Chapter Fifty-Eight: The Heart of the Traverser

There was such a thing as Li He's running away at home, and the people in the house were scattered.

Those subordinates didn't know the specific situation, they guessed everything, and even said that the second son was forced away by Li Zhe.

The two Li Zhe brothers have reconciled a lot in private, but the subordinates are separated by a layer, and they can't see that the impression of the people in the house is still a few months ago, and the brothers often sneered at each other's impressions. No matter how good Li Zhe is to his subordinates, he can't stop the people below from being bored, and the soul of gossip is burning!

In short, the people in the house are unstable, so Li Zhe has to be affected a little, and all he can do is to persuade the ninth uncle who blames himself for this. But these little things can't affect Li Zhe's efforts to make the big things in his heart! After all, in essence, he is a traverser, and the traverser's private feelings about this life are always separated by a layer.

To put it bluntly, Uncle Jiu, Li He, including the stepmother on the desert island, are not Li Zhe's real psychological relatives, Li Zhe's usual actions are largely adapted to this identity and the environment in which his identity is located, just like wearing a mask of this identity, but his true self is jumping out of this world and out of this world.

No matter how hard the traveler tries to integrate into this world, the result is in vain, and the essence of the traveler is loneliness.

Therefore, what the traverser shows is the determination to kill, which is not the ruthlessness of the traverser itself, but the result of the alienation of the traverser himself and the world, and everything in the environment is interfering with the cognition of the traversers, making it difficult for the traversers to truly integrate here.

The memories of the past life and the present life are constantly intertwined in Li Zhe's mind, so that the traveler instinctively feels that the world around him is so strange, as if it exists here, but it is beyond this, this strange feeling of a bystander, the worldview and knowledge inheritance and experience of the two worlds are intertwined with each other, influencing and devouring each other, and various memory fragments in those past lives often appear in his mind from time to time.

In this case, how could these emotions that exist around him in this life really affect him.

Therefore, it is nonsense to say that the time-travelers are almost all inherently ruthless rulers and careerists, and those who can quickly adapt to the whole environment once they have crossed into this world is simply nonsense. Any adaptation is false and superficial, and only the natural loneliness always accompanies them.

This natural sense of loneliness has always driven him to constantly seize everything that makes him feel safe, power, desire, wealth, and absolute power over all of them.

It was not because of strength, but because of fear, the ultimate fear of the world, of the unknown environment around them, drove the traversers to embark on this path of doomed loneliness.

This is what Li Zhe is doing now and the reason behind it.

Li Zhe drank a cup of tea, meditated, and worked hard to dissect these complex psychology within himself, like a surgeon with a cold appearance and a sharp scalpel in his hand.

Uncle Nine looked at Li Zhe's expression on the side, and thought that Li Zhe was still worried about his younger brother, but in fact, Li Zhe at this time had already abandoned that kind of worthless thing, he didn't know what cruel things this little master sitting here was thinking about at the moment - sword light and blood shadow, battlefield battle, although Li Zhe had just entered the army, he had already been stirred up by the steel and flames in the army The darkness hidden in his heart!

Li Zhe rode back to the army again.

Ma Zhong stepped forward to greet Li Zhe, who had been training with his soldiers for a whole day, marching in a two-hour queue, changing queues for two hours, and then a live-fire drill...... In the last few days, each of these soldiers under Li Zhe had to shoot more than 150 rounds of ammunition every day, which was definitely an incredible number for the musketeers of this era, and anyway, there was no rifling problem with the barrel of the smoothbore gun in this era.

Li Zhe was training with the maximum intensity of his soldiers.

The cost of this kind of super-intensive training has overwhelmed the small workshop in Li Zhe's manor, and it is a super troublesome task just to make projectiles and refine gunpowder every day.

Fortunately, Li Zhe has already implemented some feasible assembly line designs in his workshop, and has also used some more advanced mechanical tools at this time, otherwise his small workshop would not even be able to guarantee the ammunition of this small one.

After such a period of training, the officers and men of Wudu have seen a great change in their image, the formation change has become more and more calm, the tactical movements have become more smooth, and the entire army has become more and more like a modern army. Li Zhe was commanding beside him, and sometimes he would unconsciously confuse this soldier with the British lobster soldiers he had seen in later videos.

Fortunately, the uniforms of the officers and soldiers of the Great Song Dynasty are still fat jackets characteristic of this era, covered with a layer of leather armor, otherwise it will really make people feel that they have traveled to an era similar to the Opium War again.

Ma Zhong said to Li Zhe:

"I've been training well these days, and the boys have almost mastered it."

Li Zhe nodded and said:

"Yes, it's okay!"

It's much better than the other day.

"Then the day after tomorrow will already be Dabi's time," Ma Zhong said hesitantly, "I wonder if I should give Erlang a vacation to give them time to rest and relax." ”

Ma Zhong felt from experience that the strings of the soldiers should not be pulled too tightly, and should be properly relaxed.

Li Zhe thought about it for a moment and said:

"Well, yes, Dutou said very much. It's time to relax. ”

This experience is almost universally known in later generations, just like athletes who need to relax before a big competition to release the stress of intense training. There is some truth to this.

So the two discussed it, gathered the soldiers, and announced the news.

The soldiers roared and let out an earth-shattering roar, all of which were overjoyed. Then the stars scattered, and they herded the sheep one after another.

The playground was empty in the blink of an eye.

Li Zhe and Ma Zhong looked at each other and smiled, looking at each other's oily faces, they also laughed out loud.

The special feelings of the officers and soldiers in the army really make people feel a little nostalgic.

However, the soldiers below are all on vacation, and it is impossible for the two commanders to relax completely. The more important the event approaches, the more complicated things increase, and everything must be cautious. The two of them hadn't forgotten that there was always a malicious Lu Xuan watching them above the two of them, looking for their flaws at all times, trying to kill them with one blow.