"Yuanyuan, we should hold on, and Mom may come back with the two of us. Leaving my mother alone in a small town, I always feel inappropriate. After dealing with Cheng Qing's funeral that day, Yuanyuan and Sun Jian drove home with Hao'er, and as soon as they got on the highway, Sun Jian said again.

"If you insist on what Mom decided a few times, it won't change, at least not now. Do you and I know Mom better? She is the kind of person who does her own thing, and she is seven points wise and three points forbearant when she encounters things. The flamboyance is just right, and the arrogant is not annoying. It is not capricious, but also strategic. Yuanyuan thought about it.

"Oh, you have such a high opinion of your mother-in-law. ”

"Why don't you agree?"

"Agree, it's just that my cognition is still stuck in the time when your naughty cousin fell into the water, at that time your mother was still an aunt in my eyes, beautiful, gentle and calm, much better than your aunt. ”

"Cut, how old were you at that time, how can you tell how a person behaves. ”

"At that time, I was already in school, and my dad drove a big truck all the year round, and my mother and I were at home, so I was precocious. ”

"Look at you like that, don't pass it on to Hao'er. Yuanyuan sat behind and hugged her son and said angrily.

"Yuanyuan, although my mother is sixty years younger, my mother's mentality is good and her writing is good, do you think my mother will continue to write novels?"

"I can't say for sure, in those years, my mother wrote more books, and I felt that it was to pass the time. My dad, you know, he has no sense of responsibility for the family, and he is also messy about his feelings. Mom is expressing her feelings through novels. In the past, I agreed with my mother's approach, she gave me a stable home, without the shadow and fear of my parents' quarrels. After marrying you, I looked at many things from a different angle, and I had a different understanding. Mom's tolerance and generosity, on the other hand, is not indifferent and indifferent to Dad. ”

"Yuanyuan, it's a bit extreme for you to say that, we have seen the feelings of my parents in their later years, for my father's sick mother, they are obviously a few years older. ”

"What you say is true, but I just don't feel good. Dad is a flowery heart, and Mom is cold-blooded. ”

"The more you talk, the more unpleasant it becomes. I think my dad is a drama and travels in life, and my mother is sitting firmly in the Diaoyutai and everything is under control. ”

"You would say that Mom is selfish if she refuses to live with us, she doesn't know if we will be worried, and where else is not the same to write. ”

"Yuanyuan, you don't understand that it's hard to leave your homeland, didn't you hesitate for a long time when we came over. We're worried about our mother, and grandma is still worried about my mother. ”

"yes, I feel a little better to hear you say that. ”

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are regular, and no one can avoid it, and Dad's death is fate and helplessness. Yuanyuan, I don't think there's anything wrong with Mom, it's you who are angry with others because of your father's death. ”

"Maybe. The child in Yuanyuan's arms fell asleep, and Yuanyuan also fell into deep thought.

The daughter's family left, taking away some of Liu Hong's concerns. Now she has an old mother, and her brother and sister-in-law are secondary. Liu Hong can't leave the town yet, there are memories of her growth and transformation. There was joy and loss, and she felt her daughter's alienation. It is the product of the interpretation of feelings after starting a family. When Cheng Qing was there, the child may not think that Cheng Qing's interpretation of this cognition will definitely cause some trouble to Yuanyuan, and Liu Hong thought of it. She doesn't blame her daughter.

To say that he is cold-blooded, Liu Hong does not deny it. For the lives of the two lives and Cheng Qing, although the process is different, it is himself who is injured. The ending is different, and in the end, it is still yourself who is alone.

What people see is the ending, and only the parties themselves know the bitterness and sweetness of the process. The souls of the two lives can't be told to their daughters, and this is also a hard wound. It's also a helpless thing for children to have psychological grievances, and the next time they tell the secret should be when they leave this world, but I don't know if there will be a chance to say it at that time.

On a lonely night, Liu Hong sat in front of the computer and thought about those things that were not boundary. The phone rang, and Liu Hong looked at the number from her daughter.

"Mom, are you participating in an online essay contest?"

"Oh, why don't you participate, why didn't you see it on the platform?"

"It's still in the preparatory stage, I'm not going to tell you the inside information first, the style of the work is more modern emotional, Mom, if you participate, change your thinking and rewrite modern romance. ”

"It's a new challenge, Mom. ”

"Mom, you should be modest, you wrote the reborn novel, although the pen name has changed, but the plot in the novel is very familiar to me. Yuanyuan said uncertainly.

"Ahh Liu Hong was a little excited, and there was silence on the other side of the phone for a while.

"Yuanyuan, are you listening?"

"Mom, I'm here. You've scared me, will you be a soul born again?"

"That's made up, daughter, you believe it. Liu Hong hurriedly said. How did I forget this stubble.

"I said that it would never be like this, and Sun Jian was still arguing with me. Mom, your ideas are very good, but don't write so close to the facts. ”

"Oh, damn editor, these are literary creations, why do you have to put yourself in them. ”

"Mom, it's not that I have to put myself into it, it's what you wrote is the same as my childhood, and my father's experience. ”

"What's wrong with that, isn't every novel more or less the author's own shadow? ”

"Mom, it's okay for you to say that. Then I wouldn't be good to read your book. ”

"Let's just look at it, you just think of yourself as a simple reader, from the perspective of a bystander. Mom promises you'll see more than anyone else. ”

"Mom, I see. After Yuanyuan finished speaking, she hung up the phone, which made Liu Hong feel very bad.

"Yuanyuan, why are you unhappy after talking to your mother on the phone. ”

"Sun Jian, it's very likely that you're right about our argument. ”

"What kind of argument?"

"It's Mom's new book. I feel that being born again is not a fabrication, it is a fact. ”

"Ahh ”

"Then listen to Damn, let's take a good look at this book and savor the essence of the book. ”

"I've been watching it, I found that it's a good thing that Mom doesn't come with us, you don't see Mom has been in a state of explosion these days. ”

"Yes, Mom, I'm recording my own experience. Yuanyuan pondered.