Chapter 10 A Mother Advises Her Son
"Two! Ay! He Lin let out a long sigh when he opened his mouth! Silent...... Suddenly, He Lin's eyes were filled with tears, and he basically shed tears before he spoke......
"Ding Dong" He Jianye saw his mother crying suddenly, and immediately knelt down. "The son is not filial, which makes the mother sad!" He Jianye immediately apologized with a feeling full of guilt (can he not feel guilty, he occupies the body of his son who has been raised by others for almost 18 years),
"I know, since you were 12 years old, your father. When your uncle, uncle and other relatives in the family fall one by one in front of your eyes, your heart is full of hatred, since you were a child, you have become silent, do not play with other children, do not speak, always like to sit alone silently, since then, I am worried every day that you grow up so much? How can you come out of the shadows, on the way to escape and hide with our mother and son depending on each other, you always look at the He Mansion Mansion! Later, after a period of travel, I heard from elsewhere that your eldest brother and their troops were coming, and when I arrived in Qingjiang, I took you to find your eldest brother regardless of the rebellion, famine, and disease, and after finding your eldest brother, I knew that the task given to me by your father was completed, and I could go down to see him with confidence. I should have gone down to accompany your father a long time ago, I am unwilling! I haven't seen your brothers get married, I haven't seen our grandchildren, and I wish I could hear them call me grandmother, and see your two brothers revive the Ho family! In this way, in the midst of my illness, I continued to persevere; I accompany you every day, trying to make you happy and forget the horrors of my childhood, but I can't do it, and later, your eldest brother said that collective life can change a person, and through your eldest brother's friends, I can't bear to let your eldest brother send you to drift. Since then, I have entered the ancestral hall and dressed in Qingzhai dress, hoping that the ancestors and the Buddha can bless you two brothers with health and safety! He Lin's deep voice sounded in the night sky........
"Since I received your first letter from the United States, I have been looking forward to it every day, hoping that time will pass quickly, and when I miss you too much, I can even hold your letter to sleep, until I hear that you will soon return from abroad, and I am even happy that I can't worship the Buddha in the ancestral hall for several days, although your eldest brother tells me the time every day and tells you every day that I have gone there, but I always walk outside the north gate of the county every day, looking at you from the avenue out of Qingjiang, hoping to suddenly see your figure" He Lin fell into a constant contemplation..... He Jianye, who was kneeling on the ground, seemed to be caught in the scene that He Lin said, and saw his mother running around in the mud with a sluggish teenager, and the short pause was to make the teenager happy, even if the mother had just lost her husband and almost all her relatives.......
"The day before you came back, your eldest brother said that he was going to give you a welcome party, and all the people invited were your childhood friends and big families in the neighborhood, and he wanted to make you happy! But I smelled something unusual from the guests who suddenly dismissed that afternoon, your eldest brother told me that you would have to play in Nanchang for a few days before coming back! I started by saying, "It's okay, let him play if he's happy!" But in the evening, I saw the unusual situation from your eldest brother's tone of Lin Musen's explanation, from the convoy that set off from our family, and I saw that your eldest brother was seriously anxious, but your eldest brother was always with me, how could the apparent ease deceive me, an old woman. Later, when you came back, you were carried back, and I beat your eldest brother at that time, saying why don't you send someone to take you home. Later I found out that you had been kidnapped by bandits. How long have you been unconscious, I have been crying in the ancestral hall and begging for the gods and Buddhas of the heavens! God willing, you're finally back again, albeit still so demented, so lonely! I know you remembered your childhood memories while being robbed by bandits! Later, you came out on your own, and I said to myself: The second son has grown up! I'm so relieved! ”
"I know that your childhood memories are sweet and warm. According to the specifications of the He family, you should have already made a family appointment, and you should also see your fiancée today! I'm sorry for you as a mother, and I adopted two roommates for you when you were 12 years old. Don't worry, your mother and eldest brother will definitely find you the right family! However, you tell me now, you are going to apply for the Whampoa Military Academy and take your brother's path, and now the soldiers in this world are in a panic, you want to be a soldier, and you have to hand over your life to the ghosts and gods, son! What do you let your mother do? Son! Something happened to you, how can I go down to see your father! He Lin shouted excitedly!
"Tonight, you don't have to go in, I will let people turn this place into a Buddhist hall tomorrow, and our family will still support them, so that they can live here for the rest of their lives!" You don't have to worry about anything, no one will know what happened tonight! He Lin sighed!
"Second son, when will the cheerful, lively, active, and naughty boy in my memory go home?" He Lin asked, "When can you really go home and come back to me?" ”
He Jianye, who was kneeling on the ground and crying, couldn't cry, He Jianye suddenly thought of the mother of the future generations, which mother was decades later, maybe now she is sad and desperate under the night sky! Looking at the wrinkled face in front of me, it was the mark left by the steel knife of the years, and it was the trace of the years that supported me for a piece of the sky; Oh, yes! There is always someone who supports me, and there is always a love that makes my heart ache. This person is a mother, and this kind of love is a mother's love. Mother's love can be seen everywhere, mother's love is like a shadow, let me go to the ends of the earth, how can I get out of my mother's little heart?
"He Jianye, come and eat." "He Jianye, why did you fall into a mud monkey again?" "Come, son, don't cry, mom is not good, shouldn't beat you, eat quickly! Look what I've done for you. This is your favorite sugar cake....... The scenes from his childhood were replayed in He Jianye's mind like lightning!
"Mom, I want to eat the sugar cake you made." He Jianye, who was crying, said, "There are also lion heads, rice noodle steamed pork, osmanthus cakes, rice dumplings...... Those delicious foods that my mother made for me when I was a child" He Jianye said crying,
"Good, good, good...... Mom will do it for you now" He Lin stood up and walked towards the door tremblingly. At this moment, the door opened, and He Fuchu, who was also in tears, came in and supported He Lin's and said, "Mother, I'll let my subordinates prepare." You still let the second brother talk more with you! ”
"No, the second son wants to eat what I made with my own hands, and I'm not old enough to do it, let's go!" He Lin said strongly,
"Second brother, welcome home!" He Fuchu happily looked at He Jianye who was kneeling on the ground and said,
"A mother's love is pure, it is a seed of the heart;
Mother's love is beautiful, it is the sweetest in ten thousand jars of honey;
Mother's love is warm, it is the brightest in the golden light;
Mother's love is white in every way, it has all the power to inspire you at all times;
Mother's love is a dandelion, and the seeds of this dandelion are sprinkled in every corner of the hearts of their children.
Mother, I love you, and your body holds up the whole blue sky of my life; Thank you, Mother! "The feeling that comes to my heart is growing tenaciously like grass.
"Thank you, Mother! I will be your own son from now on! He Jianye shouted.