Chapter 185: Nostalgia

After saying goodbye to Xun Jing, Han Yan turned around and walked towards Cai Yan's courtyard.

After all, things in Luoyang are very big, but their own family may not be much smaller in comparison. Originally, he came back this time just in time for Han Hui's birth, and Han Yan planned to give the child a full moon wine and then slowly observe the form of Si Li's side, and then plan slowly.

Now that he has encountered such a major event as the death of King Hongnong, Han Yan must rush back, but if he does not explain the things in his family clearly, Han Yan is still not down-to-earth in his heart. Who let Cai Yan just give birth?

Not to mention, Han Yan has just recognized Dong Bai, and it stands to reason that he should get along with her for a while, but he was in a hurry to deal with the affairs of Qingzhou before, and Dong Bai, who was helplessly snubbed, this Qingzhou matter finally came to an end, and he had to rush to death again, and the guilt in his heart could not be said in one sentence or two.

Walked into the room, looking at Cai Yan who was breastfeeding Han Hui, Han Yan's face was ashamed for a while, "Yan'er, I ......"

"You're leaving again, aren't you?"

Cai Yan, a woman like Cai Yan who came out of a scholarly family, is naturally clear-minded, and as soon as Han Yan opened his mouth, Cai Yan guessed what Han Yan wanted to say.

"Yes! Something happened to Si Li's side, and I had to rush back overnight. ”

Han Yan knew that Cai Yan would not stop him, but in the face of such a reasonable lady, when he opened this mouth, how uncomfortable he felt in his heart, and who could understand it?

"The man is alive, when the country comes first, everything is fine with me and Sun'er, and Mr. Zhang and Mr. Hua come to take care of me on weekdays, husband, you don't have to worry about it."

said it easily, but tears gradually flashed in the corners of Cai Yan's eyes.

"Yan'er, I'm ...... I'm sorry. ”

Han Yan wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, there was only one sentence left to say sorry.

Before, Han Yan went to Kaiyang City to solve the problem of Taishan thieves, but this time it was more than half a year, and he was Beihai and Si Li, but he stayed outside for a long time. As for Cai Yan, let him stay in Nancheng as a woman to deal with the family's affairs.

A woman's best time is only ten years, but she has been gone for more than half a year, leaving her family alone in an empty house. How many 'more than half a year' can a woman have to wait?

Han Yan didn't know how long it would take for him to come back, but Han Yan had already decided in his heart that after dealing with this matter, he would go home to accompany his wife and children with peace of mind, even if the world was really chaotic in the future. At least, I still have Qingzhou, don't I? After guarding Qingzhou, even if you don't fight for the world, at least when Dong Zhuo or Yuan Shao comes over, you will give away the territory, and you won't be able to have a rich life in the second half of your life? My wife, son, even daughter-in-law, grandson, etc., where do I have to worry so much?

It's just that what Han Yan didn't realize, or what he didn't think about positively, was that he no longer simply believed in his friendship with Cao Cao, Yuan Shao and others. Even though, Han Yan once affectionately called Cao Cao 'brother'.

Regardless of Han Hui still eating in Cai Yan's arms, Han Yan stepped forward and hugged Cai Yan in his arms, followed by a long kiss, until Han Yan couldn't stand Han Yan's 'squeezing' and cried loudly, Han Yan let go of his hands.

Gently scraping the tip of Han Hui's nose, Han Yan said with a smile: "Xi'er, you are going out to do things for your father, you have to protect your mother!" ”

"Phew! It's not yet a full moon, and he can understand this when you tell him! ”

scolded Han Yan in his mouth, but Cai Yan's face was already full of sweetness.

"Yes, yes, yes! Madame is taught! ”

Enjoying this rare sweet time, Han Yan suddenly had an urge in his heart to stay here and stop worrying about those troubles outside.

The knock on the door of 'dong dong' sounded, breaking the rare warm time between Han Yan and Cai Yan.

"Who? So ignorant! ”

Han Yan frowned and complained.

"Alright, you still have something to do, so don't delay any longer."

was reluctant in his heart, but Cai Yan knew that he shouldn't show his weak side, so he forced a smile on his face and said.

"Hmmm! Then you...... Rest early. ”

Han Yan hesitated, but did not insist any longer.

stood up, followed by Han Yan and bent down again, kissed Han Hui's head, then stood up and said softly: "Yan'er, wait for me to come back!" ”

"Hmmm! Be careful. ”

After admonishing Han Yan again, Cai Yan lowered his head and seemed to start breastfeeding Han Yan again.

"Alas!"

Han Yan sighed, turned around and walked towards the door.

At the moment when Han Yan turned around, tears welled up from Cai Yan's eyes and dripped silently. Tears fell on Han Hui's face, Han Hui blinked, stretched out his little hand, and wanted to grab Cai Yan's cheek. 'Bang' came from the sound of the door closing, Cai Yan couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed Han Hui's fleshy little hand, and cried silently.

"Whew!" Han Yan, who walked out of the door, was also uncomfortable in his heart, but when he looked around, he didn't find any trace of anyone, "Who?" Knock on the door at a time like this?! ”

Originally, Han Yan thought that Sun Guan and the others were ready, so he didn't think much about it before he came out, but he didn't react until he came out, if it was Sun Guan, he shouldn't have knocked on the door like this.

Sure enough, just after Han Yan spoke, a girl came out from the shadows on the side, "What?" Having fun with your wife? ”

"No, what nonsense!"

Seeing the face of the person who came clearly, Han Yan's face suddenly darkened.

The person who came was not someone else, it was Dong Bai who Han Yan was going to see later.

"Alright! I don't have time to talk nonsense with you, what's the matter, I heard that something happened to Si Li's side? ”

Glancing at Han Yan, Dong Bai did not continue what he said just now, but changed the topic and asked.

"Yes! Something happened to Si Li's side, and Liu Bian, the king of Hongnong...... He's dead! ”

If it was against someone else, Han Yan might just fool him, but in the face of Dong Bai, Han Yan felt that there was no need to lie.

"Hongnong King Liu is dead? Father...... Maybe it wasn't that Dong Zhuo who did it, right? Dong Zhuo doesn't seem to be that stupid, right? ”

Knowing the specific news, Dong Bai's brows also furrowed.

"Who knows? Originally, I was going to talk to you after I finished explaining to Yan'er, but it just so happened that you came over, so I didn't have to go over to look for you. After finishing speaking, Han Yan paused, and then continued: "I'll leave tonight." ”

Originally, Han Yan thought that Dong Bai would stop him, but who knew that Dong Bai's eyebrows were raised, and he said, "Okay, take me!" ”