Chapter 66: The heart is as clear as a mirror
Chapter 66: The heart is as clear as a mirror
Zhou Ning's words seemed to be very casual, but they hit Luo's fragile nerves like sharp arrows. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Now the most inferiority thing for her is that she has married someone twice, and these two people have made trouble on the street and then to the court because of her, and finally they have died.
This incident can become the root cause of her not being able to hold her head up for the rest of her life, where does she still have the heart to think about remarrying again? She was afraid to hear words related to marriage.
Zhou Ning's undisguised ridicule made her want to find a crack to get into, but Zhou Ning didn't care about her feelings, he sneered coldly: "Now there are no stumbling blocks, whoever you want to marry is free, very happy, right?" ”
Luo raised his head suddenly, his face was a little frightening, and his lips trembled. She didn't expect the county lord to humiliate people so sparingly.
"What are you staring at me for? Am I wrong? Zhou Ning's face was calm, and his eyes shot an eerie cold light. If you are a chaste martyr, they will not die unjustly. For a woman like you, who is watery and unkind, they gave their lives in vain, it's really not worth it, it's not worth it. ”
Zhou Ning angrily punched the table twice, with an expression of hatred to eat its flesh raw. The blood on Roche's face almost faded, and two lines of hot tears rolled down.
She felt remorse, hatred, sourness and bitterness in her heart, but to whom did she say it? Who did she complain to? Who in the world can understand her? I'm afraid that all the people will look at her the same as the county master in front of her, the difference is just that some people don't say it.
She wanted to defend herself a few words, but she didn't dare to talk back to the county master, and second, she couldn't find any decent reason.
"Speaking of the death of the two of them, the official also has some responsibility, this is my money, you can take it to bury them." Zhou Ning took out two silver ingots and put them on the table, and said again: "I think that I can only make the most appropriate decision after I find out and judge, if I had known that today would not have been as good as I had cut you off casually, I would not have caused anyone." ”
When Roche heard this, his heart was filled with even more grief. That day, the county master asked her more than once who she was willing to follow, and she didn't say a word from beginning to end.
If she had said someone casually, the county magistrate would have made a decision, and there would have been no catastrophe today. Things have developed to this point, can you blame the county master? It's all her fault, it's all her fault.
Strong inferiority complex and self-blame alternated, Luo clenched his teeth, his face gradually flushed, and the beads of sweat on his forehead rolled down like beans.
People live for a hundred years and die at the end of their lives, why force themselves to live in the world and be the laughing stock of others after dinner? Roche interrupted his thoughts in an instant, and his heart suddenly became as still as water, without suffering, without sorrow, without pain, without fear.
She looked at Zhou Ning calmly and indifferently: "Lord Xie's reward, I don't want these two ingots of silver, but I beg to draw the charge as soon as possible, and I have to go back to take care of my husband's funeral." ”
"Hahaha" People said that they wanted to take care of the aftermath, but Zhou Ning stood up with a smile as if he had heard something funny. "Your husband? Tell me which one is your husband? Which one is your Lang again? ”
Luo seemed to have adapted to Zhou Ning's cynicism, his face did not change slightly, and he still had a hint of a smile: "They are all my husbands, and they are all my husbands." ”
Roche had no choice, and she didn't want to worry about who to choose. People are dead, and even they don't plan to live, so what is the need to distinguish clearly?
Both of them died because of her, and whoever gave up on her could escape the catastrophe.
When they were all alive, she had no way to choose who to follow. They were all dead, and she couldn't choose who to abandon.
She will take care of the aftermath of both of them, and she will not ignore either one. She secretly made up her mind in her heart that she would die after taking care of the aftermath of the two of them.
It's not interesting to live in this lonely world, she can't go back to the Wu family, the Wu family blames Wu Qing's death on her, and they won't allow her to enter the door of the Wu family again.
The Chen family has long since lost her relatives, and she has once again fallen into a desperate situation. Roche didn't know how many sins he had done in his previous life, and he was repeatedly forced into a desperate situation in this life.
If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't survive at all, how could he marry Wu Qing? Now she wants to live and has fallen to the point where she has to find another lover and remarry.
She really would rather die than be said by the county master, she doesn't want to be a newcomer again, and even if she wants to marry again, there is no second Wu Qing waiting to marry her.
When Zhou Ning heard her say this, he immediately said: "I don't understand this, if they are still alive, one daughter can serve two husbands." Now that they're all dead, how can you hold a mourning vigil for two people? ”
"Why not find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers and bury the two of them next to each other?" Luo knew that these two people could not enter the ancestral grave, so they could only find another barren mountain to bury.
"Even if you could bury two men at the same time, how would their tombstones be written?" Without waiting for her to answer, Zhou Ning continued: "Even if you write your name on their tombstones, let me ask you, which one will you be buried with in a hundred years?" ”
Roche never thought about this problem, but when it came to the question, she did not hesitate to choose. "Of course, it was buried with Chen Lang."
Zhou Ning's speed of speech was not wanting to give her time to think, he thought that Luo would be slumping or silent again, but he didn't expect that this time she was surprisingly happy and determined.
"Are you sure you want to be buried with Chen Fulu?" Zhou Ning asked again to see if she would shake her original intention.
Roche was unwavering and eloquent: "We are the original husband and wife, we can't sit together in life, and we must be in the same cave in death." ”
"Are you worthy of Wu Qing like this?"
"When Wu Lang was alive, I accompanied him enough."
Zhou Ning blinked her eyes slightly, and Luo's casual words revealed the truest thoughts in her heart. She said that she had accompanied Wu Qing enough when he was alive, so now she wants to be buried with Chen Fulu.
This means that during the ten years she accompanied Wu Qing, she actually always thought about Chen Fulu. She chose Wu Qing out of helplessness at the beginning, on the one hand, her life was not settled, on the other hand, Wu Qing was too good to her, and women were always easily moved.
How much true love has been lost to care, and what Wu Qing gave to Luo was meticulous care. Pampering has a fatal temptation for women, and few people are resistant to men's gentle and meticulous care.
In fact, it is not that Luo Zhi has no answer in her heart, but she herself does not dare to face this answer. She has too many concerns, she wants to choose Chen Fulu but is afraid that she will not be able to live up to Wu Qing's ten-year love, she wants to give up Chen Fulu and can't bear to live up to her ten-year lovesickness.