Ninety-five, I should have killed him, you finally came out

The Foreign Affairs Department once again supplied supplies to the embassy of the East China Sea State in Beijing, including fuel, generators, various maintenance and repair equipment and spare parts, all kinds of personal letters and official letters were indispensable, in addition to a pile of clothes and letters sent to Jia Huan by Jin Feng and Fu Ning.

Jia Huan lay on the package, looking up at the sky quietly;

Hong Chengzhi walked over when he saw it, "Yo, Third Master Huan, how did you get this?" Not happy about the delivery of something at home? Why don't you hurry up and get into the house? ”

Jia Huan lay down and didn't move, and slowly closed his eyes, "Lao Hong." If someone instructs your grandmother to kill your mother, do you hate him? ”

"Nonsense! I definitely hated it! - Do you need to ask? The hatred of killing his mother is not the same as that of the sky, not to mention that he still instructed his grandmother to kill his own mother, which is simply miserable; Such a big hatred, how can you not hate?! ”

"But that guy was nice to you?"

"No matter how good it is?! - No matter how great the kindness is, it can't withstand the revenge of killing the mother! ”

"He used to tell me that it was my mother who did witchcraft to my second brother, so my grandmother killed my mother, and I always thought it was true, because he has always been very good to me, and I have always believed in him......

But when I was looking for a book to read, I found his diary, and he asked my grandmother to kill my mother......

I don't know what I should do, I'm very angry, so I stabbed Wang Dong,β€”β€” the Supervision Department sentenced me, he pleaded with me, but I didn't want to admit his love, I just wanted to kill him!

He was napping, I took the gun to him, I used the pistol he gave me, I loaded the bullets one by one, and I pulled the trigger over and over again......

He opened his eyes and saw that he saw me, but he didn't say anything, closed his eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep......

I knew that he wanted me to kill him, and he said that his heart was already dead, and only obsession remained, and he really wanted me to kill him......

I pulled the trigger over and over again, but my hand wouldn't listen to me.

I pulled the trigger over and over again, but the gun didn't go off.

He was disappointed, sighed, and said let me play outside for two years, maybe everything will be understood......

So I came back, but I still didn't understand......

This used to be my home, just on Ningrong Street, but I didn't dare to go back to ......, I didn't know how I could go back......

My second sister was slept with him at the age of twelve, my sister was slept with by him at the age of ten, my eldest sister-in-law, my second sister-in-law, my aunt, my cousin, my cousin, the maid in our house, the old woman and the baby, all slept with him, and he didn't let go of any of them......

Jia Shi Wang Xue, people say that only the stone lion at the door of our house is clean, but I have always known that the pair of stone lions are also unclean......

The men are all dead, the women are all slept with him, God kills God, this is retribution, even the old woman and the girl can't escape......

He said in his diary that he regretted killing my mother, because he didn't sleep with my mother, and he said that he should have slept with my mother first and then kill my mother, because my mother may also be one of the twelve hairpins of Jinling, and he didn't sleep with my mother, so his mist tribulation failed,β€”β€” you say, should I kill him? ......, why didn't God kill him? ……

The men who were transferred to Yingzhou are all dead, and the women of the royal family are all over the sleep and death by him, I have always known it, but I pretend not to know,β€”β€” I want to forget everything, but why did he let me see his diary, why did I know that he killed my mother?! ……”

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Jia Huan just lay on the package, his eyes closed, tears streaming down the ground......

Hong Chengzhi's mouth opened to the sky, and his brain was already confused......

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"When I was in the house, no one looked down on me,

The slut surnamed Wang deducted my monthly money, and let Caiyun trick me into stealing other people's things, my father didn't know how old I was, and the next person cheated and robbed me of food, no one was really good to me, even the second brother's waste girl was better than me, only my mother and my second sister were really good to me, but I didn't know anything, and I couldn't tell the difference between good and bad people......

Only when I arrived in the East China Sea did I live like a person,

He taught me simple words, he made me read, he reasoned with me,

He told me that it is deceitful to teach people to fish as it is better to teach them to fish, and it is right to teach people the spirit of self-improvement and virtue, learn to learn, and learn to have backbone.

He told me that society is bitter, life is difficult, life is always bitter and bitter and difficult and difficult, but only after bitterness will there be sweetness, we should yearn for sweet,

He told me that death is fate, life is luck, but people must live, only alive can there be hope, everything will be better,

He told me that people must have their own eyes, learn to see the world by themselves, and only by continuous learning can we continue to see new truths.

I listened to him for everything, I learned to learn, I learned to figure out the truth on my own, but I would rather not understand anything, I would rather live as stupidly as before......

He taught me to live, he taught me to hope, but why did he let me see his diary, that I would rather live stupidly and die stupidly than understand......

Do you know, my second sister is a wooden man, at the age of fourteen gave birth to a girl for him, I secretly went to see, the girl is white and fat, she laughs when she sees me, I like it, the second sister holds the girl like life, I want me to hold the girl to him to see, let him give him a name, but he just doesn't want to see,

The second sister was afraid that I would have no money to spend, so she secretly saved three taels of silver for me, but the second sister didn't know, the silver was worthless, silver coins and paper money were the ......, the second sister was deceived, and I wanted to cry in distress......

I told my second sister about him, and my second sister blushed, and I knew that my second sister had seen him once; I told him that the second sister was thinking about him in her dreams, but he just didn't want to see him......

During the epidemic that year, the second sister died, I didn't even see a piece of clothing, the mother and daughter were burned by him, I cried for a few days ......, but do you know what he wrote in his diary? …… Jia Yingchun, with a simple jaw and a red cheek, pressed Cheng Huan Chang to reminisce, panting and crying silently; Sweat wipes, sticky pancreas, red tears, snow peaks chasing the muffled sound, swimming fish in the waves to find gaps; Weak and small, surrounded by uh-huh,......

You say, people are dead, is that what he let him waste in his diary like this? …… That's my second sister, my second sister, my second sister, ......, do you think he wrote my second sister right? Why didn't I kill him earlier?! ……”

The more and more people around Jia Huan gathered, and they all listened stupidly......

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"You know, I wanted to kill him, I poisoned his tea, but I didn't dare to give him a drink, I poured it out again,

The men of the Jia family always sleep with other people's women, the ones who pick up the ashes, the tin stealers, the little uncles who raise the little uncle, and even the two big stone lions in front of the door are unclean, so the men of the Jia family deserve to die, and the women of the family should also be slept with by others, this is retribution, but why should the retribution fall on my mother and my second sister? They are all good people, they don't deserve retribution, they deserve to live a good life, they don't deserve to die and they don't even have an urn......

He killed my mother, he slept with my second sister, he said he would have retribution, but I didn't see retribution,

He deserves retribution, he deserves retribution, others say that he has cut off his children and grandchildren, he has cut off his children and grandchildren, he has slept with other people's women, and his women should also be slept with by others, not only his women should be slept with by others, but his daughter should also be slept with by others, and it is best to sleep to death......

You say, why can't I kill him when I shoot, I load the bullets one by one, and pull the trigger one by one, but why doesn't my hand listen to me......

I should have slept with his woman, I should have slept with Ping'er, I liked Ping'er, I should have slept with Ping'er, but I didn't dare, I only dared to secretly hug her and kiss her, I heard my heart beat out......

He kicked me, he kicked me, he made me kneel, he asked me to apologize to Ping'er, I knelt, I apologized to Ping'er, but ......, I still wanted to kill him......

Rongguo Mansion, it's on Ningrong Street, my mother died there, but I don't even know where her grave is, maybe ......, he doesn't have a grave......

Mother, my son is not filial, I can't avenge you......"

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Hong Chengzhi knelt on the ground with a "bang", he was already crazy,

"Lord, lord, my dear grandfather! What are you talking about? Did you know that there are some things you can't say? The Lord of the Dead! ”

Hong Chengzhi kowtowed, the bright red blood flowed on the ground, flowing into a dark red, and Jia Huan was still lying on the package, with his eyes closed and crying.

One of the people who came around later didn't know what was going on, so he poked his foot out and looked at it, and asked, "What's wrong?" ……”

Hong Chengzhi raised his head, his eyes were blood-red, he grabbed a guard's gun and pulled the trigger, and all the onlookers knelt down all at once, but Hong Chengzhi was still shooting one by one.

One of the guards pulled up his feet and ran out of the courtyard, but as soon as he ran to the courtyard gate, a bullet pierced the back of his heart and struggled to fall.

The guard squad leader cried and kowtowed to Hong Chengzhi, "Ambassador Hong! I beg you, spare them, I know they shouldn't have listened to it, but they all have fathers and children, wives and children to support, you have pity on them! - Let's go overseas, let's go to Antarctica, let's go to Antarctica, I beg you, you have mercy on them! ……”

However, Hong Chengzhi still had one shot at a time, and he also changed a gun, and the one or twenty people who were watching were only one guard squad leader in a blink of an eye.

Hong Chengzhi put a gun against the head of the guard squad leader, "Brother, my brother can't stand you, you go first, I'll say a few words to the third master of Huan, and then I'll be there, let's see you in Huangquan!" Brother will go back and accompany you with your life, and go with you to fight the king of Yama! ”

The sudden gunfire in the embassy alarmed the outside of the courtyard, and the sound of urgent footsteps came, and the embassy guard team leader ran over with a bunch of guards at a rapid pace, just ran to the gate of the courtyard, only to see Hong Chengzhi shooting at the head of the guard squad leader, and the body fell to the ground, convulsing constantly;

The leader of the guards looked at Hong Chengzhi in horror, ran to him with red eyes and pointed a gun at Hong Chengzhi, "Old Hong, what are you crazy about!?" These are all their own brothers, their own brothers! What are you mad about!? ”

However, Hong Chengzhi didn't look at him, turned around and knelt down in front of Jia Huan, and said to Jia Huan, who was stupid:

"Master! Ring three masters! - Your life is expensive, my brother and my life are cheap, my brother really can't afford to 'play' with you! - Brother, I was originally a scholar, and I tossed up my family business if I couldn't even pass the exam, so I could only let the whole family be a tenant farmer, my father was angry, my mother was also starving, and I was fortunate enough to run to the East China Sea, so I lived a personal appearance, I didn't have to grovel and didn't need to be a slave, and I lived an upright life! Brother doesn't thank anyone, but Brother knows that without the owner, there would be no Brother today. ”

"Brother, I don't know any big truth, but my brother also knows that without the owner, there would be no good life like we have now, brother, I have also read the book written by the owner, the owner said, the future days will be better and better, and when our generation has borne all the hardships and sins, the future generations will not only be guilty, but they will be able to live a better life, it is a good day that our generation can't think of, and can't think of,β€”β€”, my brother doesn't know what kind of good life it is, but my brother knows, follow the owner, there must be a better and better day,"

"Master, your life is expensive, and we can't understand the grievances between you and the owner, but the brother knows that the owner can't die, and he shouldn't die! Today, my brother doesn't ask for anything, just ask you not to make trouble, you went to the court a few days ago, and you leaked many secrets, and I don't know how many more people will die in the future; Today, for the sake of my brother who has died a bunch of people, you don't make any more trouble, please forgive and forgive the owner, he will definitely not be easy! - Now it's all about my brother dying for the owner, and your revenge has been avenged, okay?! ”

Hong Chengzhi kowtowed to Jia Huan, then turned around and kowtowed to the guard leader,

"Old Tang, those who died today are all heroes, you write a report, just say that those who died today are martyrs, report directly to the owner, and ask you to help take care of their wives and children in the future."

Hong Chengzhi pointed at Jia Huan again, "Immediately send the third master of Huan to Jinzhou, and you will personally escort it; Remember, don't ask anything, don't listen to anything, don't care about anything, just hand over the third master of Huan to the owner in person! - You must remember, don't ask anything, don't listen to anything, don't care about anything, you must personally hand over the third master of the ring to the owner! ”

After Hong Chengzhi finished speaking, he stood up, picked up the muzzle of the gun and put it in his mouth, reached out and pulled the trigger, and the blood spurted out at once, spraying Jia Huan's face......

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Jinzhou District, Lushun Hall, General Staff Department, Zhang Lianxiang reported to Fu Ning,

"Host, the Hetao attack plan and the North China attack plan have been made in detail and compared, and the military base camp has done various simulation exercises, and finally determined a short-term response plan and a short-term backup plan, you can take a look; Korqin's three divisions had already assembled in the north hall of Yinshan, and the initial plan was to prepare for war first, and then take and move to the Hetao when the situation was necessary, and the direction of northern Shaanxi was a feint, not to make a real attack, just to trigger the defensive defense of the imperial court and prevent triggering a full-scale war. ”

"What about the direction of the Great Wall of Yanshan?"

"Feint!"

"What about the east and the south?"

"Zhennan Pass does not move, the navy gathers in the sea areas of Penghu Hall and Jeju Hall, and Tanggu Songyang and Songyang do not provoke, only prevent!"

"Well, then you can put the report here, and I'll take a closer look at it later."

Zhang Lianxiang turned his head and was about to go back, but he said, "Boss, I still suggest that you take the opportunity to take Zhoushan!" ”

"Impossible! - How many times have I told you, Zhoushan is too close to Songjiang, and the excitement is too great, and it cannot be taken until a full-scale war! ”

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East China Sea calendar, the fifth day of January 1734 AD, Xiaohan, the British Dynasty calendar, the winter of the eleventh year of Shunhe, the eighth day of the lunar month, Xiaohan.

Tang Zhongqing, the leader of the guard team of the Donghai State in the imperial court Jingshi Embassy, led eighteen guards, personally escorted Jia Huan to Fu Jiayuan, Jinzhou District, Lushun Hall, and personally handed over Jia Huan to Fu Ning.

Fu Ning took the report handed over by Tang Zhongqing, and then personally signed a document to assess that 17 people, including Hong Chengzhi, died heroically in the line of duty in order to protect the state secrets of the East China Sea State, and were posthumously recognized as special martyrs, and agreed to be buried in the East China Sea State National Meritorious Cemetery ...... the eastern district of Jinzhou.

Tang Zhongqing took the document and left, Jia Huan stayed,

Fu Ning leaned back on the sofa and sighed tiredly, "I'll send you a guard, you can go......!" - to Kanto, to Goryeo, to Yingju, or to Ryukyu, to Jinneung, ......; - You go out and take a look...... and when you want to come back, come back......,...... Remember, this will always be your home......! ”

And Jia Huan, squatting against the corner like a log, seemed to have no soul......

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At dinner, Fu Xin didn't eat again, and silently picked up the rice bowl with chopsticks, and after picking it for a long time, there was still not a single grain of rice in the bowl......

Fu Ning let out a long sigh again, finally put down his chopsticks, walked upstairs gently, walked to the door of Fu Xin's bedroom, and knocked lightly on the door,

"Come out,β€”β€” I know you're in there, let's say something to your face, it's not a matter to always hide like this."

The room was silent, Fu Ning pulled the doorknob and pushed the door in, but there was no one in the room.

Suddenly, the door slammed shut strangely, softly;

Qingwen followed Fu Ning upstairs and knocked on the door, "Fu Ning, what are you doing upstairs without eating, go down to eat." ”

Fu Ning sat on the ground and leaned on the edge of the bed, and said through the door, "You go down to eat, I'll stay upstairs for a while, and none of you should come up." ”

"What's the blame? - Okay, let's eat first. ”

Qingwen's footsteps disappeared and she went downstairs.

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Fu Ning just sat quietly on the ground and leaned against the edge of the bed,

"My diaries are all locked, and it is impossible for Jia Huan to open them by himself, but he can see them......

I remember that I once put a hair on the diary, but the hair was missing, and ...... was gone, someone had already seen it before Jia Huan saw the diary......

The bird's nest shark fin, sea cucumber abalone, and keel eel at home have all been eaten, and Ping'er said that she ate them, but no one has seen them with their own eyes......

I can see that Ping'er didn't lie, so the only explanation is that she let her lie when she didn't even know it......

Do you know? Ping'er never dared to eat keel eel......

Ping'er likes the fragrance of osmanthus, Qingwen likes orchid, as for Daiyu, in fact, her favorite is the fragrance ......of plants and trees, but there is Tibetan incense in Fu Xin's room, which is very light and light, and seems to be tasteless ...... Tibetan fragrance......

Do you remember, these are not enough to explain anything, maybe someone remembers wrong, maybe someone feels wrong............ but, do you know, when Jia Huan held a pistol at me, I saw him reload the bullet over and over again ......, but he couldn't pull the trigger...... I saw him sweat urgently, he anxiously loaded the bullet three times, he gritted his teeth with hatred, but he couldn't pull the trigger ......, then I knew, you came ......, then I knew, you are by my side ......!

You've been here for more than a month, haven'......? - No, Fu Xin didn't eat well two months ago, you should have come at that time, right? ……

No, I remember that Daiyu drank a bowl of herbal tea last year, and I touched it in my mouth, and Daiyu never drank anything that others had in my mouth, so that bowl of herbal tea should have been drunk by you......, right? ”

Suddenly, a woman appeared on Fu Xin's bed bizarre like a ghost, lying on the bed and vomiting on the trash can next to the bed.

"Why are you so disgusting? Why didn't you say it sooner after you drank it? ”

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Although he had expected it, Fu Ning still felt creepy,

Fu Ning forced himself to calm down, "How do I know you're going to drink the tea I have in your mouth?" ”

"Vomitβ€”β€”! Vomiting β€”β€”! β€οΌŒ

The woman vomited nauseously, but nothing could be sped up.

"Can you please stop talking! ……”

"Not to mention you've drunk it too! - I knew I would spit a few more mouthfuls of saliva in it! ”

So the woman started retching again......

Suddenly, the woman grabbed Fu Ning's collar and kicked Fu Ning to the door, and Fu Ning's stomach hurt like shrimp and arched his waist......

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Qingwen heard the movement upstairs, walked up and knocked on the door, "Fu Ning, what's wrong, what's so loud?" ”

Fu Ning hugged his stomach, gasped through the door, and pretended to be calm, "It's okay, you eat your food, what are you doing here, I'll go down by myself!" ”

Qingwen wondered through the door, "What's the blame?" ......", "Wow" went downstairs again.

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After a long time, the woman finally stopped vomiting and lay on her back on Fu Xin's bed.

Fu Ning finally rubbed his stomach and straightened his waist, "Qin Keqing!" Qin Fairy! Abbot of Qin! - You're finally willing to come out?! ……”