Chapter 42: A Soldier's Diary (Part II)
September 29th
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The major named Ye Xiaowu said: Only when the heart is strong enough, can a warrior be fearless and brave.
The boss also used to say: We can only survive the brutal battle if we are more fierce, more ruthless, and less afraid of death.
I always thought that the ever-growing self and the increasingly tacit understanding of the team were the basis for us to fight for the country on the battlefield, but last night, I understood that this is far from enough!
Fear is because of the unknown - but for soldiers, fear is the greatest shame!
When I saw the people I had slain in that world created by the magicians, I almost broke down - I was terrified, terrified, even collapsed when the death row inmate with the mutilated ear pulled at my clothes and screamed that I had killed him and wanted me to pay for his life......
From the time I went to Xiaonan to the time I returned to hell, I killed a total of 8 people in the past few months, including five death row inmates.
The people I had slain appeared before me again, wailing, screaming, and screaming for my life......
I have forgotten what humble reaction I had at that time - I didn't even tell myself in the right words: I am a soldier of the Empire, and I am worthy of murder!
The only thing I remember is when someone suddenly asks me: Are you scared?
Am I scared?
I'm scared!
But I'm not reconciled! I am a soldier of the Empire, the King of Soldiers of the Empire! Ye Zhan threw me to the execution ground for several nights in a row - what am I afraid of?
What am I afraid of? What am I afraid of?
"You are an imperial ~ soldier, you fight for the country, and it is your duty to kill the enemy for the country!"
Ye Zhan once grabbed me by the collar and yelled and reprimanded meβat that moment, it was this sentence that supported me to continue to face these dead!
It is precisely because of this sentence that I can face the cry of the relatives of these deceased, and I can face the pathos of their relatives.
After waking up, Boss Ye told me happily that I had passed the test.
At that moment, I had it all......
And for the first time, I also faced up to my own shortcomings - my heart was not strong enough!
October 7th
The training camp has been going on for a few days, and unlike the last training camp at the gates of hell, this training camp is mainly aimed at the training of individual tactics, group tactics and squad tactics, no cruel crazy oppression, no scolding from the instructors, and no inhuman torture - I actually feel very fulfilled these days!
Thankfully, our squad wasn't broken up by the Major, and of course, we welcomed three new members to our squad.
Leng Ying - an indifferent and silent veteran, although he only has the rank of corporal as a six-year-old soldier, but his personal military qualities have obviously been recognized by Ye Zhan, and he actually robbed the position of the second sniper of my squad, which is definitely not good news! Xu Chenyang's grandson is too calm, buddy can't grab it, the goods you joined halfway down the road actually rode on my head, and see, I must regain my position as the second sniper.
Ren Dong, the armored corps of the Third ~ Eighteenth Group Army, this kid has been a scout, mixed with the army aviation, has been in the cooking class, and has also stayed in the artillery, his complicated resume directly thundered us, and now he is mixed in the assault group, I think Xiao Jianyong's position as the leader of the assault team is about to be lost.
With the addition of these two boys, we are all in danger - how can foreign monks chant sutras? This makes us old people have to take even more crazy measures to strengthen ourselves, hey, the pressure......
By the way, there is a third fat man who joins - Chen Yuan.
Speaking of this kid, I'm also drunk, this kid was an ordinary soldier of Xiao Nanwu's army at the beginning, and later added to the fast counter.
I don't know how the boss fell in love with this kid, he and the demon king dug it directly from Kuai, and now he has been dug here from the dragon blade.
I don't feel good when I see this kid, he looks chubby and stupid, and he's so cowardly - meow a Mimi, I really don't know how the boss likes this kid.
It's night, and I'll continue writing next time.
October 19th
The exercise has not yet ended, the red and blue sides are still fighting on the battle front, and two days ago, the powerful major pulled us to the battlefield and fought with the blue army in the uniform of the Red Army -- I will take it, are we considered traitors?
We have been fighting with the Blues for three days, and now we are lurking in the 2013 area, about to raid an armored battalion of the Blues, and for the first time to fight with 7 other squads, I don't know what kind of results will be achieved - Major Ye said, this is a test of our training results during this time, and we are really looking forward to our test results!
October 23rd
The battle of the raid on the armored battalion was very successful, our 7 squads cleanly "destroyed" one of the armored battalions of the Blue Army, and only lost 7 people, but, unfortunately, we were actually bitten by the Blue Army - even more unlucky, it was actually our comrades from the 3rd Dragon Blade Brigade who chased us.
October 27th
Ahh
I'm hanging up again......
Damn Fat Chen, this fat man is so uncompromising, it makes me hang up......
The most unfortunate thing is that I was actually killed by the Demon King!
Although Boss Ye has always said that the Demon King is very perverted - but I never expected that the Demon King was so strong, and half of our team was actually reimbursed by him alone!
I'm so unlucky......
October 29th
It's back to the military headquarters of the 17th Army -- this is our temporary training camp, but just now, the battle sequence of the 17th Army has changed, and they have been adjusted from the battle sequence of the Yulin Army to the battle sequence of the Wehrmacht......
The entire guard battalion of the military headquarters is still in mourning -- I also feel heavy when I see the lieutenant colonel battalion commander who has been serving as a sparring partner for us, hiding in the woods and quietly wiping away tears.
Honor!
According to them, the predecessor of the 17th Group Army was a reserve force during the War of the Founding of the People's Republic of China, and after the bloody struggle of countless generations of martyrs, they were promoted from the Armed Guards to the National Defense Forces.
In the Seventh Sino-Japanese War, the 17th Group Army withstood the four-day attack of a Japanese alliance front army with the strength of one army, and on a front of dozens of kilometers, in the face of ten times the number of Japanese troops, the martyrs swore not to retreat, and stained the land red with blood, which led to the result of the 17th Group Army entering the Yulin Army sequence.
However, just today, the 17th Army withdrew from the battle sequence of the Yulin Army forever.
The backbone of the 17th Army collapsed......
I heard the boss say that they personally killed the military headquarters of the 17th Group Army, and it was also they who completely killed the hope of the 17th Army to break through. I heard that the commander of the 17th Group Army is still an elder of Boss Ye!
But Boss Ye said: War does not tolerate half-dead falsehood, and a little falsehood means that many comrades-in-arms have died because of this. Exercises are war, and half-silk falsehood must not be allowed!
I understand what the boss means, but watching the comrades in the guard battalion cry like rain, watching them tearfully lower the flag of the Yulin Army, at this moment, I hate it a little......
They are all their own brothers, so why bother? (To be continued.) )