?
He has all this now, countless gold and silver treasures, a position that is angry and frightened by all officials, and the ladies of Qi who are all around him, and he lacks nothing.
For what?
Ambition?
When the darkness is eroded by the white night, the endless horror left behind spreads all over people's hearts, and when they open the world full of justice, they find that they have been swallowed by evil.
When man's desires are satisfied, this ambition becomes indescribable.
In order not to be starved to death by Qin Shi Huang in the common land?
He shook his head, this thing was too far away, so far away that he couldn't even see the edge. When you read the history books, maybe this is a one-page thing, but when you really experience these things, you find that you have lived a long time.
For example, everyone wants to be an ordinary person, but they understand the truth, but how many can really do it?
The long time will smooth out the edges and corners of oneself, and step by step into one's own old path.
Tian Jian is confused now, to be exact, he has not faced this problem squarely!
Tian Fazhang's death had a great impact on him, and he couldn't stop the sadness in his heart, and he also began to think about what he had come here to do, stupid and full of wisdom.
"Wang'er, your heart is in turmoil." The queen quietly walked to Tian Jian's side, took his hand and said softly.
Tian Jian nodded slightly, and the bamboo slips scattered on the ground proved that his mood was in a mess, and his seemingly calm face was full of lava that wanted to erupt.
A faint smile appeared on the corner of the queen's mouth, with a hint of desolation, and her lips moved, "The king at that time was also like this, when he knew that Wang Sun Jia had found him, you were very similar to him at that time. β
Tian Jian was a little shocked, the sulfur beads in the crown shook in front of his eyes, and he held the warm hand of his mother, "Jian'er knows that it was you who persuaded my father back then to stand up and become this King of Qi again, this King." β
"yes!" The queen nodded slightly, and the plain black mourning clothes slowly interpreted the woman's body, but she couldn't say clearly, "The king of the year looked at the Qi army that entered Jucheng in horror, and I remember that he was not happy, but frightened, and was frightened that these evil people would sacrifice him to those Yan people, or support him as a puppet." β
"Frightened?" Tian Jian savored this sentence, it turned out that his father was also so embarrassed, and all along, Tian Fazhang's image in his heart was that kind of tall and majestic image.
Unexpected! Unexpected!
"Your father is a coward, but he is also strong." The queen said lightly, without a hint of wave, as if she were talking about a stranger, but the tears that gradually moistened the corners of her eyes betrayed her.
She must be strong, strong in the face of all this, now that the king is first, her own king has not yet reached the crown, this Qi country must be stable!
"Jian'er understands that no matter how ruthless the king is, he also has a fragile heart, but this heart will not be opened to ordinary people." Tian Jian shook his head.
Tian Fazhang is cowardly, cowardly fled to Linzi, to Jucheng as a servant, but he is strong, for twenty years, has been sitting a wise monarch, under the coercion of the countries can survive.
"You are now the king, the king of Qi, you know?" The queen's words gradually became colder, she threw Tian Jian's hand away, stared at Tian Jian's eyes and said word by word.
"Jian'er knows." Tian Jian nodded helplessly.
"It's good to know, as a king, you have to bear everything, even if it's bitter, you have to swallow it, because you are the king!" The queen's words pierced Tian Jian's heart like a thorn, you are the king's simple words but contain a different charm, the king must be ruthless, and he must be indifferent.
"Jian'er knows." Tian Jian nodded heavily.
"No, you don't." The queen's eyes seemed to be able to pass through Tian Jian's heart, "This year, you have been very different from usual, you have not participated in safaris, but have paid more and more attention to state affairs, training the prince and recruiting talents.
The queen mother is happy, King Chuzhuang has not sounded for three years, and the world knows it! Now you are like this, but your edge is too bright, and it hurts your father. In other words, you are naΓ―ve. β
"Father?" Tian Jian was suddenly shocked in his heart, he thought that no monarch could let his son's power grow, and he didn't understand that so many princes were deposed in history?
Tian Fazhang's suspicion of Anping Jun Tian Dan will not be transferred to him!
The queen's gaze slowly softened, and she said gently: "If it weren't for the fact that your father would have been terminally ill, you... You must not only look at the present, but also look backwards. β
Tian Jian felt a trace of warmth in his heart, why didn't Tian Fazhang take care of himself, but let himself go, it must be the maintenance of the queen again and again, if this tactful maintenance, he....
"Queen Mother, Jian'er understands." Tian Jian's eyes regained firmness again.
A kind smile appeared on the corner of the queen's mouth, "It's good that you understand, being a king is a kung fu, you have to slowly learn to see through it, learn it, and control it." β
"Yes, Queen Mother." Tian Jian nodded, because he knew that his journey was not yet complete, and he didn't understand why he insisted, which was the reason for his insistence.
He is the king, the only king, for the rest of Tian Fazhang, but also for his mother, and he has no regrets, because he is the king, and if he is the king, he has to bear all the responsibilities, even if it hurts!