Chapter 59 Reflections of the Traveler
Xuanzang's simple words, Xiang Gong heard them, and understood, the little monk didn't think about anything else, what he wanted was to go to the West Heavenly Spirit Mountain Sect to seek the true scriptures, and there was no purpose other than that.
And Xiang Gong is not, Xiang Gong wants too much!
Since discovering that he came to a mortal version of the Journey to the West world and successfully completed the task of subduing General Yin, Xiang Gong has begun to change.
Before, I was afraid that I would re-follow the fate of the entourage in the original Journey to the West and be eaten by goblins, but now that there is no such possibility, Xiang Gong relaxed his spirit.
Then by mistake, he was recognized by Wukong, and successfully brought Wukong to his side, making Xiang Gong feel that he could already worry about it.
Originally, these were just for Xiang Gong to dare to set an unattainable goal for himself, that is, to use his own strength to pull the members of the Journey to the West team in the original book into his own team.
But the appearance of the little white dragon made Xiang Gong swell.
In front of the little white dragon, Xiang Gong felt that he was a poor ghost, a layman, not good-looking, low-born, no money and no power in his hands, except for the poor mouth, there was a system, and nothing could be done.
However, his heart was ridiculously high, and the Dragon King of the West Sea wanted to recruit him into the door of the Ao family, but there was a little more contempt in his eyes and tone, and he already felt insulted and decisively refused.
Xiang Gong is conceited, because he has a unique system in the mortal version of Journey to the West, he can do what he wants, as long as he puts in a little effort, everything is possible.
Xiang Gong has low self-esteem, he is ashamed of himself in front of the little white dragon, and even if he says "I can support you", he has to add an "if", and there is a long deadline.
Xiang Gong is anxious for quick success, in order to be able to complete the task, he does not hesitate to try to infinitely enlarge his identity, just to take a shortcut, to help the Black Wind brothers and help him earn enough money.
Xiang Gong was blind and ignorant, he never realized that even if there were no demons and monsters in this world, it would be a world of cannibalism, and he never thought of tempering himself to be able to deal with the weak and the strong here.
"Hehehe...... Hahaha......" Xiang Gong smiled, laughing very self-deprecating and desolate, and the yellow sand outside the Quzhi King City seemed to laugh at him.
"Xiang Gong ......" The little white dragon was a little at a loss, she didn't know what was wrong with Xiang Gong, and Xiang Gong didn't say it, but even if she was anxious, she was not good at expressing it.
"I always thought I could do anything, but in the eyes of people, I was just a grandstanding clown, you say, right?" Xiang Gong was a little crazy.
"No...... the little white dragon replied softly.
"Heh, don't you do this, okay? You say that, and I can't see myself clearly, you know? Xiang Gong said helplessly.
"Xiang Gong, you're not......" Xiao Bailong was a little surprised, she couldn't understand what Xiang Gong was thinking.
"Enough, did you see it, I pretended to be invincible, and I was debunked in the blink of an eye, I thought I could do anything, but I even saw someone, it became a luxury.
I thought I had the unique power to make a name for myself in this world, but I couldn't do anything, don't you see?
When I was grabbed by someone's wrist, I didn't even have the strength to resist, I have to rely on you to save the last shred of face, what am I so special? I'm such a piece of shit! ”
Xiang Gong roared hysterically, and the little white dragon's eyes widened in disbelief, looking at Xiang Gong's crazy roar, this was not the Xiang Gong she knew.
"Go down!" Xiang Gong suddenly felt that he needed to be quiet for a while, and said softly to the little white dragon.
"Xiang Gong ......" the little white dragon was surprised.
"You don't go down to me!" Xiang Gong said, broke free from the little white dragon's embrace, turned over and dismounted.
The little white dragon was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly dismounted and chased after him.
Xiang Gong really couldn't understand why everyone could go through so many twists and turns, so many tortures.
"Xiang Gong, don't ...... like this" Xiao Bailong took two quick steps to keep up, trying to hold Xiang Gong.
"Don't follow me, why are you following me, can't you stay at home? O Dragon King of the West Sea, why should you follow me to suffer and be wronged, eat behind closed doors, and be despised and looked down upon! ”
Xiang Gong was a little crazy, the little white dragon gritted his teeth, went up and hugged Xiang Gong suddenly, choked up and said: "Who wants to live any glory and wealth, I am willing to follow you because you understand me, do you know?"
I understand that you want to help the Black Wind brothers, and you also want to prove that you can do a good job, but nothing can be done overnight, okay? Don't scare me, really don't scare me! ”
The little white dragon's tears made Xiang Gong suddenly feel a little heartbroken, he didn't think that the little white dragon, who had always been silent, had already guessed his thoughts.
Perhaps, Xiang Gong is the first person among all the traversers to pursue these questions, he has a golden finger, and he also has unique conditions, and he has a great advantage in knowing a lot of things that others don't know.
But is it true that as long as you have these advantages, you can have a smooth journey?
No!
"Take your time, how slow is it going to be?" Xiang Gong suddenly let out a sigh of relief.
Xiao Bailong could sense the strong pursuit and hope in that body, but he also felt that Xiang Gong was so high-spirited, but he couldn't do anything.
But she couldn't help Xiang Gong with anything, this was a wall in Xiang Gong's heart, which he could only overcome if he figured it out by himself.
"I know you're in a hurry, and you want to do a lot, for someone else, or for yourself, it's the same, but a lot of things can't be rushed, you know?" Suddenly, the little white dragon seemed to have a lot to say.
Xiang Gong had a lot of emotions fluctuating in his heart, but Xiao Bailong's words broke into his heart one by one, he cared and was willing to listen.
Seeing that Xiang Gong was quiet, the little white dragon's face was gently rubbing behind Xiang Gong, with a happy smile on his face, and he spoke softly, telling the memories that filled her heart.
"When I first met you, you seemed to be a stinky fart, but I didn't understand how carefully you bandaged a stranger's fingers, but then I understood that this is your kind heart.
That night, when you didn't hesitate to prepare to be my back, I was amazed, we fought so hard during the day, don't you have a little mustard?
In front of the hydra, you are simply disgusting to death, although I know it is for your despised brother, but I still think you are necrotic, but so cute.
You sacrificed your life to save me on the racecourse, which made me suddenly realize that maybe I thought that you were teasing me and asking me to hug me was really serious, and I couldn't control myself when I saw you pushing me away and keeping me away from safety.
However, you did it, and I don't think it's the reason why I'm willing to hold you, you have some kind of strange temperament that makes me willing to follow you.
Even if you rejected your father's courtship, even if you said you were just a poor boy at the time, even if you hysterically yelled at me after the white dragon horse, it doesn't matter.
I know you're going to be able to do everything you've said, I know you're willing to put in all the effort to do it, and I know that you just need a little bit of time. ”
Xiang Gong's heart suddenly throbbed a little, the little white dragon's words, every word said to his heart, Xiang Gong didn't know, is every traverser has experienced such a psychology.
But he finally understood something.