190 A change in outlook on life
The prison has been a place for important death row inmates since ancient times. As long as www.biquge.info people enter the prison, they are all dead and alive, and no one can get out alive, and most of the people who come in are people who have offended the emperor, and they will soon be killed by a cup of poisoned wine, or killed by a white silk of three zhang. Accustomed to seeing many celebrities in the court, or a party of the big man died in prison, the jailer guarding the prison felt proud, he did a great thing, and after he went out, he could brag to the people around him, who ・・・・・・ how big the official, and finally died in his own hands, thinking of those adoring eyes, his face was full of brilliance. But the prison does not detain people casually, and the current ministers are all smart, as long as they do not commit capital crimes, the prison is deserted all year round, so that the jailers can't find fun and can't find the capital to brag. But recently the prison is not peaceful, the prison is finally locked in a person, this person's identity is very different from other officials who came in, I heard that the emperor specially called into the palace to do the official, and then made a party member, when the yellow turban rebelled, killed many people, and finally named the Hou Ye, this is a killing god, standing in the sea of blood to achieve himself. For this kind of official, the jailer especially likes to look at his embarrassed appearance, from time to time to find an excuse to go to inspect and see, watching him unkempt, no one is a ghost, and suddenly he feels that he is high, and he is a person who lives like this, and he is also looking forward to it in his heart, hoping to give him death through his own hands, and when he dares to resist, he will have fun again.
In prison, Li Zhenunkemp's head was scattered, and he slept on the ground covered with straw with an expressionless face, trembling all over. These days are the biggest pain in his life since he crossed, three meals a day, the jailer gave three steamed buns a bowl of water, and the steamed buns are still hard to knock their teeth, they can't bite it, the water is muddy and dirty water, which makes people disgusting to see. At first, Li Zhen had to force himself not to eat or drink, but within two days, the whole person was hungry and couldn't stand it, and the hunger and thirst were that he put down his reserve, picked up the steamed bun and swallowed the dirty water in his stomach.
These were only his physical sufferings, and in the damp and gloomy prison, the greatest suffering was psychological, no one spoke, and the former jailers came every day from time to time to look at himself with sarcasm and laugh at him. At this moment, he understood what it was like for a tiger to fall into Pingyang and be bullied by dogs, and a dragon to swim in the shallows was played by shrimp. This group of bastards, Li Zhen can only pretend to sleep every day to avoid the eyes of these little people.
Every day in this humid prison, the air is not circulated, the smell of eating and drinking Lazar, coupled with the psychological pressure, he can't stand it, and finally fell ill two days ago. Getting sick in prison was a troublesome thing, and the jailers would not have paid for him to have a doctor, because in their eyes Li Zhen was a man who was going to die. Li Zhen can only hold on to the straw on the ground to keep his physical strength from declining, but how long can he hold on? Illness came like a mountain, and the heat and cold made him feel that death was beckoning to him, and this was the feeling of death.
In the face of life and death, no one can face it calmly, everyone will be afraid, and Li Zhen is no exception.
Why? Why is my life like this? Li Zhen kept asking himself, he thought that he could rely on his advantage of crossing to dare to do something big in the last years of the Eastern Han Dynasty, and with his true temperament, he could make friends with some heroic scribes, to create the future, and to achieve the road of the emperor. But where now? It's your true temperament, the promise to protect a woman, and let yourself be in a cage, is it worth it?
Value, Li Zhen firmly believes that he doesn't hate anyone, only himself, if his power is really strong, and the powerful makes people tremble, will anyone dare to laugh at himself? Do people dare to put themselves in prison? No one dared to do this to me. They will all be afraid of me because I am powerful.
But is it useful to think about it now? He is already a dying person, even if he is not sick, I am afraid that the Spirit Emperor will not let him go. Many people's faces flashed in his mind, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, Cai Yan, Liu Ying, Tian Feng, Gan Mei ・・・・・・, they are still worried about themselves now! If they do die, will their fate change, or will they return to their original history? Cao Cao dominated the world, Liu Bei escaped from the Han Dynasty three times, Sun Quanguan inherited the family business for three generations, entertained himself in Jiangdong, and made trouble for decades. Thinking of the ending of his friends and lovers around him, Li Zhen was in a cold sweat. No, I want to live, for myself, for Yan'er and them, I must live.
Outside the cell, several jailers gathered around and talked enthusiastically, they guessed that Li Zhenneng could hold out for a few days, and they felt pity to see him die of illness and not wait for the emperor to send the torture tools.
"What are you doing here?"
A group of people who came to the prison saw several jailers outside the cell hugging and laughing. When an obese official saw this, he was so frightened that he sweated profusely and scolded this group of bastards in his heart.
"Your Excellency."
"Your Excellency."
When the jailers saw their superiors, they hurriedly sorted out their appearances and stepped forward to salute.
The obese official didn't look at them, and smiled at one person behind him: "Master Hou, the subordinate officials are not strict in discipline, which makes you laugh." ”
"Hmph・・・・・・ don't lead the way."
"No."
When the officials walked into the prison, the jailers got up and breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Who is it just now?" How do I look more energetic than adults. ”
"I just took a sneak peek and saw that it was Marquis Zhang."
"It's him, I guess he must have come to see General Li off."
"What kind of general, a man who is going to die, and a general."
When he arrived at the door of the prison, Zhang Rang said, "You guys are waiting here." "Went into the prison alone, smelled the smell of the prison, frowned, took out a handkerchief to cover his nose, smoked to death, this place is really not a place for people to stay, if it weren't for Your Majesty, I wouldn't come to this kind of place if I was killed, I hope Li Zhen can be smarter, let me finish Your Majesty's affairs as soon as possible, so that I can go back and wash a few times."
Zhang Rang staggered to Li Zhen's cell, saw him holding the straw, his body kept shaking, and hurriedly shouted: "General Li, what's wrong with you?" General Lee. ”
Li Zhen pinched his thighs tightly with both hands, gritted his teeth, and didn't let himself fall unconscious, hearing someone shouting at him, but he didn't even have any strength now, who was it? Who's coming?
"General Lee." Zhang Rangda jumped and said: "Come on, come on." ”
The obese official was waiting anxiously outside, and when he heard Zhang Rang's eager voice, he thought something was wrong, and he was the first to rush in, saying in his heart that Master Hou must not have an accident, otherwise how would I explain to His Majesty.
"Master Hou."
Zhang Rang saw the appearance of the person who came and said like thunder: "You bastards, how can you treat General Li like this, if something happens to the general, I won't spare you." ”
"Master Hou・・・・・・ I ・・・・・・, I don't know what happened?"
Zhang Rang didn't listen to his explanation, and shouted: "Why are you stunned, why don't you open the prison door quickly and pass the imperial doctor." (To be continued.) )