Chapter 50: I owe this world a life

Li Chengqian sat in the courtyard in a daze, Kuang San's injury finally stabilized, and the liquor and an old ginseng saved Kuang San's life, no wonder Kuang San's life was hard, and the Northern and Southern Dynasties determined the medicinal value of ginseng, but I didn't expect this thing to start to have medicinal value now, although it was just a very simple aphrodisiac. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Since Kuang San said his own child that day, Li Chengqian's mind has been echoing Kuang San's words, this damn world, this damn world? yes, this world is really damned.

Wang Ziqi looked at Li Chengqian, who was sitting at the door and looking at the puddle, shook his head, stood beside Li Chengqian with his back hand and asked.

"What are you thinking?"

A drop of rain hit the puddle, and the stirred water droplets splashed in Li Chengqian's eyes, which made Li Chengqian startled, listening to Wang Ziqi's words, Li Chengqian took a deep breath, and then said slowly.

"I'm thinking about ~ the future."

Li Chengqian's voice was a little puzzled, and there was a trace of hesitation, he didn't understand why he hesitated, why the things he had thought of would become so unsure when he poured his mouth~ uncertain.

"Future?"

What does the future look like? In the future? Wang Ziqi's brows furrowed, and suddenly he had a premonition, and he looked up at the sky that was still cloudy, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Yes~ It's the future, I'm thinking, if one day, there will be no more wars, no more hunger, no more so sad human tragedies, or, or maybe I want to try to change, change the damn way of the world in their mouths."

Li Chengqian's tone was slow but firm, he was just thinking about it, with yearning, excitement, and fear of the unknown in his tone, it sounded very contradictory, but this was Li Chengqian's mood at this time, he was really contradictory.

"Change?"

Wang Ziqian's smile gradually became deeper, there was no mockery in the smile, only relief and pride, but Li Chengqian's words gave him some ideas, that idea was very moving, very moving, so that Wang Ziqi couldn't help but be excited.

"Yes, it's change, I want to use everything I know to change the way of the world, no more hunger, no more war, no more death."

Li Chengqian's expression became a little reminiscing, at this time Li Chengqian was like a dreamer, at least in the eyes of the prince, in the eyes of the prince, the excitement gradually faded.

As long as there are people, there will be rivers and lakes, this sentence is another way to say, as long as there are people, there will be interests, there will be disputes, there will be wars, this is the eternal truth, although no one said it, but everyone understands this matter.

"Are you dreaming?"

Listening to Wang Ziqi's doubts, Li Chengqian sighed softly again, idiot? Are you? Not before, not now, but what about later? According to his own thoughts, maybe he will be an idiot in the future, the belief in his heart gradually drove away his last hesitation, and Li Chengqian's breathing gradually became a little short.

"Idiot? This world is a world ruled by a bunch of crazy people, why can't I be a madman? The more normal it is, the more you know the horror of this world, the less fearful a madman will be. ”

Wang Ziqi laughed when he heard this, listening to Li Chengqian's crazy words, the hope in his heart was gradually ignited again, and then it became more and more prosperous.

The wind suddenly rose, blowing the sleeve under the broken arm of the prince period, and also cooled down the blood that was gradually burning down, looking at Li Chengqian, who became silent, the prince period's gaze extended to the limit of what he could see, as if something attracted him.

"If you want to be a madman, why hesitate?"

Why hesitate? I still can't get down that ruthlessness after all, is it because I'm afraid of failure? No, when I entered the battlefield in my previous life, I already understood that at some point, life does not belong to me at all, since I am not even afraid of death, what are I still afraid of? What are you waiting for? Maybe it's because out of respect for life, the more people who don't care about life, the more they respect life, and people are really a monster.

"Because people die."

"Because people will die?"

Wang Ziqi felt a little funny, and then understood what Li Chengqian meant, the greater the ideal, the more price must be paid, and the price paid by Li Chengqian's ideal is - life, of course, this life may be his own, or someone else's, or even his relatives', such a choice is indeed very difficult, there is always a trace of the development of things can be traced, but to Li Chengqian's idea, I am afraid that there is no trace at all, after all, it is a thing that will make blood boil just by listening.

"Because it will make a lot of people, a lot of people, even I myself am not sure how many people will die, some of them are my own people, but I know that more of them are enemies."

Wang Ziqi pursed his lips, his gaze became more profound, he seemed to see a person waving around with a butcher knife, that person was crying and killing at the same time, the blood stained his body red, eroded his ankles, and his feet were already a sea of corpses, but the butcher knife in his hand still cut off other people's necks without hesitation, crying not because of fear, but because of piety to life? What a funny scene.

"You're going to be a madman."

Li Chengqian smiled, laughing very wildly, ignoring the clammy and cold on the steps, lying in place looking at the high sky and shouting loudly.

"If I get what I want, I will be the town stone on the eighteenth layer of hell! Even if I can't be reincarnated for 10,000 years, I have no regrets. ”

Li Er, who was walking at the door, suddenly froze in place, and the eldest grandson next to him also covered his mouth and grew his eyes in surprise, the world will always believe in some illusory things, as an oath, as a wish, although I can't understand what the master and apprentice are saying, but the thick shock in his eyes can't hide it from anyone.

"Your thoughts are dangerous."

"Master understands what the disciples are facing, there are always too many ignorant people in this world, there are too many people who can't see the way of the world clearly, there are too many self-righteous people, they will all be the roadblocks in front of the disciples, how can their dangerous disciples not be clear? Take a wrong step and break your bones!! ”

Brother Wang's hand was gently placed on Li Chengqian's head, but the smile in his mouth was like a flower before dawn, gorgeous and warm.

With a deep sense of worry, Wang Ziqi muttered, "Is it worth it?" ”

"Is it worth it? Perhaps, I owe this world a life, God let me come to this world, after all, he still wants me to change something, perhaps, he just wants me to change the way of this world. Otherwise, why me? ”

Li Chengqian's tone was uncertain, he tried hard to make his tone firm, but the words were still full of doubts after all, why me? It must be trying to change something, yes, it must be like this.

Wang Ziqi didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, and he didn't understand why Li Chengqian, who was still ambitious just now, became so lonely, so depressed, and so sad.

No one will understand the sorrow of a person who has traveled through thousands of years, when he starts from scratch, he is destined to fight against this world, winning can change the world, losing, can only be with full of unwillingness and loneliness, bury himself with time, in this world that will never belong to him.

"It's going to be tough~"

"What about being difficult and confused? Some things need to be done. ”

"You, have you thought about it?"

"I didn't have it just now, but now I think about it, it's better to be a madman than to be a fool who does nothing, in this era, there are always too many things that I can't see, since the mountain doesn't come to me, it's better for me to go to the mountain, although I don't know why God let us come to the world, but, it must not be for people to come to this world to eat and wait for death, life always leaves something meaningful, isn't it?"

Wang Ziqi's eyes gradually blurred, Li Chengqian's words made him feel a little, but more was confused, he didn't know how to enlighten or explain this thing he didn't know, Wang Ziqi was a good master, he never easily expressed his opinions in places he didn't understand, and he didn't dare to easily evaluate Li Chengqian's ideals, the only thing he could do was to use what he knew to guide him, or help him.

"There is nature in things, and there is harmony in things. Some are near but not visible, and some are far and known. Those who are near but not visible do not notice their words; Those who are far away and can be known, but they will also come from the past.

The ancestors summed up the infinite changes of everything in the world into two words - opening and closing. As the main body of all things, the actions and actions we take in order to respond to this change of opening and closing are "closing the shut". This is also the meaning of the ancestors who said, "Viewing the opening and closing of yin and yang is a life". "Things" is to grasp and control the development and change of things.

The union and separation of things is the natural law of things themselves. The union of things is the change of things. This is the case in the world, everything is changing all the time, and everything is always in the clutch. And where there is a clutch, there must be a gap. Discrete because of the gaps that are generated. It is also because there is a gap in the original that it can be combined. So, there are always gaps in the change of things. Vertically and horizontally, it means that we must exert ourselves and work hard in this gap.

The hexagram of the "Book of Changes" says: "Depending on the performance of the auspicious, its rotation is auspicious." This means that if you look back at the road you have been on, take a detailed look at the good and the bad, and then turn around and do things, so that everything will go well. The ancestors here talk about "going back to the future", which is the same as the "Book of Changes" talking about "depending on the performance of the test". ”

Wang Ziqi's words made Li Chengqian smile slightly, why didn't he know how difficult it was to go against this world?

"The apprentice knows that the apprentice is not a person who is in a hurry, the apprentice is still young, and there is time."