"Then we got together, and she became my first girlfriend. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info two people who don't know each other are together like this. I smiled wryly, recalling the immature relationship little by little.

"And what's her name? Your ex-girlfriend. ”

"Her name is Li Ying." The mention of this name makes me feel mixed feelings.

"Then why did you break up?"

"I thought I could go on with Li Ying forever, get married and have children. When we first started together, I naively made a lot of vows to her, but now that I think about it, I realize that I was so naïve at that time. But at that time, I really promised, I really wanted to marry her. I sighed again.

"Then why don't you want to marry her?" Xi Rui said with a smile.

"After being together for a long time, we started to get to know each other very well. But I don't know when I found myself changing, I didn't love her so much, and at first I didn't believe that I would change my mind. But then I had to believe in reality, I really didn't love her anymore. I have to admit that I just fell in love with her beauty, not really in love with her. I tried my best to truly fall in love with her, but in the end I couldn't fit into her world. So in the end, we separated. ”

"Is that the breakup you proposed?"

"Well, she is a person with a lot of self-esteem, and when I asked her to break up, her answer was very crisp. She didn't erupt in front of me and didn't say much. I later heard that the night we broke up, she drank and cried all night. She never drank alcohol. After the breakup, she still cared about me very much, but she never told me directly, just asked An Lei to convey it. ”

"It seems that she loves you very much and values that relationship." Xi Rui said lightly.

"I heard An Lei say that Li Ying often dreamed of me in the days when I just broke up, and Li Ying didn't let An Lei tell me this, but An Lei is my good brother, and he thinks I should know."

"Then you really let down a girl who loves you deeply!"

"yes, I failed a good girl, so I feel guilty all the time. It was me who was begging to chase her, but in the end it was I who proposed to break up. The more she didn't hate me, the more she treated me, the more guilty I felt in my heart. ”

"Then have you ever thought about getting back together with her? After all, she loves you so much, and she is a beautiful and kind girl. ”

"Feelings can't come reluctantly, what's more, I hurt her deeply, how can I have the face to get back together with her."

"It seems that love is indeed going to make people fall into it and can't extricate themselves!" Cirry sighed.

"Xirui."

Cirry looked back at me, "Huh? ”

"You've never been in a relationship, have you?"

"Yes, but how can you be so sure?"

"Because you don't have a boyfriend right now! How can someone with a boyfriend easily hold the hand of another boy. ”

"Just because you don't have a boyfriend now doesn't mean you didn't have a boyfriend before!" Xirui stared at me and said.

"A beautiful girl like you shouldn't have an ex-boyfriend, she should have a love affair from first love to wife."

"Why?" Cirry felt strange and looked at me with a questioning expression.

"Because, I don't want to see you hurt in love, struggling in the abyss of failed love."

"That's really touching! No wonder Li Ying loves you so much. ”

"I don't dare to say love easily anymore, for fear of hurting other girls because of myself. I don't dare to promise anyone the future anymore, what to say forever. "Saying this, I feel extremely melancholy.

"Once you were bitten by a snake, you were afraid of the well rope for ten years." Ciri seemed to be laughing at me.

"I'm all thinking about you girls, the so-called skews of the scholars, you can still get rid of it; The woman is shy, and she can't take it off. In failed love, it is always the girl who is hurt. ”

After walking for a long time, we finally reached the bottom of the mountain, and it was already ten o'clock when we walked to the place where the motorcycles were parked. "You can come to my house tonight, it's so late, it's troublesome to find a hotel again, and you haven't eaten yet, and the restaurants are closed at night." Xi Rui said very calmly.

"That's not good, and I'm embarrassed to meet your parents." I wanted to go, but it wasn't a good fit.

"Anyway, my parents are not at home, and I am very lonely at home alone, so you can go and accompany me." Xirui's appearance looks so cute.

"Alright! But don't be foolish, I'm a decent person. I looked at Ciri with a serious face.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to you. Let's go, let's go back. "Ciri seems to be coquettish to me.

I was about to get on my motorcycle, only to find that my hand and Ciri were still holding hands tightly. From the top of the mountain to the foot of the mountain for more than an hour, we all held hands tightly and never let go. "Are you still reluctant to let go of my tender hand? I can't ride a bike just like that! I looked at Xi Rui and smiled.

"Just your hand, it's still tender! I guess it's too rough to be good. Ciri let go of her grip on me and pinched my arm.

"Yikes! What are you doing? "I was pinched by Ciri.

"Does it hurt? Then don't hurry up and get in the car and go, where is so much nonsense. Xirui gave me a blank look.

I got on the motorcycle, and Ciri sat in the back seat. Ciri told me the way to her house, and I started the car and drove towards Ciri's house. "It's cold, it's cold! I haven't eaten at night, I'm really cold and hungry. ”

"Then ride faster!"

"Do you know the safety first at night, carrying such a beautiful girl, if something happens, it won't be good."

"I'm still so poor, I don't seem to be hungry enough to have no strength! When you get home, don't eat at all, and wait until tomorrow morning to eat. Xirui slapped me on the back.

"Okay, I won't say okay, but this meal must be eaten, I don't want to go to bed hungry, otherwise I will wake up hungry at night."

After about 20 minutes of riding, we arrived at the neighborhood where Xirui's family lived. After parking the car downstairs, I followed Xirui into the elevator. Soon, the elevator reached the tenth floor, and Xi Rui took out the key to open the door, and then went in to turn on the light in the living room. I changed my shoes at the door, and then followed Ciri inside. Ciri took my backpack and helped me into the study. Then went and poured me another cup of hot water. I sat down on the couch and walked for so long that I could finally take a break.

"You sit here first, and I'll cook you a bowl of noodles." With that, Ciri walked into the kitchen.

"Hurry up, I'm hungry."

It didn't take long for Xi Rui to cook two bowls of noodles. So we sat facing each other and started to eat dinner, which should be considered a supper. "It's delicious, but it's the illusion that I'm too hungry? Or is it really well cooked? ”

"Is it enough? Not enough for me to cook for you again."

"No, that's enough, you can't eat too much before bed."

Xi Rui took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen, and I went to the study.