Pigeon II (224)
"I don't know where they've gone now, and I know how to love home! This pigeon is better than the eagle, and the eagle flies away and doesn't come back! Han's eyes were hazy with tears, because when he saw the pigeon, he naturally thought of his son who was no longer in the world! The occasional reappearance of the dove inadvertently brought a strong shock to the soul and the pain of longing.
For more than four years, when some scenes related to Miao Yunchang appeared in the eyes of the family of four, they would trigger the hidden sorrow for the deceased in the depths of their hearts!
"Look, there's something on the pigeon's leg!" Want Want is sharp-eyed.
Yes, there was still a little thing on the pigeon's leg, but I still couldn't tell what it would be. For more than four years, this situation has been like a repetitive dream for the family of four, long and lingering, confusing and incomprehensible.
Want Want said with interest: "I'll tell my mother and Uncle Zhenkun to go." β
Miao Hanxiang hurriedly stopped: "Don't go yet, they're talking, don't bother." β
As soon as he said this, it brought a convulsive twitch to his heart, and he was really afraid that his wife's words would be a prophecy! At this time, the two young men and widows are in the same room, and it is inevitable that people will not be suspicious. In order to avoid the torment of this troubled thought, he stepped cautiously towards the pigeon, hoping to see it up close, but when the pigeon found out about his intentions, it would still spread its wings and fly away as if it were frightened, as if it were no longer so familiar with the home or the man.
He stood there, staring blankly at the pigeon's departure, and began to froze. Son, son, seeing things and thinking about people, under the strong tearing pain in his heart, tears in his eyes flowed down. Even if the daughter-in-law and Tao Zhenkun really have an ulterior personal relationship, then he can only swallow his anger and calm down, because the ugliness of the family cannot be publicized, and dignity and reputation are more important than anything else. In order to maintain this already incomplete family, he had to pass with tolerance and patience, if there were any more extraneous changes, he would not have the strength and perseverance to bear the blow again!
The pigeons released by Wu He have not completely disappeared in the interval of more than four years, and they have come back again and again just for the unforgettable attachment and care of this home where they have lived? I didn't pay much attention to the persistence of a bird before, but now I realize that it seems to be transmitting some kind of message, and I think it must be important. It's like a difficult question, and we haven't found the right answer yet. In the past, it was not for the sake of secrecy, but because it was not taken seriously at all.
"It's not very familiar with us, it should be fed with food, Xu-"
His wife's words seemed to remind Miao Hanxiang and made him think about it.
"Isn't it familiar with my mother?"
It's not naΓ―ve to ask a question about a child, but the old couple can't give a clear and reasonable answer, because they moved in together after their son is gone, so they know too little about their son and daughter-in-law's past.
If Want Want is not familiar with pigeons, it is because he was still young and some of his memories were already blurred. The most memorable thing is that my father told him that he wanted to fight a sika deer and come back, but the result was that he never came back!
It's just that what they don't know is that this is the carrier pigeon raised by Miao Yunchang back then, and it seems that there is some secret hidden in it-
Tao Zhenkun entered the dimly lit West House, and saw Wu Hetou Chongli lying on the kang, with a chessboard beside him, and the messy chess pieces that were idle were there. When he saw chess, he would think that Liu Xingmei used chess to win back the generations lost for the Tao family for many years.
"Are you asleep?"
Wu He's body didn't move.
"What's wrong with you, playing pretending to be a zombie?" Tao Zhenkun reached out and pushed her leg.
Wu He raised his head from the pillow and choked up and asked, "What do you say?" β
Tao Zhenkun saw that her eyes were red and there were wolf tears on her face, so he asked lovingly, "Is it for me?" β
Wu Hejiao said angrily: "Knowingly asked." β
Tao Zhenkun suddenly felt sore in his heart, and said sadly: "If it weren't for the persecution of life, how could I have the idea of going out to work, there is no way!" β
Yes, if it weren't for the debt, in order to make Jiuquanxia's parents blind, how could he be willing to give up this important woman in his life, like a wife and a concubine?!
Wu He sat up, wiped the corners of his moist eyes and said, "You really want to go out?" β
"I can't go back on what I've decided, otherwise what others will think of me!"
"Since I can't keep you, I can only wish you good luck, and I'll come back as soon as I earn money."
"I promise you that as long as you earn enough money to pay off the famine, you will come back immediately. For Liu Xingmei and you, no matter how wonderful the outside world is, it can't keep me, please believe me. β
"Looks like she's more important than me!"
"You two are important to me."
"She is your wife, naturally she is more important than me, I know that I am not qualified to compete with her and be jealous! I was born with a hard life, I lost a man early, and I lacked pain and love. followed Yunchang and eloped here, even my closest mother's family didn't recognize me, it was I who made my father and mother lose face and bear the infamy of not being able to hold up their heads! If anyone gives birth to a daughter with a bad moral character like me, it is equivalent to eight lifetimes of blood mold! When Yunchang was there, I told him several times that I would take Wangwang back to his parents' house, even for the sake of my grandson, and I begged for forgiveness anyway. My father and mother gave birth to me once, but I didn't get any help, but I was half angry to death, which made me feel guilty! Even if you can't repay the kindness, at least you have to ignore the filial piety of your former children, otherwise you won't be at ease. Yunchang also agreed, saying that he would take Wangwang with me when the spring flowers bloomed. And said that he went to my house once and gave my parents some money, but they said they would not accept anything, and finally threw the money away and left. However, whose child is not loved, I think my father and mother will accept me again, but before I can go back, I didn't expect him to ......" Wu He said, and two tears fell.
If you want to say that the thing that women can impress men the most, it is probably nothing more than these tears. Heroes are short of breath, and children are long.
Tao Zhenkun cautiously looked out through the round window, and saw that the three of them had walked out of the gate, and his courage increased. Excited for a moment, he couldn't help but step forward and hugged her in his arms, not wiping her tears with his hands, but licking them with his mouth, and the tears made him taste the same salty taste. So, he comforted: "You are a good woman, I believe that you and Brother Yunchang are truly in love, and you two are the most enviable pair of talented women." What is regrettable is that Brother Yunchang's untimely death cannot grow old with you, which is the biggest regret in life! He, don't worry, as long as it is a woman who has been me, I will treat her well, I am not an ungrateful person. If you don't marry again, you'll always be my woman. I will also do my duty to this family. β
Wu He sobbed and said: "With your words, I also understand, don't say anything, we haven't gotten along in vain!" β
Tao Zhenkun sighed and said, "It's good that you understand." β
Wu He leaned his head on Tao Zhenkun's chest and said, "I've been thinking about it these days, your uncle and aunt are not very old, but they couldn't hug their grandson as they wished, which is a pity." At the beginning, I didn't promise my aunt to give birth to a child for the Tao family, but I didn't have the courage, and in front of Xingmei, a widow gave birth to a child for others, and others couldn't laugh when they heard it! You've been married to Xingmei for so long, and you haven't seen her pregnant, since she is not a stone girl, maybe there is something else wrong? β
"Who knows!"
"I didn't go to the county seat to find a doctor, so I don't know why. Lan Di can cure incurable diseases, and Yang Xu also understands medical skills, so I don't want to look for them? β
"The old witch and Tulang are not credible, and besides, they don't have any money in their hands, so let's wait for me to come back."
"It can't be your problem, right?"
Tao Zhenkun grinned and said, "Do you know if I have any problems?" β
Wu He twisted coquettishly in his arms and said, "You are so bad! β
"You didn't teach me how bad I was."
"But after that, I haven't been at ease in my heart anymore!"
"Do you regret it?"
"I always feel sorry for Miao Yunchang!"
"I sometimes feel sorry for Liu Xingmei, but things have been done, and there is no regret medicine to buy in this world."
"But sometimes I think about it, I'm still young, can I only live a lifetime in this family?!"
"Do you want to marry someone else?"
"As long as you are good to me, I will not marry anyone else."
"But I can't give you a name!"
"Reputation doesn't matter to me, I'll live my life in a mess! I found love in Yunchang, I found support in you, and I am content, what else can I covet! When the two old ones were sent, at that time Wangwang also grew up, our mother and son depended on each other, and then married him a daughter-in-law and hugged his grandson, which would be the end of his life! β
"Don't be so pessimistic, just look at your life with an optimistic attitude. If I can make a lot of money outside, I will come back so that you can all live a good life, and you will have no worries about food and clothing. β
"Then I wish you a safe journey, earn money and come back so that I can enjoy Qingfu."
"Wait, I'll do my best to make it happen. Also, I want to ask you something. β
"What's the matter? You're welcome, just say it! β
"It's just that after I'm gone, please take care of Meizi more, she-"