Chapter 40: It Should Have Been

Like the previous times, Yu Yuluo was still going to send Liu Qianyu to the door of the community where she lived tonight.

The two of them walked slowly and chatted at the same time. Yu Yuluo said: "In fact, in the matter of love, no one is right to sleep, there is a feeling, there is a feeling, and no feeling is no feeling." As for whether they become enemies or friends after they can't be together, it depends on the personalities of these two people and what they think. ”

"Well, I think Sister Xiaolan is pretty good, she should be a very perfect girl. She is kind-hearted, gentle and virtuous, knowledgeable and courteous, and very good to the people around her, and the most important thing is that she knows a lot of truths! ”

"The more a person knows, the more things she has been through in the past. I guess Tian Xiaolan must have experienced a lot of things since she was a child, so she can be so empathetic. ”

Liu Qianyu grinned and said, "If you say that, it means that you have experienced a lot of things." ”

"What can I go through? What I know is what I've heard from other people, and it's nothing. In my opinion, Tian Xiaolan may have been disliked since she was a child, and she has experienced too many hardships in life, so she will naturally see a lot of truths that others don't understand from life. ”

Liu Qianyu frowned and thought: "Sister Xiaolan is so good, who will dislike her?" ”

"Parents!" Yu Yuluo sighed, "My sister and I are ten years apart, and in the years between me and my sister, my mother has also been pregnant with several children, but they are all girls. It's because they're all girls, so as soon as they were born, they were all thrown away by my grandmother until I had them. ”

"Thrown, how many of your sisters were thrown?"

"Six!"

"So many ......," Liu Qianyu said, becoming silent.

"There is a back mountain in our village, called Crow Mountain, and this Crow Mountain is where people in our village throw girls. When I was a child, I used to play in the mountains with my friends, and it was full of children thrown away by the adults in the village. Most of those children were newborns, and I later learned that they were all girls. When I saw them, some of them had frozen, starved to death, or been bitten to death by rats, and some were still alive and crying terribly. ”

"That's right! The kind of place you mentioned about throwing children also exists in our village, and I also saw it when I was a child. I just didn't know it at the time, and I thought that those children were unhealthy, the kind that lacked arms or legs, and they were thrown away. ”

Yu Yuluo chuckled: "Maybe you were thrown away when you were young, and then your life was good, and God favored you, so you have lived to this point." ”

"No," Liu Qianyu shook her head, "My parents are just one of my daughters, and they won't throw me." ”

"Really? Then you're lucky. ”

"Hmm."

"That's right!" Yu Yuluo suddenly exclaimed, "If all women in the world are like your mother and can only give birth to one child, then no one will be thrown away again!" ”

Liu Qianyu laughed and said, "Your idea is really naΓ―ve!" ”

At this moment, Yu Yuluo suddenly saw a person sitting on the side of the road, looking at the side of this person, very much like Hou Jun. In fact, the person sitting there was originally Hou Jun.

"Monkeys?" Yu Yuluo shouted at the man.

Hou Jun slowly turned his head and asked weakly, "You only get off work now?" ”

"It's you, I thought I was wrong. Well, we just got off work. How did you come here and sit? ”

When Liu Qianyu saw Hou Jun, she was immediately embarrassed, and she couldn't wait to find a place to hide.

"No, I just met Wu Juan, so I chatted a few words here. She had just left. ”

"Then go back to bed early!"

"You two ......," Hou Jun said, glancing at Liu Qianyu.

Yu Yuluo knew what Hou Jun wanted to say. He didn't want his good brother to be too sad, so even if he was interested in Liu Qianyu, he couldn't tell him so directly.

"Qianyu and I are on duty, and she gets off work too late, and she has no companion, so I have to send her back."

"Okay, yes." Hou Jun looked at Liu Qianyu embarrassedly and said, "Qianyu, in fact, I didn't want to force you just now, I just want to be good to you openly, but I need an identity that can be open." ”

"It's getting late, so let's not say that yet. You also go home early to sleep. Yu Yuluo said.

"Hmm."

Hou Jun seemed to be able to see that Liu Qianyu had a good impression of Yu Yuluo, otherwise she would not have asked him to send her home. Even so, Hou Jun still refused to give up, because he really liked Liu Qianyu.

When you really like someone, you will always be so involuntarily.

Xiao Dongchen had already gotten off work, but after he returned home, he inexplicably wanted to go back to Fjord Seafood, because he knew in his heart that Bai Zijuan would soon get off work.

Xiao Dongchen thought in his heart, even if he just saw Bai Zijuan, he would already be content.

Like someone, it's selfish, always thinking about taking the person you like for yourself. Therefore, if you like someone and no one can be selfless enough to watch the person you like to be with others, if there is such a selfless person, it is enough to show that it is a kind of helplessness.

Xiao Dongchen walked from home and slowly came to the vicinity of Fjord Seafood. He knew very well in his heart that Bai Zijuan was born beautiful and delicate, and he was not worthy of her. But he also knows that there is no accompaniment or unaccompaniment in the face of love, only happiness and unhappiness. He felt that he could give Bai Zijuan happiness because he was willing to give everything for Bai Zijuan.

Xiao Dongchen was walking towards the fjord seafood, and suddenly found Bai Zijuan sobbing and walking towards him.

Seeing Bai Zijuan crying silently, Xiao Dongchen's heart suddenly tightened. His eyes were dilated, and he stared at Bai Zijuan, who was walking towards him, and shouted, "Zijuan! ”

Bai Zijuan looked up and saw that the person in front of her was Xiao Dongchen, so she hurriedly raised her arm and wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve, and at the same time leaned her body to the side and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

"Why are you crying?" Xiao Dongchen stepped forward and asked.

"What's wrong with me is none of your business!" Bai Zijuan said and wanted to leave.

"Zijuan." Xiao Dongchen nervously grabbed Bai Zijuan's wrist.

As soon as Xiao Dongchen grabbed Bai Zijuan's hand, Bai Zijuan smashed Xiao Dongchen's hand away and roared loudly: "I don't like you, don't bother me, okay?" ”

"I ......" Xiao Dongchen seemed to be speechless, he only felt a sudden sharp pain in his heart, this feeling almost made him speechless in pain.

The main difference between love and other emotions is that it has a great killing effect on the human psyche.

Looking at Xiao Dongchen's uncomfortable face, Bai Zijuan seemed to realize that her emotions were too out of control, but she didn't want to comfort Xiao Dongchen, she didn't want Xiao Dongchen to have any illusion that she actually cared about him a little bit, so Bai Zijuan finally decided to turn around and leave ruthlessly.

Xiao Dongchen's mind suddenly became blank at this time. Being poured cold water on someone you like, that kind of taste is really not very pleasant. At this moment, he had no idea what he was doing or what he was going to do next.

Xiao Dongchen stood quietly, his face expressionless, staring blankly at the ground. At this time, Xiao Dongchen was no different from a vegetative person, he seemed to have completely lost consciousness and had no soul.

Every failed love can be as fatal as a blow to a person's soul.

I don't know how long it has been, but a familiar voice finally woke up Xiao Dongchen, who was stunned there.

"Yay, Xiao Dongchen? Why don't you go home and sleep so late, why are you stunned here? ”

Xiao Dongchen came back to his senses, turned his head and saw that it was Chu Yan.

At this time, Chu Yan was holding an ice cream in one hand, licking one of them seemingly happily.

A breeze blew, and Xiao Dongchen vaguely felt the faint fragrance on Chu Yan's body, coming to his nose. Looking at Chu Yan carefully, Chu Yan's hair was coiled up and pinned at the back of her head. A pair of slippers with denim shorts looks extremely glamorous. Obviously, Chu Yan had just come out of the shower.

Xiao Dongchen didn't seem to have come out of his sorrow, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Don't say a word, stupid. Come, give! Chu Yan said and handed the ice cream in his left hand to Xiao Dongchen.

"No," Xiao Dongchen shook his head, "I don't have an appetite, you can eat it yourself!" ”

"Cut, pull down! I also saved! Chu Yan said and rolled her eyes up, rolled her eyes, and brought the ice cream in her right hand to her mouth and licked it.

Xiao Dongchen still didn't speak, quietly lowered his head.

"Hey! Can't you speak? It's like a piece of wood, really! Chu Yan looked at Xiao Dongchen and said.

In fact, Chu Yan especially hoped that Xiao Dongchen could complain to himself at this time. No matter how much grievance there is, as long as you find someone to talk to, your heart will be much more comfortable. Chu Yan is willing to be Xiao Dongchen's most loyal listener, and she also hopes that Xiao Dongchen can complain to herself. After all, who we complain to is to whom we are dependent.

"Why did you run out so late?"

Xiao Dongchen's voice was particularly low when he spoke. Chu Yan could feel the sadness in his heart from his words. Although Xiao Dongchen just stood there in a daze and didn't cry, in fact, in his heart, he was already crying silently.

"It's almost hot for me, come out and buy some ice cream to eat, or I won't be able to sleep. What about you, why are you still here so late? Chu Yan licked the ice cream after speaking.

"I, it was too early to go back just now, so I came out for a walk, and I came here as soon as I left, and it was nothing."

Chu Yan was particularly disappointed when she heard that Xiao Dongchen didn't tell her the truth. She was so disappointed that she was almost in the mood to eat ice cream. It was originally a hot day, but as soon as I heard a man's lie, my heart would suddenly cool from the top of my head to the soles of my feet.

Chu Yan suddenly stopped eating ice cream and said angrily: "Then you continue to be in a daze here, I'm leaving!" Chu Yan said that she was about to leave, when she suddenly turned around and came back, threw the ice cream in her left hand and smashed it on Xiao Dongchen's body.

The ice cream thrown by Chu Yan happened to hit Xiao Dongchen's chest, dyeing his white shirt, and most of it turned pale red.