Chapter 177: Everyone is well
Even if we can't be together in this life, I want you to never forget me for the rest of your life. Always remember that there was once such a person who kissed you.
The kiss seemed long, as if it had been hundreds of years.
By the time Su Zhe finished the kiss, Han Xiangmo was still dizzy, and his face was flushed.
Su Zhe still hugged her, and finally imprinted a precious kiss on her forehead.
Then, he hugged Han Xiangmo again and rested his head on Han Xiangmo's shoulder.
Han Xiangmo still felt that he was in a dream at the moment, and he couldn't react.
However, the warmth on Su Zhe's body clearly told her that it was true.
Su Zhe really hugged her, kissed her, and kissed her.
She feels that she is so happy and happy!
After a long time, Su Zhe let go of her and said, "Do you want to ride with me?"
Han Xiangmo nodded shyly.
The two men finally rode back on a horse and left the racecourse at a very slow pace.
The guards of the horse farm were very surprised that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was so different today. Which girl is this, so lucky to be treated like this by His Royal Highness the Crown Prince.
The two went to Tianxiangju for a meal at noon, and accompanied Han Xiangmo to climb the mountain in the afternoon.
However, Han Xiangmo seemed to be very adaptable to Su Zhe's kindness to her, and when she couldn't climb, she began to play tricks, and in the end, Su Zhe memorized a section, and she walked another section, so that she climbed to the top of the mountain.
In the evening, the two sat on the roof of the East Palace to watch the stars, and Su Zhe specially took one of his own cloaks to put on her.
The two sat on the roof with each other in their arms, looking at the stars shining in the sky, and their hearts were extremely happy.
How nice it would be if these days could go on forever!
How nice it would be if there weren't those damn prophecies between them!
Unfortunately, there is never an "if" in this world.
Han Xiangmo leaned on Su Zhe's shoulder and said with a happy smile: "Xiao Su, have you already liked me, so you suddenly treated me so well today?"
Although Su Zhe has proved all this with his actions, the woman always wants to hear a definite answer.
Su Zhe's expression was sad for a moment, but he quickly said gently: "Yes, I already like you." ”
Han Xiangmo suddenly hugged Su Zhe and said, "I'm very happy, really happy!"
Su Zhe rubbed her hair and said with a smile, "I'm also very happy." ”
This day, although happy and happy, will eventually pass.
Su Zhe only hopes that Han Xiangmo can always remember this day and never forget it for the rest of his life. And he will always keep this beautiful memory in his heart......
......
Two days later, Su Zhe said to Han Xiangmo those things that he didn't want to say, those things that hurt her and hurt himself.
The night after that, he sat alone in bed, as he had done last time, waiting for the dawn to come.
That night, he recalled many, many memories of Han Xiangmo and himself.
The first time he saw her at the palace banquet, he looked at her a few more times. Perhaps it is these glances that fate is already doomed.
The second time in a remote corner of the palace, I saw her drinking alone. At that time, I only thought she was very funny, and I got drunk and forced myself to drink the wine glass she used. After that time, I was deeply impressed, but I also became interested in her.
The third time, because of rumors, I went to the Prime Minister's Mansion to see her, and I saw other sides of her.
There are also fourth, fifth, and sixth ......
Each time after that, it seemed to be shortening the distance between the two of them.
He had seen her when she didn't want to have anything to do with him, and tried her best to distance herself from it. I have also seen her see the situation thoroughly and solve problems skillfully. I've also seen her slack down after being calm when she encounters danger......
He has also seen her shy appearance when she expresses her heart to himself, and he has also seen her amazing appearance at the palace banquet to attract a hundred birds, and he has also seen her coquettish appearance with himself......
But I have also seen myself ask myself hoarsely after saying those words: "You say you don't like me, but why did you hug me and kiss me that day? You say you don't like me, but why do you want me to get it, let me taste the pain of falling into the clouds? You say you don't like me, why do you say you like me, why do you want to be so kind to me, why are you so gentle with me?...... Why are you so cruel to me?"
In the face of her questioning, he could only be cold and say "sorry".
After questioning, Han Xiangmo suddenly quieted down, very quiet, very quiet. The silence scared him a little, afraid that she would do something stupid.
Later, it was her brother Han Yuxuan who took him away. She walked very quietly, without crying or making trouble, like a porcelain doll.
After she left, Su Zhe smiled bitterly.
Why, why are you so selfish, so cruel?
Yes, he's so selfish and so cruel!
From now on, there will be no Han Xiangmo in his world, only the good memories that have been sealed by himself.
Su Zhe looked at the stars outside the window and remembered that night.
He put on a cloak and flew up to the roof. Sitting quietly on the roof, looking at the stars in the sky, the Yiren who accompanied him to watch the stars was no longer there.
Su Yu was originally planning to go to the palace, and planned to take advantage of his time in the capital to share the bed with his family's Li Er, although the other party didn't know.
Although the palace is heavily guarded, this still does not hinder him, after all, who made his martial arts so high that he is perverted, and his scheming is as deep as the sea. In addition, he was already familiar with the palace in his previous life, so he naturally knew where to set up a secret whistle, and it was not a dream to enter and leave the palace at will.
However, to go to the palace, you generally have to pass by the East Palace, and there are usually no people when you pass, but today I unexpectedly saw a figure sitting on the eaves of the East Palace.
I thought it was the idea of someone who didn't want to fight the East Palace, so he swept over the heavy roofs and flew towards the position of the main palace.
As a result, when I took a closer look, I found that it was the lord of the East Palace, His Royal Highness the Prince.
Su Yu approached Su Zhe quietly, and suddenly said: "I thought it was a thief who dared to spread wild in the East Palace, but I didn't expect it to be His Royal Highness the Crown Prince here...... Looking at the stars?"
Su Zhe was obviously a little surprised by Su Yu's sudden voice, but he was used to it. He has always been without a trace, and he has gone without a trace.
He glanced at Su Yu and said, "Look in this direction, are you going to the palace in the middle of the night?"
Su Yu laughed dryly twice and said, "Yes, I'm not at ease, I want to go and see if Li'er is okay." "He actually went to share a bed with Li'er.
Su Zhe chuckled, "You really have the heart, go to the palace in the middle of the night, are you really not afraid of being discovered by those guards?"
"You don't know my martial arts, I still have this confidence. Su Yu said quite confidently, and he also sat down beside Su Zhe.
"Come with me to the stars. Su Zhe suddenly said such a sentence.
Su Yu was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "You are really looking at the stars, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is quite elegant, sitting on the roof of his dormitory in the middle of the night to watch the stars." ”
The two were silent for a moment, then looked up at the stars in the sky.
"I told her those hurtful things. Su Zhe suddenly said softly, his voice was not sad.
Su Yu knew that he must be very hurt in his heart, but he didn't speak, and continued to wait for his next step. If a person's heart is hurt, it's better to find someone to say it, otherwise it will be uncomfortable to hold it all the time.
Su Zhe continued: "In the past, I always wanted to find a beloved, like my father, I only married one woman from my mother and concubine for the rest of my life, and I was only good to her for the rest of my life. God was very good to me, so that Han Xiangmo quietly entered my heart. But she is so cruel that she will become my destined crown princess, but she will also die because of me. ”
"When I fell in love, I was told this and forced me to make a choice. Pain of losing a loved one, tasting the pain of hurt......"
"Su Yu, you say, is fate too boring, like to play tricks on the world for no reason. Watching them hurt one by one gives him a sense of accomplishment?"
Su Yu pondered for a long time and muttered, "Maybe it's to make you understand how important that person is to you." ”
Su Zhe smiled and said, "Really?"
Su Yu smiled and said, "Do you want me to drink two glasses with you?"
Su Zhe shook his head and said, "Being drunk can only make me forget the pain for a while, and after I wake up, the pain is still there." Relying on alcohol to numb oneself is nothing but self-deception. ”
"Not entirely, you can see it as an opportunity for you to be reborn. Once upon a time, as the crown prince, you kept yourself sane, so you never got drunk. But now it's different, now that you're experiencing the pain of losing a loved one, you can naturally get drunk once and think that God owes you. When you are drunk, forget everything for a while, and when you are sober, you are reborn in Nirvana, and you are still the prince who cares about the world. So, isn't it?"
Su Zhe was probably moved, looked at the sky, and said: "Well, since Su Yu's son has sacrificed his life to accompany the gentleman, how can I not obey it." ”
"Okay, you wait, I'll go get the wine. Don't hide your treasures today. Su Yu said and got up to take it.
Su Zhe chuckled and said, "I'm afraid you've been coveting it for a long time." ”
"Almost. ”
"Hey, do you know where the wine cellar is?" asked Su Zhe.
"I've been to your house so many times, so naturally I know, you don't know how much wine I drank from you. After Su Yu finished speaking, he had already flown in the direction of the wine cellar.
Su Zhe smiled and shook his head, it turned out that his wine often became less and was secretly drunk by Su Yu.
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And after Han Xiangmo said such sad things to Su Zhe that day, she didn't eat or drink for three days, just lying quietly on the bed, not moving.
The Han Mansion became a mess, but fortunately, Han Yuxuan hid the news to the death, and together with Prime Minister Han Qian, he didn't tell him that Han Xiangmo had refused to eat and drink for three days.
In the past three days, Han Yuxuan stayed in Han Xiangmo's room, and after persuading for three days to no avail, Han Xiangmo ignored it. He even wondered if she hadn't heard.