Although we are aware of what is about to happen from the beginning and have the determination to face it calmly, it does not mean that we can really not do it when imagination becomes reality. When eating wine turned into cannibalism, the clothes on his body were torn off one by one and thrown to the ground, and the man's hot breath touched his skin, Mei Ruyu only felt that there was a blur in front of her, and she didn't know where she was, what day and night.

The three dice spun at high speed in front of your eyes, getting bigger and bigger, getting clearer and clearer, filling the whole world.

"Ten thousand taels of gold, it's better to defend yourself with a skill. This is especially true of women, look at your fellow villagers, your neighbors...... If you don't want to be like them when you grow up, just practice hard for me, only if you practice your skills, you won't be slaughtered by others. ”

Under the scorching sun, the ignorant little girl threw the dice again and again under the guidance of her old woman beside her, practicing her technique, speed and strength. Under the scorching sun, the little girl's white and tender face was already covered with beads of sweat, but she clenched her teeth, never complaining or thinking about being lazy. Listening to the sound of the dice clinking in the bowl, a smile appeared on the girl's face.

The sister next door had to bring back a different man every day, and then she would be beaten and scolded by her father, and the last family would cry together, and then go to buy rice. A sister-in-law who has taken care of herself since she was a child suddenly cried one day and was pulled away by a stranger, she went to beg her father to save people, but her father, who has always been obedient to herself, refused her request for the first time and told herself to be nosy. also said that if you don't sell your sister-in-law, the family will starve to death or something like that. That was the first time the girl learned that people, like other livestock, could be bought and sold in the market. Later, the family still starved to death, and the girl privately thought again, what would happen if she didn't sell her sister-in-law, and would the people who bought her sister-in-law sell her to buy food again?

As she gets older, the girl's appearance becomes more and more exciting, especially the fair skin, as if she is blessed by the gods, and she is still fair and tender even if she is exposed to the wind and sun. Therefore, from the age of ten, the girl has been harassed.

Thanks to her having a father who loves his daughter, she also has a very powerful master. Who would have thought that the old woman who was saved at that time was actually a hidden master. is obviously an old lady, but she can break a wooden stake with one palm, drink a pound of liquor and eat three days' rations for ordinary people. If it weren't for her amazing gambling skills, she would have starved to death or been hacked to death at the border.

When the old woman was drunk, she always liked to scold a man named Feng Si, saying that this man had mistaken her life. Mei Ruyu didn't understand, and she didn't dare to ask, but she was relieved to practice martial arts with the old woman. When she could also split the stake with one palm, and throw the points she wanted with a single hand, the old woman had already come to the end of her life.

When she was critically ill, the only advice Master gave to Mei Ruyu was to be careful of men, because she was too beautiful, especially in a place like the border gate, and this kind of beauty could easily become the original sin and be thrown into trouble. Even if she teaches her a stunt, it doesn't mean that the girl will be safe and sound. At the last moment, the old woman took Mei Ruyu's hand and said: Being able to control the dice is considered to be entering the door, and being able to control your own life is the real way. I have only been a beginner all my life, hoping that my disciples can attain enlightenment.

With the Master's last words, the girl embarked on a journey to find the way. At one point, she thought that she was about to succeed, and relying on her father's military exploits and her master's repulsion of the Mongol assassins that day, she had a relationship with Wu Dui, the governor of Xuanda, and with Wu Dui's care, she was able to run a gambling house in Datong.

Different from the imagination of ordinary people, even if they have something to do or want to make a difference, they will only try to ensure that the border army is fully fed, but they will definitely not let the three armies be paid. With military pay, there is a passage fee, and then you can escape. The troops, which barely survived by military law and torture, will flee when given the opportunity. From the beginning of the establishment of the military household system, desertion was a common thing, not to mention that the living conditions in the border areas were far more difficult than those in the belly, and once the soldiers had the funds, they would definitely have to run.

However, if there is no military salary and reward, the morale of the troops cannot be maintained, and many famous generals adopt a deceptive method. First, the soldiers were paid, and then they organized games in the barracks, or opened up camp tricks, and used similar methods to cheat the money in the hands of the soldiers. Such a group of soldiers who are always in a state of hunger will go to the battlefield to fight for their lives in order to obtain enjoyment capital and ensure that the army will not collapse.

Mei Ruyu's gambling house is built on this purpose. Relying on her stunning appearance can attract a large number of men to gamble, she is not a person who is afraid of being looked at, and occasionally says some meat words, which makes men's hearts itch. From the moment it opened, the business of the gambling house was very hot, even if Wu Dui was reappointed and Jia Yingyuan took office, the gambling house still stands.

Most of the money earned will flow back to the governor's yamen as a reserve for the maintenance of military salaries or bonuses in the future, and the relevant personnel will also share the profits. Of the remaining part, a large part should be handed over to Xue Wenlong and Xiao Changce, so that they can have money to comfort the families of Pao Ze who died in battle. It is the surface scenery of Mei Ruyu, but in fact, there is not much private wealth. Rao is like this, in the military household of Datong, Mei Ruyu can also be regarded as a rich person, and she may be married to a wishful husband. Even if this Lang Jun has died of his wife and has children, he still treats himself as a sinful body, but she doesn't care! She only knew that she liked him, and that was enough.

Fate was finally held in her hands, Mei Ruyu once excitedly beat her horse into the mountain, and shouted loudly in front of the master's grave: I have attained the Tao. The number of hits is like dice, which has been manipulated by oneself at will.

In a trance, she saw herself wearing auspicious clothes and leaving the new house with Xue Wenlong. The two husbands sang and followed each other, accompanied each other for life, and lived a fairy-like life. What the master couldn't do, he did it himself, and the fate was in his own hands, and he could do whatever he wanted.

Just when she was happy, the sound of the dice turning sounded again, the three dice were spinning at high speed, and Mei Ruyu couldn't control it no matter how hard she tried, and she couldn't make it stop. Mei Ruyu felt an inexplicable fear in her heart, the feeling of losing control was not good at all, she had a premonition that the moment the dice stopped, the points she showed were definitely not what she wanted.

"Meilong Town, so tight door ......"

A melodious singing voice recalled Mei Ruyu from fantasy to reality. Although she tried her best to fantasize about the man on her body as Xue Wenlong, this singing smashed this fantasy to pieces. Xue Wenlong can't sing this strange tune, and he can't either, only Master Fan from Beijing can.

Smile so charmingly, obviously not happy, but still try to pretend to be shameless, is the woman who tries to initiate the invitation really herself? When she was like a foal for Fan Jin to drive, and the martial arts that she had cultivated hard were originally used to deal with those silver disciples, but now they were used to put on various difficult poses to please this man she didn't love at all, the sentence of manipulating fate was like a slap in the face, slapping her face hard, shattering all her dreams.

You can only control the dice, but you can't control the number of hits. In the face of fate, she is still the weak little woman, let God handle it at will, and she can only bear it obediently. Just like now, she is obviously forced, but she still has to act actively, and no one can see any trace of compulsion.

Until the last moment, she still had a way to get rid of it. She clearly remembered that when Fan Jin took her into his arms, he asked in a low voice, "Are you really willing to obey this official?" ”

According to her experience, Fan Jin was sincere when he said this, and if he really didn't want to, he might not be reluctant. Although he used force when he possessed the seventh sister, he never used violence when he treated himself from beginning to end. At that moment, she thought about refusing, thinking about kneeling down and begging him to let her go, but Xue Wenlong's indifferent words roared in her ears like a spell, making her give up the last chance, and instead took the initiative to offer two cherry lips.

If you are rare, then why should I guard it for you? The beautiful jade was destroyed and the pearl was destroyed, and the proud snow and cold plum fell into the mortal dust and turned into mud. Whatever, no one cares anyway. Since the person he loves is so ruthless, why should he remain in love with him? The seventh sister is right, men are unreliable, only money and power are real. If you lose the last bet, you must win this one, and you must make Xue Wenlong regret it and regret it for the rest of your life!

She gritted her teeth and thought that she would invite another pet in a flattering manner that she could not even imagine, looking very much like the prostitutes she had hated in the past.

"The plum and snow are three points white, but the snow loses the plum and a piece of fragrance...... From the official's point of view, your body is very white and fragrant, and it is even more rare to be a finished body, baby, sure enough, baby! ”

Fan Jin played with Mei Ruyu's body and praised it sincerely. Mei Ruyu knew in her heart that in this man's heart, Dingtian was a plaything, which was rare now, and she might get tired of it in a few years, and she didn't know what the end would be when she did. But so what? As long as he can make Xue Wenlong regret it, he will give up everything.

"Thank you for the compliment, in the heart of the eldest master, the slave family is really so good?"

"It's nature. This official has long heard that Shanxi has three uniques, and now it seems that there is no color in the three uniques of jade. ”

"The master is worthy of being a reader, and he is really good at coaxing people. But I don't know how the slave family is better than Aunt Xue? ”

"This ...... Why? ”

"The slave family heard that Aunt Xue is the most favored by the master's side, and she can have whatever she wants, since the slave family gave her innocent body to the master, she naturally wants a name. But if you pass the door, you will be recognized by the eldest lady, who makes the family the daughter of Xiangguo. But Xue Wu, a woman from a teaching workshop, if she also bullies the slave family everywhere, then I don't follow it. It's better to find someone to marry, so as not to be angry! ”

"Don't worry, beauty, how can people bully you with me? No matter if Aunt Xue or whoever dares to bully you, I will stand up for you! ”

"Is that true?"

"Naturally, it's serious."

"That'...... I want the master to promise the slave family one thing. ”

"Okay, whether you want gold or jewelry, the official will promise you everything."

"No, the slave family doesn't want that, the slave family wants ...... Xue Wenlong stayed in Xuanda as a soldier for the rest of his life, and he was not allowed to return to Jiangnan to take up his post! ”

Fan Jin was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't understand why Mei Ruyu made this request, but Mei Ruyu was already lightly beating Fan Jin's chest: "The old man just promised the slave family, and promised me everything!" You can't say that you are a big man, the slave family has already given you an innocent body, you are not allowed to fool me. ”

"Good...... I can't help it. I will promise you that I will not mention the matter of Xue Wenlong's attack again. If you're not happy, I'll cut off his head! ”

"No!" Mei Ruyu subconsciously exclaimed, and then hurriedly covered up: "Kill him with a knife, it's too cheap for him!" Besides, what should Aunt Xue do if she doesn't let the master enter the door in the future? It's better to leave him here, and suffer from the wind and sun for the rest of his life, this kind of broken knife and cutting flesh is the real torture. Besides, I have nothing to do with him, so why do I have to die for him? ”

"Okay, everything is up to you. But the official has already listened to you, how can you repay me? ”

"Sir...... You're bad. Slaves don't pay attention to you......"

Mei Ruyu took the initiative to tease the man, and then endured the man's attack. The room was pitch black, and as her head was buried between the pillows, two lines of clear tears fell, wetting the pillow. Although she successfully took revenge on Xue Wenlong, she didn't feel the slightest joy in her heart, in this scorching summer, she was like falling into an ice cave, and her body was cold. I can't imagine that this lowly woman is really herself. Daddy and Master are in the sky, and they will probably be very angry, thinking that they have lost the face of the family and failed to live up to the expectations of the master...... But what can I do?

Perhaps God gave me this look not as a favor, but as a curse. If you were an ugly woman, there wouldn't be so much to do. In the days to come, he is destined to force a smile, anesthetize himself with wealth and glory, and strive to pretend to be happy, so as to spend the rest of his life.

Xue Wu! I must let you know that you are not the only one who will please men, one day, I want you to kneel in front of me, be a girl for me, watch me take away your man, your favor, trample you under your feet, let you also experience the suffering I have suffered!

In the courtyard, the eagle fell again, and Sister Jin Qi, who had been secretly listening to the foot of the wall in the middle of the night, rubbed her sour legs and tied a strip of cloth to the eagle's feet. When the eagle flew up, Jin Qijie tore off the clothes on her chest, messed up her hair a little, and then ran to the upper room with her legs, and when several female guards appeared to stop her, she shouted:

"Help! Tell Madame for help! Master Fan was drunk, and he pulled Miss Mei and didn't let go, he was afraid that something big would happen if he went late. ”

After a while, the back house was boiling. Just when Mei Ruyu was curled up in Fan Jin's arms, asking him for jewelry and clothes while letting him kiss his body, the door was suddenly slammed open, and under the cover of the lampball, Zhang Shunqing's cold face was revealed.

"You two get dressed and come to my study."