The twenty-first episode of the meaning of Zhao Ji
"How many swallows leave the nest / north and do not return; How many roads ahead are winding / maybe not finished; I've seen fireworks shining / Stay a nostalgia; If the ending can be changed/I'll write for you;
"Before the moon of Guan Shan / Joy with wine; Joy and anger are left for the world to sigh; The wind and clouds change / can rely on each other for warmth / this metaphor is accompanied by each other;
"Wait until the end of the song / It's not embarrassing; Although it is not as good as Chanjuan; The poet is exhausted/This is three thousand sorrows/It's just a goodbye;
"You can see / Return to the swallow in the rain; Accompanying/slowly maneuvering; Reluctant/before the dust disappears and the clouds disperse; It leaves feathers in remembrance;
"Because love / superstition is forever; Embracing / Waiting for the fade; After weeping blood / We opened our eyes; Before the dust settles/Disappear into the sky......"
In Cai Yan's courtyard, Lu Ren and Wan'er had already gone hand in hand, leaving Cai Yan gently plucking the strings in the courtyard, and softly singing the song "Love Yan" taught to her by Lu Ren. After a long time, Cai Yan suddenly smiled sadly, and said to himself: "Your rhetoric is still so messy and unorganized, but it's ......"
In the middle of spring, when Cai Yan looked up at the sky, he unexpectedly found a few swifts flying in the sky, and said in a moment's distraction...... When you go, you really won't return; What I have experienced with you is indeed only a memory; At the end of the song, you and I are no longer embarrassed; Three thousand away from sorrow, you and I will only say goodbye in the end; Even if you are reluctant, you can only disappear; And you, in the end, left this song for me......"
Lu Ren taught this song "Love Yan" to Cai Yan, in fact, he just wanted to leave a souvenir for Cai Yan, as if a group of graduated students were leaving messages to each other when they said goodbye to each other, and there was no other meaning. But when it comes to Cai Yan, who has always been full of worries, the meaning has become a little different. Originally, they were just some words and phrases that were purely coincidental, but in Cai Yan's view, they all had different meanings.
Fu plucked the strings a few more times, and Cai Yan still smiled sadly: "When the dust settled, you and Wanmei accompanied each other and disappeared into the sky, leaving me here to sigh bitterly at the piano." Maybe one day, I will finally open my eyes with tears and face those things that I have never wanted to think about...... Now that I think about it, you really did a lot for me, but I ...... But it seems that he only caused you trouble, and he didn't really help you. ”
In a state of confusion, Cai Yan's fingers were a little weak, and a string was pulled off with a bang. As soon as this string broke, Cai Yan was stunned for a moment, but then it turned into contemplation. After a long time, Cai Yan suddenly stood up, walked quickly to the bottom of the porch, and called the maid and asked, "Has Uncle Cao ever returned to the house?" ”
"Huh? It seems to be back, and now I should be reading in the study. ”
Cai Yan nodded: "I have something to ask to see Uncle Cao, you go and ask Uncle Cao if he has time." ”
But said that Cao Cao was upset by Lu Ren's incident today, and after coming back, he went to the study to read a book, so as to calm down his mood, and suddenly heard the maid say that Cai Yan had something to ask to see, Cao Cao felt very surprised, because Cai Yan has lived here since Cao Cao, this is the first time to take the initiative to see Cao Cao. And after a little accident, Cao Cao remembered that if Lu Ren wanted to answer Wan'er, he would definitely meet Cai Yan about the above things, and he guessed something in his heart.
Signaling the maid to lead Cai Yan to the study, after Cai Yan saluted, Cao Cao asked, "Zhaoji, why did you come to see Lone?" ”
Cai Yan changed his usual posture of avoiding Cao Cao's gaze when he got along with Cao Cao, but faced Cao Cao's gaze directly: "As a woman, Yan shouldn't have asked about the appointment and dismissal of court officials, but I really couldn't help but want to ask my uncle what caused Yihao to be removed from his official position?" ”
Cao Cao had already guessed some of Cai Yan's intentions, so at this moment he just sighed: "Hugh Ti!" Yi Hao he ...... did something wrong unintentionally for a while, and he could only be dismissed and deposed in accordance with the law. ”
Cai Yan said: "Is there no room for recovery?" ”
Cao Cao waved his hand and said, "Zhaoji, don't say it again, do you think that Lone is willing to be a virtuous person like Yihao?" But the law of the country cannot be abolished, and loneliness is also endured by pain. ”
Cai Yan lowered his head. After she was an official eunuch, her father was a heavyweight like Cai Yong, so she had a certain understanding of things in the officialdom, and even in terms of concepts, she was also influenced by Cai Yong's kind of clear people, so she said after being silent for a long time: "Zhao Ji also knows that the law of the country cannot be abolished." Now that Yihao has been removed from his official position and demoted to a concubine, it is difficult to be a soldier, but he has worked hard and made great achievements in the past. Can my uncle remember his merits and reward him? Anyway, it also allows him to eat, and he doesn't have to wander the world. ”
Cao Cao said: "Lone also has this intention, but Yihao's dismissal still needs to be handed over to tomorrow." After the official order is given to the public, the lone party will be rewarded. ”
Cai Yan was silent for a moment before saying, "That is the case, Yan is at ease." Yan only has one wish, this year his uncle gave Yan a lot of gold and silver silk, but Yan is useless to stay, but Yihao has never had private property, after the dismissal will inevitably have hunger and cold worries, can you ask your uncle to transfer Yan's gold and silver silk silk to him? It was he who saved Yan that day, and Yan should be rewarded today. ”
Cao Cao was stunned at the time. Cai Yan came to Cao Cao for a year, and Cao Cao sent a lot of good things to Cai Yan before and after, but Cai Yan never used it, but now he said that he would transfer it to Lu Ren, which made Cao Cao's heart a little unhappy. But what kind of character is Cao Cao? As soon as his mind turned, he immediately adjusted his mentality, and then asked Cai Yan with a smile, "Zhaoji, how old are you this year?" ”
Cai Yan was also a flurry, and subconsciously responded: "Yan is twenty-six years old this year. ”
Cao Cao said: "Twenty-six years old, it's not a young age. And (Wei) Zhongdao has long since passed away, and you have been away from the Wei family for many years, you should have married another couple a few years earlier, you can't really stay in the lonely mansion like this all the time, right? ”
The speaker is unintentional, the listener is intentional, and Cai Yan has always been worried about what Cao Cao will do to her, and when she heard Cao Cao's words, she misunderstood what Cao Cao wanted. However, Cai Yan had long been mentally prepared for this, and now he had some intention of asking Cao Cao, so he responded after gritting his teeth: "Yes, but I am twenty-six years old, and my youth has long passed away, so I really don't dare to make any extravagant hopes." And what I do in the future, it's all up to my uncle. ”
Cai Yan means that you can do whatever you want, as long as you are willing to hand over Cai Yan's things to Lu Ren, of course, this kind of thing can't be said too explicitly, otherwise it will be too much. However, Cao Cao didn't mean that at all now, so he didn't hear the hidden meaning of Cai Yan's words, but smiled at Cai Yan and said: "You are twenty-six, Yihao is twenty-eight years old this year, and the two of you are very compatible in age." And in terms of talent, knowledge, and even the art of music and rhythm, they are all extraordinarily matched. What's even more rare is that Yihao has not married a wife yet, and he has an old relationship with your Cai family, and he still has the grace to save you...... A perfect match, a perfect match! ”
These words suddenly came out, and Cai Yan was stunned again. And this word of marriage is like Cao Cao's rhetoric under anger at this moment, and he was secretly startled in his heart, afraid that Cao Cao would embarrass Lu Ren because of this, so he hurriedly said: "Uncle, uncle, why did you say this?" The ...... between me, me and Yoshiho "I didn't know what to say in a hurry.
"Hahaha......"
Cao Cao laughed out loud, but I have to say that this laughter actually implied a bit of sourness in Cao Cao's heart. But Cao Cao is Cao Cao after all, and after laughing, he had already thrown away the sourness of the Nine Nights, and then said to Cai Yan with great interest: "Zhaoji, you have been lonely and have something to worry about, right?" You're twenty-six years old, and now you're being told by yourself, but you're still as shy and embarrassed as a sixteen-year-old girl. ”
"This, this ......" Cai Yan couldn't tell what Cao Cao meant. Seriously, if you want to talk about scheming, ten Cai Yan can't be Cao Cao's opponents.
Cao Cao glanced at Cai Yan a few times, and then smiled: "Zhao Ji, Gu intends to be a matchmaker for you, what do you think?" ”
“!!!”
Cai Yan was completely stunned this time. It's been a year, Cai Yan has been bathed in Cao Cao's scorching gaze, how can she not know Cao Cao's possessiveness/hope for her? And under the involuntarily of himself, Cai Yan has already accepted his fate and no longer has any extravagant hopes. In addition, Cai Yan was still immersed in Lu Ren's low mood of "going north and not returning" just now. But just when his heart was already like ashes, he suddenly heard such words, and Cai Yan's psychology was a little unbearable for a while. Not to mention Cai Yan, this kind of up and down, high and low like a roller coaster change, how many people can withstand it in a short period of time and not be surprised?
You say that a character like Cao Cao, how can you not see Cai Yan's worry about herself this year? Seeing Cai Yan standing there at this moment, he knew that it would not work if he didn't say some words clearly, so he put away his smile and said to Cai Yan seriously: "Zhao Ji, Gu is not joking with you now, but Gu really wants to marry you to Yihao." Of course, Lonely also has something else to ask for from you. ”
Things in the world are often so speechless. When someone expresses their willingness to help someone unconditionally, it often makes people worry about whether they have ulterior motives. On the other hand, if you directly say what you want to ask for, it will make people feel real and credible. And Cai Yan at this time was like this, when he heard Cao Cao say "I have something else to ask for", my heart was so relieved that after a little hesitation, he asked softly: "Uncle, it doesn't hurt to say it." ”
Cao Cao groaned: "Gu has always loved talents, and Yihao is a very rare talent. Today's events, Lone is actually a failure of Yihao, but Lone is also involuntarily. The thing that Gu is worried about now is that Yihao will misunderstand Gu when he is frustrated, and then go elsewhere. So Zhao Ji, Lone hopes that you can leave him in Xudu for Lone, and at the same time comfort and encourage him, don't let him be depressed. If so, after some time, Lone will try to reactivate him. Akihime, can you understand what Lone said? ”
(I remember that someone scolded the bottle for writing pig's feet to give it to a woman, and the bottle could only smile at that time, and then posted back that it was too underestimating the YD that the bottle was hidden behind the abuser.) If that guy saw the present, maybe he would understand, right? )