Chapter Seventy-Two: A Good Time, A Dream
The impulse of a young man is like a torrent, once it has found an outlet for catharsis, it cannot be suppressed at all. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info everything happened suddenly and quickly, and even Fan Jin didn't have time to think about why the eldest sister suddenly made such a move, everything happened so naturally.
From beginning to end, he was led forward by his own instincts, and the of reason were so weak in the face of the demands of nature. As a reader, he is naturally familiar with the story of Hui Yanagishita, and on weekdays, it seems that most of them will boast of their determination to not lose to the sages. But when it came to the end, Fan Jin found that the distance between him and the saint was only a lot more than the trip of Tang Seng Xitian to learn scriptures.
If she is simply an ugly woman, she may be barely able to control it, but Sister Hu is not ugly, at least at her age and background, she can barely be regarded as qualified. What's more, the two are not all ruthless. When love and jade were mixed together, Fan Jin himself couldn't figure out whether Fan Jin's obsession was guiding him before, or this body was guiding him and completing all this.
Two beginners do this kind of thing, the process is actually not to talk about any enjoyment, even if Fan Jin belongs to the excellent driver with long driving experience in the previous life, this life is a newcomer after all, the new car is still in the run-in period, and is supported by instinct rather than reason, it is even more barbaric and disorderly. Therefore, this process is actually torture rather than enjoyment for the woman.
It wasn't until everything calmed down, looking at the tears on Sister Hu'er's face, as well as her empty eyes, feeling the scene where she was scratching her back, and then looking at the shocking bright red on the handkerchief she gave her, Fan Jin realized that this time things were probably a little troublesome.
He didn't speak, but put on his clothes first, and then handed over Sister Hu's small clothes, "Put them on first, I don't have much time, I have to go to the banquet in a while, and I have something to say when I come back." I can promise that I will not deny what I have done, and that I am willing to take responsibility for it. You don't have to cry, I'm not the one who took advantage and left, you should understand me, your brother Fan Jin won't do that kind of thing. But I also know that you're not a random girl, tell me what you're doing this for? ”
After all, Sister Hu is not a scheming person, no matter how determined she was before, she only thought of the seriousness of the consequences when it really happened. even thought about pushing Fan Jin away to stop all this, but she was used to agreeing unconditionally to all Fan Jin's requirements, but she couldn't make up her mind no matter what, so she could only endure Fan Jin's wanton actions on herself.
Psychologically and physically, she was not ready to change from a girl to a woman, and the whole process was long and full of pain, making her feel as if she had suffered a Ling Chi. Hearing Fan Jin's question, she hurriedly put on her clothes, and helped Fan Jin to tidy up her clothes, wiping her tears while explaining to Fan Jin:
"It's the stepmother...... The stepmother said...... If Daddy's matter can't be solved in the end, only a woman can come forward. First she went to accompany those fathers, and if she couldn't, I had to go. I...... I don't want to give myself to those yamen fathers, but if I really can't help it, I can only take that road, and then of course I can only die. But I think before I die, I should at least let my clean self be given to my brother, as long as you want me, I don't care about anything. I know I'm ugly, I'm still a country girl, and I don't deserve to be a star like my brother. But since I was a child, I thought that when I grew up, I must be the bride of my brother, I don't want to serve those fathers, and I don't want to be someone else's bride. Anyway, I've served my brother, even if I die in the future, it doesn't matter. ”
"You won't die...... Fan Jin shook his head, "No matter what, I did everything, I will be responsible for you and marry you to be my wife." As for the uncle's business, it's nothing to me. ”
"No, no! I'm not going to get married. Sister Hu shook her head, "Even if you help your father take care of the labor this time, I can't marry you." Father and stepmother treat you as a cash cow and want to extort a dowry from you, so that they can marry their second brother in the future. I also have to build a house, buy a field, and buy cattle for my second brother...... I'm not going to give them permission to do that, I ...... I waited for Brother Jin'er, just for my own thoughts, and I also wanted Brother Jin to remember that I once gave you a clean self, and no matter what time it will be in the future, don't forget me. Although I haven't read a book, I also understand that Brother Jin will have to do great things in the future, and the lady he marries must be everyone's ladies, and only those who are masters can be, I don't deserve it. If I have to marry my brother, I will be ruining your future. I want to watch my brother fight for the future, and I won't be a drag on you. ”
"The more you say that, the more I can't get down. I...... will give you an explanation. If you are willing to wait, we can wait for a while and then see, at the moment I don't actually have any fame, and now marrying you, I have wronged you. After the township test, I won the lift, and you will have more face as a lifter. Of course, if you don't want to, I'll go back to my hometown Bingming mother, and we'll do a happy event. ”
Sister Hu shook her head, the tears on her face not only did not decrease, but became more and more, and her voice became more and more choked.
"The lady who lifts people should be white and pure, and she is very beautiful, how can she be the daughter of a butcher? Those who lift people like that will be laughed to death, and their brothers and aunts will lose face. From childhood to adulthood, I have to protect my brother's face, and I can't let you be embarrassed. If...... If the eldest lady who Jin Ge'er will marry in the future is not fierce, and Jin Ge'er will not dislike it, I will make a partial house for Jin Ge, and then I can still serve the aunt to serve Jin Ge'er, and I can also help Jin Ge'er take care of the fields. I've heard that those ladies don't do anything, I can do anything, so I can save a share of the money of the hired person. ”
Listening to her words, and then looking at the bloodstained handkerchief, thinking that he had just acted recklessly on her body, but instead she came to show favor to herself, thinking that in another time and space, this woman accompanied the original owner of this body to suffer half a lifetime of poverty without complaint or regret, Fan Jin's heart was inexplicably soft, and he took Sister Hu'er's hand and said:
"That's too much of a grievance for you. I'll give you a title in the main room, so what? I'm not afraid of losing face, as long as you agree, I'll marry you and make you a bride. ”
"Really? Brother Jin, are you really willing to marry me? Sister Hu's face finally showed a smile. At this moment, the girl with a mediocre appearance is like a goddess descending to earth, and the country is beautiful.
Fan Jin nodded, "I'm willing to marry you, I have some money now, enough for a happy event." As for the future, I can't guarantee how our lives will be, but at least I can guarantee that I will do my best to make your life better. As for your father's request, as long as it is not too excessive, I will agree to him and satisfy him. You don't have to worry about other things, just prepare to be a bride with peace of mind. ”
Sister Hu grabbed Fan Jin's hand tightly and rested her head on Fan Jin's shoulder, although the two had just crossed the Lei Chi, this intimacy still made her blush.
"Brother Jin, with your words, I am willing to break my bones. In fact, I thought that if Brother Jin refused to touch me, or scolded me, the well in the courtyard would be my home. I tried, and I could push the slate out of there, and then jump down, and it was a hundred. ”
Saying this kind of thing at this time is undoubtedly suspicious of bad scenery, but Fan Jin still can't bear to say anything serious when he sees her tearful eyes. Only said:
"You don't have to think about those things all the time, it's not good for your health. I went back and asked Brother Sa if there are any famous ophthalmologists you are familiar with, your eyes should be cured, and the sores on your legs are also good. I'm not disgusted with you, it's just that people should try to make themselves healthier and happier, and girls should make themselves more beautiful, and there's nothing wrong with that. I'll go around with you in the next few days, buy some of the materials you like, and make a few decent clothes when the time comes. ”
"No...... I'm not done. I also thought about what I would do if Brother Jin didn't push me away, but agreed to marry me like now? You know I'm stupid, I can't think of any good ideas, and I can't make big senses. I only know that it is not easy for my aunt to grow up in Gela, I want to see you soar, I want to see you become a big official, and earn a lot of money for the family. You have to be promoted, and you will have to be a jinshi in the future, so that you can be the right aunt. I can't let people say that Brother Jin has a wife who smells of pig dung. That will disgrace your people, and your aunt will be unhappy. It's what I just said, I won't be your lady, as long as you give me a partial house identity, and how many good things you say to me like now, I'll be satisfied. If Brother Jin insists on marrying me, I will find a well and jump down, in short...... Can't drag you down and be a bad guy. ”
She took Fan Jin's hand and whispered, "I had a very strange dream a few days ago. In my dream, my brother didn't get admitted to Xiucai, he didn't do anything, and his days became poorer and poorer, and he didn't even have land. But I still became Brother Jin's bride, and only me, Brother Jin, and Aunt lived together, and there was neither a black widow nor any other woman to snatch Brother Jin. Everyone is very poor and difficult, and they can't even eat enough. But...... But I woke up laughing. Because in the dream, Brother Jin belongs to me alone. I also know that it's just a dream, you can't be so selfish, you can't drag down Brother Jin because of me, so as long as Brother Jin has this sentence, I will be content. ”
Fan Jin's heart seemed to have been stabbed with a knife, and he shook his head and said, "You say that, it's not that you don't believe me......"
"I believe in my brother's words, but I also know that my brother's future will definitely be affected. If because of me, hinder your future, even if I die, I can't forgive myself. On the contrary, as now, I can serve you like a wife without hindering your future, which is good for both of us. As long as you enter the brother, don't forget me after you become a big official in the future, and occasionally remember that there is still me in the family, I will be very happy. In fact, you don't have to feel bad in your heart, you gave my father fifty taels of silver, an ugly girl like me, fifty taels can buy several, those dads and bought girls do this kind of thing, isn't it very common? Where to use to marry. ”
Fan Jin gently hugged her shoulders, held her in his arms, and asked in a low voice, "You don't hate me?" ”
"I don't hate, it's all my own volition, how can I hate my brother. Not only do I not hate it today, but I won't hate it in the future, no matter what Brother Jin does, I won't hate you. As long as I remember that I am your little daughter-in-law, I will be happy. ”
"Then what if your stepmother finds out?"
"I haven't thought about it yet, but I will definitely think of a way, and now Daddy has that poor power on his head, so he can't think about it at all. Hurry up and go to the feast, if someone comes and sees me like this, I'll be ugly. ”
pushed Fan Jin out of the door, and Sister Hu staggered back to the room like a pony with a turn. When I go home like this, I will definitely show my flaws, and I am destined to live here tonight. Knocking on the slate, Sister Hu whispered:
"With you with me, I won't be afraid. You see, we are all hard-working women, but I am better than you, and Brother Jin at least promised to marry me, even if he was lying to me, I was happy. I know, you say I'm stupid, why don't you take advantage of Brother Jin'er's soft-heartedness and let him marry me as a lady. Because I know that even if Brother Jin agrees now, he will regret it in the future, and even if he does not stop me for the sake of conscience, he will not be happy. If he is not happy, I will also be sad, when I think that in the next few decades, I will have a sad face when I enter my brother, I would rather be bitter myself than he will be happy. It's better for one person to be sad than two to be sad, right? I originally promised to go down to accompany you, but this time I'm sorry to break my promise, I want to prepare for my life, be a little daughter-in-law for my brother, and give him a son when he doesn't marry the eldest lady, so that no one can bully me in the future. ”