Taking a sip of red wine, Reinhardt looked at Bonna guiltily.

After a long time, he said lightly: "I'm sorry ........."

Bonna smiled slightly, and held out her index finger but stopped Reinhardt's mouth from continuing to apologize.

"There's nothing to apologize for, you've been busy all these years, I know that." Bonna's big blue eyes blinked, and her tone was very gentle, and she was also very lonely: "You've been busy, you've always been ......."

If it weren't for the news of Bonna's fainting and hospitalization reaching Reinhardt, he might still be sitting in his office and holding Paulus to sip coffee and review papers, instead of rushing to the hospital to accompany Bonna to light candles and pour red wine for a candlelit dinner.

By the time Reinhardt arrived, Bonna's face had regained its rosiness and she didn't look so weak. Since it was just the time for the meal, Reinhardt took the opportunity to prepare a personal room for Bonna at the First Hospital in Berlin, and had a simplified candlelit dinner with his wife.

With her small hands, Bonna gently slipped the steak on the plate, keeping her head down and not saying a word.

Reinhardt, who felt that the atmosphere was a little stuffy, smiled and looked for a topic: "By the way, how long ago was the last candlelight dinner?" I don't even remember ........."

"It was more than ten years ago, when we were still in the Soviet Union, and you were not at all as busy as you are now." Bonna whispered.

So long?! Reinhardt was stunned.

In his opinion, time flies too quickly.

It's been so long since I traveled to this era, got a new life, put on a new identity, and married a beautiful wife?!

From an unknown otaku who was bullied all day long, to a German Führer who is known all over the world, before you know it, your fate has changed so dramatically!

Since when did you begin to accept your new identity and go further and further on today's path?

Thinking about it, Reinhardt believes that today's self is still completely stereotyped since he shot Major General Umegawa from Japan. It was that shot that made him subconsciously really end his bleak past and step into the new world of today.

It's a pity that the Luge pistol that killed Major General Umegawa, or the one named Xiao Yao's enemy in his previous life, has now been given to Speer to be used as a "Shang Fang sword". The only souvenir that allowed him to recall his past memories was no longer with him.

"What's wrong?" Looking at Reinhardt, who was a little dazed, Bonna said thoughtfully.

"Oh......." Reinhardt came back to his senses and said slowly with some hesitation, "It's nothing, I just heard you say that, and I suddenly remembered what happened before." ”

"Before?" Bonna blinked her big charming eyes and asked with a red face, "You never told me about your past, and you never talked about what happened in the first half of your life, and you never said anything about it." ”

Obviously, Bonna was misunderstood, and she thought that Reinhardt's words were meant to talk to her about her youthful past.

Reinhardt, who realized this, hurriedly waved his hand and explained, "No......... How so? Actually, what I just recalled was more than ten years ago. ”

"And what about before that?" Bonna looked at Reinhardt reluctantly and asked, "We've been together for so long, you should be able to talk.........

Woman, curiosity is so heavy? Reinhardt smiled wryly, he didn't have many memories of his current body. He has his own otaku memories of the first half of his life, but that memory is too unbearable.

"Some memories are not very good, I can just eat this kind of suffering myself, there is nothing worth sharing." Reinhardt looked at Bonna with a smile, "I don't think anyone wants to hear a story that is silent and depressing, right?" ”

Bonna was also a perceptive woman, and she could hear her husband's sadness in Reinhardt's words.

Getting up and walking down her place, Bonna walked over to Reinhardt's chair, took his hand and stroked it gently: "The memories of the experience, the time of the experience, that is your own, how can you say that it is not good?" ”

Bonna's voice is very soft and very beautiful. Until now, Reinhardt felt that it was most satisfying to be with such an understanding wife. It's a pity that over the years, the time he spent with Bonna has been decreasing........

The corners of Reinhardt's eyes were a little sour, and after hesitating for a while, his heart finally began to waver, and he said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "My past ........"

"Yes, I'll listen." Bonna comforted carefully. She held Reinhardt's hand tightly, feeling that the seemingly strong man was trembling and his emotions were fluctuating violently.

"I used to be like a puppet, as if I never got angry. People are kind to me, and I smile. When others treat me badly, I smile too. Gradually, there are fewer and fewer people who are good to me, and more and more people who are not good to me. But I still smile because I can only smile ........"

For the first time, Reinhardt talked about his life with people of this era, and his emotions were rarely out of control. He did not dare to say these weak words to his subordinates, to his cronies, or to everyone who believed in him and respected him. Because in that case, his personality and image will collapse, and people's trust in him will dissipate. During the war, this was not allowed!

He could only talk about it all with the woman in front of him who loved him, although he wasn't even prepared to reveal anything about Bonna at first.

The corners of Reinhardt's eyes grew sour, and the harrowing memories resurfaced. All along, he has been dodging, trying not to face everything, and today he appeared in front of him again.

He hopes that everything is a dream, he even hopes that he has not had the experience he once had, that the man named Zhang Chengtian is fictional, and that only the current Reinhardt in the world is a real existence.......

He had also tried to deposit a large amount of money in the Imperial Bank that ordinary people would not be able to use up in hundreds of lifetimes, in the name of a person who did not exist at the moment. He even used his position as the head of the German Führer to make an inexplicably detailed rule for the owner who could withdraw the money, and demanded that the Reichsbank must enforce it permanently.

However, all this could not change his memory, nor could he change his past. The humble self in the impression is still in the place in my heart.

"I'm pregnant, Reinhardt." Bonna's gentle voice entered Reinhardt's ears again: "I just found out in the hospital today........ You're going to be a father. ”

Then Bonna did what countless women in the country dream of. He gently stroked the hair of the Reich Führer, like an ordinary lover: "It seems that our child has a strong father!" ”

That's why Bonna asked everything today, as a mother, she had to ask everything for both of them and for her born child.

Fortunately, everything is acceptable, and Reinhardt's concealed past is not a bad record, just a little sad. And in Bonna's opinion, Reinhardt, who has endured so much, is far stronger than he thinks!