Chapter 187: Between Rivals in Love
Winters in London are cold and overcast, with dark clouds in the sky that never dissipate.
Audrey was in the same mood.
She thought she was following in Jonas's footsteps, but suddenly she realized that everything she had was built on the foundation that Jonas had laid for her.
She has never pursued the idea of independence, but that doesn't mean that she doesn't have her own life pursuits.
She didn't have high demands, she just wanted to be more equal to Jonas, not a vassal of Jonas as she is now.
She was so infatuated with Jonas that her life had been completely occupied by Jonas since the age of eleven.
Because of this, she didn't want to be the only stain on Jonas herself.
She didn't want to be a vase herself and not qualified to be Jonas's lover.
When she didn't want others to mention herself, she always said with envy but sourly: That's a lucky girl, because she became Jonas's wife, she has everything she has now.
She wants to be the irreplaceable person by Jonas's side, so that she can be worthy of Jonas's love.
Just like Mr. Lin and Mr. Leung, their love is equal.
But she didn't know what she could do to be truly worthy of Jonas.
He has unparalleled talent, almost perfect character qualities, and no matter how good she seems to be, she is just a foil by his side.
Being an actress is the only way to bring her closer to Jonas, and if she can't do that well, she feels that she is not worthy of Jonas's love at all.
She knew that Marita, who was sitting next to her, also had a little affection for Jonas, but she was a princess and she couldn't love Jonas without fear.
So she doesn't mind revealing her heart, and it's a good way to assert her sovereignty.
In front of a princess, she also has a sense of self-shame.
However, she has the love of Jonas, which is the only thing she can be proud of.
Even if you're a princess, Jonas loves me.
And Marita looked at the script and couldn't control her emotions anymore.
The joy and joy of her deceased Princess Mary, sorrow and sorrow.
When she saw that Princess Mary gave up her yearning for love and freedom for the sake of her own responsibility, she couldn't stop crying.
This is written about himself, and Jonas has felt his love, and he understands and sympathizes with himself.
This feeling of heart-to-heart connection made her feel relieved, but it was even more painful.
Why should you be a princess yourself! Why is Jonas already married!
But for Audrey beside her, she didn't hate it at all.
She was so pure, and she loved Jonas no less than she did.
All this is God's arrangement, and God's will cannot be guessed by mortals.
Until her emotions calmed down, she still clung to the script and didn't want to put it down.
"Audrey, can you give me this script?"
"Of course, this script was meant for you."
"Why? …… Is it what Jonas means? ”
"That's what I mean...... Marita, I know what you want. ”
For the first time, the pampered Marita felt weak and did not dare to look into Audrey's eyes, wiping her tears with a handkerchief. "Audrey, trust me, I never wanted to ruin your relationship, I just had a little ......"
Marita, who is only eighteen years old, is in love for the first time, and she can't fully see her feelings and doesn't know how to explain them.
Audrey grabbed her hand and whispered, "In the face of love, everyone is involuntarily. ”
Marita felt that her words had completely spoken to her heart, and she threw herself into Audrey's arms with some uncontrol, hugged her and said, "Yes, yes, I don't know when I have completely fallen into it." I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't control myself. So, I had no choice but not to meet Jonas, thinking that I would forget about Jonas. ”
"Can you do it, then?" Audrey feels that at this moment she has become the villain of the movie, she is taking advantage of Marita's innocence and kindness, and wants to make her retreat.
Marita was full of shame and sadness, and began to cry.
Audrey couldn't bear it, she didn't want to force Marita like this, but she couldn't afford to lose Jonas.
She couldn't imagine her life without Jonas, that would make her life completely meaningless.
This is the real purpose of her coming to London, movies are only secondary, life is more important.
Seeing Marita crying so sadly, Audrey knew that her goal had been achieved and that she could not continue any longer.
Because using Marita's kindness to force her will only make her rebellious. And if a princess really wants to compete with her for Jonas regardless of her face, even if Jonas has always loved her, she has no confidence that she can resist the pressure from all sides.
She also brewed her emotions, and her eyes quickly filled with tears, as if they would fall down the next moment.
"Marita, I don't mean to blame you. You're a good friend of mine, and if it's anything else, I can give it to you, but Jonas can't. Without him, I would have died. ”
"Audrey, I never wanted to hurt you, and although I like Jonas too, I know that I don't have any chance with him. He was not English, he was not a nobleman, he was not a Christian, and he was married, and these were the obstacles between me and him, the insurmountable obstacles. ”
At this time, Audrey deliberately said generously: "Yes, if you are not a princess, there is still a little chance with Jonas." I saw those Chinese in Nanhua who can now marry several wives. I was prepared that Jonas might marry another wife. If possible, I hope that person is you......"
Marita looked up and saw that Audrey was also crying, and her heart was even more ashamed. "No, it's impossible for me to be with Jonas, and even if I leave my princess behind, I don't want my father to disappoint me......"
Audrey breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, what she was afraid of was that Marita, who had grown up pampered since she was a child and grew up in a 100-compliant environment, was on the tip of the horns, and now that she could figure it out, she was not worried.
After all, she is a princess, and she is still a beautiful princess, and with such a rival in love, the pressure is very high.
She hugged Marita and said gently: "In the movie, I am your stand-in, so in reality, I should be your stand-in." I will always love Jonas and cherish the love between us. ”
It was only then that Marita came to her senses and asked, "Do you really not mind that I like Jonas too?" ”
Audrey sighed and said, "Jonas is so good, of course he will attract a lot of girls." I will always love him the way I do......"
The two good friends seemed to untie the knot, and then they began to discuss the plot of the movie again.
So much so that Marita stayed in the villa on Garden Street in Kensington Palace that night, and the two of them slept in the same bed, and talked about intimacy until half the night.
The next day, when Audrey woke up, Marita was still asleep.
Audrey looked at her for a long time, and had to admit that she was indeed a beauty. Moreover, she is still very plump there, unlike herself, only Yingying has a hand.
Although she knew that Zhou Nan was not a person who cared about this, she still felt a little guilty that she couldn't give Zhou Nan the best.
Thinking about the purpose of her visit to London, Audrey's heart became sad.
For the sake of Jonas, she had to accompany Marita in a play.
This seems to be a desecration of the sincerity that Marita has always had for her.
But for the sake of Jonas, she would rather become a hypocritical woman.
It wasn't until almost nine o'clock that Marita woke up from her dream, and Audrey, who had not gotten up for fear of waking her up, called her female officer to come in and help her change her clothes and wash.
By the time they sat down at the table, it was already ten o'clock.
Because there is a game tomorrow afternoon, Allen, the honorary chairman, went to Arsenal's headquarters, and no one at home bothered them.
Audrey opened today's newspaper and saw a report that immediately became intrigued. "Marita, Lady Oliver is back in London?"
"Yes, she came back last month, and the warm sunshine of Australia cured her of tuberculosis, so she has been more active recently."
"I want to see her, can you help me get in touch with her?"
Of course, her husband was awarded the title the year before, and their contact information is also on the royal family's directory. Mrs. King, can you help us find the phone number of Oliver's house? ”
Kate King nodded and said, "Of course, Your Excellency, Princess." ”
Marita asked with great interest, "What do you want her contact information for?" Oh, I see, you want to learn acting from her, don't you? ”
Audrey nodded and said: "Yes, compared to her, my actress is not justified at all, and I still need to learn in terms of acting." ”
Marita said with some disdain: "Except for her acting skills, she has nothing to offer." It is said that she is still mentally abnormal, and she is so demanding in sexual affairs that even her husband can't stand it. It's simply terrible, how can a woman indulge her lust! That's right......"
She kept her voice down so that her maid and Audrey's assistant Bonita in the living room could hear their conversation. "Do you and Jonas like to do the same thing? What's it like to do something like that? ”
Audrey exclaimed in a low voice, "Oh my God...... Marita, how can you ask such a question, it's so humiliating. ”
"Just tell me, I'm really curious......"
Seeing her somewhat disdainful, yet somewhat curious expression, Audrey was a little embarrassed. But he couldn't resist her, and selectively told her something, but Marita was red and ashamed to hear it.
Mrs. Katekin finished her phone call and came over with a note. "Miss Hepburn, this is Mrs. Oliver's call."