Chapter 463: Can't Choose or Don't Choose
After thanking Dade again and again, Farjie asked in a low voice, "What about that ......spy?"
Fa Zheng bent down, picked up the black cat that always accompanied him, put it in his arms and kept petting it, it seemed to be very fond of it.
Fajie didn't dare to breathe, quietly waiting for his moody master's instructions.
For Fazheng's caresses, the black cat did not appreciate it, and it seemed to be very dissatisfied with being disturbed while napping, and immediately screamed, and the voice was sharp and harsh.
The face of the French who was originally happy sank, and he threw the black cat out of the door.
Listening to the scream of the black cat falling to the ground, Fa Jie suddenly had a feeling of empathy, he was already in a cold sweat, he raised his head cautiously, looked at Fa Zheng, but found that Fa Zheng was staring at him tightly, and the coldness in his eyes was terrifying.
"Didn't he use his life to guarantee that the news would be accurate, and in that case, then fulfill him."
After tossing for several days, the turmoil finally passed, and Guan Yu and Zhang Fei had left Chengdu and returned to their respective places.
But Liu He's heart has never been calm.
Through this incident, he already knew that someone in his camp was deliberately targeting him, and the most headache for him was that this person had been hidden all along, and he had not revealed a trace so far.
If he couldn't find an opponent, there was no way to deal with it, so Liu He had to put this matter aside first.
The dragon map he brought back from the Xuchang Palace had already been handed over to the iron pen Weng Gaotuo and the divine chisel Xie He, and the two of them were still working hard in the room at this time, and it seemed that there was still some time before the completion of the work.
Feeling depressed in the room, Liu He came to the courtyard, wanted to breathe, walked and walked, and came to Qin Shuang's door.
Looking at the door that had been closed for many days, the corners of Liu He's mouth showed a trace of bitterness, and he finally realized the source of his upset these days.
"If you want to see her, just boldly go over and knock on the door," Xiao Yu'er, who appeared beside Liu He at some point, whispered, "You are a person, you just think too much, people say that a wise man must make a mistake in a thousand thoughts, and thinking too much is not necessarily a good thing sometimes." ”
Liu He smiled and said calmly: "When she came back that day, what did you two say in the room?" ”
Xiao Yuer smiled and said, "How can I tell you about the girl's family easily?" ”
Liu He shook his head helplessly, walked to Qin Shuang's door in a few steps, stretched out his hand and was about to knock on the door, thought about it again, put his hand down, and directly pushed the door in.
To Liu He's surprise, Qin Shuang's door was not locked, and he easily entered Qin Shuang's room.
This room, which originally belonged to Captain Qin, had completely become the boudoir of the princess of Wannian who was rumored to have died of illness at this time.
Qin Shuang's identity as a woman is no longer a secret among the people of the Tianji Camp, so in Liu He's Tianji Mansion, Qin Shuang no longer needs to pretend to be a man all day long.
The room where Liu He is no longer as simple as before, the moire bronze mirror, the embroidered quilt, and the flowers that have to be changed every day, let people know at a glance that the owner of this room must be a woman.
And the woman, at this time, was sitting in front of the bronze mirror, with a box of rouge in front of her that she had never used.
Liu He walked over, looked at the box of rouge, and said with a smile: "It's been so long, why haven't you even opened the seal?" ”
After a long silence, the smile on Liu He's face gradually disappeared, and he suddenly felt a little cold looking at the woman who had her back to him and refused to say a word.
She has always been very cold, cold words, cold words, cold faces, but Liu He has never felt like this, because he knows that her heart is hot.
But at this moment, Liu He seemed to be able to feel that the last glimmer of hope left in the heart of this woman who had mustered all the courage to walk out of the palace had been completely wiped out by the ruthless reality.
Qin Shuang slowly turned his head and said calmly: "If it's you, the eldest brother and the younger brother, how should you choose?" ”
Liu He thought about it for a long time, but found that this was the most difficult problem in the world.
Big brother and younger brother, how to choose?
When it comes to family affection, both are close relatives.
If it is reasonable, the younger brother's throne was obtained from the deposed eldest brother, and there is someone else who can do the abolition.
If you sympathize with the weak, it seems that the eldest brother who has been pulled off the throne and imprisoned for many years is more sympathetic, but what about the younger brother who is sitting on the dragon chair, how can he live a day freely under the control of the ministers all these years?
If it is right or wrong, so many years have passed, and no one knows what happened at that time, and even if they did, who could say right or wrong?
"Do you have to choose?" Liu He's soft tone was already a little trembling.
"Can I choose not to choose?" Qin Shuang asked with a smile, as if she had heard the most ridiculous question in the world, and the smile on her face was so pale and weak.
Liu He stared at her face and said in a deep voice: "If it was really your brother who betrayed your eldest brother back then, would you choose to stand on your eldest brother's side?" ”
"There are no ifs in this matter!" Qin Shuang's emotions suddenly became excited, "With this kind of thought, it is equivalent to giving up my brother!" ”
Looking at Qin Shuang's appearance, Liu He suddenly felt a faint pain in his heart, "Between biological brothers, is there really only you who can go on the road of life and death?" ”
Qin Shuang was silent for a long time, and then returned to his previous cold expression, "Born in the emperor's family, this is their life." ”
This kind of excuse that was obviously out of helplessness left Liu He speechless.
Qin Shuang turned his head and looked at Liu He calmly, "This is also my life, and you will never understand." ”
Liu He only felt that his heart was like a knife, looking at Qin Shuang's helpless eyes, but he was powerless.
At that moment, Liu He's state of mind was like that of a teenager, who grew up in a blink of an eye, turned white overnight, and became an old man who had experienced countless vicissitudes.
When I was young, my father said that my mother's life could not be chosen, and my heart would look forward to growing up quickly.
When you grow up, you realize that even if your parents only leave you one way to go, it must be the best path they choose for you.
What is really terrible is the kind of submission that is powerless to anything in the world, watching the roads around you gradually disappear one by one, and finally only the road full of thorns in front of you is left, there is no choice at all, and you can only go on with a smile.
Can't choose or don't have to choose, which one is more painful, and which one is more difficult?
Maybe it's more painful and more difficult to choose, at least you can't choose, you can still have a longing, fantasizing about those roads that you can walk, but you haven't had time to set foot on yet, people's hearts will also get temporary peace.