Chapter Ninety-Nine: Be as brave as I am

After a while, the door opened, and Fang Wuying walked in, carrying a paper bag in his hand.

"I rang the doorbell for a long time and didn't respond, thinking you weren't at home." As he spoke, he closed the door, changed his slippers and went into the living room.

“…… I fell asleep and didn't hear it. Su Hong said angrily.

"Well, that's it." Fang Wuying walked up to her and handed the bag in his hand to Su Hong, "My sister asked me to give it to you." ”

Su Hong took the bag suspiciously and took out the contents of it, which turned out to be a Baozi skirt.

"She said that the last time she went to the mall, she was reluctant to buy it when she saw that you tried it, so she just bought it and gave it to you." Fang Wuying said, "She said it was a gift for you, thank you for being willing to accompany her to buy things." ”

Su Hong was a little embarrassed, she folded her skirt: "...... Thank you for me, sister-isn't the money for this dress still out to you? She has no income of her own. ”

Fang Wuying smiled and didn't make a sound.

"Although I shouldn't talk too much about this matter, your family Fang Ying is really good at spending money." Su Hong said, "A casual shirt costs two or three thousand." ”

“…… She's happy to spend her money, so why should I upset her? ”

Su Hong shook her head: "Could it be that she spends your money all her life?" You're her brother, not her father. ”

Fang Wuying smiled bitterly: "Now I can still afford her, if I can't afford it in the future, I will talk about it." ”

Su Hong sighed: "This is not the way. Later, when she enters society and earns her own money, it is unlikely that she will earn as much as you in the first place. What will she do then? Do you want to continue to subsidize her? ”

"Hmm, this one...... I didn't think about it. ”

"If she was looking for a job as an ordinary clerk at the beginning, with a salary of 2,000, but she wore thousands of shirts to the company every day, what would people think of her?" Su Hong shook his head and said, "I said, your younger brother is too filial." ”

Fang Wuying was a little annoyed: "...... Don't criticize me, I'm injured and came to give you a dress, you should say something nice! ”

Su Hong finally smiled: "By the way, I forgot that you are still injured." What do you think? Better? ”

"The gauze is still tied." Fang Wuying pulled up his sleeves to show her, "If you exert yourself, it will still hurt." ”

"And you still ran out of the hospital?" Su Hong said disapprerovingly, "The more you move, the harder it will be for your injuries to heal." ”

"It's okay, it's okay." He lowered his sleeve and waved his hand, "I'll go back to the hospital in the evening, the nurses won't catch me." ”

"Freak! I was afraid that someone else would be in pain and screamed in bed......"

"Hey, why do you say the same thing as Lei Jun?" Fang Wuying was displeased, "When did you become husband and wife?" ”

"What nonsense!"

"Hmm, okay, sorry for my nonsense." Fang Wuying said, "But he's very worried about you, afraid that something will happen to you." ”

“…… Not again! ”

He blinked: "Me too, these two days, I'm really afraid that you will die suddenly." ”

Su Hong was a little embarrassed by his words, she pulled down her face and put her skirt away: "...... Thank you for your concern, I won't be able to die in the next hour and a half. ”

"But that's not for sure. Xiaopeng once said to me that we are all going to die, and those who live a few more years must not make the mistake of thinking that you have gained eternal life. ”

Su Hong was silent for a moment: "I didn't expect him to become like this." ”

"He, like you, doesn't recognize Concubine Mei as you." Fang Wuying continued, "So even if he cuts off Concubine Mei's head, he can do it, cough, don't expect him to pity the jade, the little kid doesn't understand that." ”

Su Hong's eyes seemed to be about to breathe fire!

"So, please, don't get angry just yet, okay?" Fang Wuying looked at her serenely, "Listen to what I want to say." ”

Su Hong looked patient and didn't say anything.

"I know why you won't go. Of course, you will say that no one can understand your experience. Okay, so let me tell you how I feel, how about that? ”

Fang Wuying slowly leaned back into the sofa, he rested his hand on his forehead, paused for a moment, and then said, "Actually, before we went back to the Sixteen Kingdoms last time, I considered changing jobs. ”

Su Hong was a little surprised: "Why?" ”

"I don't want to be known who I am." Fang Wuying showed a hint of a smile, "Hey, they know who I am, that's okay!" What should they think of me? Li Jianguo, are they still willing to stay in the same office with me? ”

Su Hong wanted to say that she was thinking too much, but she suddenly paused.

"I was scared when I thought about that, and the more I thought about it, the more scared I became, and I was so scared that I wanted to leave here, and it was better to change jobs tomorrow and go to a place where no one could possibly know who I was. No one knows my past, no one knows that I was a child prostitute, no one knows that I slaughtered an entire population of Chang'an City, and no one knows that I am a short-lived emperor...... How good that is, I'm completely safe. ”

“……”

"But even then, it won't work." Fang Wuying shook his head, "No matter how I dodge, there is always someone who knows." ”

"Who?"

"Myself." He said, "No one in the world knows who I am, and I will know who I am." ”

Su Hong looked at him silently.

"I wish I didn't even know about myself, I really wanted to." Fang Wuying smiled, "But it doesn't work, people can't deceive themselves." ”

“…… You mean, I'm deceiving myself right now? ”

"No, I'm not qualified to define you in any way." Fang Wuying shook his head, "I haven't dealt with these things until now, I'm half-wet and not dry, how can I blame you for drenching?" ”

Su Hong rolled her eyes.

"So you know what? I especially admire Shi Yuanzheng. ”

"You mean, Xiaopeng's father?"

"Well, you know who he is." Fang Wuying said, "The day before yesterday in the ward, he told me that he was afraid of death and had to move forward. Just move forward in the same way as you are now. Honestly, I'm not as good as him, and I don't even have the courage he has to cut through the past and reorganize my family. ”

“…… Not everyone can do it. ”

"But it is your own responsibility, and it must always be your own." Speaking of this, Fang Wuying suddenly reached out and patted the armrest of the sofa, "Actually, I've thought about it, it's okay if you really don't want to go." ”

Su Hong looked at him in surprise! Fang Wuying's attitude changed without any warning, which made her strange.

"After all, no one can force you, right?" He pondered, and said, "But I must rescue Concubine Mei." Since you won't come, I'll go to the rebel camp again to rescue her. I originally wanted to call you over, but this idea is really opportunistic. If I can't take a shortcut in this step, then I will honestly save people. ”

“…… Why did you have to save her? Su Hong said in a weak voice, "It was also her life to be captured by the rebels." ”

"I'm sorry, I can't think of her as something that has nothing to do with me." Fang Wuying said seriously, "She is a living person, and she was obviously lost in my hands." I can't watch her die. ”

Su Hong lowered her head.

"Seriously, she is more timid than you, her expression is stiffer than you, she is not as young and beautiful as you, she likes to put on a stinky shelf and doesn't say anything, and she always cries, crying makes me impatient." Fang Wuying continued, "People look clumsy and clumsy, always holding that piece of brocade and refusing to let it go, nostalgic for the glory of the past...... None of this is like you, and I don't like her at all. ”

"So, why do you have to force me to go? Those guys ......."

"Even if it's so unpleasant, she shouldn't die at the hands of Shi Chaoyi." Fang Wuying said, "Although she is not the same as you, I should also be responsible for her." ”

Then, listening to these silently, Su Hong suddenly burst into tears.

“…… I don't want to go to the Tang Dynasty. She sobbed, "If only she were ...... So what to do? I don't want to be her. ”

Fang Wuying looked at her: "If it's her, will she die?" ”

"I don't like that kind of life, stupid! My personality is obviously not like that! Why should I be her? Obviously not......"

"If it really is, will it be dead?"

“…… Maybe it's going to die? Su Hong suddenly raised her head, her face was full of tears, "What if I can't come back after I pass?" ”

“……”

"If you die, you can't come back to be Su Hong." She choked up, "Everything here is gone, and even if I can come back, what will you think of me?" Laugh at me like a dead-eyed fool? A woman who doesn't want a family ......"

She buried her face in her knees and began to cry bitterly.

Fang Wuying stood up, he walked around the coffee table and walked to Su Hong, then leaned down and hugged her.

"Nobody looks at you like that, no one looks at you like that." He whispered, "I also have a past of being unsaved, being ridiculed by others, have you ever looked at me with contempt? ”

He could feel Su Hong's body trembling slightly.

"Be brave, Su Hong. Don't cry. He put his face on Su Hong's hair, "If you break through, you'll be fine." ”

“…… I...... I can't get through it. ”

"No, it's me." He whispered, "I protect you." This time, even if I trade my life, I will let you come back safely. ”

After a long silence, he slowly let go of Su Hong, stood up, and quietly walked out of the room.

The next day, Su Hong finally agreed to go to the Tang Dynasty.

Appendix

This chapter is BGM, tizzybac's "Mrs. Shoe Cat", which can be found on Baidu.

Speaking of Mr. Shoe Cat in "Shrek", he is arrogant and confident, and he really looks like Fang Wuying~

So it's the song of Fang Wuying, well, laughs. If he can dance with Su Hong, I will use this song as the music for the dance, hoping that they will dance lively.

There are a few lyrics that I particularly like:

Wipe away your tears and don't cry

You have to be as proud as I am

I'm a hero, and you follow me

I will show you the beauty of the world

……

Keep your eyes on the distance

The will is as strong as steel

Don't be afraid to fall

I'm the strongest, I'm the strongest, I'm the strongest in the world

I can protect you from the forces of darkness

Be so happy, be happy, follow me, you will be happy

Because I'm unique, I'm yes~