5 Loneliness

At noon, the snow stopped, leaving nothing but the kind of potholed, mud-stained, translucent wet build-up on the ground. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

This kind of thing needs to be described in a pejorative sense, at least no one in the Grande likes it. A year ago, Grande encountered this total weather, and basically stayed at home and did not go out. No one will step on the road on the unexpected side to the point of crunching water, and no one will bring the wet mud from the outside into the house.

This year, the courtyard was full of people walking around the outdoors, with dirty footsteps of all sizes in and out of the Grande.

Zach had Charlie clean up, but eventually gave up because Zach realized one thing - this guy wouldn't complain. Zach didn't think it was a good thing, at least Charlie could have stopped anyone who wanted to get into the Grande with his feet dirty, but Charlie didn't, dancing the mop like a fool behind anyone walking around the Grande, and the more he worked, the more he liked the 'job'.

I know it's hard to put into account the facts, but Zach has the feeling that Charlie is deliberately keeping himself busy, and that he's being busy...... Uh, that's hard to describe, it's like ...... Resemble...... You get a job from your boss, and then you do it in the stupidest and most inefficient way, and then you are happy to do it, with a 'hey, boss~I'm diligent~'

If this was the 'positive' quality that Zach hadn't felt from Charlie before, Zach would rather not. Seeing that he was not upset, Charlie went to the front door of Grande to help Matthew clear the road.

And that's not the only reason why Zach is inexplicable right now, there's one more.

Old Hank, who didn't have lunch at the Grande, went to the staff living quarters for lunch.

Well, if anything was predictable, this counts as one piece. We know that Zach either pretended to be dead or had amnesia some time ago, and he didn't pay much attention to Grande's internal affairs anyway, which gave old Hank a chance to sprout with that little thought, which led to the situation when Zach was ready to return to Grande's life now.

Helplessly, there is, but Zach has nothing to blame Old Hank. That's how it goes, and what can you do but accept it. This is not a factor that affects Zack's mood, it is-

Originally, Old Hank didn't say a word and didn't have lunch at Grande, but Old Hank made a special trip to Mo, "Let's go, follow me to the staff area to cook, no one here eats well, it's a waste of time, let's go over there to get it." ”

This upset Zach, "Are you serious? old Hank? uh." Matthew wants to eat too, and Kim!"

"If you don't pick these two, you can solve them. We have a republican chef and our staff haven't eaten republican cuisine, which is not fair. "Old Hank actually said fair to Zack.

"Wow. Zach had nothing more to say. Went to the kitchen to cook.

Old Hank is right, Matthew and Kim don't pick, Matthew never gives negative opinions about food, Great Danes, only cares about taste.

But really, really, lonely. I believe that every time Zach appears in the kitchen to help out in this story, he goes to help, chatting casually. This time, Zach was there alone, peeling potatoes that he wouldn't eat.

Fortunately, someone came to accompany him.

It's the Fruit James, so we should understand that it's not James, it's Gold. Anyway, this guy really likes James's skin. casually threw Zach's peeled potatoes into the pot and boiled, and said something special, "Next time Arthur goes to contact Eli, I'm going." ”

Zach didn't think there was anything wrong with it, so, "Okay." ”

Super crisp, "I like something softer." Lying on the ground, he returned to the form of a Great Dane from behind the desk, shook his butt and spun around the corner, curling down.

Loneliness, technically continued, after a brief interruption.

The second interruption came, and Cyrus from the barn on the west side came back, and Grandry, who was now nowhere to go, shook around before coming to the kitchen, looked at Zach who was peeling potatoes, and was stunned for a moment, "Can you cook?"

A feeling of almost being offended, "Is this surprising?" "But Zach is well-educated~ so there is no tone.

"Mokawi won't. Cyrus replied quickly, and walked over to the stove, and Zach could remain calm without answering the next sentenceβ€”" Benjamin said that the only thing he missed about Grande was. But Cyrus didn't notice the change in Zack's expression, and glanced at the potatoes in the pot, "It's cooked." "There is a trend of action to be fished out.

"Don't touch that!" it seemed to Cyrus that it was inexplicable - what was Zach excited about, and where did that disgust come from?

"Good. Cyrus took two steps back and raised his hand to show that he would never touch the pot again, "I won't touch it." ”

Fortunately, Zach was self-conscious, "Tsk, Kim likes soft food." "I gave myself a reason to step down.

This surprised Cyrus, a newcomer to the Grande, and his eyes turned back and forth between Zack and the Great Dane in the corner, "You're there, well, helping it cook?"

Zach had no intention of analyzing Cyrus's mental activity, "And Matthew. "If you want to help, go deal with that piece of meat." Zach gestured to the steak that had been placed on the other side of the desk.

It's because of the temperature, and this steak of unknown creatures is still in a semi-frozen state. The bottom layer has a spread of scarlet, while the surface of the upper layer is still covered with a faint hoarfrost, which makes it difficult to intuitively judge the quality of this piece of meat.

"Good meat. With that, Cyrus wiped off the hoarfrost and began to apply spice to the meat. When he said this, his throat rolled twice inexplicably.

Zach noticed this detail, mainly because Zach really didn't want to pay attention to the potatoes in his hand, "What is this?

It's easy to understand that any meat that appears as a human ingredient is the corpse of some kind of creature, and then the blood of the dead is a vampire's poison. There was never a limit to whether the blood of the dead should be human blood, so Zach was always peeling potatoes and he didn't want to deal with the ingredients of meat.

To be clear, just like Zach occasionally makes a cameo appearance in the work of tidying up the body, not wanting to do it doesn't mean he can't. Normal contact is not enough to poison vampires, then this world is too difficult for vampires to survive, seriously, our time is filled with corpses. If you want to poison vampires, you have to invade, like Wales used to do, insert them. But for vampires, it's always repulsive.

So Zach actually didn't understand Cyrus's physiological reaction, so he asked.

"Nope. Cyrus pouted, "I just realized I haven't eaten this good meat yet." ”

There is a peculiar feeling to this. Generally speaking, any sentence with this kind of 'I haven't ...... yet' as the main body is pessimistic on the surface and implicitly hopeful. You can pick it up right away, 'Then we'll go to ...... now/next moment', regardless of whether the context and reality can make the next sentence 'go' come true, but it can be said anyway, right.

But, here we are, in Grande's kitchen. The latter sentence 'just go' is absolutely unspeakable.

This is a pessimistic statement.

Zach glanced at Cyrus, "You're kidding. "Zach chose not to believe in Cyrus, the main reason is that Zach doesn't want the topic to become 'humans become vampires'. Can you understand, who caused Cyrus to become like this, and if you want to blame the individual, who has to take the pot? Zach will make trouble himself? Zach is not that stupid, "You're a farmer, haven't you raised cattle, you told you haven't eaten? I don't believe you." ”

"I'm poor. Cyrus was quite calm, "I raise anything for sale, not for my own consumption." Glancing at Zack, "Blake's illness costs a lot of money. "I don't know what it means to look at Zack at this point, is it to express that I don't have to spend money now? Probably not, if Benjamin told Cyris about the sign that vampires need humans in this world, then, very reasonable, Brill's human sign is that she will continue to be 'sick', which means that the medicine will continue to be taken and the money will continue to be spent.

It's good that Zach doesn't want to talk about Brill either.

Speaking of which, what do you decide about a person's senses? It's probably that in a person, you find two or more points that you don't want to touch, and you put that person in the category of not wanting to get along.

Zach had already found a few of these points in Cyrus, so Zach decided not to be immune and decided not to answer anymore.

Cyrus didn't seem to have much desire to continue talking, and silently handled Matthew's food.

Loneliness was continued.

Interrupted again, it was Matthew and Charlie who came back, and the two didn't know what interesting things they were talking about, and they went into the kitchen talking and laughing. It's no surprise, this guy didn't dare to find Benjamin before Charlie had amnesia, so he pestered Matthew to remember.

"The road in front of us has been cleared. "It was Matthew who reported it," and helped Muen clear the road in front of their house (Pochi Quinn). Matthew pulled out a bag of what looked like a tea bag," she sent this to thank you, saying that Sem should be able to use it. ”

Zach won't take it, and has already switched to the onion, clattering and chopping.

The monotonous sound soon had an ensemble, and it was Charlie who took it upon himself to begin copying what Zach was doing. Zach didn't even bother to tell the 'positive' guy that the onions were enough.

Matthew also quickly realizes that Cyrus is handling his own food and starts to help.

Well, that's right, loneliness, in fact, is still going on.

The routine is already obvious.

This time it was Sem who came back from the cemetery who interrupted slightly.

To be honest, the kitchen was starting to get a little cramped, and Sam's entry visually filled the cramped feeling again, as he brought back one more person.

It's just visual, because the person who is brought back doesn't occupy the physical space. Jackson.

Zach frowned and looked at the blank Jackson, "What's going on." "Jackson looks like a guy who is too frightened to be stupid.

This was last night when Zach promised Blake to send Sem to see how Toby was doing. Zach wasn't expecting 'Look' to get Jackson back with Sam.

Sem looked at Jackson, then at the creature in the kitchen, and spoke, "The Judgment of Faith appeared, and then something happened, and Toby didn't obey the outcome of the judgment and got out of the Groundbinder...... "After a pause, "Turned into a shadow man." ”

"What?" said there were so many things to ask, one by one, "from the beginning, the judgment of faith appeared? What is it? Heaven or Hell?"

"Paradise. Sem looked at Jackson again, wondering if he was revealing something.

"He didn't go? why?"

Sam stuck to what he had said, "Accidental. "I didn't look away from Jackson.

Zach would be ridiculous if he didn't realize what Sem was signaling, so Zach frowned and began to think.

Resisting the judgment of faith has not happened before, at least we have all seen that Mr. Ganard was kicked into the gate of heaven by the corner of the devil. But the accident means that it is obviously not the individual's own hesitation, but an external force!

Well, it's time to remind everyone of one thing - Jackson, as a hell necromancer, knows witchcraft.

Why remember this secret that Zach told Jackson to keep from anyone? Because, how did Jackson describe the heavenly necromancy to Toby? By the way, he said, 'Unless you have something to do with heaven to get you back, like me...... Otherwise, you'll be gone, and we'll never see each other again. ’

Zach only had to ask one question to determine if he was rightβ€”"Toby's faith trial has been delayed for so long because of ......"

Youm continued to respond to Jackson's gaze.

Zach ended the conversation and continued to ask, "Why is it a filmmaker?" ”

Sem withdrew his gaze from Jackson, "It's not good. Tsk, I don't know. "Ugh.

"Where is Toby now?"

"Huddle behind your own tombstone. Sam raised his hand to gesture to a range, the smaller one was not as small as the meat in Matthew's hand, "He didn't know what he was, what he could and couldn't do, and I spent the morning explaining to him what a filmmaker was." "Sem wasn't expressing his love for the new filmmakers, he was telling Zach that things were unstoppable when Zack sent him over to 'take a look' and that he had to spend the rest of his time doing it. So don't blame him, Zach.

Sem sighed, "He needs a fellow human being, and I'm not sure he understands what I've told him." "Something like a role model.

"Call Sbella...... "Who else but Wandel uh, Zach dropped the ingredients in his hand in the middle of speaking, "I'll go myself." "Anyway, he didn't want to stay in this crowded and really lonely kitchen.

Sem didn't say anything, but took the gift from Matthew and looked at the kitchen, "Shall I eat potatoes at noon?" ”

The simple question caused Zach to pause.

If anyone has any sympathy for Zack's loneliness, put it away. Zach deserves it.

Why did Zach forget Sam? There's no reason to whitewash Zach, he just forgot.

Like all the loneliness he's experienced in this kitchen, he deserves it, and the world will give him feedback to him like that! How else would you explain how lonely he felt in a clearly crowded space? He wasn't Tory, wasn't he a social 'flower', wasn't he the best at connecting with people......

Zach turned around, "Guess what! Everyone, drop everything and let's go on a picnic." ”

"Uh, what?"

"Matthew, bring your barbecue gear, hehe. Zach seemed to be excited, "We are a combination, we will not waste any ingredients......"