Chapter 327: Bold
Huangcun, inside Baoming Temple.
One day has passed since Zhang Juzheng's conversation with Fan Jin.
With Fan Jin's talent, the Zhang family's funeral should have left him as a helper, whether it was calculating income and expenditure or undertaking the task of supporting customers, he could do it very well. But considering Gu Shi's feelings and whether his daughter would do anything detrimental to decency at all costs, Zhang Juzheng still excluded Fan Jin from the funeral personnel. But after all, he was allowed to enter the back garden of the Prime Minister's Mansion, which can also be regarded as treating Fan Jin as his own person, and his attitude has softened compared to the past, which can be regarded as a great breakthrough for Fan Jin.
He was supposed to go to the military department to continue the work of observing politics and mapping, but he took leave for the past two days and went straight to Baoming Temple. Mrs. Li was in distress at Fan's house last time, and she gave Fan Jin face to stop pursuing Feng Bao, and afterwards because of all the things together, she didn't have a chance to return the favor. At this time, I went to Baoming Temple to make up for this favor.
The arrival of Fan Jin is the best news for the wealthy ladies who lead the cultivation in Baoming Temple. The woman who usually faces people coldly has a smile on her face. They all dressed up and dressed up in gorgeous new clothes that did not match their current status, and their heads were also full of various precious jewelry. Under the barrier of red walls and green tiles, it is difficult for most people to imagine that the temple is already a good scenery of flowers blooming at this time.
Lee's performance was much more reserved than those women, and he didn't deliberately dress up anything. But when she sent the two maids outside to guard the door, and said that no one was allowed to disturb her conversation with Fan Gongzi, the strange light in her eyes still revealed the excitement in her heart.
As a character rolling in the fat powder array, Fan Jin could certainly see that Mrs. Li had some different emotions for herself. In fact, she is not much better than those wealthy women, and when it comes to heritage, she is actually a lot worse than those women from hereditary wealthy families. It's just that his identity is too respectful, and he must be cautious in doing things, otherwise he is afraid that he will already set up his carriage and horses and attack himself.
Fan Jin did not reject the Li family, but the question he had to consider was the identity of this woman and how serious the consequences would be after she had some beginnings and ends. But now to keep Zhang Juzheng's phase, Mrs. Li is an indispensable part of the plan, so you must maintain close contact with her. Besides, it seems inappropriate not to give her a single response after using the Western Mahayana relationship so many times.
When the two of them reach this point, many things no longer need words, and they can understand each other's minds with a few glances or a few movements. In the past, the two have had a lot of experience in being alone in the same room, but Li will always put on a solemn attitude, so that men dare not move lightly. But today, Li no longer conceals his thoughts, and the strong affection in his eyes can be felt even if he is a wood carving.
The room was still burning with the same spices in the palace, and Fan Jin said: "Madam, didn't I say it, this kind of incense should be used with caution." ”
"Why? When the temple was alive, he liked to burn this incense to practice. This incense is the most helpful for people to settle down, and it is very beneficial for spiritual practice, so why can't it be used? ”
"Because this aroma is for men, and women use it too much, they will have a lot of other thoughts, and this kind of thought is okay during the day, especially at night, and it will seriously affect the rest. Those women are just because they use too much of this incense, they can't sleep at night, and their tempers are so bad. Madame has a flowery appearance and a fairy appearance, and she should maintain this flower-like face and good temper, and use less of this spice......"
"I see? I don't know, this spice still has this kind of saying, but it doesn't matter, it's not easy to fall asleep at night, just in front of the Buddha incense. I don't have much to do when I'm idle, anyway. A secular woman can say to her husband if she has something on her mind, and if a woman like me has something on her mind, she has no choice but to confide in front of the Buddha at night when no one is around. ”
Li Shi stood up as he spoke, "The immortals are carefree, as long as they eat and drink some incense, it is enough." I'm not an immortal, and I'm not a real monk. Everyone is afraid of the Queen Mother, because they respect me for three points, call me Mrs. Li, or call me a goddess. But I don't want to be a god, I don't want to be a family, I just want to be a worldly woman. There are people who love each other, some people who pity, and someone who can listen to me talk about their hearts, instead of telling the Buddha statue to the dawn. But does it work? It's not like I can do what I want to be in this world? Who made my life miserable, I grew up in a poor family, in order to make the life of the family can live, I had to marry myself to an old man to fill the house, but not long after passing the door, he died. If it weren't for my cousin becoming the queen mother, I would be just a widow who no one cares about now, who in the capital will look at me more, and who will respect me for half a point? Even Fan Gongzi wouldn't care about me at that time, right? I solve problems for others, but who knows that my heart is sorrowful? When people ask me for help, they think that I am omnipotent, but no one wants to share the anguish in my heart, and if they don't say anything to the Buddha, they will say it to anyone. Of course, it is not unreasonable to say that I am an immortal, and when believers use immortals, they go to burn incense and pray, begging for the blessings of gods and Buddhas. When his wish is fulfilled, he will leave the immortal behind him and ignore it, from this point of view, the concubine body is still a little similar to the immortal. ”
Fan Jin also stood up, came behind Li's family, suddenly hugged her delicate body from behind, and whispered in her ear: "Madame's words are wrong. Asking God to worship Buddha is not just about burning incense, but also about making sacrifices. Fan Mou this time, didn't he just send the sacrifice to the door, I don't know if the fairy girl is still satisfied? ”
"Presumptuous! How dare you be so bold. You let me go...... Otherwise...... Otherwise, I'll call someone. ”
Li struggled in Fan Jin's arms, scolding, as if a chaste woman was resisting foreign aggression. It's just that she struggled so much that she had no strength, and her voice was even more inaudible, and no one could hear it except Fan Jin. Fan Jin whispered in her ear:
"For the sake of Mrs., Xiaosheng will not hesitate to break his bones, since he first saw his wife, Xiaosheng has been full of admiration, and he is tormented by lovesickness every day, and life is better than death. If you can't follow your wishes, it's no different from death. If the lady is ruthless, she can only call people, and if she is willing to show mercy, then she will fulfill my wish. I am willing to be my wife's confidant, no matter what is on my mind, I will tell me, no matter when I am willing to listen. ”
"I ...... I'm thirty years old, ...... than you It's a lot, we ...... Inappropriate. ”
"Madame is a fairy? Where did the immortals come from? The age of immortals and mortals is not calculated in this way, according to the algorithm of the immortals, maybe I am much older than my wife, and I take advantage of you. While speaking, Fan Jin had already boldly put his hand into Li's clothes and began to attack the city and land on her.
With the honorable status of the emperor's aunt of the Li family, such behavior can simply wipe out the family. In Baoming Temple, there is also the power of self-preservation. But instead of shouting and resisting, Ren Fan saw Shi Wei, tears rolled in his eyes, and he said softly:
"Don't call me Madame, call me Cailian. My name is Li Cailian! ”
Li was in Fan Jin's arms and whispered his name to this man. Like a warrior putting down her weapon, the moment she said her name, she surrendered to Fan Jin. I don't know how many nights of dreams finally came true, Li only felt that his heartbeat intensified, his head was dizzy, and he was paralyzed there like mud. She originally wanted to pretend to resist a few times, as if she was being bullied, so that she could take advantage of the man. But at this time, she didn't have this mind, she was afraid that she would run away as soon as she resisted the other party, but took the initiative to cooperate with Fan Jin's actions. She didn't want to be reserved anymore, she didn't want to play the game of cat and mouse with this man, because she had realized that in the relationship between the two, she was by no means a cat, and the other party was not a rat.
She has been in contact with those wealthy ladies for a long time in Beijing, and she knows something about some secret things. I know that there are a few bold and lonely noblewomen in the capital, and secretly raise noodles for their own enjoyment.
This is a big rebellion at the moment, and once you get rid of it, there will definitely be a big problem. The rule of these women is that the face must be controlled, be the master of the relationship, cut off at any time, and will not let the face talk nonsense outside.
Li Cailian, who had no feelings for her dead husband and never thought of keeping her chastity, has had the idea of raising her face since then. But her identity is special, not comparable to those noble ladies, once exposed, the consequences are unimaginable. This makes her have to choose her targets carefully and not act rashly.
And Li Cailian's own vision is also high, and when it comes to this identity, she actually can't see ordinary men. She can't see the man who has a low status and can be grasped at will, and she can't see what she can see, but she knows that she can't control it, and if she can't be pinched by the other party, she will become a puppet in the other party's hands, and the gains outweigh the losses. For a long time, this kind of idea of raising a face only dared to think, never dared to do it, and even pretended to be a chaste martyr, showing contempt for such a thing.
It wasn't until Fan Jin appeared that her hopeless heart came alive again. This man ticks all the boxes and makes him an excellent candidate for the first face.
Originally, her attitude towards this relationship was to hold it in her own hands and give this little man a little sweetness at the right time. When he really wants to do something to himself, take it again, reprimand him a few words, and don't let him think nonsense. Give it to him when he can't help it, and recruit him to serve whenever he wants it in the future. Once you feel that the situation is not right, you can also cut off contact in time.
But as she got in touch with Fan Jin deeper, the more frightened she found that it was not this little man who fell into it in the end, but herself. Originally, although there were occasional dreams of those embarrassing scenes, but the number of times was not much, and it could be controlled after all, and the scenes in the dreams were also vague and messy, with no logic.
Since I met Fan Jin, there have been more and more dreams, the feeling has become more and more intense, and the people in the dreams have become clearer and clearer. It was him, the man who was nearly ten years younger than himself. In his dreams, sometimes he is his father-in-law, sometimes he is a gentleman who snatches himself into the house, and sometimes he is even a robber, but no matter what his identity is, he does the same thing, and he is also willing.
Li Cailian knew very well that she was finished. This is a taboo for raising the face, and the other side is the first to move emotionally, and then I am afraid that it will be a catastrophe. Reason told her that she should cut off contact with Fan Jin and go their separate ways from now on, after all, nothing happened to the two, and it was still too late to quit.
But every time she had such thoughts, she was destroyed by more fiery thoughts. Even when Fan Jin didn't come to see her for a long time, what rose in her heart was not the idea of completely breaking off with her, but the resentment that only his wife had for her husband who went out and didn't return. Even when he saw Qian Caiyin, a strong sense of jealousy rose in his heart, but he didn't show it by relying on self-cultivation. Whether it is this kind of resentment or jealousy, she has never had it when she faced her old and fisher-loving husband. From then on, she understood that she was fascinated by this man.
When Fan Jin finally hugged her, the fear of being ruined, the rules and taboos of raising a face had been thrown out of the clouds. She only knew that she wanted this man, she couldn't do without him, and she didn't care about everything else.
The goddess Lady Li, who was high above, became the little widow Li Cailian of the merchant family in front of Fan Jin.
She only symbolically resisted twice and then surrendered, and she could no longer put on the pretense of the Queen Mother's cousin, Mrs. Xuan, and soon changed from passive to active, hugged Fan Jin and whispered: "Good man, you have finally opened up, let me wait so hard." As long as you are good with me, I can give you everything, money, women, and official positions. I can enter the palace and ask the Queen Mother for your official position, the Queen Mother owes me! At the beginning, one of the two of us married the old man, but she actually won the lottery. But she was crying so much that she wanted to die or live, so I grabbed the lot and said that I had won the lot. So I became a widow, and she became the queen mother. If I hadn't married her at that time, how could she have the glory and wealth she has now. She will listen to what I say. You study just to be an official, so I'll give you a big official, okay? ”
"Fan Mou is sincere to his wife, not to use you in exchange for anything, if you think Fan wants to be an official through you, then I should resign."
"No...... Don't go! Li Cailian raised her eyebrows, and a little bit of the noble girl's domineering spirit was revealed, but then she softened again, "Good man, don't go...... I know you're full of money and don't want to rely on me to get an official for you. I just want to give you the best of me and make you understand what I want. ”
"The best ...... It's already in front of my eyes, compared to you, whether it's an official position or wealth, it doesn't matter. ”
Listening to Fan Jin's love words, Li Cailian was intoxicated, looking at Fan Jin's fiery gaze, of course she understood what the other party wanted. But she still sticks to the final bottom line and doesn't let the man get his hands on it easily.
"No...... No way...... At least not now. You know, those women are noble, but it's actually very difficult to deal with. Many of them are women from hereditary noble families, and they are not very afraid of me, and they will give face, but they will make trouble. Because of their affairs with you, I can control them and make them obey me. But if I ...... with you If I really do it here, if they get the handle, they will pinch me in turn, and it will be difficult for me to manage people here. Change places, I'...... I have a lot of houses outside, and I depend on you for everything else. ”
"But I only want you, not them. Compared to you, those women are vulgar fans, and I don't give a damn about them. If it weren't for the sake of getting close to you, I wouldn't have had those things with them. ”
Li Cailian heard these sweet words, and felt more and more happy, and said with a smile: "You little conscienceless, let those women hear it, I don't know how sad it is." They gave you everything, and you still say that. Well, they are also poor women, who hasn't had a sad stomach when they fall here? If you perfunctory them and make them happy, are you also making merit? I...... I can do other things for you, no matter how difficult it is, I'm willing to do it for you. I know you're not pictured with that, but I really want to do something for you, so I can let you know how good I, Li Cailian, are to you. Say it, no matter how hard it is, I'll say yes. But before that, you let me get dressed, lest the women see the flaws, and it won't be easy. ”