The 349th round of warmth under the moon
Wan'er was indeed in the pavilion in the garden. The moonlight tonight is quite bright, and Wan'er is under the moonlight, staring blankly at the hairpin in her hand.
When Lu Ren found Wan'er, he originally wanted to go over immediately, but when he saw Wan'er sitting quietly under the moonlight, he couldn't help but stop and not alarm Wan'er, and then stood there and enjoyed the scene in front of him.
"When I first met Wan'er, it was also under this moonlight......
Wan'er is not the kind of girl who is very beautiful, neither as stunning and charming as Minchan, nor as cold and arrogant as Cai Yan. But Wan'er is very attractive, at first glance, she generally only thinks that the posture is okay, but there is nothing too outstanding. But if you see more eyes, the more you look, the more comfortable you feel. Let's put it this way, if Diao Chan is a beautiful flower and Cai Yan is a crystal ice, then Wan'er is like quiet water. Although it is not as eye-catching as flowers and ice crystals, it gives people the most comfortable feeling.
And at this moment, Wan'er is not wearing a coat, her body is just a plain middle lining, her feet are not wearing shoes and socks are also hanging there, and people are almost motionless, if it is not for the night breeze that is still a little cold at the beginning of summer, the corners of Wan'er's clothes are slightly danced, and then bring a little vitality to Wan'er, I am afraid that Wan'er who is sitting there is not a living person, but a beautiful white jade statue.
After a long time, Wan'er finally moved slightly, but only stroked the hairpin in her hand a few times, and then sighed softly. And Lu Ren saw that Wan'er moved, so he walked over gently, and covered Wan'er's body with the coat he brought.
Wan'er was slightly startled at first, but she didn't react. In fact, this kind of thing often happens between them. After shouting "Lord", Wan'er quickly lowered her head and raised her sleeves, seeing that she wanted to wipe her eyes.
Lu Ren was stunned. As soon as he stretched out his hand to stop Wan'er's sleeve, and then looked at Wan'er's eyes through the moonlight, he immediately found that Wan'er's big eyes were red. And in the corners of Wan'er's eyes and cheeks, there are still a few crystal teardrops.
"You girl, why are you crying?"
Wan'er's fingers pinched the placket of Lu Ren's clothes that covered her, raised it and smiled at Lu Ren, just said "nothing", but suddenly a few tears fell, and then Wan'er's hand covered her mouth and nose tightly, forcibly covering her already soft sobbing. It's a pity that the sound can be hidden. The tears were unstoppable, and drop after drop of crystal tears were gently falling from the corners of Wan'er's eyes.
Lu Ren didn't know what was wrong with Wan'er, what would he cry for, so he could only subconsciously sit down in front of Wan'er and take Wan'er into his arms: "Silly girl, what's wrong with you?" What happened to make you cry alone? ”
“……”
Wan'er was silent for a while, broke free from Lu Ren's arms, but lowered her head again, looked at the hairpin in her hand and whispered to Lu Ren: "Don't worry too much, lord." Wan'er just remembered her life experience, and she felt it for a while. Xiang Wan'er lost her parents since she was a child, and was beaten and scolded as an inconspicuous maid in Cao Gong's mansion, just to have food to eat and clothes to wear. can survive for a long time, and he will never dare to ask for half a point. ”
Saying that, Wan'er looked up at Lu Ren again, and said very seriously: "But since following the Lord, it is as if God has suddenly brought all the good and fortunate things to Wan'er." In the past few years, Wan'er has not only had no worries about food and clothing. There are still people who hurt and people who love...... Wan'er knew that this was all brought to Wan'er by the Lord. The Lord is as kind to Wan'er as a mountain, and Wan'er has nothing to repay. Even if the Lord asks Wan'er to die now, Wan'er is willing......"
"What stupid are you talking about!? What doesn't die! ”
Wan'er is Lu Ren's closest person, how can she not understand Lu Ren's temper? As soon as she saw Lu Ren's displeasure, Wan'er immediately waved her hand to Lu Ren and said, "Don't misunderstand, Lord, that's what Wan'er meant." Yes...... Won't you sleep at such a late hour, Lord? ”
Lu Ren was speechless at Wan'er's lame hatred transfer, stretched out his hand and grabbed Wan'er's waist from behind, and the other hand was very dishonest into Wan'er's placket, gently grabbing and rubbing Wan'er's chest. This action is certainly a little colorful, but it also has a little punishment for Wan'er: "I woke up in the middle of the night, got up to pee, and found that you were not by my side, of course I would run out to find you." ”
Wan'er was "destroyed" by Lu Ren like this not once or twice, she was used to it for a long time, and she also knew that Lu Ren didn't mean to do that many times, just simply...... It's a bit hard to say. Anyway, Wan'er let Lu Ren's salty pig hand be dishonest on her chest, and she said softly to Lu Ren: "Lord, there is something Wan'er has always wanted to ask you." ”
Lu Ren's salty pig hand stopped, and instead hugged Wan'er's waist, and the chin shell also hit Wan'er's shoulder: "Well, just ask whatever you want." You girl is such a character, if I don't make some things clear to you, I don't know when you will hide here and cry secretly. ”
Wan'er was silent for a while before she asked softly: "Lord, Wan'er has never understood that Sister Cai and Sister Xiu, their appearance, talent, and knowledge are all above Wan'er, but why does the Lord just insist on Wan'er?" The Lord can only take one person away when he leaves, if it was in the past, the Lord said to take Wan'er away, Wan'er has nothing else to think about, but...... Wouldn't it be better for the Lord to take Sister Cai away or Sister Xiu away? ”
“……”
Lu Ren understood as soon as he heard it. To be precise, he, a modern person who has been poisoned by a lot of soap operas, knows that Wan'er is now in a standard girl's unconfident state of mind. By the way, Lu Ren is twenty-nine and thirty this year, but Wan'er was only fourteen or five years old when she first came to Lu Ren's side, and after a few years, she is only about twenty years old now, which is the time when this kind of girl's unconfident mentality is most likely to occur. Besides, there are beauties like Cai Yan and Minchan for comparison......
Sighing and smiling again, Lu Ren didn't answer right away, in fact, Lu Ren himself was a little unclear. Maybe in the subconscious, Lu Ren always has the realistic psychology of the sling in modern society, that is, the wife must not find a wife who is too beautiful, it is too troublesome and laborious, and a woman who is too beautiful can only be a lover or a mistress, but how does Lu Ren say this kind of words to Wan'er?
Perhaps it is precisely because of the influence of this mentality that Lu Ren has more or less a mentality towards Cai Yan and Minchan as long as they have played. But on the other hand, Lu Ren really felt that he could do without Cai Yan or Minchan, but he couldn't do without Wan'er. Maybe he really has an inexplicable psychological dependence on Wan'er? A psychological dependence that borders on faith? And this kind of thing is really unclear.
Therefore, such a question made Lu Ren ponder for a long, long time, and finally Lu Ren reluctantly came up with some philosophical words: "Silly girl, whether it is Zhao Ji, or Minchan and Mi Zhen, they don't really belong to me, only you, the girl, really belong to me completely, and you are always thinking about me completely."
"On the other hand, I'm a little greedy for beauty, but to put it mildly, it's all playing, this is the natural inferiority of our men, and you don't blame me for anything. But when it comes to playing, I always know who is the best for me and who cares about me the most. And most importantly, ...... I don't know if you understand if I say this, although Zhaoji and Minchan are good, they are not the same type of people as me, but Wan'er, you are the same type as me. So in many things, you can understand me and tolerate me, but they may not be able to understand and tolerate me like you. ”
Wan'er was puzzled and said, "The same type of person? ”
Lu Ren really couldn't say anything at this time, so he simply responded vaguely: "Have you forgotten?" My parents died when I was a child, and I wandered the sky; And you are also ignorant of your parents, living carefully in the Cao Gong's Mansion. We have similar childhood experiences, so we will have similar views on many things. How else can I say you can understand me? ”
Wan'er let out an "oh" and nodded as if she didn't understand. In fact, it doesn't matter whether she understands or doesn't understand at this time, Wan'er just needs some psychological comfort now to soothe the unconfident factors in her heart.
Lu Ren saw that Wan'er seemed to be coaxed, and then remembered those tears, so he asked, "You haven't told me yet, why are you hiding here crying." ”
It's okay not to ask, but under this question, Wan'er's eyes turned red again: "Today, the Lord went to Shangshu Mansion to do business, and Wan'er went to Fuyouyishe to visit Mrs. Ding." When she saw her mother, she rebuked Wan'er......"
Lu Ren was stunned: "Mrs. Ding, she blames you?" You didn't do anything wrong, why should Mrs. Ding blame you? ”
Wan'er said: "Lord, in the battle of Xiapi, did you use the seven-star forbidden spell that could not be used, but you ended up losing your life?" It is rumored in Xu Du that after the lord used the seven-star forbidden spell, he vomited blood, and finally the true yuan was damaged and his life was lost. And the Lord did not hesitate to use the forbidden spell against the heavens, just for, just for ......"
Lu Ren was dumbfounded. This thing was originally fake, so he never really took it to heart, and there were a lot of messy things during the time he returned to Xuchang, so he couldn't take care of this bit of. It's just that Lu Ren couldn't figure it out, his excuse at the time was that he wanted to change from Lao Cao to Minchan, so what does this have to do with Wan'er?
As soon as Wan'er explained, Lu Ren understood. Mrs. Ding blamed Wan'er for being Lu Ren's closest person, but she didn't advise Lu Ren's behavior, and even suspected that Wan'er didn't satisfy Lu Ren in some aspects, so Lu Ren would think about messing with women outside at any cost.
Actually, where is this...... (To be continued......)