Chapter 986: A Complex Heart
Chapter 986: A Complex Heart
Listening to her words, Li Muran can very well understand the loneliness in Zhang Caiyi's heart, when he first arrived in the Han Dynasty, he felt the feeling of isolation and helplessness, it was a kind of loneliness, an irresistible feeling, very painful!
Not only that, loss and disappearance are completely two concepts, if you lose it, you will at least have a chance to get it, but if you disappear, it will never be there, Zhang Caiyi's life experience He has long known that he grew up as an infant eating hundreds of meals, and he has nothing since he was a child, and now he still has nothing, which can't help but make people sigh a little in his heart1
"Fool, what are you thinking? What if they are all lost? You still have me, and I will take care of you for the rest of your life! ”
Zhang Caiyi listened to Li Muran's words, and her heart was naturally moved, but at the same time, she was also sad, and then looked up at Li Muran, and saw that the latter's eyes were looking at her very seriously, she nodded.
Some people may think that Brother Jiu should have come to accompany Caiyi last night, but only Li Muran herself thinks that the reason why Zhang Caiyi can be so calm now is that it is obvious that she thought a lot last night, and she has already made her own decisions about many things that she can't understand.
Wen Cun didn't have it, some were just companionship, which was Li Muran's friendship with Zhang Caiyi!
After half a ring, I only heard Zhang Caiyi suddenly ask in a whisper, "Has the emperor been buried?" After hearing this, Li Muran nodded in his heart, no matter what hurtful things the old emperor did to Zhang Caiyi, but there is nothing to say today!
After all, the relationship between father and daughter is not something that can be easily cut off, can it?
"Well, the emperor's matter, Lord Su has definitely dealt with it quietly, although it is a little disrespectful, but it is the only way now!"
Zhang Caiyi stayed in the palace during this time, so he naturally knew a lot about the things in the palace, and he didn't mind what he said, but nodded, "Li Jiu, can you go with me to worship in a few days?" ”
"Of course you can, Caiyi is my woman now, and the emperor is naturally my father-in-law, I will definitely do the etiquette that should be there!"
"He doesn't deserve it"
Zhang Caiyi listened to Li Muran's answer, and said in a cold voice: "He is not worthy!" ”
Maybe seeing that Li Muran wanted to say more, Zhang Caiyi hurriedly diverted the topic, and then his expression changed, as if he had never said anything just now!
Seeing this, Li Muran didn't ask any questions, sometimes he pretended not to understand and was smarter than he knew, wasn't he?
wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, Zhang Caiyi smiled sweetly at Li Muran"; Li Jiu, is this the breakfast made by Shuang'er? I smelled it when you just walked in the door, it smelled so good! ”
This woman turned her face, it was indeed amazing, Zhang Caiyi finished her words in just a few tens of seconds from front to back, and then changed her face at an unexpected speed, that is, Li Muran was amazed!
However, he also knew in his heart that Zhang Caiyi was still pretending to be hard in his mouth.
"That's natural, who can make such a fragrant breakfast except Shuang'er?" Since Zhang Caiyi wanted to avoid the topic just now, Li Muran naturally continued to follow her words.
Listening to Zhang Caiyi's words, Li Muran's heart was also very pleased.
Cheng Shuang'er's early morning preparations were finally not in vain!
After all, from just now to now, although Zhang Caiyi's mood is constantly changing, it can even be described as moody!
However, right now, Zhang Caiyi can have a good turn, which is not a blessing for those who care about her!
It's just that the next scene Zhang Caiyi did surprised Li Muran.
I saw her gobbling up the food on the plate, without the slightest artificiality, it was very real!
Maybe I feel that my eating appearance is a little unsightly!
Zhang Caiyi slurred and said, "Li Jiu, do you want to sit down and eat a little" He was a little surprised at first, but gradually calmed down in his heart.
He clearly remembered that when he was in Luzhou City, Zhang Caiyi was a real foodie, and every time there was Zhang Caiyi on the table, there would never be much food left on the table!
Thinking about it at that time, Li Muran also said to Cheng Shuang'er that Zhang Caiyi would eat poor Li Muran's heaven and earth!
Not only that, Caiyi should have been like him for a day and a night!
Coupled with the chaos in the palace late at night, and the loss of control of Shiruma's emotions, everything may have a deep understanding in her heart!
And since the civil strife in the palace, it should have not been a drop of water, and now, it is really appropriate to eat like this!
He thought secretly in his heart, but if he said this, Zhang Caiyi would definitely be moved, and he would say to Li Muran, "You really understand me!" ”
"You eat slowly, and no one grabs it from you, these are all yours, even if you eat for a day, no one will care" The words of understanding are very soft, and they are also full of caring charm!
Li Muran said it to make people's hearts very comfortable.
Zhang Caiyi actually has some strong smile at the moment!
I hope to solve the grief in my heart with food!
But after hearing his words, Zhang Caiyi's tears gushed out, and the food in his mouth was full, but he didn't let a trace flow down!
Maybe she doesn't want your beloved to see that haggard appearance!
Maybe it's just to hide the sadness in my heart.
Maybe she was afraid that Li Muran would worry about her!
He watched quietly like this, looking at Zhang Caiyi in front of him!
Watch the tears slowly flow to the corners of your mouth!
It's not that he doesn't know how to comfort, it's just that many words are pale and powerless in such a situation!
Zhang Caiyi's mood needs to be calmed down slowly, so that he can not leave an indelible scar in his heart, on the contrary, instead of overnight, otherwise unimaginable things will break out one day! .
Although the old emperor is said to be an enemy in Zhang Caiyi's mouth, how can he not be his relatives!
The love between father and daughter is connected by blood, how can it be shaken off in a few words?
The disappointment and betrayal of loved ones caused many traumas in childhood!
And the old emperor, the only relative, what an impact it had in her heart!
When he was alive, he might be the enemy who was wiped out!
But the moment you die, the brand of this enemy is likely to dissipate in an instant, isn't it?
Maybe a secret is a secret, if Zhang Nanshan didn't bring Zhang Caiyi to Luzhou, maybe the disappearance of a target wouldn't let her be on her back like this!
Obviously, at the moment when the emperor died, Li Muran knew that Zhang Caiyi had already resolved all the grudges in his heart when he picked up the knife!
It's just the moment of death, but it is the beginning of her sadness!
Li Jiu didn't know how long he had been standing, and Zhang Caiyi didn't know how much he had eaten with tears in his eyes?
(End of chapter)