Chapter 358: Lonely Under the Moon
It is said that the mother-in-law in white told that she had been looking for her second brother Liang Liang for forty years without any news, and when she talked about her sadness, she choked up several times. was originally an old man with an impatient temperament, but at this time he was sad.
The experience of the mother-in-law in white shocked Zhuqing. I was not only moved by my mother-in-law's loyalty, but also saddened by my mother-in-law's suffering.
She secretly prayed to heaven not to let herself repeat the mistakes of the mother-in-law in white, and never let herself suffer from the mother-in-law in white again.
She knew that now the wolf girl Fu Xiaoxiao was by Brother Monkey's side, both relieved that someone had healed Brother Monkey, and sad that someone had replaced her. At the same time, I am worried about the injuries of the monkeys. Thinking that the monkey almost lost his life because of himself, causing his true qi to be disordered, Zhu Qing's heart ached.
He already has a general understanding of the monkey's information, but the monkey does not know his own situation. Brother Monkey, do you want to know about the situation in Zhuqing, why don't you go back to the administrative department, why don't you go back to the military region?
The age difference between the mother-in-law in white and Zhuqing is half a century, but because of the same emotional experience, they have a common language, and the two are like close friends in the boudoir, talking to each other from day to night.
The two of them wandered around the military region, and no one asked, and no one stopped them. Zhu Qing was originally a celebrity in the military region, and most of the soldiers knew her. And the mother-in-law in white forced her way into the military region, and the three leaders of the military region also accompanied her to dinner, and within a day, the mother-in-law in white became the star of the military region.
The night is deep, and the waning moon is rising in the east. The white-clothed mother-in-law said to Zhuqing: "I saw the monkey, tell him that you are okay, tell him to come to you quickly, you see your master, tell him to go back to the temple and wait for me, I will go to his temple after a while." ”
Zhu Qing said: "Got it, young lady, you have to take care of yourself." ”
The mother-in-law in white was gone, and her white clothes fluttered in the moonlight, like a white cloud. Gradually blended with the moonlight and disappeared.
Zhu Qing stood in the moonlight, watching the figure of the white-clothed mother-in-law gradually disappear into the distance, and suddenly felt extremely empty in her heart, she told the white-clothed mother-in-law about her thoughts about the monkey, her worries about the monkey, and the panic in her heart.
Now that the mother-in-law in white is gone, there is no one to tell her heart, and an inexplicable loneliness and loneliness arise in her heart.
She didn't want to stay in the military district. Brother Fan Jiang sent her out on a mission, and although he assigned several tasks, he actually told her to go out to find monkeys.
Although the Black Dragon Society has not been completely eliminated, it has been paralyzed, and without the support of the Black Dragon Society, it will be relatively easier for the Eighth Route Army to deal with ordinary devils, and the Lang team does not need to run around day and night like that.
It is precisely because of this that Brother Fan Jiang will give her an indefinite task.
Zhuqing put on his backpack and silently left the military region.
The moonlight is boundless, and the sky and the earth are desolate. Brother Monkey? Where are you?
Which direction should I go? Where to go?
My father and brother are gone. Fang Miao is actually not a home anymore. Where is home now?
In the past days, by Brother Monkey's side, no matter how cruel the battle was, no matter how dangerous the experience, even if he died in the next second, his heart was down-to-earth and fulfilling.
Now, she has no home, and there is no monkey brother by her side, she feels that her body is floating in the air, and her heart is also floating in the air, just like a cloud in the sky without roots, when a gust of wind comes, it will be blown away and blown away without a trace.
She walked alone in the open field, only her faint shadow followed undepartingly.
But the shadow is not loyal or reliable. If a thin cloud drifts in and obscures the moon, even his own shadow will betray him and quietly leave him.
Without Brother Monkey, what else is bamboo green in this world?
Zhuqing, Zhuqing, is there any point in living? Why live? Is it to live to endure the pain of parting?
But you can't die, because Brother Monkey is still alive. The monkey said to the white-clothed mother-in-law that he was looking for Zhuqing, but because he couldn't find Zhuqing, he was injured by his internal strength and almost lost his life.
Actually, Zhuqing is sorry for you, Brother Monkey!
Zhu Qing still doesn't have complete trust in you, otherwise, in Cuiyun Pavilion, Zhu Qing will call you, and there will be nothing. Zhu Qing is afraid that you will be suspicious, afraid that you will wonder how your sister ran to this dirty place?
Brother Monkey, are you suspicious? No, it's all Zhuqing's own careful eyes. Zhuqing hurt you, Brother Monkey.
Brother Monkey has always been liked by women, but he only likes Zhuqing. He has a lot of respect for Zhuqing. He likes Zhuqing from the bottom of his bones. He is a true gentleman.
Brother Monkey, in fact, you just want Zhuqing, and Zhuqing will not be angry. Zhu Qing knows that you are trying your best to be self-contained and stoic, you must be very uncomfortable in your heart, right?
Poor monkey brother!
You're going to have a wolf girl by your side. I heard that she is beautiful. Would you like her? Would you like the wolf girl as much as you like Zhuqing?
You must not, Brother Monkey! Then Zhuqing will not be able to stand it.
Zhu Qing felt a pain in his heart, and he felt like vomiting, and he couldn't breathe, why was there some sweat on his body?
No, it doesn't work. The monkey almost lost his life because of the sadness in his heart. Bamboo green can't do that. Zhuqing should give a most perfect self to Brother Monkey. Zhuqing is dead, and she should be a perfect girl to leave this world.
Zhuqing can't be injured, Zhuqing has to live strongly. Live for Brother Monkey.
Zhu Qing felt that the distress was intensifying. She was scared, how could she see Brother Monkey like this?
Zhu Qing found a secluded place, sat down, took a breath, recited the mantra silently, and practiced the Phaseless Heart Sutra.
But the true qi in the body is not willing to accept Zhu Qing's command, and the mind cannot lead the operation of the true qi, which is a very terrible thing. But Zhu Qing was not panicked in his heart.
He just recited the mantra silently, relaxed himself, and quieted himself. Relax and be quiet. Until there are no distractions, no thoughts, no emotions in the heart. Breathing is also between what is and what is not.
At this time, she felt that the true qi that did not obey the command slowly fell into the dantian. Then, with a little mental guidance, the true qi will run in an orderly manner, and everything will return to normal.
Zhu Qing didn't know what a dangerous situation she was in just now, if it wasn't for good conditioning, the consequences would be unimaginable, with serious injuries and deaths.
The current situation is that walking and not walking are the same, walking, Zhuqing doesn't know where to go, and he doesn't know how to do it if he doesn't go.
Zhu Qing simply didn't do anything, didn't think about anything, just sat in this wilderness and barren lake, silently practicing the Heartless Heart Sutra.
Time passed unconsciously, and after a long time, Zhu Qing felt a soft light stimulate his eyelids. He slowly opened his eyes.
I saw the distant horizon, where the sky and the earth meet, a red sun is rising.
That sorrow rose in my heart again, where should I go on this day?