Chapter 032. God, please let me die again

After the vernal equinox, the weather begins to develop in the direction of dry heat, and the sleeping insects and mosquitoes gradually wake up, and under the dark night sky, a large star shines.

Zhao Yange stood in front of the door of Yuhuan, the lights inside were on, swaying, and the sound of a woman's sobs came from time to time.

He walked to the door, his brow furrowed, and he tried to reach out and knock on the door, but the movement stopped again, and the words in his head loomed like bubbles.

What do you say when you get in?

This is a headache for him, in the modern world, Zhao Yange does some negative things, he doesn't recognize people when he puts on his pants, it is an era when money dominates people's souls, but it's different here.

The people are simple-minded, except for the dignitaries and royal nobles, most of them are monogamous, women are whipped by the law when they go out of the wall, and men are half-hearted and will be criticized by the people around them.

He thought about it, but he gritted his teeth and didn't knock on the door, letting Yuhuan hug his head and cry in the house, the courtyard was very quiet, only the sound of the spring breeze blowing across the earth.

The mother's house and Yuhuan's residence are not far away, only a few dozen steps away, Zhao Yange caught a glimpse of a bright light coming, knowing that the mother had not slept yet, so he wanted to follow over to talk about his heart.

Holding a wooden basin in his hand, Zhao Yange gently patted the door panel and said, "Mother, are you asleep?" ”

After a few slight coughs, some faint voices came: "Shiro, my mother hasn't slept yet, come in." ”

Liu sat on the bed, the years were too cruel to this woman, cutting her face like a knife, and the room was filled with a faint medicinal fragrance.

The old trees outside the window sprouted new sprouts, and the birds in the trees hid their heads under the branches in surprise, jumped around, and were suddenly disturbed by the sound of "squeak" opening the door, and flew into the sky.

"Mother, I heard that you have been coughing all the time recently, is there any disease, this is Huanghuali, cough suppressant, I have washed it, eat one a day, and the condition will improve!"

Liu Shi looked at him quietly and said with a smile: "The old problem caused by typhoid fever a few years ago, there is no way to find countless doctors for so many years, so it is so consumed, so Shiro bothered!" ”

"It's better to pay more attention, the body is the capital!" Zhao Yange's face is ugly, how can this mother be so similar to his mother in the last world, in order to make money desperately for future generations to live a good life, in the end, let the children be frightened, in exchange for more pain than happiness, the gains outweigh the losses.

Liu's kindness, when he was dependent on Yuhuan, there was a kind of temperament that swept the floor and was afraid of hurting ants, although he was lonely, but he could protect Zhao Yange and Yuhuan desperately, and after a few years, the posture was no longer there, Zhao Yange just pitied her hard life.

"You haven't slept so late, what's wrong?" Liu Shi blinked and said in a deep voice.

"It's not a big deal!" Zhao Yange raised his head, looked at his mother's eyebrows and said: "I've been asleep for a year, and I've forgotten a lot of things, I want to re-understand, Yuhuan, this girl, why is she angry every time she jokes with her that she wants to marry her?" ”

Liu squinted slightly, like a tiger sleeping, sighed softly, and said: "It's okay to tell you, but you have to promise not to mention it to anyone, not even Yuhuan herself, this is a scar in her heart!" ”

Zhao Yange was stunned, he was his mother's son, why did she speculate on herself with such malice?

He repeatedly weighed and guessed in his heart, how could Yuhuan, as a maid, get a lot of favor from his mother, and what was so special about it compared with ordinary women?

"The days when you were asleep were the most difficult time for the Zhao family, but the leaky boat was caught in the wind and rain, and one rainy night, you had a high fever that did not go away, and your body was burning like the sun!

I have found a famous doctor in Wolong Town, and I have used a variety of methods to cool down your body, wipe and feed medicine, but the result is counterproductive. ”

"And such a strange disease!?" Zhao Yange said with tears and laughter: "It's unheard of!" ”

Liu Shi was a little uneasy and continued: "The doctor said that if you can't keep your body temperature constant, you will be tormented to death by the heat, so he proposed a final solution - to vent your desires!" ”

Speaking of which, there is no need to say much, there were only two women left in Zhao Fuzhong at that time, Liu and Yuhuan, that day Zhao Yange happened to see that Yuhuan's arm did not guard the palace sand, it should have been erased the night that he was cured...

Evil, but who created this, Zhao Yange scolded the last soul of this body angrily in his heart, do you know that you have to be responsible for what you do?

"Does Yuhuan think that her status as a subordinate is not worthy of me, or does she hate me for defiling her back then?" Zhao Yange said very seriously.

"Neither!" Liu shook his head, "It's because of a marriage contract, when your father was a businessman in Jiangnan, he was killed by a profiteer and almost died, and he happened to be rescued by the general Xu Xiao, so he had this marriage contract!" ”

In this era, not everyone can be called a general, it is a romantic name, and there is a power under his hands to control the army, and he has the function of privately mobilizing the army.

This incident made Zhao Yange even more surprised, and he asked rhetorically: "The general's daughter is a daughter made in heaven, the body of a phoenix, how can she fall in love with a merchant boy?" ”

Liu Shi paused, his eyes were dark, but he didn't speak, it was a secret, a secret that had been passed down from generation to generation by the ancestors of the Zhao family, and he could only tell Zhao Yange when he died!

Whatever time you remain, keep it as long as there is a trace left!

"The general said that his family has been a general for generations, and he has lived a decisive life of licking blood on the tip of the knife, and he doesn't want to continue to let his daughter marry a person in the sea, just to ask for a rich family for his daughter and live a plain life!"

I don't know if Zhao Yange will believe this explanation, but Liu himself doesn't believe it, and even he hasn't understood this paper marriage contract until now, will Xu Xiao find out the secret of the Zhao family, but since no one has broken it, she doesn't ask or think about it.

"It's reasonable!" Zhao Yange nodded, "But what does this have to do with Yuhuan?" ”

"Why don't you understand, it's the general's daughter who is married to you, even if you want to take a concubine, will the general agree, if you insist on taking it, it will only bring unwarranted disaster to the Zhao family! Yuhuan knows that she can't marry you in her life, but she wants to guard you like a jade, so she would rather be your maid for the rest of her life than get married! ”

Zhao Yange was shocked, no matter in the previous life or in this life, how could he always encounter so many troubles, he was going to get the general's daughter, and when the time came, he couldn't go to the Qinglou or listen to the beautiful music, what was the point of living that day?

He closed his eyes and murmured, "God, please let me die again!" ”