Chapter 181: Shameful Life

"Madame, I almost forgot, there is one more thing I forgot to tell you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info" The maid said with a smile and a deliberate look that made Li Sisi guess.

"What's the matter?" Li Sisi was anxious, but asked pretending to be fine.

"Madam, the lord is here today."

Li Sisi's heart was shocked!

Fang Jian is here!

According to the situation in the past, Fang Jian, who only came to his place for one day a month, is definitely not a good thing to come here tonight!

Li Sisi was so jealous of Fang Jian's arrival for two reasons.

First, Fang Jian's wife actually knows that she exists, and she doesn't like herself.

was able to let Fang Jian come for a day in the middle of a month, and at this time, she tolerated Li Sisi to the greatest extent.

Every time, Li Sisi was worried about Mrs. Zhengwu because of Fang Jian's arrival, and his resentment towards himself was adding a point.

After all, the status of the concubine and the lady of the outer house is sometimes incomparable to even the powerful subordinates.

As long as the lady of the main house is willing, then she throws the concubine and the lady of the outer house into the well, and the government will not say anything.

Because of this, Li Sisi rarely goes out even on weekdays, for fear of arousing the disgust of Mrs. Zhengfu.

The second reason is because at this moment, Li Sisi has decided to betray Fang Jian and start a new life.

Once this operation began, it could not be stopped at will, because at ten o'clock in the evening, the three guards who went out with him were now obliterated by Zhang Hua.

As long as the companion tells Fang Jian the news that the three people have not returned, with Fang Jian's ability, then next, he can be described as more than lucky.

Now Li Sisi is racing against time, before Fang Jian learned about it, he got the letter and left, and from then on, Li Sisi can give up his past.

But once you lose...... At this moment, even Li Sisi didn't know what the consequences of this matter were.

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"Madame, what's wrong with you?" After seeing Li Sisi suddenly stunned in place, the maid patted Li Sisi lightly and said.

"No... It's nothing. Li Sisi smiled bitterly, glanced at the inner hall, and asked the maid: "Where is the master now?" ”

"As soon as the master came back, he was in the study, as if he was in a hurry."

"Study?"

The study room was where Fang Jian hid his letters, and after Li Sisi heard the maid's mouth about his very hurried appearance, Li Sisi slowly calmed down.

"Now, help me prepare some food and drinks." After a long time, Li Sisi said calmly, and after the maid heard about it, she didn't ask anything and nodded, and she immediately began to prepare.

A moment later, a tray containing three dishes and one wine, and two pairs of chopsticks was brought up by the maid.

"I'll come by myself, you go down first."

"Yes, ma'am."

Li Sisi held the tray and walked unhurriedly towards the study, his face was very calm, the same as before.

But you just have to look closely to find out. At this moment, her hands, along with the tray in her hand, trembled slightly.

It is a matter of life and death, no one can not be moved, not to mention, Li Sisi is just an ordinary woman, her heart is simply unable to bear the heaviness beyond what she can bear.

But tonight, she must muster up the courage and do everything in her power to face all the ghosts and demons, because this time, she has gambled on her future.

"Bang bang." Outside the study door, Li Sisi knocked on the study door softly.

"Who's outside the door?" Fang Jian in the study asked, Li Sisi covered his chest with his right hand, and responded, "Husband, it's me." ”

"Oh, so it's Madame, you wait a minute."

It stands to reason that for concubines and ladies in the outer house, whether the head of the family can be called Mrs., this title only belongs to the lady of the main room who is married by Ming Media.

But now Fang Jian calls Li Sisi like this, which can also be seen from the side, how much attention he attaches to Li Sisi.

There was a sound of rustling in the study, and it didn't take long for Fang Jian to open the door of the study: "Madam." ”

Fang Jian said with a smile, that handsome face was matched with a warm smile, which was easy for people to fall into.

Li Sisi blushed, nodded slightly, and said, "Husband." ”

"Come in, ma'am." Fang Jian glanced at the tray in Li Sisi's hand and said with a smile. Li Sisi nodded and walked in sideways.

Fang Jian sniffed the wisp of incense that Li Sisi brought just now, and then closed the door of the study with a slight smile.

"Why did the husband come here tonight?" After putting down the tray, Li Sisi glanced at the closed bookcase not far away and asked.

"It's a bit of a rush. And he came. Fang Jian glanced at the wine and food, then held Li Sisi's hands with both hands, and asked with spring in his eyes: "Madame brought the wine and food, did she want to have a drink with her husband?" ”

"Well, the husband only comes over one night a month, and he is in a hurry, thinking about the past, the concubine has not yet confided in her husband.

The husband came unexpectedly tonight, and the concubine wanted to drink this cup with the husband. Li Sisi said.

After Fang Jian heard this, he sighed, silently took Li Sisi into his arms, and said guiltily: "Madam, it's really hard for you." ”

"You also know that you are the only one in my husband's heart, but that and Fang Li are the main lady I am marrying.

And this woman, whose eyes are like needles, if she really brought you into the house, and I will not suffer in the days when I am in the house, but..."

"Husband, you don't need to say it, the concubine understands your suffering." Li Sisi interrupted Fang Jian with a slight cry.

"The concubine was originally a Hongchen woman, and it was a great luck to be able to get out of the sea of suffering through the hands of her husband, but as for entering the mansion, it was unthinkable.

Now that I can have a place to stay, my heart is satisfied, and I dare not ask for anything else. ”

The more Li Sisi said, the more obvious the crying became, Fang Jian had a very important place in his heart for himself, not just a life-saving benefactor. For Fang Jian, Li Sisi must have this certain affection.

But no matter how much Fang Jian gave, he couldn't give Li Sisi one thing, that is, the freedom proposed by Zhang Hua.

Today's Li Sisi, in popular terms here in Fang Jian, is like his pet.

Fang Jian could give Li Sisi everything, but he couldn't untie the invisible shackles on her.

Trapped in a cage, she slowly forgets the fact that she is a pet, but one day, an outsider. After he opened a hole in Fang Jian's cage in the most direct way, it was impossible for Li Sisi to continue like this forever.

She would follow the sunlight shining through the hole and begin to chase slowly, and when she touched the cage, there were only two.

One is that the cage has been completely broken, and the other is that Li Sisi is dying in the search for a bright path!

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"Husband, let's go take a bath first." Li Sisi said to Fang Jian with a smile in his eyes, and a flush appeared on his face. This made Fang Jian's heart ripple for a while.

"Madam, it's rare to come here tonight for your husband, so let's save a little red tape." Fang Jian hugged Li Sisi, who was hanging on his body, as weak as a cat.

After Li Sisi felt the body temperature coming from Fang Jian's body, she became more and more angry.

I tried to break free, but Fang Jian was like an iron pincer, and he couldn't break free at all.

"Husband..."Using all the strength of his body, Li Sisi finally broke free of Fang Jian, Fang Jian sighed, and said gently: "Go here for your husband." ”

Saying that, after Fang Jian kissed Xiangze, she left in a hurry, Li Sisi stopped for a while, and after hearing no sound outside the study, she immediately came to the bookcase and opened the second layer of the bookcase.

On the second floor of the bookcase, there are all kinds of books that have begun to turn yellow, and it can be seen from the color that these books have a certain age

However, Li Sisi didn't care about anything else, and immediately took those books, flipped up the bottom layer, and the envelopes that had been opened also appeared in her eyes.

And when these letters appeared, Li Sisi's eyes flashed with a faint light.

However, just when Li Sisi was immersed in joy, she didn't notice that Fang Jian, who was supposed to leave, looked at her with a hideous face at this moment, revealing a hateful gaze.

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"Your Excellency." A swarthy man found Fang Jian in the corridor.

"What's the matter?" Fang Jian was in a very good mood now, and there was a kind of joy in his mouth.

"My lord, the three brothers who accompanied Madame out in the evening have not yet returned."

"What do you mean by not coming back?" Fang Jian's face froze, and a few gloomy colors appeared on his brows.

"The subordinates didn't know, Mrs. went to listen to the rain building tonight, but she came back early before the opera was finished.

Not only that, but after the subordinates found that the lady came back without the three brothers by her side, they immediately went to listen to Yulou to investigate.

It turned out that the stage of Tingyulou suddenly collapsed tonight, and some people also said that they witnessed a strange man entering the lady's room..."

"My lord, where are you going!"

Without waiting for his subordinates to finish speaking, Fang Jian hurried back, for some reason, Fang Jian always felt that Li Sisi was a little strange tonight.

She seemed to be hiding something from herself, although she rarely had time to be alone with Li Sisi, but for her, Fang Jian was the most familiar person.

Originally, Li Sisi's weirdness, Fang Jian thought that she was sick.

But after learning what his subordinates said, Fang Jian knew that something was wrong.

Quietly rushed back to the study, through the half-hidden study door, after seeing Li Sisi looking for the letter from himself and His Royal Highness, Fang Jian's face showed a violent look.

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"Squeak."

The study room was pushed away by Fang Jian, and after Li Sisi heard that someone had come in, he immediately turned around and put the two sides holding the letter behind his back.

"Husband... How did you come back again. Li Sisi said hurriedly, and Fang Jian ignored it. directly grabbed Li Sisi's hand hidden behind her back and snatched all the letters in her hand.

"Husband..."

"Smack!"

Fang Jian slapped Li Sisi without the slightest hesitation, and palm prints immediately appeared on Li Sisi's white face, and a faint trace of blood was left on his mouth.

"Why?" Fang Jian asked, Li Sisi paused, and then as if he had lost his strength, he drooped down.

"Why!"

Like an angry lion, Fang Jian grabbed Li Sisi's collar and lifted her in the air, but after seeing that Li Sisi was always silent, a resentment appeared in his heart and threw her out

"Bang!"

The wine table was knocked over by Li Sisi, and the dishes that had not yet been used also became a mess.

Fang Jian looked hateful, without the usual gentle appearance, pulled Li Sisi's hair and pulled her up stiffly

"Why betray me! I'll give you silk and satin! Give you a rich life, why do you betray me! ”

Fang Jian roared loudly, the feeling of being betrayed by his beloved, which made Fang Jian now on the verge of collapse.

But no matter how he questioned, Li Sisi never spoke, like a marionette being cut off the thread, and immediately turned into a lifeless piece of wood.

"You are a red dust woman, I will help you get rid of your lowly status, so that you don't have to serve other men.

Instead of being grateful, you're doing it now? Let me ask you, are you right about me for such behavior? ”

Li Sisi's eyes were filled with tears, and Fang Jian's words were like sharp knives, piercing her heart, making her miserable.

"I'm sorry for you."

Li Sisi said softly, and Fang Jian, who was originally angry and began to dissipate, after hearing Li Sisi's words, the flame of anger burned again.

"Smack!" Another slap slapped Li Sisi in the face.

"Now that you know, why do you do it! Tell me. Why the hell are you doing this?

I care about your safety, buy you a house, send someone to protect you, I am afraid that you will be lonely, I bought a maid to accompany you, I am only happy for you, but what have you done? ”

"You betrayed me!"

"Single-mindedly happy for me?" Li Sisi, who had been silent, smiled bitterly when he heard this. Fang Jian was stunned, and then he looked like a devil in hell, looking so terrifying.

"If you're bent on me, you should let me go!" Li Sisi shouted.

"You know I've never liked Kyoto, and you have three acres of fertile land and a dilapidated house, and although life is hard, this is what I have always wanted.

Buy me a house? Send someone to protect me? Then do you know what kind of life I live every day when you are not there!

You are the only one in the world who understands me, but what have you done, you only come for one day a month, and every time you come just to vent your desires!

Say it's for me? Isn't it all for yourself? What is the difference between you and those who coveted my appearance and wanted to possess me! ”

"Shut up!"

Fang Jian's eyes were red, and he shouted, and while rushing towards Li Sisi, he pulled out the dagger that had been hidden between his chest.

"Poof!"

The sharp dagger accurately pierced into Li Sisi's abdomen, and blood immediately gushed out, Li Sisi kept retreating, covering his abdomen with both hands, and looked at Fang Jian in disbelief.

Fang Jian was stunned in place, looking at his bloodstained hands, he didn't know what was going on, and he didn't know what he had done until Li Sisi fell to the ground.

"Sisi... Sisi! Fang Jian immediately knelt on the place and hugged Li Sisi, but Li Sisi looked at him and didn't speak.

At this time, there was a sound of fighting in the courtyard, and a man came in in a mess. Hurriedly said to Fang Jian: "My lord, someone is coming, come with me." ”

"No, no, I'm not leaving!" Fang Jian cried bitterly, but after his subordinates heard the sound of the fight getting closer and closer, he simply pulled Fang Jian away.

Immediately, Qin Kang and several other members of the Supervision Yuan walked in, and after seeing Li Sisi lying on the ground and the blood in her abdomen, they immediately said, "Take her to the adults immediately."

"Yes"

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"It's okay, it's okay." In the speeding carriage, Zhang Hua said to Li Sisi in his arms with a sweat.

Li Si wanted to speak, but all that appeared in her throat was blood, not words.

Zhang Hua thought about it after that. immediately took off his black robe and covered Li Sisi's abdomen.

"Trust me, you'll be fine, you'll be fine." Zhang Hua swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said anxiously to Li Sisi.

Li Sisi nodded, let the two lines of tears remain on his face, and then showed a poignant smile at Zhang Hua.

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