"Okay, that's for sure. Liu Hong said bitterly, with mixed tastes in her heart. Only these old friends can speak so bluntly. No one can predict how far away this day is, but it is a tragic fact. Although I heard about this day in my previous life, I can experience it in this life. People are inherently dead, or they are natural to go, or they are helpless to go. Or without pain or lingering on the bed, no matter how you die, death is a topic that is kept secret. Liu Hong instantly understood what kind of mental state those who were on the verge of death.

I can't give up too much to live for, and I want family affection to leave the best and most decent to others.

The comrades-in-arms said something again, Liu Hong didn't care, he was thinking about Cheng Qing who was lying on the bed waiting for death. One more minute with him is a treasure in this life. There may be an afterlife, maybe the two people are strangers and have no intersection. When you pass by, you may not even look back.

There was a feeling of moisture in her eyes, and Liu Hong turned her head hard to hold back the moisture. Only then did she meet a pair of scrutinizing eyes, Liu Hong looked at it a little irritably, déjà vu but abruptly annoying.

When Qu Xiangyun came, Liu Hong had already left, and she was very unaccustomed to it without her little husband by her side. She was woken up by hunger at three o'clock in the morning, and sat up lazily to see the wedding photo hanging at the head of the bed, and she couldn't see that she was older than her little husband at that time.

In the past few years, high-end cosmetics have been nourished, and the little husband has been spoiled, not to mention how happy he is. In a blink of an eye, the little kung fu husband went abroad to accompany the children, and he was too lazy to groom.

Habitually sitting in front of the dresser, looking at the bottles and cans and the shiny mirror, I suddenly felt that this was the real me. The skin is loose and yellowish, without the cover of cosmetics, wrinkles can be seen on the forehead at the corners of the eyes, a layer of white at the roots of the hair, and the bags under the eyes are also clearly visible.

Old man, the young and mature face of the little husband appeared in the bottom of his heart, and then he felt the traces of the years, and he never favored anyone. Some are just deliberate grooming to cover up and feel good about themselves.

Looking at himself in the mirror, Xiangyun's eyes overlapped with another face, Liu Hong, who had never been carved a few times, his twin sister. Suddenly, she remembered that she had to go over to take care of her brother-in-law for her sister. I had already left this in my dream, why did I get up so late, I should have set an alarm clock on my phone.

casually picked up a bottle of covering cream and put it down irritably, rejuvenating lotion, moisturizer... In the end, he didn't apply any kind to his face, and walked out of the house with no face on his face.

"Sister Xiangyun, you are also like this. When the brother-in-law leaves, you won't be rough and unkempt. Looking at Qu Xiangyun, who opened the door with a key and came in, Cheng Qing was stunned for a while before jokingly saying.

"Brother-in-law, aren't you afraid that no one will take care of you when you get up late, where is Liu Hong's cosmetics, it's really embarrassing to not wipe anything on this face. ”

"Hey, I'll just say it casually, it's not to the point where I can't bear to look at it directly. Oh, in the drawer over there. Cheng Qing joked.

Xiangyun opened the drawer, and only a bottle of moisturizer was left alone in the corner next to the neatly stacked manuscripts.

"That's what my sister usually uses?" asked Xiangyun as she wiped her face.

"Yes, she usually uses that when she gets up early and goes to bed, she goes directly to the beauty salon when she has any entertainment. ”

"Really, I thought Sister Liu Hong was putting on her own makeup, but I didn't expect to go to that kind of place. ”

"yes, I got that beauty card for her two years ago, and she hasn't used it a few times. It's my sick body that drags her down. ”

"How is it possible, every time I see Sister Liu Hong, she is so young and charming. I thought it was just as decorated as I was. Brother-in-law, where to reason, these years are really a target for favor. ”

"Sister Xiangyun, you still haven't changed, you have to say everything to an explanation, old age is the law of history, you are reasonable with time, naïve!"

"Brother-in-law, you smiled, and you frowned from the moment you hit me in the door. Oh, look at my memory, you should take your medicine, right?"

"yes, it's been time, I'm dying of pain. I wanted to go down to the ground and take the medicine myself, but I was afraid that I would fall and not be able to get up. Cheng Qing said with difficulty.

"Brother-in-law, it's all my fault that I got up late, so I'll pour you water and take medicine. Xiangyun hurriedly helped Cheng Qing take the medicine according to Liu Hong's instructions, and said with self-reproach in his mouth. Liu Hong told him several times on the phone, and when Cheng Qing was not sleeping, he kept chatting with him, so that he could distract himself and not feel so much pain.

Not only was he late, but he also forgot about taking medicine. It seems that this memory is not convincing.

"Brother-in-law, it's been more than ten years, think about the time when you met Liu Hong, you were still in another city. ”

"yes, I'm missing out on a lot. I heard about many of Liu Hong's experiences later, and I didn't participate in them. Think about how incompetent my husband is. ”

"Then you are doing your career, and it is not something you deliberately did to hurt yourself. ”

"Sister, don't comfort me, we can say that we have hurt her in an embarrassed way, and no one is a good person. Cheng Qing said bitterly, it was not the physical pain that was the repentance in his heart.

"Cheng Qing, what are you doing with that paragraph, I can't even forgive myself when I dream back at midnight. After indulgence, all that is left is regret and sadness. ”

"You think we're going to be bastards. Thinking about it now, I feel blushing, it is not a sentence that can be forgiven for being young and indulgent. Cheng Qing struggled to writhe his body in the quilt and said. He wanted to pee, and when Liu Hong was by his side, he didn't need to say it himself, and now he was very entangled, whether to tell his eldest aunt or not.

"Yes, Liu Hong is generous and doesn't care about us, but we can't forgive ourselves. Qin Ming didn't come with me, and I didn't have the face to come to your house myself. Brother-in-law, what's wrong with you? Oh, you're going to the toilet, I'll help you over. Qu Xiangyun thought of this layer in hindsight. Liu Hong also told herself about this, but whether it needed to be solved in bed, Liu Hong didn't say it, and she was a little embarrassed.

Helping the weak Cheng Qing to go to the toilet with difficulty, Qu Xiangyun's eyes looked outside, full of self-blame. Cheng Qing rarely pees standing up, and Liu Hong picks it up on the bed. It was as weak as if he had exhausted all the strength of his body. As for the stool, it is even more uncomfortable than the punishment, but fortunately, there is no intention to defecate today, otherwise it will be exhausting if it is not painful to death.

You can't eat too much for lunch.

Cheng Qing, who was leaning on himself with the weight of his entire body, Xiangyun was full of pain. What a man who used to be suave, but now he is as weak as a baby. The man who talks and laughs and has a temperament like a rainbow, now in addition to self-blame, self-blame and repentance.

There is also a debt of his own here, and Xiangyun feels that his sins are unforgivable when he thinks about it.

helped Cheng Qing to lie back on the bed again, and the two of them suddenly lost their topic. When she helped Cheng Qing just now, she felt that his body was wet, and she knew that it was all soaked in sweat from pain.

"Well, brother-in-law, you have to scrub your body every day, do you need me to help you? ”

"No need, Liu Hong will be back in the afternoon. Cheng Qing already felt very uncomfortable, not only scrubbing his body, but also changing the clothes inside at any time, this was the first time he was lying wet in the quilt. Liu Hong also bought a dehydration bucket for this, she said that the underwear washed in the washing machine was not thorough, and every time it was washed by hand, it was disinfected and then dried.

used to be like Qu Xiangyun, but now he is ashamed. This kind of thing is still done by my daughter-in-law, how uncomfortable it is easier than physical pain, just bear with it.