Zhang Zhijun was in a very helpless mood at the moment, he had to spend his life in failure, he had seen all kinds of people and all kinds of things, but for the first time, he actually saw such an unreasonable request.

"Hit me?"

Zhang Zhijun didn't know how to face Zhang Hua at this time, hit him, I'm sorry, don't fight, that look is really underwhelming.

So, Zhang Zhijun looked at Zhang Hua with a caring foolish look, and then asked, "What do you want to do?" ”

The rare cheap look on Zhang Hua's face slowly disappeared, and he looked at Zhang Zhijun calmly, and said, "I just want to know, in addition to being beaten, have you ever beaten someone in your life?" ”

"So what? What if not? Zhang Zhijun was not good at asking, Zhang Hua saw his hands, and after clenching them unconsciously, he smiled: "Didn't answer?" So I can understand becoming, do you admit it? ”

"Looking at your appearance, I don't have to guess, I can probably know a little bit, when I was a child, I was not valued by the family, although there was a lot of grace, but it fell on you, a concubine, almost nothing.

The indifference of the people in the house, because of the lack of identity outside, you can't step into a higher stage, and you always feel that you can't do anything.

Even if one day suddenly, you want to change your decline and predicament, but when you are ready to do it, you suddenly find that you have achieved nothing, not only that, but no one can understand it, because you are always the one who is ignored?

If I guess wrong, if you didn't show up on your own initiative, then no one really would find out about your existence, right? ”

Zhang Hua said, and looked at Zhang Zhijun's expression seriously, and then saw the green tendons on his forehead burst out, Zhang Hua smiled even more happily, like a person who specializes in making fun of the down-and-out and will only fall into the well.

"Are you satisfied?" Zhang Hua asked Zhang Zhijun again, Zhang Zhijun glanced at him coldly, did not speak, Zhang Hua's tirade came down, at this moment Zhang Zhijun didn't want to do anything other than beat him, but he didn't know why, he never did it.

"I'm guessing you're content with the situation, right? Muddy, eating and waiting to die, it sounds like a lot of waste, but only people who understand the taste inside can know that this is actually a good choice. ”

"And you, I'm sure you should be able to understand, right?"

Zhang Hua was a little disappointed at the moment, he found that his transfer, or insult, there was no way to make Zhang Zhijun have a ripple, as if he was a salted fish without dreams.

But even if it's a salted fish, then you have to be the most idle, right?

Zhang Zhijun is indifferent or indifferent at the moment, and he gives Zhang Hua the feeling as if he is used to it, used to being reprimanded like this, and used to being disappointed in others.

"You... It can't be a virgin, right? Suddenly, after a pause, Zhang Hua said in surprise that it is impossible for a person to really have no desires and be willing to watch himself fall more and more.

And for men, there are only two things that can force them up.

power

Female.

For Zhang Zhijun, the former feels completely cool, born as a concubine, and no one cares about it since he was a child, he can't think of any idea of power, and at the same time, power doesn't have any interest in him.

If that's the case, then it can only be the latter?

Sure enough, after speaking for yourself. Zhang Hua saw that the corners of Zhang Zhijun's mouth floated, and he opened his mouth to look like a mouth, of course he was scolding himself.

However, Zhang Hua didn't care about this, because he knew that this salted fish had finally been reversed by himself.

"Do you have someone you like? There should be, after all, looking at your appearance, you are already quite old. Zhang Hua looked at Zhang Zhijun and said: "Let's imagine that a woman you like, if one day suddenly she is not married to you, and before you get married, find her and ask, why don't you marry yourself and break your original promise, guess how she will answer?" ”

Zhang Zhijun frowned, it was obvious that he was also thinking about this at the moment. Zhang Hua ignored him, and the next moment he said his answer: "I guess, she will say that the reason for all this is because of you." ”

"Why?" Zhang Zhijun finally spoke, Zhang Hua looked at him with a disdainful smile and said: "Because you are a waste, you don't dare to do anything, you will just go with the flow and silently bear the waste of the ending!" ”

"Whew... Whew"

Zhang Zhijun's voice became louder at this time, looking at Zhang Hua's eyes, it was like eating him alive, and he didn't put salt.

"Isn't it? Isn't that what it looks like? Zhang Hua asked Zhang Zhijun: "If you go to do something, even if you try to resist, maybe she will be grateful, and finally come to die with a clear will,"

"But... Can you accept such an ending? You! Yes! Enough! Pick up! Accept! Why! Yes. Zhang Hua roared and said, unconsciously, Zhang Hua thought of himself and Yang Zhongling

"Imagine that she has to bear all the pain for you alone, but you will only cry and say that you will come back to save her, but as time goes on, you start to forget. You have a new life. Later, I had my own family. Forget everything, do you think, are you still a man? ”

"Instead of solving the problem, you run away, this is one way, but when you are alone, when you think about it carefully, don't you blame yourself? Doesn't your conscience hurt. ”

"I did! But no! Zhang Zhijun responded with red eyes and roared, but Zhang Hua didn't mean to regress at all, and immediately said: "You haven't done enough!" Because you don't have the consciousness to give up everything for her!

You're afraid! I'm afraid that I finally made up my mind and failed again in the end, and you can't stand it, so I pretend to work hard, that is, I can give others a peace of mind, and I can give myself an explanation, that's how you do it, right?

Right? ”

Zhang Hua asked Zhang Zhijun fiercely, Zhang Zhijun was stunned, thinking back to his actions, as if everything coincided with what Zhang Hua said.

He wanted to admit it, but he didn't dare, because he didn't know what he would become when he found out that he was really a waste

Looking at Zhang Hua, Zhang Zhijun was very puzzled, he couldn't understand a problem, a very critical and urgent problem today

"Tell me, why are you helping me?" Zhang Zhijun asked, Zhang Hua.

"When am I going to help you?" Zhang Hua didn't admit it and asked rhetorically, Zhang Zhijun shook his head, his eyes suddenly appeared like a fine light that had never appeared before, and he stared at Zhang Hua: "Although I have been failing, it doesn't mean that I am a fool!" ”