Opening the door of the conversion room, Lei Jun saw Xiao Wu waiting outside the door. {)

Xiao Wu's expression was very complicated, he looked at Lei Jun and squirmed his lips, but he didn't make a sound.

Lei Jun understands that he already knows the truth.

The group walked out silently, and no one knew what to say.

Emperor Yang of Sui successfully ascended the throne a few hours ago, and they could only maintain it until this point, and as for the rest, it had to be handed over to that one Yang Guang to complete.

"Director......" Xiao Wu finally whispered.

Lei Jun didn't say anything, he silently walked to the wardrobe and slowly took off the saber on his body.

Everyone looked at him, and no one knew how to comfort him.

"Captain Fang......" Lei Jun suddenly, opening the mouth of the believer of Chapter 145 Truth, "Can you please ...... Could you please inform Su Hong to come over? ”

"Uh......"

"I said she wouldn't see me. But I want to make up the memories of that day. Lei Jun whispered. Something...... Some of the things that were simple and gentle in the early years. I had to ask her. Otherwise I can't remember. ”

When he said these words. Always have your back to him.

Fang Wuying was a little embarrassed. He for a while. Should or shouldn't agree to Lei Jun.

“…… I can't go back to Jane Rou. So I can only see Su Hong again. Lei Jun turned around. Please tell her. I won't hurt her anymore. ”

When he said this. His face was as white as paper. But the voice was as firm as gold.

Fang Wuying sighed secretly. He nodded, "Okay." I'm going to call. ”

Based on the fact that the personnel on leave could not know the details of the work progress, Su Hong did not know anything about the fact that there were loopholes in the DPRK again, and even the fact that they went to the Sui Dynasty again.

Fang Wuying's phone call scared her into screaming at that end!

“…… You guys went to the Sui Dynasty again?! ”

Fang Wuying paused before he said, "Su Chapter 145 Believer of the Truth, Hong, you don't have to hide it anymore, Lei Jun has already replaced Yang Guang on the throne." ”

When he said this, Su Hong was over there, falling into a long silence.

"Come here, Lei Jun said he had something to ask you." Fang Wuying continued, "...... Something about Jane Rou. ”

Then I heard Su Hong whispering over there, "Okay." ”

An hour later, Su Hong came to the bureau.

Waiting at the gate of the bureau was Fang Wuying.

"He's waiting for you." Fang Wuying said, and added, "Everyone is here." ”

Su Hong didn't say anything, she lowered her head and entered the bureau with Fang Wuying down.

But when she went up to the second floor, Su Hong stopped when she got up late.

Fang Wuying gently put his hand on her back: "We're helping him, Su Hong, you don't have to worry about anything." ”

Fang Wuying's voice was soft, but it seemed to give Su Hong some strength. She was silent for a moment, then walked to the conference room.

When he arrived at the conference room, Fang Wuying pushed the door in first and Su Hong found that everyone was there: Li Jianguo, Xiao Wu, He Yong......

When she caught a glimpse of the man standing in front of the window, Su Hong's face turned white.

The moment their eyes met, something wordless and bitter flowed between the two.

So Su Hong understood that she no longer had to hide anything, and in fact, she had nothing to hide.

That night, Su Hong told everything she had experienced in the Sui Dynasty, and it was complete.

From the time she inadvertently discovered Jian Rou, to the time she infiltrated the princess's tent as a maid, to the time she was taken away by King Jin's men......

If she could, Su Hong really didn't want to state all this, so she chose the words as carefully as possible, not revealing the victim's emotions, and describing it from a sufficiently objective perspective.

But she still felt that every word she said flew like a sharp knife towards the man opposite and stabbed him in the chest! She could see that Lei Jun's face was getting more and more gray, but he always supported himself with the greatest restraint, not letting himself fall, or fleeing from this place because he collapsed, because he couldn't bear it.

“…… I asked King Jin why he deceived Princess Ning Yuan. He mentioned Gao Ying, saying...... He said, 'If it hadn't been for me all night, I wouldn't have wanted to give it to my father.' Su Hong took a breath lightly, crossed her hands and clasped it, "Later, ......"

She paused.

The air in the room was flowing rapidly for no apparent reason, and everyone knew what was going on.

"Later, King Jin ...... He said that it was a pity for the princess to send her away, but ......" Su Hong lowered her head, "but it's not bad to get a beauty under the princess's account......"

Her voice became smaller and quieter, and finally she continued, and Su Hong began to sob softly.

The conference room fell silent, except for Su Hong's faint sobs.

Lei Jun finally spoke: "I'm sorry, Su Hong...... I apologize to you. ”

The man buried his head, his voice hoarse, his fingers clenched into fists, his face as bloodless as ice.

Fang Wuying sent Su Hong out of the conference room.

The people in Li's control group also slowly got up, and the matter was completely over.

When they all left the room, Li Jianguo glanced at Lei Jun again.

He was still sitting there, motionless, his expression like a clay sculpture carved from wood.

"Director Lei?"

Li Jianguo tried to call him, but he didn't get the slightest response.

…… Sighing softly, Li Jianguo turned around and went out, closing the door of the conference room.

For the next two days, Lei Jun did not come to work.

The situation has reached an impasse, Su Hong refuses to come to work, Lei Jun refuses to come, and now only Xiao Wu is on duty in the bureau every day.

In Lei Jun's situation, Xiao Wu wrote a complete material and sent it up. In all fairness, he really didn't want Lei Jun to resign, but right now, it was hard for him to imagine what Lei Jun should do.

On the third day after Fang Wuying and they returned, Su Hong received a call from Lei Lei, and the girl was on the other end of the phone, crying and saying that her father had locked herself in the room and refused to come out.

“…… I locked myself up from the night I came home, and I called him, but he didn't answer, he wouldn't come out, and he wouldn't eat. ”

The girl was whining and crying, she was terribly scared, except

She didn't know who else to go to.

Su Hong was also nervous! She tried to comfort Lei Lei on the phone, promising her to go over immediately.

After hanging up the phone, Su Hong said to Fang Wuying next to him, I have to go over.

"That's what he did." She said, "If you can't do it, you can only call the police." ”

"I'll go with you." Fang Wuying also stood up, "Calling the police is the last step, let's see if we can persuade him to open the door." ”

In the early autumn, in the afternoon, it was a quarter past four o'clock, and the sky was also listless and gloomy.

The two of them drove to Lei Jun's house, and the child opened the door for them. Lei Lei's face was swollen from crying, and she couldn't go to school for the past two days and begged her father at home.

"He didn't open the door or hear the sound inside......"

The girl's red and swollen eyes drooped, and two strings of tears slipped down the corners of her eyes.

Su: Gently hugged Lei Lei and whispered, "Let's go back to the room first, okay?" Let's persuade him. ”

"Aunt Sue ......"

"It's a matter of work." Su Hong whispered, "If you're in trouble, your dad probably can't figure it out - can you go back to the room first?" It's okay. ”

Lei Lei looked at her in a daze, then nodded.

Persuading her to go back to her room, Su Hong hesitated at the door of Lei Jun's bedroom and knocked on the door.

"Lei Jun? It's me. ”

Inside, there was no sound.

Fang Wuying also said: "Lei Jun, can you open the door?" ”

No response.

Su Hong glanced at Fang Wuying in embarrassment.

"You can't keep yourself in there all the time." Fang Wuying said again, "Lei Lei hasn't eaten seriously for several days, and the child's face has lost weight. ”

Su Hong knocked on the door again: "Is the Lei Jun door open?" Let's talk. ”

Still no sound.

"Do you want to call the police?" Su Hong was a little worried.

Fang Wuying frowned: "Wait, calling the police now will make a big fuss." ”

He knocked on the door again: "Lei Jun is Xiao Wu alone in the bureau, are you going to throw all this mess to him?" ”

Su Hong was a moment late: "...... I'm going to go to work, and Lei Jun has already figured it out. In the future...... I won't be hiding from you anymore. ”

Fang Wuying looked at Su Hong a little surprised, he didn't expect Su Hong's thoughts to turn around.

"Besides, we still have too much to do, and we can't just give up. Lei Jun, you have to get Jian Rou back......"

After she had said this, after another half a day, the door opened silently from the inside.

The room was black and the light was very weak, and Lei Jun's figure was reflected in the faint light.

He was still wearing the same coat he wore that day, with a full beard and sunken cheeks......

Su Hong's heart hurt as if she had been pricked by a needle! For so many years, she had never seen Lei Jun's long beard.

Su Hong almost burst into tears......

Lei Jun looked at them with a blank expression, his eyes were a little hollow, and then, without saying a word, he turned around and returned to the dark room.

Fang Wuying and Su Hong followed him into the room.

In the bedroom, the air is stagnant and heavy, and the thick curtains block the light and the world from the outside.

Lei Jun sat at the table and stared blankly at the photo on the table, which was a photo of Jian Rou and him.

“…… She's not coming back. ”

He suddenly spoke, and Su Hong and Fang Wuying were stunned.

"I can't find her, she won't want to see me."

Lei Jun's voice was hoarse and ugly, and he hadn't spoken for several days.

Su Hong's heart was miserable!

"After all, you haven't found it yet, have you?" She whispered, "All we see are Mrs. Xuanhua, not Jian Rou. ”

Lei Jun was silent.

"Even if she doesn't want to see you, doesn't she even want to see Lei Lei?" Fang Wuying said, "Until now, we still don't know why she disappeared. ”

She went back. I know. Lei Jun suddenly showed a strange smile, "Lao Tzu once told me that she went back to the place where she came from—either the Chen Dynasty or the Sui Dynasty, and she would rather go back and suffer another catastrophe than live with me." ”

Su Hong and Fang Wuying looked at each other.

"Well, even if she refuses to see you again, she won't come back," Fang Wuying said, "So, you plan to follow her to martyrdom?" ”

Su Hong frowned and glanced at Fang Wuying.

Lei Jun's expression did not change, he was still stunned.

"If you go on like this, don't eat or drink, you know what the result is."

"I don't know...... What to do......"

"So just stop here, motionless?"

“……”

"Do you want to leave this result to Jian Rou?" Fang Wuying said again: "Do you want to leave it for her to take a look at when she comes back one day?" ”

“…… She's not coming back. ”

"Well, so you're going to blackmail her with your future life and Lei Lei's life?" Fang Wuying continued, "Want to force Jian Rou to come back at such a heavy price? ”

Su Hong almost wanted to interrupt him! But Fang Wuying made a sharp gesture to stop her from interjecting.

"She doesn't want to see you, this is Jian Rou's own decision, are you trying to force Jian Rou to change her decision?"

"No, I didn't ......," Lei Jun struggled.

"Then why do you want to take revenge on her departure by destroying yourself and your children?"

"I didn't! No! Lei Jun held his head, "But you can't let me treat everything as if it never happened!" ”

Looking at him, Fang Wuying gradually softened his tone: "No one can change what happened, especially people like us." Still don't get it? Jian Rou she couldn't bear the truth, she chose to leave, except to respect her decision, Lei Jun you can't do more. ”

"But I'm sorry she's done so much...... So many sorry things for her. ”

"That's you in the past, Lei Jun is not the current you." Fang Wuying sighed, "To put it this way, you raised Lei Lei for a long time

Plus I've been looking for her for nine years, and as the mother of the child, your Rou has turned a blind eye to this - is that she also sorry for you and sorry for Lei Lei? ”

"This ...... It's not the same thing......"

"What's the same thing? Where are the criteria for being worthy and sorry? Let's be fair and take it all into account. ”

Lei Jun put down his hand, he stared blankly at Fang Wuying, who was a little confused by him.

"There is no such thing as a standard." Fang Wuying bent down and looked into Lei Jun's eyes. "It's just the facts: you've hurt her and chosen to leave, and you're not going to come back for a while—that's all."

“…… So what should I do? Asked in a low voice.

Fang Wuying was silent for a long time.

"It depends on your choice: whether you want to be Yang Guang or Lei Jun. I've asked you this question before. ”

Lei Jun was silent.

"If you want to be Yang Guang, that's fine, pick up all the previous grievances and grievances, calculate them one by one, and finally resent the result, whether it is Yang Jian and his wife who raised you and shaped you into that kind of character, or Jian Rou who refused to come back, or Director Liang who 'did bad things with good intentions' and rescued you...... It's okay, you can waste all your time on this, and even Lei Lei's life can be indifferent. Of course, once people really feel that they are finished, they don't have the heart to think about their parents and children. ”

"Rush ......"

Su Hong really couldn't bear it, so she interrupted him gently.

Fang Wuying looked at her, and then shook his head gently: "I'm not criticizing you, Lei Jun, those just my own past just now, the previous ten years, Murong Chong came over like that." ”

Lei Jun looked at him in a daze, his gaze thoughtful.

"Of course, you can also choose to be Lei Jun." Fang Wuying continued, "Yang Guang is finished, Lei Jun is not finished yet, he has his own things to do, his own life...... As for what it is, you should know better than I do. ”

There was silence for a long time.

For a long time, Su Hong thought that time had stopped.

Finally, Lei Jun slowly stood up: "...... You haven't drunk water yet, I'll go boil it. ”

Fang Wuying smiled bitterly, he held down Lei Jun: "Okay, you know that it's okay to pour water for us." ”

Su Hong finally laughed, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "You just rest." I'll go to the kitchen and have a look. ”

That day, Su Hong simply cooked some food, and comforted Lei Lei that her father was fine, and the two said goodbye and left.

It was getting dark, the street lights were turning on little by little, the wind was still howling, there was no sign of stopping, the clouds were thick and pressing, but the rain stopped. The two of them didn't hail a taxi, but walked slowly back along the road they had come from. The dust on the road was washed and washed, and it had already been cleaned, and there was no one in the late wind and rain, only a white avenue with a blue color stretched in front of the two of them, as if it was going to be paved to the edge of the sky.

The two men walked quietly on the road, the blue and white road reflected a faint light, and the whole world took on the kind of lush fluorescent blue that can only be seen in the night shots of the movie.

"I was afraid that he would seek death again if you said it." Su Hong said suddenly.

"How?" Fang Wuying shook his head, "If people really want to die, no one can stop them." ”

"That's kind of persuasive right now, right?"

"For the time being. Outsiders say 10,000 words, and they are not as effective as they can figure it out. Fang Wuying stopped, and said, "Jian Rou, this matter is not something that he can completely figure out in a while, and he still has to suffer later."

”

Su Hong was silent.

"Ahem, if you don't understand, you have to live like this." Fang Wuying said, "As long as people can continue to live, things will take a turn for the better." ”

"Hmmm......"

"Actually, I'm curious about you." Fang Wuying stopped and looked at Su Hong, "Why did you suddenly change your mind?" ”

"Resignation?"

"Hmm."

Su Hong didn't say anything for a while.

"Think you can adapt to Lei Jun?" Fang Wuying asked again.

"I just think that I can't deny all his kindness to me for so many years because of that one thing." Su Hong whispered, "After all, Lei Jun is not Yang Guang, if even our close friends refuse to accept this, then how can he cheer him up?" ”

Fang Wuying thought about it and didn't speak again.

The whole world was quiet, and at that moment, it was once again wrapped in that blue glowing light, and in Su Hong's eyes, it was like an unknown lens, frozen at the end of a tragic romance movie.

The next day, Su Hong went back to work again, Xiao Wu breathed a sigh of relief, he asked Su Hong if he still insisted on resigning, Su Hong shook his head.

Another day passed, early in the morning.

Xiao Wu went upstairs to the door of the building, only to find that the door lock had been opened.

He was shocked!

went upstairs to the corridor, but saw Lei Jun walking out of the director's office with a kettle.

"Director?!"

Xiao Wu was almost stunned on the spot!

“…… The limescale inside can scare people to death. He said lightly, "I'll take it and wash it." ”

"Uh......"

After staying for two seconds, Xiao Wu ran up quickly and took the kettle: "I'll come!" ”

As far as Xiao Wu saw, Lei Jun returned to the bureau. In the days after that, there was a lot of discussion among the people in the balance about this, and most of them speculated about how much courage this man had to regain his fighting spirit. Some people also say that Lei Jun and Yang Guang are fundamentally different things, and he is not the kind of person Yang Guang who can be defeated with one blow. Lei Jun made such a decision, which is reasonable.

Lei Jun didn't seem to take these discussions to heart, he still worked as before, but unconsciously, he was silent a lot.

Addendum: "meedevil", singer Dveee, this song is dedicated to Lei Jun. I love him so strong. !!